Elegance! Vulgar!

Zhang Ling's words made me stunned, I looked down at my hands, and then at Zhang Ling's clear eyes. Zhang Ling said to me: "Before giving up, you can look at yourself in the mirror, and you will find that you are actually very bad." ”

I don't know what to say. I don't know how Lu Dao faced the Japan that Zhang Ling said, as a dick college student who once posted on the Internet to scold Japan, she told me about Japan, except for the island country love action movie, I really don't know what they have to be elegant? But what Zhang Ling said reminded me of something. It seems that many of the things we have seen since we were growing up are related to Japan. For example, I liked Ultraman Tiga the most when I was a child.

Zhang Ling just looked at me like that, her eyes were as clear as a stream.

I sat there with my head down, Zhang Ling smiled and said to me, "Hao Ren, you are distracted." ”

I looked at her with relief, and Zhang Ling glanced behind me.

I turned my head and saw Xia Wanyu, who came over and sat across from me, looking at the two of us. She seemed to have something on her mind, hesitating to tell me. When I read her thoughts, I said to her, "Tell me anything." ”

Xia Wanyu nodded, as if she had made up her mind, and said, "Hao Ren, I want to take you all over the world. You once told me that Sun Xiaoqing once gave you a dream, which is to travel all over the world to see the scenery and people in the world. To see people of all skin tones, I want to help you fulfill this dream now. ”

Xia Wanyu's words made me stunned, and I couldn't help but think of the dream I had in prison. In the dream, I regretted and was annoyed, but now Xia Wanyu gave me a chance to realize my dream. I hesitated a little, Xia Wanyu continued: "Your current situation is very bad, I hope to take you out of the world to see the outside world, this may help you." This is what Xiao Dan told me, and I feel that it works. ”

Zhang Ling smiled on the side and said, "Hao Ren." Stop being vulgar and go elegant. ”

Xia Wanyu nodded at Zhang Ling.

I hesitated, biting my lip.

To be honest, Xia Wanyu suddenly told me the news, I really couldn't react in my heart, and I was also a little scared. I was afraid that I would be addicted to drugs outside, and I had an inexplicable fear, as if I was afraid of the unknown. I'm like an old farmer who has never been out of the house in my life, and I don't know which leg to step on before I go out.

However, in the end, I gritted my teeth, nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Xia Wanyu nodded and said, "Then let's go, I bought a ticket to New York, and our first stop is to fly to New York." I have already applied for a visa for you, and I have also helped you transfer to a foreign nationality, and most countries in the world can be exempted from visas, and the plane is at 2 o'clock in the morning. ”

Xia Wanyu has always been resolute in doing things.

I was stunned in place, Zhang Ling sneered and said, "Hao Ren, get out." I want to occupy Shanghai and be the little bully of Shanghai. Rampant Nanshan Nursing Home, kicking Beihai Kindergarten, I am the only one, hahaha. ”

In the face of the strong Xia Wanyu, I have no other choice.

I stood up and said to Xia Wanyu, "Okay, I'll go back and tidy up." ”

I hurried back to my bedroom and pulled out a small packet of heroin from the cabinet next to me, I wanted to get myself that feeling again before I got on the plane, I was afraid that on the plane, my addiction was a drug addict. I was about to prick my skin with a needle when Xia Wanyu appeared behind me, she looked at me and said, "Can't you really be the giant in your heart?" Is it true that human desires, human bodies, cannot be conquered by themselves? ”

I turned my head, looked at Xia Wanyu in surprise, and then turned my head to look at the needle in my hand.

Xia Wanyu silently went to help me get some information, and she said to me: "If you want to use it, you can use it, even if you have just taken drugs, I can let you get on the plane." ”

I gritted my teeth and threw the needle in my hand into the trash.

……

Traveling around the world?

Need to bring a lot of things?

If it were my own, I would definitely bring a lot of things.

But Xia Wanyu took me there, and she told me that I didn't need to bring anything, just bring money, cards, and things that can prove my identity in a foreign country. By the way, Xia Wanyu is a DSLR enthusiast, she brought her own SLR camera, as well as an iPhone, this is what Xia Wanyu thinks she needs to bring when traveling around the world. Quite simply, anyone has it. But most people have one less heart that can go at any time.

From Shanghai to New York, the air ticket costs only 4,000 yuan, and the round-trip only costs 8,000 yuan, the price of an iPhone. The off-season ticket from Shanghai to Japan only costs more than 1,000 yuan, and the round-trip ticket only costs 2,000 yuan, the price of a Samsung mobile phone. All you need to travel is a heart to go, and the desire to go to the embassy to apply for a tourist visa.

There are so many things that bind me that I couldn't leave and didn't dare to leave. And now, I completely let go of everything and followed Xia Wanyu to Pudong Airport.

They probably knew that I was going to be away for a long time, and they all came to the airport to see me at the back. There are Ma Xiaodan, Wang Yingli, Yang Yang. There were also Liu Jiyang, Wu Xinyu, Lao San, Xiao Nan and some senior executives in the company who were more familiar with me, who stared at me and walked through the security checkpoint. Everyone came, but Zhang Ling didn't come. Xia Wanyu and I disappeared at the security checkpoint, and their eyes were slightly teary.

……

After Ma Xiaodan returned home, he found Zhang Ling lying on the TV watching Ai Luqing's apartment.

Zhang Ling asked casually: "Are they gone?" ”

Ma Xiaodan nodded, walked over and sat next to Zhang Ling, looked at Zhang Ling, who was a few years younger than her, and asked faintly: "Why don't you go to the airport?" ”

"He'll be sad if he goes, so it's better not to go. Actually, you can't go, but if you don't let go, you'll be sad. So I had to make him sad, after all, he's a badass. Zhang Ling said something that Ma Xiaodan didn't understand very well.

Ma Xiaodan frowned and said what was in his heart: "I don't understand it." ”

Zhang Ling smiled, she smiled and said: "Xiaodan, in fact, I don't know much about what I'm thinking, because my head is often short-circuited, you know this when I go to school, I either do this or which one, as a result, I am often confused, and I go to Denmark to study theology in a daze, but in the end I worship some dispensable things." People, if you live in a daze, you will have a happy life. Thinking too much, how tiring it is. ”

"A lot of people envy you." Ma Xiaodan smiled and said.

Zhang Ling thought for a while and said, "Let me tell you, happiness has nothing to do with income status. ”

Ma Xiaodan's smile stopped abruptly.

Yes, I just didn't understand the meaning of this sentence at the beginning. Now I seem to understand it after thinking about it, but I don't understand it completely. Because something is lost, it is lost, and it is impossible to come back. With some dust in the sky, Shanghai seemed to be about to enter the haze again, Zhang Ling lay lazily on the sofa, like a cat and said: "I'm so sleepy, it's going to be winter, I want to hibernate, Sister Xiaodan takes care of me." ”

Ma Xiaodan sighed and silently sorted out the garbage that Zhang Ling ate.

……

When the plane took off, I did feel a little melancholy.

What we are about to face is an unknowable future. It's not so much a trip around the world as it is to help me get off drugs. Drug addiction scared me, and I curled up in my own world, without seeing the sun all day long. And now, when I'm faced with all this, I can only bravely go down. Because, I want to be the giant in my heart. Elegant up, vulgar down.

Life is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.

To the last three or two green bricks, one side of the mound.

It is the destination of a person's life.

Maybe there will be a tombstone with two or three awesome names written on it.

After thinking about all this, I became very open-minded.

As soon as I got on the plane, I put on my eye patch and went to sleep. After fifteen hours of flight, the plane landed at New York's JFK Airport. When I got off the plane, it was morning in New York. As far as the eye can see, the busy airport is full of white-skinned and dark-skinned foreigners, and occasionally there are some yellow-skinned people, but there are very few. For New York, I have only a few keywords in my mind.

Bustling, the world's largest city, an economic center and a dream that everyone yearns for.

When I was in high school, at that time, we all looked at people who were able to go abroad with envy.

Later, when I went to college, this envy slowly turned into a kind of sour slippery that I couldn't eat grapes and said that grapes were sour. Xia Wanyu's spoken English is definitely above level 8, and she can talk to foreigners without any obstacles. I can speak English well, but I can only use makeshift words, some words or I speak too fast to understand what they are saying. Coming out of JFK Airport, Xia Wanyu told me that our reserved time in New York is two days and one night, so today is the day of our visit to New York.

I had no problem, followed Xia Wanyu out of the airport and got into a taxi. Xia Wanyu took out a hundred-yuan bill and gave it to the driver: "We need to use the car, can you be our full-time driver for a day?" ”

The driver happily agreed, and seeing that the two of us were well dressed, he showed us the attractions of New York. Xia Wanyu directly asked him to drive to the vicinity of the Statue of Liberty. The Statue of Liberty is located on Liberty Island, and the view of New York City slowly came into view as the car drove on. Except for the prosperity that gradually goes deeper into the city, everything here is similar to that of China.

Except for the fact that the customs are a little different, everything else is as domestic as it is.

To get to Liberty Island, you need to take a ferry, so I bought a ferry ticket with Xia Wanyu and took the ferry to see the legendary Statue of Liberty up close. I found out that in fact, this thing is similar to the Monument to the People's Heroes in Beijing, except that it is called Lady Liberty.

For a whole day, Xia Wanyu and I traveled all over New York. Statue of Liberty, Columbia University, New York University, West Point, Empire State Building, Times Square, Central Park, United Nations Headquarters.

In the evening, we came to the hotel near Times Square.

Lying on the hotel bed, I felt physically and mentally exhausted.

I was going to take off my clothes and go to sleep, Xia Wanyu said to me, "Don't take it off, wear it and sleep." ”

I looked at her a little strangely, she was holding my head and putting it on her lap, I closed my eyes and she put her fingers on my temples. I quietly enjoyed her warm fingers, and she said to me, "From this day forward, I can't pamper you unless you overcome yourself." ”

With that, she kissed me on the cheek.

This time it's not the lips, it's the cheeks.