In May, Shanghai has already entered the rainy season.

The torrential rain poured down, and I don't know how many passers-by were drenched in the road. I got into a taxi and asked the driver to take me home. Looking at Shanghai in the rain through the taxi window, it was a little more hazy and a little stranger. And a chill that I couldn't feel anymore.

The outcome of the matter was not as good as I expected, and Shen Guoqiang did not let me go because I bowed my head. Sanniu Real Estate was divided into three parts, one for Huang Zilong, one for Tang Zijia, and the rest of the one that originally belonged to me became Liu Jiyang's. On behalf of the government, Sanniu Real Estate has become a state-owned enterprise. And in this shuffle, I didn't get anything.

What...... Nor did it.

Shen Guoqiang didn't give me a penny, not even a check.

It was even worse than when I was expelled from Dade Group by Xia Wanyu, because Xia Wanyu gave me a check at that time.

Shen Guoqiang's methods are much stronger than I imagined, and he directly and arbitrarily transferred Sanniu Real Estate away without my permission or consent. I have become a transparent person, in fact, Sanniu Real Estate can't leave anyone, but without me, you can. Because this project was originally promoted by the old fox, after the old fox died, Huang Zilong and Tang Zijia became the most important leaders of the project, and Liu Jiyang became the superintendent of the project, and I was kicked out.

The heavy rain poured down for three days, and after the heavy rain stopped, Sanniu Real Estate held a grand renaming ceremony, and Sanniu Real Estate officially changed its name to Liguo Real Estate. Since then, Sanniu no longer exists, and it belongs to my Shanghai Tang era, and with the old fox's crane, the soul is scattered.

What can I think in my heart? How dare you think? What would you think?

Go to the Jedi to fight back and take back Sanniu Real Estate? No way, really can't be. Until now, I finally understand that in fact, Shen Guoqiang did not regard me as a character from the beginning. Because to him, I was like a toddler, and whenever he wanted me to fall, I wouldn't stand for a second longer. For the past few days, I have been staying at home, still not going out, not seeing anyone.

Every day I read books and do research. I don't look at current politics and economics, I only read books on human psychology and social literature, a few or even a dozen books a day, and after a few days, the stacks of books on both sides of my desk can already overwhelm me. Sun Xiaoqing still takes care of Ben Ben day after day, bringing me a cup of green tea every three hours. Every day, I sort out the books I have read, put them on the shelves, and then go and collect the books that I might read for me.

She didn't ask me about Sanniu Real Estate, nor did she ask me about Shen Guoqiang. Not like before, give me any advice and guidance. She was like a gentle wife, taking care of me, occasionally giving me sex-life at night, every time she always sat on top of me, so that she would have a hard time, and every time she would break herself, I was still a pillar of optimism, but she was very stubborn and would never let me crush her under me. As a result, it was she who was tired and out of breath every time to satisfy me.

At that time, her face was always full of redness, and she breathed a sigh of relief full of pride, took the condom off my little friend, and carried Durex, who was full of children and grandchildren, and said, "Hao Ren, you see, these are Ben Ben's younger brothers and sisters. "Sun Xiaoqing has not been sterilized, so we are living as a couple now, and we still need to wear a small raincoat.

I don't know what Sun Xiaoqing is doing like this, but one day, when I saw a passage written by Sun Xiaoqing in a book, I suddenly understood that in this world, no book will tell you how to read the word life. All the books, all the people, all the things all say one thing, and that is life. Life in the book is all struggle, all effort, and all radical. But all books are not your own life, your own life is your own way, and your own destiny is in control.

Sun Xiaoqing wrote this passage in the book: If there is no Ma Xiaodan, maybe you will marry a rural daughter-in-law and live a dull life. If it weren't for me, Sun Xiaoqing, maybe you would wander among the flowers in the city and spend your life wantonly. If there is no Xia Wanyu, maybe you will find a job after graduation and then live the life of an office worker. But what would we be without you? Hao Ren, stop your steps. You've worked hard enough to marry you, and I'm satisfied.

While everyone was talking about motivation, Sun Xiaoqing told me not to work hard, just like I said at the college freshman entrance ceremony last year. Life needs to be dull, and the so-called success is nothing more than the desire for expression and catharsis in people's desires.

When the traffic light at the intersection is lit up again, I really don't know what to do.

Because I have lost my direction again, and this time, Sun Xiaoqing will not show me the way again. Because she is also choosing whether to go forward with the green light or brave the red light.

The choice is actually really difficult.

In the blink of an eye, the May holiday is over, and in this difficult choice, Sun Xiaoqing gives me a wonderful husband and wife life every night. On this day, after Sun Xiaoqing once again threw 'Benben's younger siblings' into the trash, she asked me with a flushed face: "Hao Ren, do you want to succeed?" ”

I turned to look at her: "What is success?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing smiled, got into my arms and asked me, "What is your definition of success?" Is it a plain and peaceful and happy life? Or is it the king of the world and the wealth of the family? ”

At that moment, I admit, I froze.

The question is simple, and I have thought about it myself. But when Sun Xiaoqing asked me, I really didn't know what to do, the definition of success? Isn't that the definition of life? Do you want to live forever as a couple for the rest of your life, or do you want to fly around in the sky every day and strive for a family property that everyone envies.

I shook my head and dodged the question: "I don't know what to say. ”

"I see." Sun Xiaoqing said quietly.

At that time, I didn't think deeply that if I answered either of these two answers at that time, Sun Xiaoqing, who was ready to decide to tell me about her condition, would tell me the news that she had leukemia. But in fact, my incomprehensible sentence completely made Sun Xiaoqing understand that in fact, success and unsuccess are no longer important to me, and what I am pursuing may only be the excitement and heartbeat on the road to success. To put it simply, I'm not flat.

And what Sun Xiaoqing pursues is nothing more than a peaceful and happy life.

Sun Xiaoqing pressed his chest tightly to my chest and said to me, "Hao Ren, work hard, you can succeed." ”

I hugged her and felt that the two of us were tightly together, and we would definitely live for the rest of our lives. In fact, I don't know how to say it, during the day on this day, when Sun Xiaoqing went to the hospital to get Ben Ben's bone marrow identification certificate, he was stupid. Because, Ben Ben and her bone marrow are not worthy of ......