Lan is Sun Xiaoqing's pseudonym in the UK, which is a very representative of the tactful and elegant words of oriental women, I don't know if Lu Dao is because I like to give Sun Xiaoqing orchids, so she gave this name.

The doctor's words made Sun Xiaoqing stunned for a moment, and Sun Xiaoqing wondered: "What's the matter?" ”

The doctor was a very handsome British man, and the doctor took out a test result and handed it to Sun Xiaoqing, and said very plainly: "You are pregnant." ”

You're pregnant!

These four words exploded in Sun Xiaoqing's mind, she hurriedly took the test and looked at it, this is a B ultrasound examination, the result of the test is very simple, in reality she has been two months pregnant. Unbelievable, Sun Xiaoqing felt that he suddenly felt a very helpless feeling. Pregnant...... She turned out to be pregnant. And it was only in a foreign country that he learned about the result of Lu Dao, Sun Xiaoqing didn't know what to do, and his hands were trembling quietly.

The doctor looked at Sun Xiaoqing, who was a little emotionally unstable, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing raised his head and looked at the doctor, took a deep breath, and calmed himself. At this time, it is a very bad choice to panic yourself.

Sun Xiaoqing hesitated and asked the doctor, "My illness ...... Will it be passed on to children? ”

The doctor's expression was also a little solemn and said: "There is a certain chance that your disease will be passed on to the child, and when the fetus reaches four months, you can do an amniotic fluid test, and then you can detect whether the child has genetic signs of leukemia, if so, you may have to give up the child, in fact, I can see that you are surprised that you are pregnant." ”

Surprised, how can you not be surprised. Sun Xiaoqing didn't think that she would get pregnant at all, she has always paid attention to contraception, almost every time she did something, she took the initiative to put a condom on me, but who knows which accident happened and made her pregnant with a child. No, Sun Xiaoqing suddenly remembered a night during the Qingming Festival. I seemed to be in a bad mood that day, I went home and drank a little wine, and after kissing and touching the bed for a while, Sun Xiaoqing found that there was no condom, so it was useless, it was not the peak of pregnancy at that time, so Sun Xiaoqing didn't take it to heart.

But who would have thought that it was that time, she would win the bid once.

And she hasn't had a period since then. I thought it was a postponement of my period, but I didn't expect it to be pregnant. And before she went abroad, she also felt some physical discomfort. It felt like a sign of pregnancy, but at the time, I thought it was a side effect of leukemia, and I didn't go for a test, and the results are ......

Sun Xiaoqing took another deep breath and asked the doctor, "What is the probability that my disease will be passed on to my child?" ”

Without any thought, the doctor gave Sun Xiaoqing an answer: "Fifty percent." The child's body comes from both parents, and the probability is half and half is in between. If she is unfortunate enough to inherit your leukemia gene, then we can only pray for her. Alternatively, you can choose to strangle her at the embryonic stage. ”

As soon as the doctor's words came out, Sun Xiaoqing shook his head and said, "No, I want to give birth to her." ”

After speaking, Sun Xiaoqing didn't pay attention to the doctor, and stood up and left the office directly. She didn't know why she was so firm about her, but her desire to give birth to this child was as firm as when she gave birth to Benben, this is a life, and she, as a mother, can't strangle this life in swaddling clothes, just as her mother didn't abort her. London has entered the rainy season, and after days of drizzling rain, it finally ushered in its first sunny day. Sun Xiaoqing looked at London with a blue sky and showed a crescent-like smile. Her thin shoulders have to carry the whole day.

"Red branches, green branches. Su Yu is tired of getting up late, and the flowers in the idle garden are moving. Recall the return period, count the return period. Although there are many dreams and rare encounters, when do you know when you meet? Sun Xiaoqing read softly, the poem "Sauvignon Blanc" of the prime minister of the Tang Dynasty seemed to exhaust Sun Xiaoqing's pain and helplessness.

Giving birth to this child at this time is not only irresponsible for the child, but also irresponsible for herself. If she gives birth to a child, her illness will no longer be able to be treated, and radiation therapy will be very harmful to the child. Now that the fetus is only two months old, she needs to spend another eight months to give birth to the baby and then recover for another three months before she can re-treat her disease. Waiting another year is more about facing death than waiting for a miracle.

Sun Xiaoqing is such a woman, and no one can change the decisions she makes. So when she made this decision, she immediately left the British Royal Hospital with Ben Ben. At the train station, Sun Xiaoqing pointed to a map of Europe and said to Ben Ben: "Where does Ben Ben want to go?" Mom takes you all over Europe, Mom has a wish, that is, to go all over the world, once Mom said to Dad that when Benben is eighteen years old, the two of us will go all over the world, but now for some reasons, Mom's wish can not be realized. ”

"What can't be achieved for the sake of the Devil?" Ben Ben asked Sun Xiaoqing suspiciously.

Sun Xiaoqing touched Ben Ben's head and said, "Because my mother doesn't have time." ”

Ben Ben hugged Sun Xiaoqing, who was wearing a peaked cap, kissed her on the lips, and said like an English gentleman: "Beautiful lady, I want to take you all over the world, are you willing to come with me?" ”

"Naughty bag, learn what others to say." Sun Xiaoqing pinched Ben Ben's little nose.

Ben Ben showed a cheap smile.

Sun Xiaoqing squatted down, looked at Benben and asked him, "Is it okay for mom to give you another brother or sister?" ”

Ben Ben was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't understand the meaning of Sun Xiaoqing's words, but when she heard the words of her brother or sister, the little guy pondered for a while and scratched his head and said, "Is that a brother or a sister?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing looked at the cute Ben Ben and said with a smile: "Then do you want a younger brother or a younger sister?" ”

"Sister." The little guy didn't think twice before he came up with this sentence.

"For what?" Sun Xiaoqing looked a little surprised.

Ben Ben pinched the corner of his clothes and said his thoughts: "With a sister, Ben Ben can sleep with two women at the same time." ”

"......" Sun Xiaoqing was almost suffocated by Ben Ben's words, and patted her lightly on the back and said, "You are the elder brother, do you know the way?" ”

Ben Ben nodded and said, "That's right, that's why I have to sleep with my sister." ”

"What the hell is in your little brain?" Sun Xiaoqing tapped Benben's head, then stood up and pointed to the map and asked Benben, "Where do you want to go?" ”

Ben Ben looked at the huge map of Europe, pondered for a long time, pointed to the Eiffel Tower in France and said, "I want to go to France, Aunt Wang said that it is the capital of sexual encounters." ”

Sun Xiaoqing was completely helpless, but she was very glad to have Ben Ben with her, because it wouldn't make her so sad. Sun Xiaoqing went to the ticket office of the train station to inquire, and there happened to be a train to Paris, France departing an hour later, Sun Xiaoqing bought a ticket and stepped on the train to Paris with Benben and luggage. The train moved forward, but Sun Xiaoqing's heart stayed in her abdomen, this sudden little life, was it luck or a nightmare?

Life is a gamble, and the chance of winning is always 50%.

The cramping in her veins was still attacking her body, but this time she had learned something called a smile.

"Mom, why are you smiling so brightly, do you have something happy to tell Ben Ben?"

"Yes."

"What's the matter?"

"I gave birth to Ben Ben."

As soon as the little guy heard Sun Xiaoqing praise him, the whole person was excited, and immediately threw himself into Sun Xiaoqing's arms, and said with a smile: "Ben Ben has a mother is also the luckiest thing." ”

Sun Xiaoqing turned his head and asked Ben Ben, "What do you say is the name of your brother or sister?" ”

Ben Ben pondered for a while, then raised a smile and said to Sun Xiaoqing, "It's called lucky." ”