Xia Wanyu had tears in her eyes, but they didn't come out. She was hugged by me, but she didn't take the initiative to hug me. I tried to hold her in my arms, and my heart was full of self-blame.

It turned out that from the very beginning, I always called Sun Xiaoqing's name when I slept.

This is an extremely horrible truth, but it is also a fact that I do not want to admit. How can you remember what you do in your sleep when you wake up? And what Xia Wanyu said now completely woke me up. It turns out that from the bottom of my heart, I have been missing Sun Xiaoqing. I always thought I had hidden her in the depths of my heart, only to find that she had filled my whole heart all along.

I hugged Xia Wanyu, and Xia Wanyu said to me very coldly: "Hao Ren, I've had enough. ”

Why not. For more than a year, I have been calling Sun Xiaoqing by name. Even if Xia Wanyu is generous, it is impossible to endure it for a lifetime. I let go of her, looked into her cold eyes, closed my eyes painfully and said to her, "Thank you for your patience." ”

Xia Wanyu asked me with tears in her eyes: "Do you choose to continue to call her name, or do you want to live a down-to-earth life with me?" ”

"Get by." There is no need to think about this question at all, if you don't live with Xia Wanyu, do you want to find Sun Xiaoqing? It's really unrealistic, and two months in Europe have made me give up all illusions. I just want to live a down-to-earth life with Xia Wanyu now.

Don't go ......

Miss Sun Xiaoqing!

Zhang Ling pushed open the door, walked in with the freshly dressed summer, and said happily: "Oh, Aunt Xia, the summer was screaming just now, how do I sound like I'm calling you, the little guy was so naughty last night, he peed on my bed again." Hmph, the little villain who can wet the bed will definitely be a little hooligan who bullies girls in the future. ”

After Zhang Ling finished speaking, she found that the atmosphere in the room was a little different. She looked at me and Xia Wanyu, opened her mouth and asked, "What's wrong with you two?" Quarreled? ”

Xia Wanyu and I didn't speak, we turned our heads away and didn't look at her.

Zhang Ling walked around and walked up to us, and said with an educational charm: "You are all such big people, and you are still quarrelling. There's something you can't say, really. I can tell you, if you dare to divorce or separate. You are not allowed to want summer, I don't want summer to be a child of a single-parent family. ”

Zhang Ling was very excited when she said this, but Xia Wanyu and I put aside the things in our hearts for the time being, Xia Wanyu held Xia in her arms and said to me: "Give Xia some milk, he should be hungry." ”

I said yes and ran to the kitchen.

Zhang Ling's sudden appearance made Xia Wanyu and I not delve into this matter, I made a bottle of milk for Xia, and the little guy was lying in Xia Wanyu's arms with the bottle to drink. I looked at Xia Wanyu's serious appearance of feeding the child, and made up my mind not to think about anything meaningless. There is no need to say anything more to the smart woman, Xia Wanyu and I didn't mention it again, and I secretly took a recording device and put it under my pillow. After a night of recording, I checked carefully the next day and found that when I slept, I didn't call Sun Xiaoqing's name again.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this.

But there was a strange feeling in my heart, and I didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse. But I'm learning to gradually forget, forget the past, forget Sun Xiaoqing.

It is not advisable to be sad and sad, I can only live day by day, like I did at the beginning, like a little strong. Actually, if you think about it, I understand. Xia Wanyu said that I call Sun Xiaoqing's name every day, which is somewhat exaggerated. It may also be a means of her, a means of tying me to her. But I know that this method is good for me and good for her.

Because she loves me.

I once asked her why she loved me, after all, she almost found someone to kill me in the first place. And in order to succeed, he also betrayed me.

This very sharp question did not stump Xia Wanyu, she only said one sentence to let me understand what was going on: "Wu Zetian could kill his own children before he ascended the throne, but after she became the emperor, she connived at Feng Xiaobao's arrogance. ”

At the beginning, I was a stumbling block on Xia Wanyu's road to success, and I really didn't have anything to attract at the beginning. Later, when I experienced her betrayal, the kind of desperate life I showed was what really made her look at me. In the past few years of her career abroad, her age and mood have slowly matured with her career. I feel like I want to get married, I want to have a baby. So I went back to China and found me who was still a dick.

If you have to say that Xia Wanyu can choose to give me a child, most of them are also gambling. Can I succeed in gambling, can I be worthy of her. The cultivation of a genius requires the price of achieving higher achievements in the future. The same is true for the shaping of a successful person. But she doesn't have anything to lose by doing so, because her career is still her own.

But if you think about it, she has actually lost a feeling.

……

Unlike Xia Wanyu, the relationship between Wang Yingli and me is much purer. When we say pure, it's because the two of us don't have any substantive relationship. We also all have a tacit understanding of stopping at the point, such as the passionate kiss and dark fragrance in the car. To put it bluntly, if Wang Yingli really wanted to have a relationship with me, she would definitely be able to do something at that time.

But she chose to leave, and that's where her cleverness lies. If the two of us really do that, then the relationship between her and me and Xia Wanyu will once again fall into an inextricable situation. At the beginning, they fought for Zhang Qingshi's property. Although they also released their suspicions with Xia Wanyu's departure later, if I wanted to step on two boats at this time.

The worst person who died was not Wang Yingli, but me.

So Wang Yingli is very smart to choose to stop at the point.

But a woman, it's going to be four.

There is no one around who can accompany or take care of him, and he is more or less lonely. I originally thought that Wang Yingli would definitely have a child in the next two years, but I didn't expect that Wang Yingli's movements were much faster than I imagined, and it also made me a lot more incredible. She didn't choose to borrow seeds from me, nor did she choose to find a man who could get her pregnant. Instead, he went to an orphanage and adopted a girl.

At this time, I realized that Wang Yingli was actually much smarter than me. Whether it's asking me to borrow seeds, or finding another man who can get her pregnant. It is impossible for a child to be born, and this security is not material, but spiritual. Because she knows that once a woman has given birth to a child, she knows who the father of the child is.

Then her whole state of mind will change, and instead of enduring it like this, it is better to go to the orphanage to adopt a child. Although the child is not the meat that falls from his body, it is better to have someone by his side than to be alone.

When the news of Wang Yingli's adoption of an orphan reached my ears, I was shocked. After Xia Wanyu heard this, she also frowned. The two of us immediately drove to her house and met the girl.

Unlike what I imagined, the girl was eight years old. It looks very watery and looks vivid. Wang Yingli introduced us to her and asked her to call someone. The little girl called my uncle a little shyly, Aunt Xia Wanyu. Xia Wanyu and I were a little dumbfounded, and Wang Yingli introduced us in front of the girl: "Little Queen's parents died in a car accident last year, he has no other relatives at home, and her parents didn't leave much money for her, so she could only be sent to an orphanage." I went to see her in the orphanage the other day and asked her if she would like to go with me and call me mom. She was willing, so I named her queen, and she came back with me. ”

I took a deep breath, not knowing what to say.

Originally, I thought that Wang Yingli would adopt a child who was still in infancy, but I didn't expect to adopt an eight-year-old girl. Of course, if you think about it, I'm afraid you understand. Eight-year-old girls are basically not willing to be adopted in the orphanage, after all, they are too old to remember anything. Infertile couples love babies in swaddling clothes.

And eight-year-old girls are not all adoptable, and in general, men are absolutely not okay. In these days, there are not no people like animals, so only single women are suitable for adopting such a big girl.

Queen!

I read the name that Wang Yingli gave this girl, a very special name. I thought about it, why didn't she name this girl Princess? The moment this question popped into my mind, I understood. A concubine can never compare to a queen, and in ancient times an emperor was equal to a king.

Wang Yingli gave her this name, which made me a little helpless.

In fact, I understand that Wang Yingli's mentality is the real emperor, and Xia Wanyu is a bit like a prince. If Wang Yingli didn't come to Shanghai back then, but went to Beijing. I'm afraid that her identity and status will change again. Before Wang Yingli adopted the queen, the little girl had been studying in a public primary school in Shanghai. After she became Wang Yingli's adopted daughter, Wang Yingli transferred her to Shilujie Foreign Language Primary School.

In addition, Wang Yingli will take her to various cram schools and concerts every day, and attend some activities. In Wang Yingli's words, a girl must be nurtured from an early age. A real lady princess is always cultivated, and no one is born a nobleman. Temperament is the same as identity.

Xia Wanyu agrees with this sentence very much, but our family is still young in the summer, and she can't take the summer to do all kinds of things, so she can only give up. In her various plans for the future of summer, there are many shadows of Wang Yingli who are now cultivating queens.

About three days after Wang Yingli adopted the queen, it was the end of February.

And I also have to go from Shanghai to Dalian to attend Su Dongpo's wedding, and this time I will accompany Xia Wanyu and Zhang Ling to Dalian. And, of course, there's the summer that's still in your arms. I took a plane from Shanghai to Dalian, and when I got off the plane, it happened to be evening.