The feeling of suffocation.

This is how Sun Xiaoqing feels now, watching her daughter leave her and watching her husband lie in the arms of other women. Sun Xiaoqing's heart was like a knife, but she was critically ill many times, so she didn't dare to step forward, didn't dare to call out her husband, told him that she was by his side, and watched him quietly in secret. Xia Wanyu's guess was very right, Sun Xiaoqing used Dr. Monica to leave the hospital, but Xia Wanyu's guess was also wrong.

Sun Xiaoqing has never left Sicily, she has always been by Xia Wanyu's side.

It's always been there.

In the dark watching him and her, as well as his own thoughts.

……

The letter was written by Sun Xiaoqing before she was critically ill last time, and after Dr. Monica handed it to Xia Wanyu, Sun Xiaoqing looked at Xia Wanyu from the side. Her eyes were full of tears, tears filled her eyes, and her heart was like a knife. But what can be done about all this?

She won't write the second half of the letter, just as she won't appear in front of me again.

She will disappear from my world, for death truly walks with her.

Watching Sinian follow the two of them on the plane, Sun Xiaoqing collapsed on the ground outside the airport. She cried like a tearful person, and her voice was hoarse and weak. His eyes were red and swollen like apples, and his face was earth-colored, and he had almost lost all his vitality. Sickness, feelings. The two pains were intertwined in her heart, making this great stupid woman in Xia Wanyu's mouth fall to the ground, no longer like a knife.

Because she has long since lost her heart.

Her heart. On his body, in his daughter's mouth, in his son's fist. And herself, only a sick and dead body remains.

Sun Xiaoqing stood up and dragged his sick body out of the airport. The mafia has been looking for her for the past few days, so she can only act on her own. In the past few days, she has been on the verge of death many times, but every time she sees her husband hugging her, the love of two men and women, she feels that she can't leave this world. Now that they have taken away their daughter, Sun Xiaoqing feels that his sky has fallen.

But what can she do, the time has come.

All she needs to do is wait for death.

Sun Xiaoqing came alone to a hill in Sicily, where she lived alone in a small wooden house. Dr. Monica didn't know where she was going to recuperate in the last years of her life. Her illness was severe, and the doctor was exaggerating. If she were to go to an international hospital, it would not be a problem to survive for another year. But she didn't want to lie in bed and let her children watch her die.

Miss the young age, Ben Ben is angry.

That's not good for them.

So, here she is.

I want to leave this world quietly here alone, leaving no trace or news.

……

The air in the wooden house was very cold, and Sun Xiaoqing lay alone in bed at night. The blanket is warm, but it doesn't stop the cold air. In the past few days, she couldn't sleep at night. It wasn't until dawn that she fell asleep. As a result, after dawn, she woke up leisurely. I only sleep 200 minutes a day, which is a little pitiful. She slowly discovers that she is afraid of the night, and she wishes she could feel the light and feel the sun.

She went to the town down the hill to buy the brightest lamp and put it in her house, and at night she turned on the lamp to lie down in the blanket. Slowly she no longer suffers from insomnia, but the pain in her body makes her endure even more pain. The illness was relentless and almost broke her.

There were pills and knives at the head of the bed, as long as she wanted.

Leaving this world is only a matter of moments, but the pain of illness again and again makes her dare not face this. Is it really good to leave? I have a husband, a son and a daughter. What are they going to do after they leave. Miss very little, she followed the two of them to China, will she miss herself. Ben Ben is so angry, if he leaves, will he go crazy, will he hate him? and him......

When Sinian grows up, will he find out that Sinian is his daughter. Will he go crazy because of this, he loves himself so much, will he not be like last time, crazy and not like a person. Or, will he commit suicide because of it. Sun Xiaoqing was very hurt in her heart, and in the face of illness, she gritted her teeth again and again and let herself lie on the bed.

However, she also knows the truth.

The end of illness is death.

After another illness, Sun Xiaoqing sat on the bed.

Take out your pen and write the second half of your letter on a piece of vellum paper.

She didn't want to leave any thoughts in her life, and she didn't want to see him in the future, because she was sad and uncomfortable. It is very troublesome to write on kraft paper, but Sun Xiaoqing's pen is very powerful. Almost in the blink of an eye, an article written on vellum paper came to life.

Looking at the end of the last round, Sun Xiaoqing put down the pen in his hand.

Calm and calm, like an orchid blown by the breeze.

She lay in bed, and for the first time she slept very deeply here.

……

Xia Xiaoyu!

When Xia Wanyu and I got off the plane, she was undoubtedly a surprise in my life. Brought back a daughter from abroad, and she is so smart, cute and well-behaved. After Zhang Ling heard about it, she shouted that she was accompanied by her sister, and she was no longer lonely, lonely, empty, and cold. I got in the car at the airport and asked him about my situation after I went abroad, and the third told me that everything was fine.

But when I looked closely, I found that the third child was a little hesitant.

It's like you're going to say something to me.

I asked him, "What's the matter with you, tell me quickly." ”

The third child turned his head to look at me, smirked and said, "Xiao Nan......"

"What's going on?" I looked at him with some confusion.

The third child said, "We are going to have children." ”

"Ahh The news was so strong that I was taken aback. Seeing the hesitation of the third child, I hurriedly said, "Xiao Nan will not have ...... already"

"No, no, no, we just decided to have a baby." The third child hurriedly said, with sincerity in his words.

I laughed and said, "Okay, if you decide to do it, you can work hard to have children." ”

The third child's face turned red into pork liver, Xia Wanyu looked at me coldly and said, "What are you talking about, there are children here." ”

I hurriedly shouted embarrassed, and Xia Xiaoyu, who was looking at the scenery of the Huangpu River outside the car window, turned her head and said to Xia Wanyu: "That's the Huangpu River." ”

I was a little surprised and asked her, "How do you know the way?" ”

"Someone told me." Xia Xiaoyu's eyes were filled with warm happiness, and Xia Wanyu and I both lowered our heads. This kid is very smart, like Sun Xiaoqing.

……

It wasn't until we got home that I was really dumbfounded.

Because my home has become a children's paradise, Zhang Ling heard that Xiaoyu was coming. I bought children's beds, children's slides, and thousands of children's products from the Internet. There was a gate made of balloons at the door, and a banner was placed on it, which read: Welcome Xiaoyu to our house.

Zhang Ling stood at the door in clown clothes, grotesque and funny.

Stepping out of the car and looking at what Zhang Ling did, I really didn't know what to say. Xia Wanyu was also angry with Zhang Ling, and it was obvious that we didn't think Xiaoyu liked these. But what Xia Wanyu and I couldn't react to was that after Xiaoyu saw all this, she ran up and hugged Zhang Ling, and returned home after being hugged by Zhang Ling. Looking at the gift Zhang Ling bought for her, her face was filled with a happy smile.

Could it be that sugar-coated cannonballs really work for children?

Xia Wanyu and I were both puzzled.

Zhang Ling's methods are very old-fashioned, she has had a desire to be a bear child since she was a child, and now that a little girl is handed over to her, she will naturally raise Xiaoyu to be a happy bear child. With Zhang Ling, a bear child, Xiaoyu quickly liked it here. In the evening, Xia Wanyu cooked, and we ate together. Xiaoyu's appetite is not very good, and after eating a little, she said that she was very tired and wanted to go to sleep.

Zhang Ling was about to take Xiaoyu to sleep, Xia Wanyu glanced at Zhang Ling coldly. Let Zhang Ling sit down to eat, and she took Xiaoyu to the bedroom. Seeing Xiaoyu being taken away by Xia Wanyu, Zhang Ling gulped down the dishes made by Xia Wanyu with a look of envy: "Xiaoyu is so cute." ”

"You like her so much?" I looked at Zhang Ling and asked with wide eyes.

Zhang Ling nodded and said, "I like it." ”

I bowed my head to eat, Zhang Ling showed a smile and said with a sly face: "My dream is to sleep with Xiaoyu in my arms every night." ”

I looked at Zhang Ling's sly smile and asked puzzledly, "What is it for?" ”

"You don't understand a woman's mind." Zhang Ling snorted, the smile on her face was very absurd.

……

I really don't understand a woman's mind.

In front of us, Xiaoyu was cute and happy, but she returned to the bedroom and faced Xia Wanyu. Xiaoyu's face showed sadness that I had never seen before. She was lying on the children's bed that Zhang Ling bought, looking up at the wind chimes in front of the window. Xia Wanyu sat on the edge of her bed, looking at her sad appearance, bowing her head and hugging her, her face pressed against Xiaoyu's face. Xia Wanyu asked softly, "Not used to being here?" ”

Xiao Yu nodded.

Xia Wanyu hugged Xiaoyu and said, "We all love you, but you only love Xiaoqing." I don't know how I can make you love me too, but I hope you don't let him find out anything. ”

"She told me." Xiao Yu pouted and looked at Xia Wanyu.

"She?" Xia Wanyu asked suspiciously.

Xiaoyu said: "She said, don't let me tell others that I am her daughter. ”

She...... Sun Xiaoqing?

Xia Wanyu froze in place, looking at Xiao Yu, who was only three or four years old in front of her, in disbelief.

Xiao Yu looked at Xia Wanyu and said, "Can you give me some jujube cake?" ”

Xia Wanyu's eyes turned red, and tears appeared in her eyes.

"Hmm!" She nodded and left Xiaoyu's bedroom.

Slumped on the ground at the door of the bedroom, tears welled up in Xia Wanyu's eyes.

It seems that only Sun Xiaoqing and Xia Xiaoyu can move Xia Wanyu.

One is the former woman of her husband, and the other is the daughter of the former woman of her husband.

Xia Wanyu breathed a sigh of relief, and went out with red eyes to buy the jujube cake that Xiaoyu bought in Sicily. Back in the bedroom, Xia Wanyu found that Xiaoyu was already asleep. Xia Wanyu held the jujube cake in her hand, sat on the side of Xiaoyu with a long sigh of relief, looked at Xiaoyu after falling asleep, Xia Wanyu picked up a piece of jujube cake and put it in her mouth.

After chewing it, I found that the jujube cake was bitter -

PS: The next chapter comes after twelve o'clock.