Xia Wanyu smiled, as if sensing my coldness, she hugged me into her arms, unbuttoned the shirt on her chest, exposed her pair of breasts, and let me pill on top of her breasts.

She said to me: "It must be a good person, I will not do evil in the summer, I have done too much evil in my life, and I can't forgive myself until now." ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, my teeth chattering up and down.

There was a very fresh fragrance in Xia Wanyu's arms, and I sniffed her body fragrance. Tell yourself in your heart that you must not commit any more crimes, you must not go again.

Xia Wanyu said to me silently: "Hao Ren, do you know the way? When I used to be in Australia, it was very busy. Sometimes I am busy all night until two o'clock in the night, I will make myself coffee, stand in front of the window with coffee, look at the sea at night, at that time I will think of you, very inexplicable, just like thousands of miles away, I still know your silly smile. Later, I learned that this inexplicable longing was called zuo'ai. ”

I didn't speak, Xia Wanyu continued to hug me and said, "I love you, it's true." At first, I didn't know how to do it myself, but after living in Australia for a while, I realized the love between us. But then after we got together, I realized that love is not great, and we can quarrel and get angry. But later, you did so much for me, and I also gave birth to a child for you, I understood that in fact, true love is to be close to each other, that is, to be plain. I grew to like the bland, I went to Australia once this spring, and when I was working in Australia, I didn't think of you every once in a while, I just told myself that you were my husband. It's normal for me to leave you because we're angry. But slowly, I stopped being angry with you, and returned to you from Australia. At that time, I knew that I couldn't do without you in my life. In the first half of my life, I was a big woman, and in the second half of my life, I was a little woman. It's okay to say I'm tired, or to say I don't need to fight anymore. But I really just want to go through my life with you. You're going to stay with me too, okay? ”

"Hmm!" I closed my eyes and told myself in my heart. I've got to go on, I have to.

Xia Wanyu hugged me again, she put her hand on my body, and she said to me, "You are very uncomfortable. ”

I didn't speak, Xia Wanyu put her hand on my lower body, and she said to me, "I'll help you." She leaned over me, and I gritted my teeth as I struggled with the sensation of imminence in my body. Xia Wanyu tried to divert my direction, but at this time, my body was completely unfeeling. After Xia Wanyu found out, she held me in her arms, no longer trying to help me change direction, but comforting me with kind words.

I gritted my teeth, gritting hard.

However, in the end, I was overcome by the evil in my body. I broke away from Xia Wanyu and rushed up and yelled back and forth in the villa. I felt manic, and everything in front of me was not real. I haven't taken heroin in four days, four days! This was absolutely unimaginable before. I rushed to the bedroom, hugged Xia Wanyu's legs, and said to her like a dog: "Wanyu, give me a little, I know that you have, I know that you have, I know that you have, I am really uncomfortable." ”

Xia Wanyu had tears in her eyes, and she said to me firmly: "No." Hao Ren, you must endure it. Only after passing this level can you completely quit it. ”

I yelled, "No, no, Wanyu." Let's wait for next time, wait for next time, this time you give me a little first, and next time I will quit. ”

Xia Wanyu closed her eyes, and I begged bitterly.

I hugged her thighs, hugged her face, I tried to make her open her eyes, I looked into her eyes, excited to judge the two of them, I said to her: "Wanyu, you just give me a little, just a little, everything has to have a transition, no, you quit me all of a sudden now, I will really die." Wanyu, good Wanyu, you give me a little, okay. ”

Xia Wanyu closed her eyes, and I hugged him and shook her.

The throbbing in my body, the trembling in my heart, made me almost collapse.

Xia Wanyu is not alarmed, and Gujing is not wavering. In the face of my bitter pleading, he just closed his eyes and lay on the bed. I couldn't ask for it, the whole person became very manic, I screamed, slapped Xia Wanyu in the face, and scolded her angrily: "You. Son, you keep saying that you love me, and now you don't even give me anything, you are letting me die. Hurry up and give it to me, if you don't give it to me, I'll kill you, give it to me quickly. ”

I was almost mad, rushing up like crazy, hugging Xia Wanyu and shaking her body. Xia Wanyu opened her eyes, and the tears in her eyes flowed down uncontrollably. I don't know if it's because the slap I threw at her hurt her heart, or if she felt sad when she saw me. Her face was red and there were five palm prints. I looked at her like crazy, at her open bosom, at her bare breasts.

I frantically shook Xia Wanyu and said, "Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me!" ”

"Hao Ren, I'm here for your good." Xia Wanyu cried and said.

I'm crazy in my heart.

Syllable!

Another slap was thrown on Xia Wanyu's face, and a trace of blood overflowed from the corner of Xia Wanyu's mouth.

How could anyone have imagined that just a few minutes ago, she was holding me and telling me about our past love history. A few minutes later, I slapped her in the face because of drugs. She is my beloved wife, but at this time, I am not distressed at all. I looked at her with scarlet eyes, as if I was looking at an enemy, I grabbed her by the neck, as if I was going to kill her, and said to her: "You said for my good, I'm going to die now, you still don't give it to me, I killed you, you said you did it for my good, are you doing this for my good?" Give it to me. ”

Xia Wanyu clicked and coughed, I completely lost my humanity, and I wanted to go to Xia Wanyu to death. Xia Wanyu also felt the murderous intent in my eyes, she kicked me in the stomach, kicked me away and then stood up by herself, looking at me angrily. But the next moment, I rushed over at once, hugged her thighs, my eyes were full of tears, my nose was full of snot, I cried and said, "Wanyu, you give me some, I'm really uncomfortable, I'm really uncomfortable." ”

Xia Wanyu looked down at me, and the anger that had just ignited in her heart just now disappeared all of a sudden. She closed her eyes and breathed a sigh of relief. Silently dragged me up, hugged me and said to me, "Hao Ren, I really can't give it to you, really...... No! ”

Under the temptation of drug addiction, I swallowed my saliva, I let go of Xia Wanyu and looked at her coldly. His eyes were like knives, and he was like the same again. I walked around, screaming. Tumbling in the room, banging her head against the wall, Xia Wanyu couldn't bear it when she saw me like this, so she called me: "Hao Ren." ”

I turned my head and rushed to her feet. hugged her thighs, cried and said: "Wanyu, give me a little, I know that you have, it was all my fault just now, I am really uncomfortable, I am going to die, if you don't give it to me, I am really going to die." Wanyu, it's okay for us to quit drugs, but can we take our time? I was really uncomfortable, really uncomfortable. It's like there are ants in me, thousands of them, they want to gnaw me to death, they want to bite me to death, they want to eat me, they want to eat my marrow. Wanyu, Wanyu! ”

Xia Wanyu was stunned by my appearance, she looked at me and looked at her in place.

I slumped on the floor, hugging her legs, snot and tears all over my face.

Xia Wanyu was silent, silent.

Eventually, she closed her eyes in agony.

When I saw her close her eyes, I said excitedly, "Wanyu, you give me a little, just this time, just this time, okay?" You just give me a little, give me a little. ”

I was like a clown, hugging Xia Wanyu's thighs.

Xia Wanyu opened her eyes, breathed a long sigh of relief, and nodded silently.

I squatted aside, Xia Wanyu sat on the bed, she took out the phone and contacted someone. She didn't look at me, and I knew she looked down on me, but I really needed it, I needed drugs. Because poison is my life, and I need to depend on that one to survive. The brain's dopamine is more precious than any love affair. Because man is the evolution of beasts, how can beasts know their feelings?

I'm addicted to drugs, and I'm like a beast.

Soon, Chinatsu Suzuki delivered a small packet of drugs.

In front of Xia Wanyu, I carefully smoked these drugs.

The feeling of the clouds that I hadn't seen for a long time made me lie on the floor like a puddle of mud. Ma Xiaodan, who heard the movement, stood silently at the door, and when she walked in, she tidied up the bedroom that I messed up and left. Xia Wanyu sat on the edge of the bed from beginning to end, she didn't speak, she didn't look at me, her eyes were blank, and I was lying on the ground, with my eyes closed and looking comfortable.

This is the first time Xia Wanyu saw me taking drugs, she was shocked for the first time, and she was cold for the first time.

But I'm a brute.

But she's a human being.

How can you say that you have a good life, how can you do it without a minute or a second?

Xia Wanyu silently dragged me to the bed, stripped me naked, and let me lie on the bed, and she lay beside me. I was very excited after taking drugs, and the body fragrance coming from her body was tempting me. I turned around and pressed her underneath, but she took a Durex from under her pillow and quietly put it on for me. We Zuo'ai never use Durex, but now is a special time, and she has to use it too.

For the first time, she felt a kind of pain when she was in zuo'ai.

She looked at my pale face and thin body. Looking at my crazy look, slowly close my eyes. She didn't cater to me the first time, just lay there and silently let me do up and down movements on her. Perhaps, this is an ordeal for her, but she knows that there will be many such torments in the future. After that, I lay on the bed covered in sweat.

Xia Wanyu silently took down the Durex on my brother and threw it into the trash, took a towel, and helped me tidy up the slimy little brother. After tidying up, she lay down in the bath by herself, closed her eyes, and tears filled the dim light in front of her eyes like a fountain.