But do you know the truth? What kind of mentality is it like for a girl to be admitted to the best university but have no money to go to school? When she knew that she could get the noblest thing in this world by selling her soul, she knew that there were some so-called nobles, but they were actually the most cruel perverts.

Like coins, half devil and half angel.

The trajectory of life is always so impermanent, after I grew from a girl to a president who all male employees only dare to speak loudly in front of me. I suddenly looked back, and then I realized that the original peak had appeared at my feet.

The village chief, who could easily persecute my parents to death, was nothing more than an ant. When he knelt in front of me and told me to let him go, at that moment, I had the same smile on my face as I wrote this letter.

Some are cold, some are overwhelmed.

Maybe he wouldn't have thought that the daughters of the two middle-aged couples he could gently pinch to death would one day make him worse than dead. Revenge, this is what I have insisted on living since the age of eighteen. But when I killed this enemy with my own hands, I instantly didn't know how I should live.

That night, I was standing in my tall, bright office. Looking at the bright lights of the entire Huangpu River and the boats coming and going on the busy river, I didn't sleep all night.

For the first time, I was at a loss.

I don't have the adolescence that ordinary girls have, I just have childhood and revenge, childhood with parents, revenge and hatred, and when all of these things are lost, I don't know what to do.

Maybe you've already guessed it, or maybe you'll sigh when you see this, human nature is always so terrible.

But I still have to tell you that when Zhang Qingshi didn't have anything to use me, I decided to replace him and kill him. Step by step, concentrate on management. You can call me treacherous, you can call me insidious. But I still want to say that I'm just trying to have a life of my own. Maybe you also know that Liu Ying likes me, and he didn't hesitate to betray Zhang Qingshi for me.

But I like you.

When you first meet, you're wearing something that makes you look nervous. The hairstyle also didn't match your expression, and at that time, you were like a young grass. At that moment, I froze in place, looking at you who seemed cramped and uneasy. I remembered a sentence I once wrote in my homework book when I was in high school: It's better not to see each other, but not to fall in love.

Like a person needs a reason, really needs.

The reason in my mind told me that I was no longer the little girl I was in high school, I was the female president sitting behind the executive desk.

So, I gave myself a lot of reasons.

For example, you are like me back then, you are like the school grass of my school back then, and I liked your demeanor at a glance.

However, I know that these reasons are not okay.

Like is like, why should I be pampered.

But liking is not the same as agreeing, I have long passed the age of taking love as everything. Perhaps my love for you is my only indulgence in my lost youth. So, I still need to use you. Even when it is time to kick you away, kick you mercilessly.

I asked myself, is it ruthless?

I replied to myself, I don't know what to say!

But when I watched you prove yourself with your own strength, watched you conquer the old fox, watched you dare to say to everyone at the wedding scene that I was a rural person, and watched everything you had. I suddenly looked back, it turned out that you had already surpassed me, and you were no longer the young and ignorant teenager we were when we first met.

I asked myself again, don't you like him? Aren't you happy that he grew up?

You already know the answer, I'm happy for you, and even a little complacent.

However, I also realized that I had missed our wedding.

The woman who was held by you was not me, but Sun Xiaoqing, who was smarter than me.

Sun Xiaoqing's biggest investment in himself is you, and the biggest investment I give myself is myself. As it turned out, she won. But that doesn't mean I'm losing. But I didn't want to fight anymore.

When I wrote this, I was sitting in front of the window with a cup of tea in my hand, and there were already thousands of lights outside the window, and the sky was already full of stars. I don't know what the road is for, the sky tonight, so many stars, as if there are thousands of dreams in life, each of them flashing their light and dazzling eyes.

I want to say to you, I love you!

The tears couldn't help but stay, but the corners of his mouth raised a smile that belonged to victory. I'm leaving, not because of you, not because of Sun Xiaoqing, but because of myself.

I'm tired, very tired, tired.

I want to find a comfortable life, read books, listen to songs, and go to the orchard to pick when I am in a good mood. When you're in a bad mood, go to the beach to blow the sea breeze, look at the clear blue sky, listen to the chirping of seagulls, or take a look at the mystery and charm of pristine nature.

You say, is this kind of life good?

Maybe when you see this, you will be moved, you will miss me who has reached the other side of the ocean, and miss that villain woman, sinister woman, cunning woman.

But I'm telling you, you can't do that, I'm just a woman, I need comfort, you need a future.

I like your smile at me the most, you always show a mouthful of white teeth when you smile, I have seen a lot of countrymen, many of them have a mouthful of yellow teeth, and when you laugh, your teeth are very ugly, and even a little disgusting. But your teeth are always so white, as if your father was a dentist, and sometimes I lean alone by the window, thinking about your smile, and I can laugh myself.

So, now, give me a smile, okay?

……

Laugh?

The most bitter thing in the world is not crying, but the sourness and pain in the smile, but it can only be expressed with a smile. But in this world, the warmest thing is that there are tears in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth are raised to Lu, revealing a silly smile.

I sat on the soft sofa in Yushan Villa, which was not put aside because of Xia Wanyu's departure. Every Monday, a cleaner comes to clean the place, but Xia Wanyu's departure makes the smell of the air here a little cold.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Calm yourself down completely.

I know that everything has its own trajectory. If the woman I married was Xia Wanyu, then the highest result in my life would be the president of Dade Group. Because Xia Wanyu is also a strong woman, she will not stoop to be a virtuous helper behind my scenes.

On the contrary, Sun Xiaoqing will.

Therefore, Xia Wanyu said that Sun Xiaoqing is a smart woman.

PS：

Chapter VIII.

There are two more chapters in the back, steamed bread sat for a day, yarded for a day, dizzy, seeing everyone's support, steamed bread is very grateful.

I hope you will be a little more powerful.

In addition, thank you to all the friends who voted flowers for the steamed buns today, collected them, and thanked them for stamping and sending tickets.

Momoda, ahem, some people say that Momoda means rolling sheets.

Really?