Chapter 112: Unspeakable

The car along the provincial highway S238 line Ningluo Expressway, two hours later. Ben Ben separated from his parents for the first time for a long, long time, and I felt a little helpless. But it's not sad, after all, I am sure that I am relieved that he is in the care of my parents. Besides, Lin Guoqing is now the mayor, and with him in charge, nothing will happen to my parents.

Sun Xiaoqing snuggled up to the co-pilot, tilting his head sideways to look at the scenery outside the car window, with a trace of confusion in his eyes.

I asked her, "Qingqing, why don't we go back and take Ben Ben away." ”

Sun Xiaoqing turned his head to look at me and said, "We have promised to hand over Ben Ben to our parents to take care of, how can we come back?" ”

I pondered for a while, looked at Sun Xiaoqing's somewhat sad eyebrows and said, "That's our child, and my parents must be reasonable." If you want, turn the car around now and go back, you can definitely bring Ben Ben back. ”

Sun Xiaoqing cut her sideburns and called my name coquettishly: "Hao Ren." ”

I shut my mouth and said no more.

……

We have already booked our tickets online and are driving to Luoyang Airport, which is still an hour before the plane takes off. Sun Xiaoqing and I sat in the waiting hall, Sun Xiaoqing looked a little haggard, leaned on my shoulder, and looked at the planes rising and falling in front of the closing glass.

The child is all that the mother is all about.

The only thing in this world that is more sincere than feelings is family affection where blood is thicker than water.

A three-year-old child, will he cry when he leaves his mother? Will it make trouble?

Sun Xiaoqing's mind was very confused.

Suddenly, she felt me grab her hand.

Sun Xiaoqing raised his head and looked at me, and I said, "I know that you can't let go of Ben Ben, I don't understand why you want to leave Ben Ben to your parents, but if it makes you miserable because of this, it is completely unnecessary." You say that children should grow up in adversity, but do you know the truth? Life is an adversity. It doesn't matter if it's located in Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou, or a small city, or even a rural area. A person's success is related to the people and things he comes into contact with. When you look at 100 at the age of three, you don't look at the children themselves, but the parents of the children and the people who raise them. My parents were kind people, which is why I was raised to be such a sentimental person. But the people, or things that I have been exposed to since I was a child. Slowly changed me and made me a little unaware of myself. People's temperament and style are closely related to the people they come into contact with in life, maybe if you think about it carefully, you will find that in fact, your life is not also slowly growing up in interpersonal communication? The so-called adversity is just a humble corner of life. ”

"But Ben Ben has already handed it over to Mom." Sun Xiaoqing said helplessly.

As soon as Sun Xiaoqing's voice fell, her mobile phone rang. It was a call from her mother, and her mother said to Sun Xiaoqing on the phone: "Qingqing, Ben Ben has been crying all morning. Your dad and I can't help it, what can we do! ”

Hearing this, Sun Xiaoqing immediately sat up, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I'll go back immediately." ”

After speaking, Sun Xiaoqing pulled me to stand up and walked outside the airport. At this time, the airport radio reminded us that the flight to Shanghai still had 20 minutes to go. Sun Xiaoqing pulled me out of the airport, stopped a car and rushed home, urging the driver to hurry up and hurry up along the way. The driver said helplessly: "It's fast enough, is it possible that you want to go home to see the children?" ”

"Hmm." Sun Xiaoqing nodded.

The driver grinned and said, "Pity the hearts of parents all over the world!" I've pulled a lot of people back home, and they're just as anxious as you are. ”

The driver didn't know what to say, those people came back once a year. And Sun Xiaoqing was only separated from Ben Ben for four hours.

Looking at Sun Xiaoqing's anxious face, I knew that she would never say anything about leaving Benben to my parents to take care of.

When the car arrived downstairs to his parents, Sun Xiaoqing took three steps and two steps upstairs. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Ben Ben sitting on the sofa swallowing, but the crying voice was not loud, and he was a little hoarse, and it seemed that he had been crying for a long time. Sun Xiaoqing rushed over and hugged Ben Ben in his arms, and Ben Ben cried and cried: "Mom." ”

This mother, screaming extremely aggrieved.

Sun Xiaoqing's heart was also full of sourness.

My parents stood by and were at a loss. There were a little tears in the corners of the mother's eyes, and the joy of the children and grandchildren around their knees was much farther away from them.

"Mom, Ben Ben... Don't leave you. The little guy shrank in Sun Xiaoqing's arms and said in his throat.

"Mom won't leave you either." Sun Xiaoqing said affectionately.

……

In the end, Ben Ben didn't leave it to my parents, and after lunch at home, we booked a plane ticket from Zhengzhou to Shanghai. In the afternoon, take a bus to Zhengzhou, and in the evening take a flight to Shanghai at Xinzheng Airport. Coming out of Hongqiao Airport late at night, I called the third child who had already rushed back to pick us up. Back at home after a long absence, Ben Ben, who was not in high spirits all the way, finally smiled, lying on his small bed, grinning.

We didn't eat at Xinzheng Airport, so we're all hungry now. The dishes in the refrigerator couldn't be eaten, so Sun Xiaoqing and I went downstairs to eat. In a small restaurant downstairs, one person ate a noodle. After eating, walking in the neon Shanghai, I asked Sun Xiaoqing: "Why do you want to leave Benben to my parents, I know that you have a reason in your heart." ”

Sun Xiaoqing took my hand and did not speak.

I didn't press again.

When I got home, Sun Xiaoqing said to me, "There are some reasons that I can't say. ”

I already sensed that Sun Xiaoqing was hiding something from me, but I was smart and didn't ask her. Maybe at this time, I forced her to ask what was going on, and there would be no pain and madness in the back. Sun Xiaoqing is a very smart woman, and she has always been thoughtful in what she does. This is true even for me.

It's a pity that for the rest of his life. When we finally met again, I didn't know that she had leukemia.

This is a lie she has hidden from me all her life and told me all her life.

Some things are just kept secret for a lifetime. Then those sorrows are not so important.

I wish someone could lie to me, but I have to lie to me for the rest of my life.

And Sun Xiaoqing is precisely the woman who deceived me all my life.

……

In the blink of an eye, it's late autumn again.

For me, the end of autumn has been a very uneventful one. This autumn is neither as proud as the summer in Syria, nor as glamorous as before. The only thing that makes this late autumn a little more colorful is that Jiang Xiao has made some fame in Ningbo Port. A purchase, sale and inventory channel has been completed, as long as there is no problem, this channel will make a profit of about 10 million yuan per year. That's the beauty of smuggling.

Tariffs, this is a headache, but it is something that people love.

At the end of this autumn, there is also some improvement in Qingyu. After helping Zhang Qiao complete a real estate project, she embarked on a maritime journey and entered the import and export trade industry. At the same time, another big thing happened. The Shanghai Free Trade Pilot Zone was officially approved. This indicates that a new round of economic reform is quietly taking place. And this is an extremely challenging thing for us businessmen.