The queen lay in my bosom and did not speak, but was calm.

No matter how strong a child is, he will become very cautious when he gets sick. After the illness, the queen became very silent, and when she returned home from the hospital, she lay in bed and did not speak, and I stewed soup for her at night, and she only drank two sips and did not touch the small bowl again. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the queen, smiled softly and asked, "What did Mother Wang tell you?" ”

The queen did not speak.

I smiled and said, "Mother Wang told you!" Queen, no matter what life is, you have to rely on yourself. Only what you get is your own. Nothing that others give to you is yours. Wang's mother also said! Queen, you are my daughter, I will name you Queen, you will definitely reign in the world in the future, and become the true queen of the world. Wang's mother once said again! Queen, come on. Queen, don't give up. Queen, work hard! ”

The queen turned her head and looked at me viciously. She said: "Mother Wang didn't say that. ”

I looked at her and didn't speak, and under my gaze, the queen muttered: "Mother Wang said, you are my daughter, just my daughter, for a lifetime!" ”

With a relaxed smile on my face, I asked the Queen, "Is she not right?" ”

With tears in the queen's eyes, I said to her, "You're just a child, is it worth working so hard?" ”

The queen did not cry, but she lay down on her bed and said to me, "I am going to sleep." ”

I stood up and said to her, "Mother Wang really loves you. ”

"Get out!" The queen hid under the covers and roared.

……

At night, I sat behind my desk, lit a cigarette and watched Zhang Ling's graffiti on Du Fu in a primary school textbook. She painted Du Fu as a warrior riding a tall horse, and my stomach hurt when I laughed. This textbook was obviously bought by Zhang Ling in the bookstore after Du Fu's graffiti became popular, and this girl is really elegant.

Halfway through my view, the queen came to me in her little dressing gown. She had traces of crying on her face, and the two tear stains were pitiful. She sat next to me, and I looked at her helplessly. I don't know what happened to Lu Dao, but the queen began to tell me about her experience since childhood.

She said she had a mother who loved her and a father who loved her. Mom and Dad took her on a trip, but she accidentally died in a car accident on the way, and she was taken to an orphanage at the age of seven. In the orphanage, she saw too many children abandoned by their parents, most of whom were born with diseases, and some even had disabilities. The orphanage was poor, compared to the government buildings in the city center.

The dean was a woman in her fifties who often asked for money from welfare organizations. Later, Wang's mother went to the orphanage, and Wang's mother gave money to the orphanage, and the director solved the financial problem and raised hundreds of orphans with peace of mind. Chinese are not accustomed to adopting orphans, and most of the children in the orphanages grow up on their own and then leave the orphanages, and few children are adopted.

The first time Wang's mother went to the orphanage, the queen did not see Wang's mother. The second time Wang's mother went to the orphanage, the queen saw Wang's mother, when Wang's mother got out of the car, wearing simple clothes, her hair tied into a ponytail and put it on the back of her head, which looked very fresh. The children all rushed up to call her Mama Wang, and Mama Wang took snacks from the car and gave them to the children, but the Queen stood not far away, looking at Mama Wang from afar.

Later, Wang's mother came to the orphanage for the third time.

The queen became Wang Yingli's adopted daughter.

At that time, the queen was standing in the crowd, lowering her head and not daring to look at Wang Yingli.

Wang Yingli stepped forward and nodded at the dean and took the queen away.

Everything was as in a dream, Wang Yingli took the queen to the car and left the lonely and cold orphanage.

The first thing Wang Yingli said was: "You are my daughter, just my daughter, for a lifetime!" ”

Listening to the queen tell me about the origin of these words, I don't know how to feel in my heart. In fact, everyone's life is a different trajectory, and fate makes people meet, know, fall in love, and separate. I said softly to the queen, "She just loves you, you don't need to feel ashamed of her, and then let yourself work hard and work hard, living so tired." It's good to work hard, but living so tiring is really not the life you want. ”

The queen did not speak, she curled up on the sofa and buried her head between her legs.

The clock on the wall was moving slowly, and I took off my coat and put it on the queen, brought her a cup of tea, and said, "Go to bed quickly, you dare to stay up late today when you have a cold." ”

I put the tea in the Queen's hand, and the Queen looked up at me, and she said to me, "I want to have a father, the husband of the king's mother!" ”

I didn't speak, my expression a little frozen.

The queen said to me, "I pity Mother Wang, do you understand? ”

Perhaps, her mind is no longer more than twelve years old. I didn't know what to say, so I lit a cigarette and sat across from her. The queen looked at me with a frown, and said no more. After a long time, the queen stood up and said to me, "I'll go to sleep." ”

"Good night." I blurted out subconsciously.

The queen walked to the door but looked back at me and said, "Actually, the person you are most sorry for is not the woman surnamed Xia, nor her daughter, but Mother Wang." Anyway, the woman surnamed Xia has you, but Wang's mother only has herself. She must not have told you that she had fainted at her desk for you. Hmph, negative person! ”

With that, the queen turned and left.

I was shocked.

I wanted to call the queen, but I didn't have the courage to call her.

At the end of the year, I could only sit behind my desk, not knowing what to say.

took out his mobile phone and flipped out Wang Yingli's phone. After hesitating again and again, he took a deep breath but could only put down the phone, not daring to contact Wang Yingli. Just as I put down my phone, Wang Yingli's call came as scheduled. As soon as I put the phone to my ear, the sound of Wang Yingli taking a deep breath came from the phone, I didn't speak, listening to the quiet voice on the phone, I had some heart palpitations.

Wang Yingli didn't speak, and there was silence on the phone.

After a long time, I said, "Today the queen is sick, I took her to the hospital, and now she has just slept." ”

"I know she just spoke to me on the phone." Wang Yingli said to me, her voice was tired.

There was silence on the phone again, and Wang Yingli said to me: "Can you sing to me about Allure?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, my throat a little dry and a little clogged. Humming gently: "Even if the enthusiasm is extinguished, the night of the breakup is important, sweet words, lies, laughter, give me a little more, don't lack the topic, it doesn't matter if you are exhausted, kiss me to the bleak late night, the bustling downtown is full of lights, but you have never broken the dawn, the red eyes are faintly looking at this lonely city, like a wry smile, squeezing out the joy, the whole city is ruthless for me, the flashy and prosperous world is the breakup set, the legendary infatuated tears will fall into the city, the neon will go out, the world will gradually become cold, the fireworks will Xie Sheng, the song will stop, and the end of this story will be more beautiful! ”

For some reason, I sang a feeling of almost crying, and the song that was originally in high tune became like a mourning song in my mouth, which made people heartbroken.

After singing the song, Wang Yingli said to me, "Good night, take care of the queen." ”

I nodded and said, "Yes." ”

There was a busy sound on the phone, I put down my phone, walked to the window and looked at the lonely city with red eyes, with a smile on my face, as sung in the song, the fireworks will stop Xie Sheng's song, and the end of this story seems to be more beautiful. I don't know what the consequences of saying that I and Wang Yingli were, but after this phone call, Wang Yingli never contacted me again, and I didn't contact her.

Perhaps, I have already broken Wang Yingli's heart.

Or, Wang Yingli has to think about her future.

When the queen recovered from her illness, she remained very silent. Every night, she has to watch two movies before going to bed, whether it's a good movie or a bad movie, she watches it all. I asked the queen why she watched so many movies, and the queen said to me, "It doesn't hurt so much to watch other people's stories." ”

I can't say anything, after all, I'm not human anymore, I'm a complete asshole.

In the message below Xia Wanyu's blog post, Xia Wanyu did not reply to me. I go to work every day in the company, and the enthusiasm of the employees is very high, because their wages have risen a lot, and the company has introduced a lot of guaranteed benefits, so that employees can work happily. The boss of some companies always tries to ban the protection and welfare of employees, in fact, they are wrong, the boss is the soul of the company, and the employee is the blood of the arm, if there is no blood of the arm, the soul is a scum.

A few days later, Xu Gongsheng asked me to dinner.

The place to eat is not luxurious, but it tastes good. Xu Gongsheng talked a lot about the food on the table, not about the things on the business field, I smiled at Xu Gongsheng and didn't say anything. After the last, Xu Gongsheng looked at me and said, "Brother Hao, there is a sentence I don't know whether to say or not, in fact, if you buy Wang Xingjian's company, you will really regret it." ”

I looked at Xu Gongsheng and said with a smile: "Why do you say that again." ”

Xu Gongsheng sighed and said, "The drunkard's intention is not to drink, you slowly understand it yourself." ”

Leaving this sentence, Xu Gongsheng left the restaurant. I sat inside the restaurant, looking at the sake on the table, my brow furrowed and a little puzzled. Drunkard, who is it?

Hehe!

Yang Yang's restaurant in Nantong opened ten days later, and I rushed to Nantong to attend the opening ceremony on the opening day. Nantong is located in the north wing of the Yangtze River Delta, and its economic construction is very developed, so it is a good decision to open a mother's flavor here. Because of the rush of opening, the area of the bun shop is not large, but because the reputation of mother's flavor has long spread, it is still crowded on the opening day. I did not return to Shanghai that evening, but stayed in Nantong.

In the evening, Yang Yang came to me with a bottle of wine and said with a smile, "Do you want a glass?" ”

I looked at Yang Yang's charming eyes, and said with a smile: "Don't, it's easy to have sex after drinking." ”

Yang Yang glanced at me and said, "It's messy!" ”

I was a little embarrassed, but Yang Yang opened the wine and poured me a glass, and poured another glass for herself, she leaned her neck and drank it, with a wicked smile on the corner of her mouth, as if I was her person tonight. She looked at me, then at the wine in the glass, and her consciousness was obvious.

I reluctantly picked up my glass.

I suddenly realized.

The meaning of the drunkard seems to be that he is really not drinking.