After I arrived in Hong Kong, Zhang Xiaojun spent two days getting me a British ID card. It's called Jonny, Zhang Xiaojun asked me to give me a surname, I thought about it, and said, "It's called Jonny?" Sun bar! ”

Zhang Xiaojun rolled his eyes and said, "I really can't stand you." ”

I didn't speak, and the identity quickly came down.

Johnny? Sun, a British expatriate in earnest. Born in Hong Kong, he has always been a British citizen and a British living in China. Doing business in Hong Kong, now the Hong Kong economy is sluggish, and the money is enough, so I want to return to China. The ticket was one o'clock in the evening in late July, and it was surprisingly the same as Sun Xiaoqing. When I sat in the waiting hall with my ticket, Zhang Xiaojun gave me a punch: "Be mental, live well when you go abroad, don't cripple yourself." ”

I nodded, wondering why I was a little anxious.

In the past two days, I have not deliberately paid attention to the situation in Shanghai, and Zhang Xiaojun has not chosen to tell me that I only want to go to Europe now, and I only want to go to Sun Xiaoqing.

Xu Ruoyun stood behind Zhang Xiaojun, looked at me a little ignorant, and shook his head helplessly. I had some contact with her in Hong Kong in the past two days, and I found that this woman is very ambitious, but her ambition has a bottom line, that is, she does not dare to touch the rules. She has always remained the same, never trying to break these rules. There's nothing wrong with this, but I always feel that she and Zhang Xiaojun are a little awkward.

When it was approaching one o'clock in the morning, I walked through the security check and walked into the boarding gate, and before leaving, Zhang Xiaojun gave me a bear hug and said to me: "Find that girl, live abroad with her, and help you take care of the funeral." ”

My nose was sour, and I said, "What you said was, I don't know if you thought I was going to die." ”

"Don't say that bad thing, if you can live abroad, it's too late for your brothers to be happy for you." Zhang Xiaojun said to me.

I didn't say anything, waved at them, and walked into the gate.

Make a shuttle bus to get on the plane, and the plane glides on the runway and soars into the sky. By the time I felt all this, the huge A380 had already rushed into the air at an altitude of 10,000 meters. Looking out through the porthole, the stars in the sky seem to be within reach. Hong Kong is far away from me, Shanghai is far away from me, and China is even more distant from me. I went to Europe alone this time, and it was a gamble with an almost zero chance of winning. Europe is very big, the world is very big, I don't know if I can win the bet, I met Sun Xiaoqing in the bet, but I still have to gamble.

I am a gambler, a gambler who squeezes the only hope for Sun Xiaoqing.

During the ten-hour flight, I kept looking out the porthole. I have been through the night, through the dawn, through the morning, through the dusk. The feeling of racing against time can only be experienced on such a huge plane. During this period of time, I thought a lot, I am not a sentimental person, I like to follow the path I firmly believe, but when facing Sun Xiaoqing, I always hesitate, I wonder if I can find her.

I think she wants to leave me for something, I want to be Wang Yingli, Zhang Ling, Yang Yang, Xia Wanyu and so on in China. I think this time, maybe I've cut off my way back to Shanghai. As Zhang Xiaojun said, find Sun Xiaoqing, live with her in Europe, and raise Benben. Isn't that a beautiful wish? But I don't know why, but there is still a faint sadness in my heart.

I miss the scene when the old fox was alive, I feel inferior for the low point I have been at for a while, and I dare to suffer even more because Wang Yingli and Xia Wanyu have paid so much for me. What I owe them, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay them off in my life. I don't know why, I suddenly remembered Ma Xiaodan who was still in Hong Kong, if she was asked to help me choose, what would she choose?

I was in Hong Kong for the past two days, but I didn't think to go and see her.

After all, I used to love her, but after all these years, those so-called unforgettable memories have all become silhouettes of time over time. Only a moment can be remembered in the afternoon tea.

As the sunset hangs in the sky as the plane lands at London Heathrow International Airport, London looks as beautiful as a piece of jade embedded in the land of Europe.

An open city, an open country.

I got off the plane, took my ID card through security, got into a taxi, and spoke to the driver in awkward English, asking the driver to take me around London. Look at the people and customs of this new country, and take a look at another country in this world. The car ran around Oxford Street, past Tower Bridge, and the London Eye. I watched it all with a smile on my face all the time.

I came to the hotel, stayed at it, and after dinner at the hotel, I lay down in bed and lit a locally produced cigarette. The taste is weird, it's different from the domestic one, in fact, everything here is different from the domestic one. I'm not prepared to adapt to this, I'm here to find Sun Xiaoqing. The only information I have about Sun Xiaoqing now is her strand of hair and a letter from England. It takes a lot of courage to come to this country with these words. But I'm coming, so I'm going to go on.

I came to the hotel desk, picked up the pen on the table, and analyzed Sun Xiaoqing's situation on the notebook. Sun Xiaoqing left when I was in prison, and I tried to remember everything I had done before she left, and all of her anomalies. My head was aching severely, and I knew it was because of the transition to using my brain. During the period of time that Sun Xiaoqing lived with me, what was abnormal about her, what was abnormal?

She takes care of Ben Ben every day, she is very quiet every day, and even when she is in bed, she can show enough enthusiasm.

No, there must be something greasy in this, a flash of inspiration occurred in my mind, and suddenly it seemed like I thought of something, and suddenly my pupils shrank, and I read: "Anemia." ”

I remember that Sun Xiaoqing was anemic once. And some time before I left, she was always in poor health, and every time I asked her, she said she was anemic. No, no, if it's just anemia, it won't be so complicated. It dawned on me that anemia might just be a lie, and that behind the scenes, she might be hiding something.

If she was hiding something, then she came to England and Europe for the sake of ...... Cure.

I had a smile of excitement on my face as if Christopher Columbus had discovered the New World.

If she was sick and she was coming for treatment, she would have gone to a hospital in London.

You only need to go to the hospital to find medical records, can't you find Sun Xiaoqing?

When I think of this, I am a little excited.