I dreamed that Zhang Ling became blind, and Xia Wanyu's eyes were red and swollen when she was crying. Xiaoyu was isolated by her classmates in elementary school because of her psychological shadows. After the last, I stood on the Oriental Pearl Tower, looked at the reckless Huangpu River below, and jumped down. I sat up in fright, and looked at myself lying on the hospital bed, the smell of disinfectant water in the air, and realized that everything I had just done was a nightmare.

I breathed a sigh of relief, jumped out of bed and put on my shoes, feeling a little weak in my hands and feet. The moonlight was thick outside the window, Xia Wanyu was lying on the other bed and sleeping with Xiaoyu in her arms, and Zhang Ling was lying on the bed opposite me, with gauze wrapped around her eyes and water in her hands. I was just about to go to the toilet, Ma Xiaodan came back with the lunch box, she saw me wake up and quickly walked up and handed the lunch box to me and said, "I will ask you to wake up soon, so I will go out of the village to buy you food." ”

"Eat it while it's hot, they're all asleep." Ma Xiaodan instructed me again.

I put down my lunch box and went out to the bathroom. came back to eat the hot meal that Ma Xiaodan bought, and asked her about Zhang Ling's condition. Ma Xiaodan told me that Zhang Ling's situation is not optimistic. Because her eyes caused many complications, and her brain was also hit hard, which was also the reason why Zhang Ling was sleepy. If it weren't for Xia Wanyu's relationship with me, the hospital would have issued a critical illness notice a long time ago.

Listening to this, my throat choked a little as I ate my meal. Ma Xiaodan handed over the tea and said to me softly: "Don't worry, you are not alone." ”

I looked up at Ma Xiaodan and took a sip of tea with a smile on my face.

……

The next morning, Zhang Ling was wheeled into the operating room again. After eight hours of surgery, Zhang Ling stepped off the operating table. The doctor told us that Zhang Ling would be able to wake up after the strength of the anesthetic had passed. But she was completely blind in her eyes, and it was difficult for her to regain her vision. I didn't know what to say, so I sat at the head of the bed and looked at Zhang Ling's pale cheeks, and sighed heavily.

About thirty minutes later, Zhang Ling woke up leisurely. After waking up, Zhang Ling was very flustered and anxiously asked us how she felt that it was dark in front of her and she couldn't see anything. She reached out and touched around, and I quickly stepped forward to let her hold me, and she cried and asked me what was wrong. I couldn't bear to tell her the truth, but it didn't take long for her to understand herself.

She held me quietly and lay in my arms. Without speaking or shouting, I hesitated for a moment and said to her, "Ling'er, I didn't protect you well." ”

Zhang Ling still didn't speak, and I wanted to let go of her. Zhang Ling hugged me tightly and refused to let go in the slightest. She was like a child dependent on her mother, trying to hold me, for fear that she would get lost if she let go of me. Xia Wanyu and Ma Xiaodan stood beside her, looking at Zhang Ling who was holding me, her eyes were a little red. Xia Wanyu told her about Zhang Ling's situation, Zhang Ling has a very strong personality, and when she heard that there was little hope for her eyes to be cured, she lay silently on the hospital bed, not talking or crying.

I think maybe she'd already guessed the outcome.

……

A week later, the gauze on Zhang Ling's eyes was removed. Her big eyes appeared in front of my eyes, and unlike the blind in the traditional sense, Zhang Ling's big eyes were still there. But the cells in her eyes that sensed the faint light were injured by the lime and died. I shook my hand in front of Zhang Ling's eyes, Zhang Ling's eyes didn't move at all, she couldn't see anything.

During this week, Zhang Ling was by our side almost every day. She needs our help to eat, go to the toilet, undress and dress, and most of the time Ma Xiaodan and Xia Wanyu are taking care of her. And I accompanied her to talk and listen to music, comforting her and hoping that she would not give up on herself, Zhang Ling was calm from beginning to end. Before I was discharged from the hospital, she said to me, "God is a little jealous of my cuteness, so he took away my beautiful eyes." ”

It was not God who took Zhang Ling's eyes, but those two vicious criminals. With Wang Yingli helping, the information of these two criminals is clear. But the two of them have been shot to death by Xia Wanyu, and I really can't hold back the wife and children of the criminal's family.

Zhang Ling is already like this, and I can only pray for Zhang Ling to have a better life in the future. But can a person get better if he loses his eyes? Whether you lose an arm or a thigh, you can use prosthetics or instruments to complete human movements. But the loss of the eye alone is completely impossible to solve through the problem of technique. Despite the existence of electronic prosthetic eyes, those kinds of things can only make people feel faint light, and those kinds of things can only be installed after the human eye has been gouged out. Zhang Ling's eyes are still there, and she looks exactly the same as a normal person from the outside, so this kind of thing is naturally not suitable for Zhang Ling.

All Zhang Ling can do is to slowly adapt to the life of losing her eyes, and adapt to the darkness of the entire world. It may seem cruel to say that, but it's the reality. The absurdity of life cannot be described in words. Only after experiencing it first-hand can you understand what it means to be a natural or man-made disaster, even if it is a little too painful.

Before Zhang Ling lost her sight, she was particularly fond of reading. But after losing her eyesight, Zhang Ling couldn't read any books at all. Although there are audio novels circulating on the Internet, Zhang Ling has never heard these things before, and now when she listens to these things, she always feels very strange, as if she can't bring them into the world world in the book. What's more, Zhang Ling especially likes to watch movies and play all kinds of things. But now, after losing sight.

All she could sit on was at home. Waiting for us to come to her and put the food in her mouth. When taking a bath, she had to wait for Xia Wanyu to take off her clothes first, and then she took off the clothes on her body, let Xia Wanyu put them aside, and guided her into the bathtub. She sat in the bathtub and soaked for a while, and then Xia Wanyu helped her take a bath again, first hitting the foam on her body, then pouring shampoo on her hand and letting her wash her hair herself. Xia Wanyu helped her wash her body, and after taking a bath, she helped her cut her nails and tidy up the places on her body that were not easy to clean. Zhang Ling was blankly waiting for Xia Wanyu's actions throughout the whole process, and after Xia Wanyu helped Zhang Ling take a bath, she put on a bathrobe and let her leave the bathroom and be taken to the living room by Ma Xiaodan.

Xia Wanyu began to take a bath by herself.

I thought about hiring a nanny for Zhang Ling, but when I thought about it, I felt that this idea was a bit unrealistic. Which nanny can take care of her so dedicatedly, and only Ma Xiaodan and Xia Wanyu can take care of her like this. And she must be very scared now that she lost her eyes, and she must not feel comfortable when we let strangers take care of her. So it's better for us to come by ourselves, as long as she gets used to the darkness, or we get used to Zhang Ling, who has lost her vision, then we will be much easier.

I really wanted this day to come sooner, but I didn't realize that we had invisibly become accustomed to Zhang Ling's loss of vision. Everything revolves around Zhang Ling, which is a compensation for her and a subsidy for our own soul. The optimism shown by Zhang Ling shocked us all. Ever since she realized that she had lost her vision, she had never shed a single tear, let alone complained and screamed.

I was so careful that I once secretly ran to Zhang Ling's room in the middle of the night to see if Zhang Ling would cry in the middle of the night. found that Zhang Ling slept very quietly at night, not at all like the crazy bear child before. But the more this is the case, the more I muttered in my heart, I was afraid that Zhang Ling would feel uncomfortable in my heart.

Zhang Ling didn't think so, she seemed to guess what was going on in my heart. She told me frankly that it had already happened, and that there was no need to regret it. If she hadn't been kidnapped that day, someone else would have been kidnapped. Since she was kidnapped, there will definitely be one less person who will not be kidnapped. I don't go to hell, who does. Zhang Ling said frankly, but I was helpless when I listened.

With such a big change in my family, it is naturally impossible for me to take care of the company's affairs. Fortunately, my company has long been accustomed to my sheep-herding management, and Liu Jiyang has long been accustomed to sending a report to my mailbox, as long as I reply after reading it, he can manage the company steadily and properly. This also won him a lot of praise in the professional manager circle in Shanghai, and I also won him the title of the first of the top ten managers of the year in Shanghai selected by a magazine.

However, it can be seen that Liu Jiyang does not take these floating names too seriously. On the contrary, a more interesting thing happened, Liu Jiyang went to the hotel company under Summer Finance every once in a while to have a look. The subordinate hotel enterprise of Summer Finance was handed over to Jiang Meng for management, and Liu Jiyang went to Jiang Meng, the meaning of which was self-evident. Jiang Meng is beautiful, and after Jiang Xiao's death, he is even more determined to be a stone girl, and he has been working hard for the past two years, and he is a bit stereotypical.

But again, it is precisely because of this.

Liu Jiyang fell in love with Jiang Meng, and he also had the heart to further develop with Jiang Meng. On the other hand, Jiang Meng is not interested in Liu Jiyang, but Liu Jiyang is not stunned, what flowers and roses do luxury cars are used to chase girls. Besides, Jiang Meng's status is not lower than Liu Jiyang, and he is not short of these things. Liu Jiyang knew that to deal with this kind of woman, he could only be stronger than them, and only by making them admire could he chase them down.

It just so happened that Jiang Meng's enterprise had encountered some problems in the development of his enterprise recently, and Liu Jiyang helped Jiang Meng to give him two pointers. Jiang Meng couldn't help but look at Liu Jiyang with admiration, and Liu Jiyang took the opportunity to invite Jiang Meng to the Whampoa Club Restaurant for dinner. During the dinner, the two drank a little wine and talked about work. After eating, Liu Jiyang invited Jiang Meng to get into his car. Jiang Meng's cheeks were crimson, and he happily got into Liu Jiyang's car.

Liu Jiyang was not in a hurry and drove the car to the Bund. Stopping at the beach and blowing the sea breeze, he easily held Jiang Meng in his arms, Jiang Meng struggled twice, and was captured by Liu Jiyang. Liu Jiyang knew how to capture and indulge, sent Jiang Meng home that night, and politely refused Jiang Meng's invitation to go upstairs.

A few days later, Liu Jiyang and Jiang Meng changed their Weibo status to being in love.

Jiang Meng took his things with him and ran to Liu Jiyang's apartment, and the two lived a cohabitation life without shame.

The pain that Jiang Xiao brought to Jiang Meng after his death slowly decreased and disappeared because of Liu Jiyang's appearance-

PS: The next chapter is coming soon. I recommend a new book issued by an old author, "The Beauty of Rebirth is Like a Cloud", the author's writing is very sophisticated, very good, and mature women and young women see me drooling a lot.