The mink man was stunned for a moment, then sneered and said, "Brother Hao, where are you?" How dare I lie to you, so many pairs of eyes are watching, you are our benefactor, how can I do something sorry for you. It's really my brother-in-law who is not a good thing, and my sister has a bad temper, so I offended my two sisters. ”

With a gloomy smile on my face, I looked at the man in mink in front of me. He turned his head to look at the people in the village behind him, and said loudly: "I don't care what this matter is, but if I don't help people, I will help people." Xiao Dan and Yang Yang are crying, this is your fault. So no matter what happens today, I have to give an explanation. ”

The mink man was a little embarrassed, and Yang Yang knelt in front of the grave without speaking.

Ma Xiaodan stood on the side, glaring at the mink man. The mink man probably has some status in the village, but in front of me, these small country ruffians are almost the same level as ants. He is also a smart man, he turned his head to look at his little brother, stood wherever he stood and said, "Stand up and don't let people shout." ”

A few ruffians with dyed yellow hair hesitated, and two men stepped forward. The mink man walked up, kicked them in both legs, and shouted, "Get on your knees." ”

Two ruffians knelt on the ground, and the mink man smirked at me.

I still didn't speak, where I stood.

Today, I don't manage it or not, I have to take this breath for Yang Yang. Seeing that I didn't speak, the mink man kicked the two ruffians again, rushed up and slapped the two ruffians twice and said, "Don't let Brother Hao do it." ”

The mink man was extremely ruthless, and after two slaps, these two guys turned into pig heads. The mink man thought that I would be able to speak in this way, but he did not think that I would still stand there without saying a word. The behind the mink man was a little angry, women never think about doing things, not to mention that this is a. As soon as she saw this situation, she immediately rushed up and scolded me: "Bah, you have two dollars to be powerful." raised two little vixens, one by one ruined the family style, and went out to lose the face of the countrymen. I think you are **, with two sassy vixens to sell in Shanghai. ”

I frowned, and Ma Xiaodan was also angry. rushed up to the face of the and said: "You try to say it again, it is your own mouth that is not clean, and you are heard by us behind your back, but in the end you complain about your husband, your husband marries a woman like you, it is really bad luck for eight lifetimes." ”

"You sassy vixen, you try to say it again, believe it or not, I will hack you to death." The is not a woman who is easy to bully, and at first glance she is a master who often scolds people on the street.

As soon as Ma Xiaodan heard this, he immediately shouted: "Come on, you come and hack me to death." I'll give you ten guts, and you go back and buy a kitchen knife. ”

Yang Yang, who had been kneeling in front of the grave, finally shouted: "Don't make any noise." ”

The scene quieted down, and Yang Yang breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "Let's go back, it's just a small matter." ”

The looked at Ma Xiaodan, opened her mouth but was glanced at by the mink man, glanced at Ma Xiaodan, turned around and ran away. The villagers all left slowly, and the mink man came up and said with a smirk, "Brother Hao, I'm sorry." This is not right with my sister and brother-in-law, my sister is like this, do you think it is ......"

The mink man winked at me, and I said, ", don't let us see you again." ”

The mink man smiled awkwardly and left a little helplessly.

After everyone was clean, Ma Xiaodan said to me stupidly: "It's that woman's mouth is not clean, her husband went to peek at other women taking a bath, but she scolded me and Yang Yang for being fox spirits, Yang Yang said two words after hearing it, and the woman scolded the two of us, after Yang Yang started with her, she scolded some ugly things, and Yang Yang cried." After the last Yang Yang ran to the grave, the mink man took the woman to apologize to his brother-in-law. ”

I lit a cigarette and asked Ma Xiaodan, "What did she scold?" ”

Ma Xiaodan hesitated, and Yang Yang said for Ma Xiaodan: "She said that I am a young lady." ”

I'm a little angry, Yang Yang cares about this the most, which is also a stain on her life. Just like Ma Xiaodan, he has never bought Apple products again over the years. In everyone's heart, there is a scar. There was also a soul that I didn't want to touch, so I walked up and looked at Yang Yang and said, "Get up, don't kneel, it's not hypocritical." ”

Yang Yang raised his face and looked at me blankly. He said to me, "The sky is falling." ”

I said, "I am your God." ”

Yang Yang looked at me, and his empty eyes burst into tears like never before. She cried, hugged me, sobbed and said to me: "I'm the only one left, I'm scared, I'm afraid that no one will know if I die at home, I'm afraid that when I go home, I'm left alone eating cold instant noodles, I'm afraid of being lonely, I'm afraid of ...... Do you know the truth? ”

I held her in my arms, not knowing what to say.

In fact, Yang Yang is quite strong, but this series of changes has made her collapse. Everyone dies once, but people in their thirties and forties don't think about death at all, let alone people in their two, thirty or fourteenth year-olds. was originally a good person, but overnight yin and yang were separated, and this kind of discomfort is not something that can be expressed in a pale article. Only those who have experienced it once can experience the feeling that life is worse than death, and the heart is like a knife. Yang Yang cried for a long time, and I knew that after she cried this time, she would get better completely.

I don't know how long it took us, we went home.

Ma Xiaodan ordered a pot of noodle soup, and the three of us ate some. I have two rooms in my house, and my parents sleep one. The remaining room let the three of us sleep, and after Yang Yang ate something, he stabilized and lay on the bed, and slowly fell asleep after saying some words. After Ma Xiaodan and I watched Yang Yang fall asleep, I took a long breath of relief and came to the door to light a cigarette, sat on the threshold and smoked slowly.

Ma Xiaodan sat beside me, looked at the moon and said to me, "Yang is usually so strong, but now he is like a child." ”

I spit out a smoke ring and said to Ma Xiaodan: "Everyone is the same, the stronger the person is, the more like a child after the collapse." ”

Ma Xiaodan turned his head to look at me with a charming smile on his face.

I asked her, "Are you feeling better?" ”

Ma Xiaodan nodded and said, "It's okay." ”

I know a little bit of medical common sense, a woman can't zuo'ai after coming to her aunt. A woman with her aunt zuo'ai on her body can cause pain and illness. But last night...... I don't know what to say, the smile on Ma Xiaodan's face makes me ashamed. Ma Xiaodan stood up and said, "Let's go back tomorrow." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Shanghai." Ma Xiaodan said.

I frowned: "Didn't you say you would wait until after the first seven to go back?" ”

Ma Xiaodan looked down at me and said, "I don't want to be here anymore, this place has changed." ”

"Where has changed?" I asked Ma Xiaodan.

Ma Xiaodan smiled without saying a word, turned around and went back to sleep. I lit another cigarette and let it burn slowly on the tips of my fingers. Slowly, I understood. In fact, it's not that this has changed, but that Ma Xiaodan has changed, and we have changed. People are always growing, and the changes brought about by growth are fatal and reborn. After the fire, Ma Xiaodan ushered in her own rebirth, and the phoenix that belonged to her.

……

There was nothing to say all night, and after Yang Yang woke up the next morning.

We went to the grave again and looked around, and after talking for a while. I said goodbye to my parents and left home. Let the truck driver drive us to Zhengzhou and take a plane from Zhengzhou back to Shanghai. We drove back at 8 p.m. on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and it happened to be 3 p.m. on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year when we got on the plane. Whether it's Ma Xiaodan, Yang Yang or me, it feels a little unrealistic. Yang Yang was sad because of life and death, but Ma Xiaodan and I were both thinking about the night when the fire was scorching.

Great aunt, broken house, fire, burning. Land, wild lilies. All this makes my relationship with Ma Xiaodan not clean and pure, and I don't know how to treat her after Lu Dao returns to Shanghai.

After all, she was my former goddess.

After the plane took off, I was a little uneasy.

Looking at the clouds outside the porthole, I let out a long sigh of relief. Ma Xiaodan understood my thoughts, she looked sideways at me and said, "I don't remember anything." ”

I smiled awkwardly and asked her, "Really?" ”

Ma Xiaodan nodded and said, "I only remember a night of rebirth, and that night I will never forget." ”

I let out a long sigh and said to Ma Xiaodan, "Xiaodan, you ......"

Ma Xiaodan quickly put on the blindfold and said no more.

The plane landed in Pudong, and I stepped off the plane with Ma Xiaodan and Yang Yang. After many days of hazy weather, the sky of Shanghai turns blue, and the afterglow of the sunset over the sea reflects each other, making Shanghai really as dazzling as the Pearl of the Orient. By the time we got home, the sun had set. Xia Wanyu and Zhang Ling were waiting for me at the door, and after seeing us come back, Xia Wanyu comforted Yang Yang, Zhang Ling was busy helping Yang Yang get apples, I couldn't cry or laugh.

This mother and daughter.

……

After returning from Henan, Yang Yang seemed to be a different person, focusing on his work, and he was busy until late every day before going home. I sometimes can't reach her, and I know that she needs something to ease the grief of death, so I can't say anything but keep her busy. When she's tired, come back to me, and I'll be the port where she can dock.

As she said, Ma Xiaodan forgot everything that happened in Henan. I don't know what to say, but after all, I have Xia Wanyu, and it's okay to cheat on my body once in a while, but if I really do something sorry for Xia Wanyu, I will be embarrassed in my heart.

In the past few days since I left, Xia Wanyu told Zhang Ling about Sun Xiaoqing, and after Zhang Ling heard it, she shared the same hatred with Xia Wanyu and unified the trenches. In fact, after the two of them hugged each other and cried that day, Zhang Ling decided not to tell me anything about her speculation again.

Because, Aunt Xia is really her mother.