Chapter 457: Sun Xiaoqing's smile
Tears streamed down her fair face, and she bit her lip, trying to keep herself silent. The painful sobs made the body tremble quietly.
She is Xia Wanyu, Queen Xia Wanyu.
But at this moment, she collapsed on the floor of the bathroom. Feeling the cold floor, her crying, almost in extreme pain.
For Sun Xiaoqing.
For a woman who used to be under his hands, for a rival who used to be his lover cried like this. Xia Wanyu is by no means hard-hearted, she just forgot how to be tender. Now, Sun Xiaoqing gives her tenderness. In fact, my belief in these years of life has long ceased to be Sun Xiaoqing. Her belief is Sun Xiaoqing and this great woman.
Xia Wanyu didn't know how long she cried, but after the last moment, she stood up, looked at herself in the mirror, and silently hid her tears. She was sitting on the toilet, her body already cold. She felt a little cold, but she didn't want to leave. She was covered in red fruit, holding her legs and hiding herself between them. It's like a little girl who did something wrong, a bit like Zhang Ling. With a little coquettishness, but also with a little trepidation.
She began to hesitate, and Sun Xiaoqing died in a foreign country. She took Ben Ben back to Shanghai, will I go crazy. She was hesitant to tell me about Sun Xiaoqing's presence in Sicily. Xia Wanyu went back to bed and wanted to ask me, but found that I was already asleep. She burrowed into my arms and felt the smell of me. After a long hesitation, a decision was made.
Don't tell me about Sun Xiaoqing.
She didn't want to...... Lose me.
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The next day, Xia Wanyu told me that she was going to Australia once tomorrow and that it would take a long time to come back, and asked me to live with Zhang Ling and not take advantage of Zhang Ling. I was a little surprised and asked Xia Wanyu why she went to Australia. Xia Wanyu said that there are some things to deal with, which are not big deals, but they are very time-consuming. I was a little reluctant, but I could only let Xia Wanyu go.
The night before Xia Wanyu left, I was going to talk to her. She told me that she was a little tired. I had to lie in bed and sleep with her in my arms all night. The next morning, I took her with me to the airport. Seeing Xia Wanyu's somewhat haggard appearance, I asked her what the hell was going on. She looked into my eyes, hesitated for a moment and asked me, "Hao Ren, what would you do if I forgot to tell you any secrets?" This secret is important, very, very important. ”
I looked at Xia Wanyu with some surprise, and asked suspiciously: "What secrets can you have, don't scare me." ”
Xia Wanyu hesitated, with a pair of big fiery eyes filled with blame.
I said helplessly, "You have a secret to tell me, and I don't want to hear it." Rotten this secret into your own stomach. ”
Xia Wanyu bit her lip and asked me, "Really?" ”
I nodded.
She asked me, "For what?" ”
I pretended to understand her psychology very well and said, "I don't need to know your secrets, everyone has one or two secrets in their life, you have them, and I have them." ”
Xia Wanyu looked at me without speaking, and I smiled at her.
I don't know if Xia Wanyu at this moment will really tell me that Sun Xiaoqing is in Sicily. However, I damn that I thought that I would lose the opportunity to see Sun Xiaoqing again. Xia Wanyu finally got on the plane by herself, and I watched Xia Wanyu's back disappearing at the entrance of the airport, and I felt a little helpless. is even more relieved, in fact, in the face of Xia Wanyu, I don't know how I feel.
I feel indebted to her, but I am willing to continue to indebted.
Valentine's Day played Lang Man with her, but it scared her.
I came home a little bitterly, only to find that the house was a mess.
There is no tiger and monkey in the mountains to call the king, and Zhang Ling, who lost the tiger, will not become the leader of the monkey and the great man of the family. I saw pillows flying around the house, shouting and shaking the sky, Zhang Ling and the queen were playing happily. The queen is just a little girl, no matter how much Wang Yingli gives her unique acquired advantages. But the child's playfulness made her decisively enter the water under the temptation of Zhang Ling, and Zhang Ling was determined to be a king.
As soon as Xia Wanyu left, my home became a chicken, a dog, and a dog.
Facing Zhang Ling, I shouted helplessly: "Ling'er." ”
Zhang Ling took the pillow, looked back at me, frowned and said, "Call me the Queen." ”
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Xia Wanyu, who got on the plane, looked at the clouds outside the porthole, with melancholy in her brows. This is a flight to Hong Kong, and after arriving in Hong Kong, you will transfer to Italy. This was done to deceive me, otherwise I might find out that she was going to Italy. She knows that I know that Sun Xiaoqing may be in Italy, so she has to be careful everywhere. From Shanghai to Hong Kong, and then on the plane to Italy, Xia Wanyu's eyes were filled with unprecedented sadness.
She is a strong woman, and she once kept the autobiography of the Iron Lady forever in her bookcase, which shows how much she admires women's rights. But at this moment, this woman looked at the world outside the porthole. For the first time, I had the urge to hope that the plane crashed and that I would die before Sun Xiaoqing. The dark cloud of death made Xia Wanyu dare not wait for the plane to come.
She was scared, scared of the plane.
Afraid to see Sun Xiaoqing.
But the plane would not go backwards because of her fear, flying from Hong Kong to Rome, and then from Rome to Palermo, the capital of Sicily, Xia Wanyu came to this city full of warmth and mafia for the first time. Sicily, the paradise on earth, the seaside is the city's calling card, and cozy is synonymous here. Future......
There is a high probability that it will sink here, like the Japanese island......
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Xia Wanyu arrived in Sicily at night, and the moon in the sky was very round, like a disk, which is the only place in Sicily that resembles China. The night sky was like a mirror, which made Xia Wanyu a little hurried. She got into a taxi and told the driver in English to go to a major local hospital. The driver saw that Xia Wanyu was a foreign woman, so he asked Xia Wanyu if she was from Japan, and praised Japan's love action movie for being very good, and the actresses in it were very dedicated.
Xia Wanyu said coldly: "I am Chinese. ”
The driver was a little embarrassed.
It is estimated that the driver often downloads Japanese love action movies, and the driver is looking at Xia Wanyu's chest under her shirt all the way, Xia Wanyu glanced at the driver viciously and turned his head to look at the surrounding environment. Clean, warm. The city is as simple as that, it can't stand for anything. But now that Xia Wanyu is here, her mood is a little painful, and she hopes that the situation she will see will not be so bad later.
Death is not so simple for her. Because this represents three people, not one.
Perhaps, it can also represent a family. Ben Ben is Summer's older brother, this is an indisputable fact. Miss is the little sister of summer, which is also an indisputable fact. But......
What can she and Sun Xiaoqing represent?
Sun Xiaoqing is his ex-wife, is she a continuation?
But Sun Xiaoqing has never divorced me, nor has he died. So Sun Xiaoqing is his wife, and she is a concubine?
She didn't like to think so, either. She prefers to think that Sun Xiaoqing is her best friend, her best friend who talks about everything. Maybe this will give her a little comfort from herself. When the taxi arrived at the hospital, Xia Wanyu got out of the car, looking at the dilapidated hospital in front of her and frowning slightly. She is not a hesitant woman who understands.
She came to the hospital and asked where Sun Xiaoqing was. The doctor frowned and was puzzled, and Xia Wanyu took out a photo. After explaining for a long time, the doctor took her to the door of the sterile room. At this moment, it was already two o'clock in the night, and Sun Xiaoqing was lying on the bed and sleeping soundly. She had a pale expression on her face and high cheekbones, which was due to the fact that she had become very thin. The illness made her no longer plump, and she was no longer beautiful. The bare hair doesn't even make her look like a woman, she is the beautiful and wise Xiaoqing who used to be.
My Jingyi people.
Xia Wanyu came to the glass and looked at Sun Xiaoqing......
Astound!
In addition to shock, there is calm.
These are two different moods, but now they appear on Xia Wanyu's body. She was expressionless and looked at Sun Xiaoqing lying on the hospital bed. Sluggishness, incomprehension, confusion, failure. After the most embarrassing, Xia Wanyu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "You are so stupid. ”
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Is it stupid?
Sun Xiaoqing doesn't think so.
In these days of fighting the disease, Sun Xiaoqing also has happy days. And every day is very happy, she will say to herself every day that she can live today. She told Ben Ben every day, you have a father. She told her every day that her father was in Shanghai. Life is like a game, and there will be an end someday. You may fall on the road, but remember that life can also be resurrected.
A few rebirths, a few victories.
Defeat again.
Sun Xiaoqing was not discouraged.
Doctors told her that she would only have thirty days to live. So she contacted Xia Wanyu and asked Xia Wanyu to come to Sicily. Originally, she wanted Dr. Monica to take care of Ben Ben, but Ben Ben has been particularly disgusted with him recently, and Sun Xiaoqing is afraid that their father-son relationship will become very bad. So he called Xia Wanyu and asked Xia Wanyu to take Benben and Sinian to meet him in Shanghai after she left.
Ben Ben and longing are the flesh of her heart.
Thinking back to the past and the future, I know my own illness, and my limit is approaching.
What should come, always comes.
A few days before Xia Wanyu came, Sun Xiaoqing faced herself with a smile every day.
Occasionally, she looks at some old photos and thinks about her life.
When people are dying, they are always calm.
Calm is like a cup of hot water placed on a snowy mountain, which quickly condenses into ice. Ice does not know how to feel emotions, and it will become ice after death. Forget everything, walk up to the Nai Ho Bridge, and drink Meng Po soup. Everything in the next life has nothing to do with this life. The fate of this life is over, why do you need to continue in the next life.
In such a state of mind, Sun Xiaoqing waited for Xia Wanyu.
Sun Xiaoqing woke up at four o'clock in the morning and found Xia Wanyu standing behind the glass window, when Sun Xiaoqing was startled and thought he had seen a ghost. After seeing clearly that it was Xia Wanyu, Sun Xiaoqing breathed a sigh of relief. Showing a happy smile that belongs to her-
PS: Happy Valentine's Day, I hope Mantou can go to the hotel with the goddess to do fun things today, and ask the goddess to go. One more thing, Ma Xiaodan has the shadow of a goddess. The story of me and the goddess could also be written as a novel. I had the opportunity to write it for everyone to read, it was absolutely wonderful.