Wang Yingli took out the marriage certificate of the two of us from her arms, and the red book indicated that the two of us are now legally recognized by the state. I closed my eyes, and my heart ached to the extreme. I always thought that Wanyu had only conceived a child for me, but now Wang Yingli's words make me completely unsure of what to do. It turned out that before she had an abortion for me, she had conceived a child for Zhang Qingshi, and it was because of this that she was able to defeat Wang Yingli and become Zhang Ling's stepmother. I am very annoyed and confused, I really want to find a woman to vent, I really hope this woman is Wang Yingli. Without saying a word, I stepped on the accelerator and left the parking lot and drove to Wang Yingli's house. Wang Yingli looked at me angrily, didn't say anything, and sat in the co-pilot and seemed very quiet. She held the marriage certificate in her hand and hummed softly in her mouth:

The dark sky is low, the bright stars are flying with the insects, the insects are flying, the insects are flying, who are you missing......

Suddenly, I turned my head to look at her.

With a foot on the brakes, the car stopped at the entrance and exit of the parking lot. Wang Yingli just hummed a song calmly, not speaking or comforting me. But I know that this is the best comfort she has given me. I lay on the steering wheel, not crying or crying, only a heartache that was extremely sad. If only I had met her earlier, then her first love, first kiss, and first night would have been mine. However, the fate of reality, the pain of youth is a scar buried in the bottom of my heart forever, and I can't touch it and can't touch it.

Wang Yingli said to me: "After Zhang Ling's mother died, Wanyu and I were the most likely women to become Zhang Ling's stepmother. To be honest, my hopes were greater than Wanyu at that time, because I managed almost all of Zhang Qingshi's property that could not see the light of day, but as a result, Zhang Qingshi unexpectedly let Wanyu be Zhang Ling's stepmother, the reason is actually very simple, Wanyu was pregnant with his child. Wanyu and I both went to Zhang Qingshi's property, and I never thought about giving birth to him, let alone getting pregnant. But Wanyu did this, although she went to the hospital to abort the child after marrying Zhang Qingshi, but she was actually not simple. ”

Listening to Wang Yingli's speech, I didn't speak.

Wang Yingli lit a cigarette, took a puff and spit out a smoke ring, and said with a smile: "Actually, who is simple? Wanyu is a very smart woman, otherwise she would not have taken Ling'er to the Netherlands. I shouldn't have told you these things, but since we got the certificate today, then I'll tell you, anyway, you will know the Tao one day. I say this, not to make you hate Wanyu, nor to make you decadent, just to reduce your guilt for Wanyu, all you need now is to work harder, you don't owe anyone anything, no one owes you anything. To be honest, just now at the Civil Affairs Bureau, the staff asked me if you two would like to get married? What I think in my heart is unwilling, I am a person with emotional cleanliness, I don't want you to get married because of helping me, but I need your help now, you are right, as a leader, you can't live without a family, but if you marry me, you can have peace of mind, you can tell yourself righteously, you don't owe me? Hao Ren, you owe me nothing else but a heart. And what you owe Wanyu, but there is no heart so simple, you owe her everything you have, she doesn't owe you anything, everything you have now is given to you by Wanyu, do you know the way? ”

I turned my head to look at Wang Yingli, who spit out a smoke ring and looked at herself in the rearview mirror, with a cold smile on her face. Great wisdom and close to demons, there is nothing more than this.

"Go home!" Wang Yingli said coldly.

My throat swelled, and I drove out of the parking lot and back to Wang Yingli's house on Kangping Road. The plot is like two dogs and a man stealing. In the same way, I drove back to Wang Yingli's house, Wang Yingli dragged me out of the car, and then the two of us returned home and closed the door. Everything turned into fiery lips and longing bodies. Wang Yingli is such a person, either she doesn't indulge, or she wants to indulge completely. From four o'clock in the afternoon until twelve o'clock in the evening, the two of us did and slept and slept in bed. I don't know how many times I have been in the road, but I feel as if my body has been hollowed out, and my lower back hurts terribly. I forgot everything, all I had left was the movement of holding Wang Yingli and letting her under me or her groaning on me. Toilet paper, soaked sheets, and fine from the corners of the mouth. liquid, all of which constitute a picture of a dog male and female shamelessly stealing. The picture of love.

At the root, it's actually me who doesn't know shame.

And Wang Yingli is just indulging herself.

I don't know how many times I did, but I was tired and hungry and lay in bed and fell asleep. I had a nightmare in my sleep and woke up to find that it was just four o'clock in the morning. I felt a little thirsty, so I got up and went out to drink water. After getting up, I found that Wang Yingli was not by my side, and when I left the bedroom, I saw Wang Yingli sitting on the windowsill outside, wearing a layer of tulle, standing barefoot on the carpet, her back was very attractive, with a slender waist and thin legs, but looking at Wang Yingli at this time, I always felt that she had a freshness beyond the world. Wang Yingli heard the movement and looked back at me, I swallowed and salivated to the side to pour a glass of water and drank half a cup of water, and then walked over to feed her water, after she drank the remaining half a glass of water, I asked her: "Woke up, or didn't sleep?" ”

Wang Yingli smiled awkwardly and said, "I just woke up." ”

Her body was cold, and I hugged her from behind.

Wang Yingli smiled and said, "I talked to Wanyu on the phone just now. ”

"What did you say?" I didn't seem surprised to hear the news, and asked her calmly.

Wang Yingli said: "I said we got married because of political reasons. ”

"And then!"

"She said that Zhang Ling's due date was similar to that of summer, in December."

"And then."

"And then I said let's zuo'ai."

I didn't speak, Wang Yingli smiled and said, "She said she could guess." ”

I didn't know what to think in my heart, Wang Yingli continued: "I said I told you the secret that she had conceived a child for Zhang Qingshi, she didn't speak, I said a lot, and finally found that music was playing on her side. ”

I hugged Wang Yingli and didn't speak, at this moment I felt like a bastard, but from the beginning I felt like a scumbag, I was obviously sorry for Xia Wanyu, but I was holding Wang Yingli here. A man can't live without faith, but I admit that I myself have a small belly. I didn't ask Wang Yingli what music was playing on her side, because Wang Yingli was humming softly, and she was still the sad worm flying!

Perhaps there are times when children's songs best represent people's hearts.

……

I don't know how long it took for the road to turn gray. After a while, it will be dawn.

Wang Yingli said to me without warning: "You can go." ”

I didn't speak, I don't know what Wang Yingli meant by this sentence, she just let me go, or if she would go by herself. I knew that I had hurt her again, and I was a bastard and held her into my arms so hard that I wouldn't let go of her. Wang Yingli breathed a long sigh of relief and said to me with a smile: "I will go to see Zhao Xiaonian after dawn, and then I will go to Beijing for a meeting, if nothing else, I will go to Quanzhou, Fujian this time. To be honest, you did me a great favor by marrying me this time. Let me know that I myself am leaving. ”

Listening to the news from Wang Yingli's mouth, I was shocked in place. I tried to hold her, but found that Wang Yingli was slowly breaking away from my embrace. At the end of the day, she stood opposite me, the tulle on her body fell to the ground, and Wang Yingli was beautiful and fragrant in the moonlight, white and fresh. I didn't say no like a child, and I didn't cry and say not to leave to Wang Yingli, but looked at Wang Yingli's face and showed a smile that reassured her. I said, "Where do you go to Quanzhou?" ”

"First place." Wang Yingli's eyes were full of affirmation.

I asked again: "You are rising so fast, there is no opinion from above?" ”

Wang Yingli smiled lightly: "Do you know what it means to be blessed by misfortune? If I hadn't done you a favor, let the third child go. Maybe I can only be an official in Shanghai for the rest of my life, but this time, I can get the appreciation of that big man, maybe my future will really be up and down. ”

I didn't speak, and Wang Yingli's eyes told me that she didn't lie to me.

After going through so much, in the end, I found that Wang Yingli was going to leave.

Wang Yingli came up to me and hugged me and said, "You are the only one left in Shanghai, from now on, everything you have to rely on yourself." You did well yesterday, and I hope you will be as wise and wise as yesterday morning and not as decadent and crazy as yesterday afternoon. What you lack most is not the confidence to succeed, nor the effort to succeed, but the intellect to face problems. ”

I didn't speak, Wang Yingli said a lot to me.

I smiled and looked into her eyes and said, "How do I feel like you're talking to me for the rest of your life." ”

Wang Yingli didn't speak, she smiled, and she was wise and close to the demon.

……

It was dawning, and I put on my clothes and came out of Wang Yingli's house. Sitting in the car, but not starting the car. Click on the stereo and listen to "Worm Flying" in the stereo, feeling melancholy. In fact, I know that if Wang Yingli wants to improve in the future, she must leave Shanghai. It's just that I didn't expect it all to come so quickly. The marriage that was originally self-righteous became the last straw that crushed the camel, making Wang Yingli make up her mind to leave Shanghai. The secret of Xia Wanyu in her mouth, the child in Zhang Ling's belly, the unwillingness in Xia Wanyu's heart, Wang Yingli's own future, all of them are intertwined in my mind. Only the singing in the stereo is eternal, sad to the point of heartbreak.

In fact, the real pain is built on the youthfulness of youth.

Future......

It seems that there is still a long way off.

When it was dawn, I started the car and left Kangping Road. Wang Yingli in the villa put on clothes, put on a hat and dragged a suitcase to leave the home where she had lived for four years. She looked back at it all with a smile on her face. The sun shone on her face, brilliant and fragrant—

PS: The update has not been good during this time, and the main reason is the relationship with her. Last night, the four-year relationship came to an end, in fact, it was my own four-year youthful relationship to find the answer. It's not sad, it's not sad, it's just a little inexplicably sad. Serialized for 284 days, thank you for your company, Mantou believes that the future will be better. I also thank the students who comforted the steamed buns on QQ, and even more thank the students who voted on the website, and thank you to the Gu Ran brothers, the little potato classmates, and the ghost brother who is worried. As well as all the brothers and sisters who support steamed bread, I also thank Ruililai and Xiao Wuwan and Bai Moxun who recently voted for steamed bread, thank you. Mantou will try to forget everything, write the book well and completely, and the plot behind it is still very long. There is still a long way to go.