I was silent, I didn't know what to say.

Liulang's life was not easy, but all she told me was when she smiled. I thought maybe I was asking the wrong question. She didn't want to talk about tears in front of me, because that would deprive her of the only dignity she had. Just like the reason why she will leave as soon as she is released from prison. When the air was filled with damp and salty smells, I knew that the beach had arrived!

The sunset hangs high above the sea level, setting off the whole sea more mysterious and magnificent, attracting people's yearning.

I parked the car on the sofa, got out of the car with Ma Xiaodan, and sat on a reef.

I said to her, "I'll have your father sent here." ”

Ma Xiaodan nodded excitedly.

I called Zhang Xiaojun and asked him to personally send Ma Changsheng over.

After the call, I watched the distant sunset and stopped talking. Ma Xiaodan sat there, his eyes still bloodshot. I said to her, "If you are sleepy, just sleep for a while, and wait a little while to be in good spirits." ”

Ma Xiaodan didn't speak, lowered his head. But in a few moments she fell asleep, leaning on my shoulder, and fell asleep soundly. She was so tired, it was as if she hadn't slept in a long time. In fact, from Chengdu to Shanghai, the slow train ticket, sitting for several days, how can she not be sleepy? My heart was a little chaotic, watching the sea lapping on the reef, and a trace of helplessness swelled in my heart!

She was my former goddess, but now she has become like this, and I don't know whether to be glad or disappointed in her. Life is always full of so much helplessness, I looked up to her at the beginning, and now she asks me to help her find hope in life.

The afterglow of the sun shone on her cheeks, and her long eyelashes flickered uneasily, as if she had dreamed of something again. But I was thinking, is it me? As soon as the thought came to me, I shook my head. It doesn't matter if it's me or not.

Ma Xiaodan, the woman I once thought I was going to love for the rest of my life, is now almost a stranger to me.

It may be a bit ruthless to say this, but if it weren't for Ma Changsheng's appearance, she would definitely not come to me.

I know that she is running away.

It's like she'll stand at the door of my wedding, just watching me get married, and won't go in and give me a blessing.

Does she still like me?

This thought suddenly flashed through my mind, but it soon drifted away with the sea. Anyway, no matter what, the love has long since disappeared with her ponytail. The innocence and beauty in the eighteen-year-old senior high school classroom is like a dream of Nan Ke, and waking up from the dream is empty.

Maybe all she left me with was such a memory.

In every man's life, there is such a goddess.

When you see that she is no longer beautiful, no longer noble, and even a little lowly, you will understand that all the nobility and beauty she used to have are just the best memories of your life, and the best moments of her life, because there were ninety-nine love letters you wrote to her at that time! Maybe my writing was honed at that time.

I felt a little cold, so I put her to sleep on my lap and took off my shirt and put it over her. She shrunk into my arms, and her whole body looked like a hedgehog, defensive. Maybe she can get some ethereal sense of security this way.

There is a strange plant growing on the beach, which looks like a flower and grass at the same time. With the lapping of the sea, this peculiar plant is tenacious and alive. I picked up a bunch and threw it out to sea. This strange plant drifts away with the sea, but I know that they can't drift very far, because there are countless vegetarian fish and shrimp in the sea who will treat this plant as a delicacy!

There was another wave of sea slapping, and Ma Xiaodan shrank into my arms.

A roar of a motor sounded in the distance, and I knew that Zhang Xiaojun was coming with Ma Changsheng.

Ma Xiaodan woke up very vigilantly, and when she saw that she was lying on my lap, she was a little embarrassed, and she asked me, "Are you here?" ”

I nodded, and Ma Xiaodan stood up and handed me my clothes. Then I took her to the beach, Zhang Xiaojun stopped the car, and then dragged Ma Changsheng down. After Ma Changsheng saw me and Ma Xiaodan, the whole person was directly stupid. He's a smart rural guy who knows what we're going to do next. So he started crying, and I said to Zhang Xiaojun, "Gagged him, and then Xiaojun, you can leave." ”

Zhang Xiaojun didn't ask much, gagged Ma Changsheng's mouth tightly, and then tied his hands and feet and left.

Ma Xiaodan and I stood in place, Ma Xiaodan's hands were trembling quietly, she looked at the scene in front of her, and her breathing was a little heavy.

I found a twenty-centimeter dagger from the top of the car and gave it to her and said, "Go over." Kill him. ”

Ma Xiaodan stepped back, I took her hand, and she said to me, "You accompany me." ”

So I dragged her hand and walked to Ma Changsheng, I held Ma Xiaodan's hand and put the knife on Ma Changsheng's neck. The cold blade made Ma Changsheng struggle back and forth, but unfortunately he couldn't break free from the damn knot. I asked Ma Xiaodan: "You regret it now, it's still too late." He's just an old man who wants to live. ”

When Ma Xiaodan heard my words, he was instantly aroused by endless fighting spirit, the knife in his hand fell downward, and he said fiercely: "I don't regret it, I want him to die!" ”

The sharp blade cut through his throat, and the blood gushing out of the major artery splashed on Ma Xiaodan's face. Ma Xiaodan froze in place, watching Ma Changsheng gradually die. I didn't say anything, and threw the dead horse Changsheng into the sea. Then he found a small shovel from the car to cover up the blood stains on the beach, and took Ma Xiaodan into the car!

Ma Xiaodan was still in a daze. I know that she is the same as after I killed someone for the first time, and I don't know what to do. All the resentment and resentment accumulated over the years disappeared at this moment, and she didn't know what to do with the rest of her life.

I drove the car to the city, found a hotel and opened a room, and asked her to take a shower. And I stood in front of the hotel window, looking at the dark night, and soon Ma Xiaodan came out of the shower, and I said to her: "I don't understand, or do I regret it?" ”

Ma Xiaodan looked at me blankly, hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't know what to do." ”

I said, "Then you can sleep." ”

Ma Xiaodan said, "No, I'm leaving." ”

I was very surprised and asked her, "You want to go?" Where are you going? You haven't slept for so long, and now you've just done such a big thing, where are you going? Ma Xiaodan, don't be stupid, the human body has a limit, if you don't sleep again, you will faint, hurry up and go to bed obediently, and then tell me what you are going to do in the future. ”

Ma Xiaodan looked at me with wide eyes and said quietly, "I just slept." ”