Perhaps, perhaps.

Xia Wanyu's change was just to tie me to her side. The greed and madness she showed only exhausted me a little and drained me a little. It allows me to sleep exhausted and stop thinking about people or things that don't work out. She was a smart person, a smart woman. She knew that she would use her strengths to defeat her enemies.

And in this matter, I am her enemy.

So, she prepared a large waterbed and erotic underwear. As well as charming eyes and seductive postures, dreamlike cries and spring-filled eyes. So, I managed to be defeated by the enemy, to be a shameless bastard Chen Shimei, and to forget about Sun Xiaoqing!

Forgetting is a last resort, because I can't look for it now, and I can't find it.

The original madness, under the effect of time, only the guilt remaining in the heart, and the numbness that does not hurt or itch.

Habit is a terrible thing, I was used to Sun Xiaoqing's gentleness at the beginning, and now I am also used to Xia Wanyu's seductiveness. Holding Xia Wanyu, who was like a cat, gradually fell asleep, and Sun Xiaoqing would not appear in her dreams again. Perhaps, I have forgotten. Maybe I never remembered, or maybe I was a Chen Shimei.

……

In every story, there are two threads.

It's as if everyone in this world has a different life trajectory.

Sicily, which also belongs to the northern hemisphere, ushered in the warm monsoon, and when the lemons ripened, the sweet and sour taste permeated the town. There is no shortage of seafood in the seaside town, and the people here feed on fish and shrimp all year round. When it comes to pork and pasta, they are not very interested. Only Sun Xiaoqing's dumpling restaurant business is still booming, and this summer, she helped Ben Ben go through the procedures for entering the fourth grade of primary school.

Ben Ben, who is already in the fourth grade, is no longer a little hooligan when he just went abroad with his mother. He has become a man who can stand in front of his mother and help his mother take care of his sister. This little man, no longer following the female teacher who likes to wear stockings, he has a little girlfriend, a little girl in the same class as her, a year younger than him, with a pair of very clear big eyes.

The little girl's family is very wealthy, and her parents are celebrities in the town. Catching up with this little girl is not difficult for Ben Ben, who has been a hooligan since he was a child. He just used a little trick to cheat the little girl's first kiss. Although he doesn't know how to tongue kiss, he just sticks his mouth to the little girl's mouth. The little girl's lips have a shallow lemon flavor, which is cool and sour, very sweet.

The little girl's name is Alice, and after she was kissed by Ben Ben, she called herself Ben Ben's girlfriend.

Ben Ben is not allowed to talk to other little girls, and Ben Ben is not allowed to drink the water of other little girls and eat what they brought. Ben Ben said helplessly that it is a very annoying thing to have a girlfriend. Naturally, the two little children would not steal the forbidden fruit. Moreover, the fruit of Benben is too green and not ripe at all. Regarding the matter of the two children, Sun Xiaoqing turned a blind eye and ignored it.

Even if something happened to Ben Ben and the little girl, she wouldn't say anything. Because a boy can have a girl to accompany during puberty, it is a thing worth a lifetime of happiness. Ben Ben is old enough, the ideas she instilled in Ben Ben since she was a child are being fermented by the whole society at this time, as for what Ben Ben can become after the most embarrassing future, Sun Xiaoqing is not worried, because in her opinion, her son is good enough.

However, there is one thing that makes Sun Xiaoqing very angry, that is, Ben Ben was born abroad and has no way to learn Chinese culture. The two of them have been abroad for a while, and Ben Ben has become completely like foreign children, and even speaks Chinese. For this reason, when Sun Xiaoqing and Ben Ben were together, she only spoke Chinese with Ben Ben, and once Ben Ben said the wrong tone or pronounced the wrong word, she would let Ben Ben re-say it or educate him.

Going abroad is just a last resort for her, and sooner or later, Ben Ben will have to return to China.

Perhaps, at that time, he will take her ashes with him.

Sun Xiaoqing sometimes thinks so sadly, but most of the time she is not so worried. The days come by like this, preparing the same number of dumplings every day, sometimes buying early, closing the door early and going to bed. Sometimes, she needs to eat the leftover dumplings by herself. The amazement of her when she first came to town has been replaced by the friendship that has gradually become acquainted.

Gradually improving her body can make her spend every day positively.

Sometimes Sun Xiaoqing also thinks that if I wasn't with Xia Wanyu, she would definitely go back immediately and tell me all the truth. However, this kind of thought only appeared for a fraction of a second when she was occasionally tired. On normal days, she has to buy vegetables, make dumplings, and sell dumplings by herself.

Until one day, her savings were again enough to buy a round-trip ticket to Shanghai. She once again had the idea of wanting to go back and see, and she did it not for her own thoughts, but for Ben Ben. She doesn't want Ben Ben to forget Chinese culture, she wants Ben Ben to know that although you live abroad, you are an upright Chinese.

In the afternoon of this day, Sun Xiaoqing was thinking about when to go back.

An ominous omen came to her again, and the sudden pain in her body made her quickly turn out the medicine she hadn't taken for a year. Drop the tablet in your mouth and swallow it. She was sweating profusely and curled up under the cabinet, still feeling palpitations. The illness that had been silent for more than a year has made a comeback again. God really treats her well, Sun Xiaoqing staggered to her feet, regardless of the fact that the dumplings were not sold out.

Trembling step by step, he walked to Dr. Monica's clinic and told Dr. Monica what had just happened. Dr. Monica listened to Sun Xiaoqing's narration, tears of grief for Sun Xiaoqing welled up in her eyes, and she said in a trembling voice: "Lan, it's here again." ”

This refers to the white blood cells that have been contained. Sun Xiaoqing looked at Dr. Monica's eyes, and years of illness made her understand that this time it was more than lucky. In an instant, she made a decision. She said to Dr. Monica, "Monica, I want to go back to China one more time, before I get treatment." ”

Dr. Monica bowed her head and wrote down the medical records and said, "Lan, you have to get treatment quickly, you can't delay this disease any longer." ”

Sun Xiaoqing laughed at himself and said: "Anyway, I can't find a matching bone marrow, sooner or later I will die, what does it matter if I am sooner or later?" I don't want the rest of my life to end up in a hospital bed. I want my sons and daughters to know that they also have a father. ”

Doctor Monica looked at Sun Xiaoqing, who was also a woman, and she knew what Sun Xiaoqing was saying. She sighed and said, "I really don't know what that man is like to make you do this to him." ”

"He's a good guy." Sun Xiaoqing said with a smile.

……

Sun Xiaoqing has always been resolute in doing things, and he will leave without hesitation.

Early the next morning, he put on new clothes for Ben Ben and his daughter Sinian. I prepared a small amount of luggage, took my son and daughter by train to Rome, and then flew back to Shanghai from Rome. My daughter misses her young age and is afraid of flying. After getting on the plane, I had to sleep in my mother's arms. Fortunately, the flight attendant was more generous and allowed her daughter to do this, otherwise the little girl would definitely be in tears along the way.

At a young age, she has learned Sun Xiaoqing's strength and never cries.

Ben Ben was shouted early this morning, the whole person was in bad spirits, and as soon as he got on the plane, he didn't even appreciate the beautiful flight attendant, and began to sleep while lying on the narrow economy class seat. This kid is very arrogant, and never thinks about what is going on in his mother's heart.

When he woke up, he found his mother and sister eating the meal provided on the plane. So he also asked for a box, ate a fairly good box lunch, looked at the beautiful flight attendant, and couldn't help but think about it. Sinian was lying in Sun Xiaoqing's arms, watching her mother turn her head to look at the clouds outside the porthole, and said childishly: "Mom, why don't you laugh?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing looked down at her caring daughter, smiled and kissed her daughter's face and said, "Mom is tired." ”

Ben Ben saw that Sun Xiaoqing missed him, and he also came over with a shy face to let Sun Xiaoqing kiss, Sun Xiaoqing glared at him and said, "My daughter is my little padded jacket, what are you mine?" ”

Ben Ben was anxious and said, "I am your son." ”

Sun Xiaoqing smiled secretly and said, "You will be ten years old soon, you are a boy, and your mother is not kissed." ”

Ben Ben was very depressed, but he soon set his eyes on the flight attendant's ass again and no longer cared about Sun Xiaoqing.

After eating, Sun Xiaoqing took medicine again, although he is not sick now, it is better to prevent it in advance.

Sinian lay in Sun Xiaoqing's arms, hugged Sun Xiaoqing's neck, kissed Sun Xiaoqing on the face and said, "Mom, Sinian is your little padded jacket, Sinian hugs you, you won't be cold." ”

Sun Xiaoqing frowned, and a cold breath rose. She held her daughter in her arms and said with a smile on her face, "Good baby." ”

The well-behaved little miss enjoyed her mother's embrace and asked, "Mom, are we going to see Dad?" ”

"NO, missing! I told you that we only had moms. Ben Ben, who had been looking at the stewardess's buttocks, suddenly turned his head, looked at the thoughts in Sun Xiaoqing's arms and said firmly.

Sinian was taken aback by his brother, Sun Xiaoqing glanced at Benben fiercely and said, "If you say this again, I will throw you off the plane." ”

Ben Ben did not continue to make his mother angry, but tactfully hugged Sinian over and said to his sister: "Sinian, we are here to travel to China, not to see some father." You're your mother's little padded jacket, just your mother's, do you know the way? ”

The still childish thoughts opened a pair of eyes wide, and felt that his head was a little insufficient.

Why is the brother who has always listened to his mother, unwilling to listen to his mother in this matter?

But she still said obediently: "Zhilu said, brother." ”

Ben Ben kissed Sinian's little face with a big mouth, kissed Sinian's saliva and said, "Sinian is so good." ”

Sun Xiaoqing hurriedly hugged her thoughts back, and she was helpless about Ben Ben's attitude. The child is still young, and he happens to be in the rebellious period again, and it is understandable to say some irrational words-

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