Chapter 284: Xia Wanyu with nightmares
Sun Guanyin returned to Sheshan with me, and when she arrived at Sheshan Villa, she was still wearing a cap and big glasses. When Xia Wanyu saw her, her brows furrowed, and Zhang Ling exclaimed, "Sister Xiaoqing? ”
I glared at Zhang Ling, who stuck out her tongue.
I introduced Sun Guanyin to Xia Wanyu and Zhang Ling, saying that she was the granddaughter of Lao Sun Tou. After Xia Wanyu heard this, she looked at Sun Guanyin with a smile and shouted, "Guanyin? ”
Sun Guanyin nodded.
Xia Wanyu rolled her eyes and read: "Guanyin Bodhisattva is wonderful and difficult to reward, pure and solemn and tired of cultivation. Haohao Red Lotus is under his feet, and Wanwan Qiuyue locks his eyebrows. The nectar in the bottle is often sprinkled all over the place, and the poplar branches in the hands do not count the autumn. Thousands of places pray for thousands of answers, and the sea of bitterness often makes a boat for people. ”
As soon as Xia Wanyu finished reading, Sun Guanyin smiled and said: "This is Guanyin, I didn't expect that Sister Xia is also a person who believes in Buddhism." ”
Xia Wanyu shook her head and said, "I don't believe in Buddhism, I just like to read some classics." ”
"I believe it." Sun Guanyin pulled out the Buddha statue in his neck and showed it to Xia Wanyu.
I also turned my head to look over and saw that the Buddha statue around her neck was very small, the size of a fingernail. Made of rosewood, the carving is exquisitely carved and lifelike. However, judging from the physiognomy, it is not the Maitreya Buddha that ordinary people often wear, which looks very festive, but the fierce Buddha with two axes in his hands, which looks fierce and vicious. Seeing this Buddha statue, Xia Wanyu let out an "ah" in surprise, and frowned, as if she was very scared.
Anyway, Sun Guanyin lived in my house like this. She is a tenant and is staying in my house. Every morning after eating, she rode Zhang Ling's bicycle around Shanghai with her schoolbag on her back. I came back at dusk and looked tired. After eating, say goodnight to a few of us and go to bed. I didn't think much about it, but Xia Wanyu was a little shy of Sun Guanyin, and when Sun Guanyin appeared, she was far away.
One night I asked her, are you afraid of Sun Guanyin? Xia Wanyu shook her head and said, she didn't have a good face. I was surprised and asked, do you know physiognomy? Xia Wanyu nodded and said, I don't understand. But I believe in the Yin-Yang doctrine that when a person dies, he will definitely go to another world, which may be heaven or hell.
Hearing Xia Wanyu say this, I was surprised. She, such a powerful woman, would she still be afraid of this? So I laughed and teased her, "Then why don't you go to the Garden of Eden after you die?" ”
My words made Xia Wanyu's pupils shrink, and she hugged me and didn't speak. I reassured her not to worry, our baby will be born in January, and you will be a mother by then. As soon as I comforted her like this, Xia Wanyu's mood suddenly became beautiful, like a little woman.
But I slept until the middle of the night. But I found Xia Wanyu lying next to me shivering, her whole body seemed to be convulsive, sweating profusely, and the clothes on her body were soaked. I hurriedly woke her up, Xia Wanyu sat up suddenly, her eyes widened, and her face was very terrifying. She gasped for air, and I looked at her in horror and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"I had nightmares," she said. ”
I didn't speak, I hugged her.
She got into my arms and said to me, "I dreamed that Sun Xiaoqing came back, took you and her child, pointed to my stomach and said, this is our evil seed. I didn't believe it, and scolded her for being shameless. Then I gave birth to the baby in front of her, and after giving birth the child had two heads, and it was a monster. Then all the people around you came and pointed at me and scolded me, accusing me of doing too much evil and harming our children. ”
I gently patted Xia Wanyu in my arms and comforted her that it was all a dream, not real. But her body was still trembling quietly.
Xia Wanyu raised her face and looked at me. A pair of big eyes were full of thrills, and it could be seen that she was not lightly frightened. She asked me, "Do you think the child in my womb will be a seed?" ”
This is a ridiculous question, but in this case, I can't laugh, and I can't explain to Xia Wanyu all kinds of problems about embryonic development and malformed babies. I could only tell her, "No, because we swore before God that you are my wife, and the Lord has accepted us." ”
Xia Wanyu closed her eyes and lay in my arms, her body gradually calming down.
But she asked me: "If Sun Xiaoqing comes back, we will ......."
I know what she's going to say next, and what will happen between me and her if Sun Xiaoqing comes back? Truth be told, it's a question I've been running away from all along. Because Sun Xiaoqing is very important to me, it is like my life. But Xia Wanyu is the other half of my life. If it was usual, I would definitely not answer Xia Wanyu's question head-on, but after she had a nightmare, when she was about to give birth in a month, I let out a long breath and said to her: "Compared to you, Sun Xiaoqing needs me more, and you need a child who can bring you happiness." ”
Very tactfully refused, Xia Wanyu didn't say anything more, and when I looked down at her again, she was already asleep. As cute as that fat cat fish, he hugged me with both hands and seemed to be dependent on me. I broke free from her embrace and let her lie flat on the bed, put one hand around her neck, took her in my arms, rubbed her shoulder, kissed her in the eye, and said nothing.
No matter which one of the left and right hands is missing, they can live, but they can't live without the heart. Maybe the answer I gave Xia Wanyu was a bit Chen Shimei, but for the sake of Sun Xiaoqing, I would indeed do it. It's okay to scold me for being shameless, or to scold me for being shameless. Because it's a torturous thing in the first place. I hugged Xia Wanyu and hummed a lullaby gently, Xia Wanyu slept more soundly, but I couldn't sleep anymore.
At this time, it was the beginning of November, and there were still two full months before Xia Wanyu's expected delivery.
Xia Wanyu's nightmare may only be that night, but since she had a nightmare that night, she no longer shy away from Sun Guanyin, but boldly chatted with Sun Guanyin to talk about things. Sun Guanyin is a talkative woman, and she has read poetry and books for so many years, so the two can talk very well. Coupled with some similarities in the values of the two, the two are even more intimate.
I often see Sun Guanyin accompanying Xia Wanyu out shopping, or going out for a walk together.
Xia Wanyu is about to give birth, and she has to carry her stomach when she walks, which is very inconvenient. Her work has been handed over to the team management, and she is preparing to be a mother full-time. Xia Wanyu is in a good mood, and I don't have to worry about her. And she didn't ask me about Sun Xiaoqing again, and I didn't take the initiative to ask this question. Sometimes when I think about it, it's actually both of us running away.
She also knew that I would choose Sun Xiaoqing, but she was still willing to accompany me and give me a child. Once she said to herself, I was just smart and confused. Think about how smart and beautiful Xia Wanyu is, a woman, in the end, she has to raise herself if she has a child. This statement does not concern my dignity, but it is true.
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