In every man's growth, there will always be a woman. This woman may not be the best, but she is something that a man will never forget. It is the eternal love of men, as if it is the clearest memory of childhood, and it will be as clear as yesterday when it is recalled after thirty years. I am very fortunate to have met many such women in my life.

Behind every man's success, there will always be a few women.

In fact, it is not the first love that is really unforgettable. It's like me and Ma Xiaodan, I used Ma Xiaodan as a goddess at the beginning. But later, when I walked out of Ma Xiaodan's strange circle, I found that the flowers in the world were green. My feelings for Ma Xiaodan are as light as paper. The reason why the first love is beautiful and unforgettable is because of the hard-won ignorance. There is only one time in life, and the first person I like is sweet when I think about it.

However, just because you're the first person you fall in love with doesn't mean you're the first person you're in love with. Love is mutual, and I do give a lot of love to Ma Xiaodan. But because of Ma Xiaodan's own reasons, she didn't choose to love me. So when I understood this, I chose to let go and abandon this unrequited first love.

True love is actually very simple.

Sun Xiaoqing made me understand that true love is not about too many gains and losses.

I remember once Sun Xiaoqing told me that her crush was a hero of the world, and one day he would step on the seven-colored clouds to marry me.

The two of us weren't together at that time, and she wasn't pregnant. I laughed at her for being stupid and daydreaming. But reality makes me understand that the gap between ideals and reality is always so helpless. Sun Xiaoqing was self-defeating and gave himself a spring. Medicine, the two of us had sex and she got pregnant. She would never have imagined that her first time would be given to a man like me, who was not a hero of the world, and who did not step on seven-colored clouds. Even, at that time, I couldn't even control my fate.

Drugged, self-defeating.

We all guessed the beginning, but we couldn't guess the ending.

I wasn't a hero, she taught me how to be a hero. I didn't step on the seven-colored clouds, so she taught me how to climb them. If a man meets a woman between the ages of eighteen and twenty-six that makes him worth fighting for, then the fighting power of a man is immeasurable. As it turned out, Sun Xiaoqing succeeded. The unpredictable ending made Sun Xiaoqing's fate suddenly become ethereal after my success. Going abroad, disappearing, everything turned into smoke and faded out of my life.

Now, after many years.

Looking back on Sun Xiaoqing, I don't know what to think in my heart, but I can only let it go. There is nothing in the world that cannot be let go, including the love that I think is sincere. Whoever leaves will live, even though I have been lying in the rain on the streets of Italy, although I have been lost in Italy for two months, but that is all in the past. Time is the best antidote, and no matter how sincere your feelings are, there will eventually come to an end.

Although, this feeling.

It's so sadistic.

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There are always several roller coasters in life that take you to one peak and then to the bottom. Xia Wanyu gave me a small setback before I was successful, but after I climbed to the peak alone, she accompanied me through the biggest setback. If it weren't for Xia Wanyu, maybe my life would have lost the starlight after Sun Xiaoqing left, and I would have been in a state of collapse ever since.

It is even possible that I will be imprisoned because of the old fox, and Xia Wanyu, who appeared in my life at this time, is just like the lonely young woman who went crazy with me at the beginning. She needs me, and I need her. If a man can meet a woman between the ages of twenty-six and thirty-two, who is seven or eight years older than you, who is a role model for your life and helps you deal with all kinds of problems that your class cannot solve. So how lucky and happy this man is.

I am very fortunate to have Xia Wanyu in my life.

The life of mutual affection and respect is always too fairy tale, and it is unrealistic in the current society. It's like me and Sun Xiaoqing, it's always Sun Xiaoqing's great wisdom that tolerates me, and I always feel that I owe Sun Xiaoqing something. And Xia Wanyu is a qualified daughter-in-law. I'm not a strong man, so Xia Wanyu is strong. I've had ex-wives, she's had ex-husbands. She's spicy, I'm shy. She's sensible, I'm sensual. She didn't allow any flaws in her emotional world, but I hurt her again and again, and even became romantic. Playing with fire and setting herself on fire right under her nose almost cost her her her own life.

We have too much discord, like fire and ice.

But isn't that what real life really is? Stumbling, clutching, barely going through a lifetime. Although it is easy to fall in love, it is not easy to get married, but do it and cherish it. Xia Wanyu, a great demon with great wisdom like Sun Xiaoqing, does not, although she is also smart, at most she can only be measured by small cleverness, or it can also be said that she has courage and domineering. The future is full of infinite possibilities, but Xia Wanyu and I really can't be separated again.

Separated again, I'm afraid it will be life and death.

In fact, when blood is thicker than water, it doesn't matter whether you love or not. is like an old couple who have lived all their lives, but they didn't say a word I love you before they died.

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If you want to say that I am most sorry for the people, there must be Wang Yingli.

To be honest, it is precisely because of Wang Yingli's bank card that I have where I am now. If you want to talk about fate, maybe you can only encounter it if you go for a walk. I vividly remember that when I came out of prison, it was snowing heavily, and Sun Youbo beat me up outside the prison. At that time, I was lying in Wang Yingli's arms, and her arms were really warm. Wang Yingli is the most stable woman I know, she has always been in Shanghai, and she has a huge relationship in this acre and three points of land, almost as long as she asks for help, there is nothing she can't help.

However, I always felt that Wang Yingli was missing something.

Later, I gradually understood.

In fact, it's not that Wang Yingli lacks something, but that she has long been scarred by life, and her dreams are too far away from her. A little bit of a thought, just support her to live. Therefore, Wang Yingli always asks for nothing. She is more rational than Xia Wanyu, and she is also more accountable than Xia Wanyu to plan her life. She didn't want to have a child, so she adopted the queen. She didn't want to be in business anymore, so she stepped into the office. The future is far away, but in Wang Yingli's hands, it can always develop slowly.

I gradually understood that what Wang Yingli lacked was vitality.

At the age of forty, her mentality has long been sharpened to her old age.

And I'm just a year old.

The age gap between me and Wang Yingli is always a little bit different. Although Wang Yingli really couldn't bear the physical needs to have a relationship with me, her inner perseverance made her understand that it was impossible between us. So, she silently guarded my side, helped me solve troubles, and helped me with advice.

And I, like a bird under her wings, will always be cared for by her.