Zhang Ailing once said: "Every man will have at least a bouquet of red roses and a bouquet of white roses in his heart. married a red rose, and over time, the red one changed to a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still 'the bright moonlight in front of the bed'. married a white rose, the white one is a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red one is a cinnabar mole on the heart. ”

The beautiful legend of distant Sicily could not reach my ears, perhaps Sun Youbo had mentioned it to Sun Xiaoqing and asked her to return to China. But Sun Xiaoqing's obsession is destined to make her a cinnabar mole in my heart.

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In the cold operating room, I was extremely calm and still insisted on letting the doctor induce the baby. The child is just an embryo now, if you can't survive, then don't want it, I will definitely not let Xia Wanyu be hurt because of the child. I said, I said out loud, "Labor must be induced, labor must be induced." ”

Xia Wanyu bit me on the shoulder, her face was full of sweat and tears, these two things were intertwined, making her look terrifying. This horror comes from the love for the child in the womb. She knew that if she couldn't keep the child this time, no matter how much money she spent, she would not be able to have another child. Although she has fertility, the weak uterine wall and the damage caused by the induction of labor make her unable to conceive for the rest of her life.

At that time, if she wants to have children, she can only use the method of borrowing the womb to give birth.

She didn't want her children to grow up in another woman's womb, because then everything would be out of her control. She can't even taste the joy of a woman giving birth, and she has heard about the pain of giving birth. Xia Wanyu almost wailed and said to me, "Hao Ren, are you ruthless enough to let him come out of my body?" He's been less than four months old. ”

The headache on my shoulder, Xia Wanyu's frenzy, and the dazzling incandescent light constituted a scene that made me not know what to do. The female doctor gave Xia Wanyu another injection of tocolytic, and said to the two of us: "You can't take any more tocolytic, if the child still has no signs of life within three hours, you must induce labor and abort the child." ”

Drain off.

This terrifying word shocked Xia Wanyu, who had had an abortion, and she knew how it felt when the cold tweezers were stretched into her body. She didn't want to do it, she hugged me in horror. She stopped crying, she sobbed, and she said to me, "Hao Ren, the child will definitely be saved, you believe me." I must be able to keep the baby. ”

Listening to Xia Wanyu's voice, tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes. I hugged her and hugged her tightly. She showed unprecedented panic, unprecedented panic. She is a strong woman, and she has always been able to take care of her life very well. But now, because of this child, she has endured too much pain that she has not endured before, and she has endured too many mistakes that she has not endured before.

She was crying, crying. I was choking, silently choking.

I don't know what to do, Xia Wanyu's cry, Xia Wanyu's scream. All my firm beliefs and self-righteous affirmations have been lost. This child is the child of the two of us, just as Ben Ben is so important to me and Sun Xiaoqing. This child can be said to be half of Xia Wanyu's hope in life. Is it time to kill this child's life?

But how did she save her child's life?

Doctor, I suddenly thought of the female doctor named He Lan. I suddenly turned around, rushed to the female doctor, and said in a panic: "Doctor, save her, you must save our child, you must save our child, he is our life." ”

The female doctor was taken aback by my crazy performance, looked at the two of us with some horror, and said hesitantly: "I have already given her three injections of tocolytic, if she gets another injection, it may affect her health, and the preservation of the child is related to her own physique, are you sure you want to give her another dose of tocotophore?" ”

I said almost frantically: "Yes, hit her, we will leave this child, and life will be better than death." ”

The female doctor gestured to the assistant, and the assistant went to the medicine warehouse to get a needle of tocotophost, and the female doctor pushed the air in the needle tube under the dazzling incandescent lamp, and a little medicine came out of the needle. The female doctor asked us again, "Are you sure you want to fight?" ”

"Yes, sure." Xia Wanyu said in fear.

The female doctor took a deep breath and hit Xia Wanyu's crotch with a needle. Slowly pushing the needle, the medicine slowly entered Xia Wanyu's body. Xia Wanyu and I were staring at the tiny needle, and in just one minute, the female doctor finished the medicine, pulled out the needle, and threw it in the garbage recycling bin on the side. Quiet, so quiet that I could hear the sound of breathing, Xia Wanyu and I stared at the real-time fetal rate monitoring screen on the side, we were expecting, waiting, waiting for the straight line, which could fluctuate.

As time passed, the female doctor's hands were twisted together, and Xia Wanyu and I hugged each other. An hour, two hours. Xia Wanyu's expression became more and more painful, and her body became more and more uncomfortable. A trail of blood spilled from the crossing. Everything is a sign that failures, miscarriages, and children are gone.

Xia Wanyu doesn't cry or make trouble. She showed the strength of a strong woman at the moment, she held me with toughness in her eyes, with indelible. She said to me, "Hao Ren, I will definitely survive, you believe me." ”

As soon as the words came out, Xia Wanyu fainted directly on the operating table.

A trail of blood spilled from beneath her, mixed with a white fluid. I knew it was amniotic fluid. I'm panicking, I'm shocked, what should be here is coming, and what should be hiding can't be hidden. The female doctor looked at me in horror and said, "Save her, the child is gone." ”

The female doctor hesitated for a moment and said, "Don't worry, maybe ...... There is still a way. ”

I yelled angrily, "What else can I do? People have fainted, what else can you do? Knock out ......" I pursed my lips and hesitated, "kid." ”

The female doctor took a deep breath and said to me, "In our hospital, there is a Chinese medicine practitioner who knows acupuncture and moxibustion to protect the fetus, maybe he ...... There is still a way. ”

My face was grim, looking at Xia Wanyu who had fainted, and at the female doctor in front of me, I was extremely angry in my heart. I'm not angry female doctors, I'm angry with myself, I'm angry at the last resort. Xia Wanyu has suffered too much, I only hope that she will not be in pain now, I turned around and hugged Xia Wanyu, tears filled the corners of my eyes.

The female doctor's eyes were also moist, and she said faintly, "The relationship between the two of you is really good." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the operating room was pushed open, and a young man in a white lab coat and shaved board inches walked in......