Ma Xiaodan dropped a tattered backpack in his hand, looked at us with a smile, and didn't say a word.

Yang Yang couldn't hold back any longer, and rushed up to give Ma Xiaodan a bear hug. I stood behind me with my head bowed silently. Yang Yang said to Ma Xiaodan: "Xiaodan, don't go in again." ”

Ma Xiaodan seemed to be in a very good mood and made a joke: "I won't have this opportunity again." ”

Ma Xiaodan let go of Yang Yang, walked over to look at me, and called my name: "Hao Ren." ”

I looked up at her, and she rushed up to give me a hug, and I subconsciously hugged her, using all my strength.

We didn't have hypocrisy and shuddering, and took Ma Xiaodan directly into the car, Yang Yang took out his mobile phone again, connected to the car stereo, and said to Ma Xiaodan: "Xiaodan, can you play a song for you?" ”

Ma Xiaodan, who was sitting in the back row and looking at the car window, nodded, Yang Yang played a song "The First Dream", Ma Xiaodan turned his head and said, "Why is this song?" ”

Yang Yang asked, "Isn't it good?" ”

Ma Xiaodan hesitated for a moment and said, "Let's change it." ”

"Listen to what."

Ma Xiaodan thought for a long time: "The most familiar stranger." ”

The music lingered in the hearts of the three of us, Ma Xiaodan looked at the scene outside the car window, his eyes were all blurry, and when he was about to arrive in W City, Ma Xiaodan said to the two of us: "Actually, I didn't want to tell you that I would be released from prison a month early, I wanted to say goodbye." But then I think about it, there is no need, I always have to face the things that should be faced, just like within the same high walls, I look back on my life, I am so frustrated, so decadent. In this life, I have not been sorry for anyone, including you Hao Ren, I have not been sorry for you. But there was one person who was sorry for me, and I thought that after I got out of prison, maybe I could leave everything behind and start a new life. ”

Yang Yang and I didn't speak, waiting for Ma Xiaodan to announce the results.

Ma Xiaodan said: "Put me down in W City, Xie Lu thank you for coming to pick me up." ”

Ma Xiaodan's voice was very soft, as if he was saying that we would go to dinner together.

There was a death-like silence in the carriage, only the song "The Most Familiar Stranger" was still singing in a high-pitched voice, and finally Yang Yang couldn't hold back and asked, "What is it for?" Xiaodan, we can work together now, work together, why do you want to leave, to start a new life? ”

Ma Xiaodan turned his head to look at Yang Yang, straightened his hair that was blown by the wind and said, "Don't worry, I won't think about it, and I won't be kind to myself." ”

Yang Yang was about to say, but I stopped Yang Yang and said, "Okay, you go, I'll put you down when you get to W City." ”

Ma Xiaodan smiled at me, and I took out a piece of Dipu jade from my pocket, handed it to Ma Xiaodan and said, "Give it to you, I hope this piece of jade can protect you." "This is the Puyu that my mother asked me to give to Sun Xiaoqing, but I gave it to Ma Xiaodan now, not that I like her, but I know that Ma Xiaodan is going to open a road of redemption, this road may be difficult to walk, but I want to give her a piece of something to believe in, maybe this fast Puyu will have a great effect on her.

Ma Xiaodan didn't refuse, took it, and stopped talking.

Yang Yang sat on the co-pilot, angrily changed the song to "The First Dream", and then didn't look at the two of us.

If pride is not coldly photographed by the sea of reality, how can you know how hard to go far, if your dream has not fallen off the cliff, how can you know that persistent people have invisible wings......

……

The song echoed in the ears of all of us, and this familiar melody accompanied us for three years of high school. At that time, every time we heard this song, we would always say, I want to be admitted to such and such a university. At the beginning, my goal was to be admitted to Guanghua University, but I didn't stick to my original dream, but at that time, this song represented a dream, and now it can only represent the past.

The city center was there quickly, and it was so fast that it felt like a blink of an eye.

Ma Xiaodan pushed the car door and got out of the car, saying to the two of us, "Goodbye." ”

I said to her, "Cherish." ”

Ma Xiaodan smiled, turned around and disappeared into the vast sea of people. I knew she didn't have a dime, but I didn't intend to give her a dime. Yang Yang asked me, "Why don't you keep her?" ”

I said to Yang Yang, "I can't keep it." ”

Yang Yang was furious and said, "You must still hate her." ”

I turned my head to look at Yang Yang and said, "Hate is deep in the bones, love is in the skin." ”

Yang Yang glared at me fiercely and said, "You're a bastard. ”

"I'm not a bastard, Yang Yang, do you really not understand, or do you not understand? If Ma Xiaodan goes back with us, then she will live in the shadows for the rest of her life, because she will feel that she is inferior to us, she is not gone, she will always be by your side and me, she will always be our Ma Xiaodan, she is just looking for her original dream. I said almost with a growl.

Yang Yang...... Stunned.

What about her original dream? When I was in high school, she would smile and say to me, "I'm going to be a big star." And now, I have become a manager like an old bustard. However, Yang Yang knew that she couldn't be like Ma Xiaodan, because she still had a mother.

Yang Yang said: "Actually, it can be understood that Xiaodan is escaping and escaping from life. ”

I smiled wryly: "She escaped so much, she escaped the whole high school, she ran away from the whole college. ”

Yang Yang pouted and asked, "Then why doesn't she go back with you?" ”

I laughed and said, "She embarked on a path of redemption." ”

Yang Yang, thoughtful.

Life is always like this, once you didn't cherish people or things, when you want to cherish, but suddenly find that you don't deserve to cherish them. It was raining lightly in the sky, and the road back was not smooth, and when I got home, it was already eight o'clock in the evening. I was tired all day, sleepy and hungry, and I chose to eat something before going to sleep.

Yang Yang has already gone back to the bathing center, Qingyu seems to be still in the bookstore, Liu Weiwei is in the bubble tea shop, and I ordered myself a bowl of noodles. After a hasty meal, I was ready to go to bed, but I couldn't sleep when I was in bed. People are so strange, sometimes very sleepy and sleepy, but lying in bed my head is getting more and more awake, and my consciousness tells me that maybe I will lose sleep again tonight.

I tried not to let myself think about it, but I couldn't control my thoughts. When I got to the end, I suddenly found that I had been so tired of living all these years, but isn't it so tiring for people to live?

People can't always live for themselves, I'm seventeen or eighteen years old, and I say I'm going to live a wonderful life. Because I have parents, I may have a child below.

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