Chapter 177: She's Back
With that, I turned around and left the office. I don't know what the reaction was like in the office, but as soon as I left the office, I left the office with my whole body in my hands against the wall.
It's been two years, from the beginning of the sophomore year to the beginning of the senior year.
How much I give, how much I gain, and how much I lose.
But at this moment, all this disappeared like a passing cloud.
I don't hate anyone, I don't hate anyone, I don't insult anyone. But when I got off the financial center, I squatted on the ground as if I had lost my spine. My father told me that when people from the countryside go to the city, even if their spine is broken, they can't lie down, so I can only squat.
The financial center is so crowded that no one cares about me. No one wants to care about me squatting on the side of the road and losing my soul. The sky is still sunny, and it doesn't rain because of a person's frustration, nor does it thunder because of someone's success. Legends belonging to celebrities are not destined to come to me.
I looked up at the hurried footsteps of the people, and my whole body was dizzy. In the rush of the city, we have forgotten to stop and look at the scenery around us.
Cross the river and tear down the bridge, hehe.
It's ridiculous, but what's wrong? Zhang Qingshi needs me to kill, and he doesn't need me when he divides the spoils. 10 million is very few compared to companies whose market capitalization can appear on Forbes. This is still the result of my vigilance everywhere, if I directly handed over Zhang Qingshi to Xia Wanyu after knowing that I was framed, I am afraid that I will get only one result, either life or death.
Maybe you won't even be able to get this 10 million.
Or, it is impossible to spend the 10 million in my hand now after I get it.
The sun was still so dazzling. I stood up, raised my head and closed my eyes, enjoying the warmth that only sunlight can bring. I wanted to stop, I was already walking so fast that I didn't have time to look back on what I was already like.
Sophomore to senior, two years.
Not much, not less.
I went from a dick who couldn't afford an iPhone for Ma Xiaodan to an old dick who was crossed the river and demolished the bridge, is it sad? I don't feel it, I just feel that everything that should happen has happened, and everything that should have ended is over. And I'm finally done with Xia Wanyu and Gao Ke, maybe I should start my new life, I muttered to myself, "It's all over." ”
But at this time, a voice appeared in my ear: "It's not over." ”
When I opened my eyes, I found that the heat of the sun had temporarily blinded me. It was red in front of my eyes, and it was only after I rubbed my eyes that all the photoreceptor cells in my eyes were back to normal that I could see the woman standing in front of me, and I asked her, "What is the end of the story?" ”
"Because I'm still here, he's still here." The woman shook the child she was holding, the child in her arms was about a year old, very beautiful, a pair of eyes purring at me, wearing a Snoopy suit, he seemed to be learning to speak, and shouted at me: "Baba." ”
Sun Xiaoqing!
Yes, she's back.
When I was at my most depressed and helpless, I came back. And with our son, I don't know what the name of this kid is, but looking at Sun Xiaoqing, who is completely different from two years ago, I was stunned. I wanted to hug Sun Xiaoqing and my son, but I didn't have the courage to hug them.
I looked at Sun Xiaoqing, who had big curly maroon hair, was wearing a loose skirt, with a little powder on his face, still looking forward to it, with a delicate figure and a warm personality, and Sun Xiaoqing, who was more mature than two years ago, I didn't know what to say.
I've thought about countless days when I've been reunited with her, but I never thought she'd come back when I was at my most depressed.
The endless stream of people would not stop at the gaze of the two of us, but I stood in place, looking at Sun Xiaoqing's eyes, motionless, as if this moment was frozen in a time and space tunnel. The child in Sun Xiaoqing's arms bit his fingers, maybe he also saw the strange atmosphere between the two adults, not noisy, looking at the two of us with big eyes.
His eyes are very similar to Sun Xiaoqing, big and bright. But his lips are very similar to mine, big and thick, and he will definitely be a handsome guy when he grows up.
But I have nothing now. Even I offended Zhang Chao and Ye Zhengtu, maybe I can't even protect the safety of Sun Xiaoqing and the child. I said to her, "Go away, and when I'm qualified to go to you, I'll go to you." ”
"You have it now." Sun Xiaoqing said softly, her voice was very soft, not at all as impassioned as Xia Wanyu galloping the world when she spoke to me on the top of that tower.
I was just about to speak.
Sun Xiaoqing said to me sharply: "My man, I can tolerate him having no money and no power. But I can't tolerate him slumping after a setback. If you can't even overcome this setback, then even if I, Sun Xiaoqing, am blind, I will immediately leave with Ben Ben (pronunciation: ben). ”
Hao Ben, this is my son's name.
Sun Xiaoqing looked at me and said to me, "Stand up straight." ”
I quickly stood up straight, Sun Xiaoqing cut my hair, and then said, "This is like a father." ”
How many times I dreamed back at midnight, how many times I raised my eyes to the sky, I thought of this woman, but now she is just talking, and I don't know what to do. She put the child down, took the child's hand, let the child stand, combed the messy hair on the sideburns, and said to me: "My Sun Xiaoqing has been a hard-working woman since she was a child, when I was five years old, I had a younger brother, as soon as my brother was born, my father died, my mother worked hard to pull me up, and let me finish college, but my mother was seriously ill, and finally waited until my younger brother finished high school and was admitted to college, and the day my brother got the college notice, my mother committed suicide. I know that she doesn't want to drag down the two of us. ”
"I didn't see my mother's last face, because I didn't have the money to take the train from Beijing back to Yunnan at that time, and I didn't have a dime. The younger brother dug a pit with his own hands and buried his mother, and he didn't even have a coffin. Then he bought a train ticket with the last 500 yuan in his family, and after arriving at Beijing West Railway Station, his lips were chapped and he was hungry on the train for two days and two nights. After I took him to dinner, my sister and brother only had two hundred yuan. ”
"I just graduated, I live in the suburbs, and I go to various companies every morning with my resume, from the first financier to the last office clerk, I don't know how many resumes Lu Dao has submitted. At that time, I had just graduated from college, and my younger brother was about to go to college, so I didn't know where to get my brother's tuition, and I had already spent almost all my family's money on school. ”