I wondered why Xia Wanyu's beliefs had changed so much, so I asked her, "You are so proficient in all religions, aren't you afraid of blasphemy?" ”

While saying this, the two of us were attending a meeting in the church, surrounded by members of Zhang Ling's church. After I asked this question, Xia Wanyu looked at me with a frown, and said playfully: "God is not used to blaspheme, but to deceive." ”

At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of Xia Wanyu's words, and it took me two days to figure out the meaning of her words. God is for faith, and God is the human heart. No matter what the beliefs of any sect in the world, the fundamental saying is that faith leads to spirituality. And to deceive God is to deceive one's own heart. God does not exist, but the heart of each person is real.

After figuring out the meaning of Xia Wanyu's words, I was a little lost. She's deceiving herself, but ...... Why shouldn't I?

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Zhang Ling's church is to hold a meeting at the end of November, which will be the first grand event since the church was planted. The cost of the event was funded by Wang Yingli, and as long as you had heard Zhang Ling's lectures in the church, you could come to Sheshan Gospel Church to participate. The activity was divided into three sections, starting with a 30-minute meditation on the green space outside the villa, reflecting on your previous life and imagining the future. Then we ate a vegetarian meal together, and after eating, we went to church to talk about our visions for the future, and finally read the Bible together.

It's a very simple event, but it's not complicated. Zhang Ling used the money funded by Wang Yingli to first decorate the venue, and then went to print two posters and put them at the event site. Later, I contacted several chefs who specialize in vegetarian cooking and asked them to set up a makeshift kitchen near the event site, and then prepare the ingredients for cooking that day. Before the event began, Zhang Ling called us one by one to inform us that we must come over on November 30 and bring our friends.

My friend Zhang Ling in Shanghai basically knows everyone, so she will naturally notify them one by one.

After thinking about it, it seemed that only Zhang Xiaojun would not contact Zhang Ling, so I made a call to Zhang Xiaojun. Zhang Xiaojun came back from Hong Kong for almost half a year, but he just didn't contact Xu Ruoyun and didn't return to Hong Kong. I stayed at home every day, ate and slept, slept and ate. Occasionally come out for me to drink and spank together. I talked to him twice about going back to Hong Kong, but he chose to remain silent in the end, so I had no choice but to give up.

I asked Zhang Xiaojun to come to the church meeting, but Zhang Xiaojun was not happy at first. I said that there would be a beautiful woman coming, and this grandson rushed over that day. But after arriving at the scene, there are not so many beauties. After all, it is a church meeting, and most of the people who come are poor, and the really rich do not attend such meetings. There are indeed so many beauties at the scene, such as Xia Wanyu and Wang Yingli, and of course Zhang Ling.

But Zhang Xiaojun knew about their relationship with me, and he didn't have any thoughts about them. As a result, he scolded a little and said that I was a liar, and I rolled my eyes and despised him: "Grass, can you die if you pursue a little?" This is a church, not a nightclub. ”

I originally thought that my words would make Zhang Xiaojun's mouth open, but in fact, after listening to my words, this guy also froze in place, looking at me in a trance. I thought this guy was embarrassed by what I said, so I said, "We have to have pursuits, we want to pursue the great love of the world." What is great love in the world, you know? I tell you, the great love of the world means that all the people of the world are followers of Jehovah, our brothers and sisters. Therefore, you have to love every person and every species on this earth, and this is the great love of the world. ”

Zhang Xiaojun's eyes lit up when I said this, I was satisfied, and I was about to say a few more words, when I found that this guy directly pushed me away and walked over. I turned my head and saw that this guy had been looking at a woman behind me. At that time, I had a little egg pain, I thought he was suddenly open, but I didn't expect to be looking at a beautiful woman, this grandson!

But I took a closer look, Zhang Xiaojun fell in love with this beauty, it was indeed very good, and he was the same age. Around thirty years old, wearing a white jacket with thickened black silk and a leather skirt underneath. Very ordinary dress, with the unique temperament of a thirty-year-old woman. It's not as enchanting as Sun Guanyin, but it's a little less pure than a girl and a little more of a mature woman's charm.

But compared with Xu Ruoyun, it is still somewhat inferior. After all, Xu Ruoyun's dress is always very intellectual, giving people a unique sense of beauty for temperament women. And the woman in front of her is obviously much more ordinary. Zhang Xiaojun is very sociable and quickly chatted with this beauty. I also walked up, and I knew that this beauty was called Jia Zhengfei, a native of the capital. It was all by chance that I was able to come to the meeting of Zhang Ling's church.

Zhang Xiaojun and Jia Zhengfei chatted very much, but I couldn't talk to this woman. I can't tell what the reason is, but I always feel that she has a momentum of Forty-Nine City, which makes me very uncomfortable.

The meeting began according to the plan, and we sat together on the grass outside the church, closing our eyes and thinking about the past and the future. There was soothing music around, Wang Yingli sat on my left, Xia Wanyu sat on my right, and I was Zhang Ling and Ma Xiaodan in front of and behind. In fact, such gatherings and activities are very attractive to those who are new to the world or who are not deeply involved in the world. For me, it's a bit of a chicken.

Self-placebo can be eaten, but if you eat too much, there will always be a day when you have diarrhea.

The first part ends quickly, and then it's time to eat. After dinner, we went to church to talk about the future, and everyone had to go up to the stage to share their views on the future. Most of the people who came to power were people from all walks of life who were not satisfied, and Xia Wanyu and I did not go to the stage. To the sound of music, we read the Bible together and then ended the day's meeting. Anyone who comes to the party can receive a gift. It is a batch of down jackets purchased by Zhang Ling, and various models are available.

In fact, this is also the most distinctive point of Zhang Ling's church, other people's beliefs are all letters from people with solid family backgrounds. And Zhang Ling's church is a letter from the lowest level of society. These people include construction workers, housewives whose husbands are bedridden, and even homeless people. Maybe for them, a down jacket can really bring them the warmth of a winter.

After the party was over, Zhang Ling and I cleaned up the party scene together. Zhang Ling's busy little face was covered with sweat, and I didn't get much better. After cleaning up, we went to wash our faces together. After half washing, Zhang Ling said to me: "Brother Hao Ren, just now a woman told me that her husband will have a thigh removal operation tomorrow, and she doesn't know how to live in the future." Her husband broke his leg on the construction site, and he lost 60,000 or 70,000 yuan on the construction site. Guess how I comforted her. ”

I looked at Zhang Ling's water-stained face and asked suspiciously, "How can you comfort her?" ”

"You may not be able to see a rainbow after experiencing wind and rain, but only a life that has been spent in the wind and rain and the impermanence of the world can be called life for the time being. The Lord won't help you, you need to carry all this, even though it's hard, but what's so easy? Zhang Ling said something mean that I couldn't think of, but it was a long time after Zhang Ling left the washbasin. I realized that what faith is, it's all.