Gu Man's childish temperament opened his eyes and asked me, "What's wrong?" ”

Get along these days, especially that day after I had a meeting in the office in the wee hours of the morning. Gu Man's hostility towards me has almost disappeared, so he won't call me Mr. Hao anymore. On the contrary, I feel a little like my brother, but I actually understand when I think about it, I'm afraid Gu Ran told her something. Exhaled turbid air and looked at Gu Man, who looked like an elf in front of him. Said to her earnestly: "Accompany me to Nanjing." ”

When Gu Man heard me say this, he was stunned and then his face was happy, and he nodded happily and said, "Okay!" ”

Gu Man is not very old in the end, and after leaving Nanjing for a few months, he must want to go back and drink a bowl of authentic duck blood vermicelli soup. When I heard that I was going back to Nanjing, I naturally showed everything on my face. But she didn't know that if she went to Nanjing this time, it was very likely that she would not return to Shanghai. For me, this departure is important.

But it wasn't until I got on the train from Shanghai to Nanjing that I realized that there were some things that weren't that important. For example, the seemingly precious virgin, the hymen, is actually broken when stabbed. I didn't tell Gu Man that this departure may mean that I won't be able to return to Shanghai for a long time. I went to university in Shanghai and stayed in Shanghai. Lost and struggling here, starting a family here. But now I really have to leave and get on the crowded train. I have a feeling that I don't belong in Shanghai.

Looking back at the city, I suddenly found that everything that belonged to me no longer belonged to the city.

The departure of Xia Wanyu and Zhang Ling, the pursuit of Ma Xiaodan, the abandonment of Wang Yingli, and Yang Yang's rush out of Shanghai to the whole country. The city that I grew up in has long been mottled and ragged. It is so glamorous and tall on the outside, but it is so shameless on the inside. It carries my beauty, but it also brings me great loss. The train departed, and looking out through the window at the tall buildings, it was foggy, just like my mood.

Gu Man beside him ate the beef rice on the train, turned his head to look at me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Nothing." I looked back at her and said with a smile.

Naturally, she didn't know that my departure from Shanghai this time might be permanent. Even if she knew it, she didn't know how I felt at the moment. I simply didn't tell her all this, closed my eyes and lay down in my chair, letting myself fall into a deathly silence.

Many years ago, I stepped on the red car from my distant hometown with quilts and books on my back, and there was a group of people in the car playing the old game of bottle cap lottery fraud, I believed it, but unfortunately I didn't have much money on me at that time, so I didn't fall for it. After getting out of the car, I looked at the busy high-rise buildings, and stood in front of the traffic light in confusion and disappointment. At that time, there was really no ambition to conquer the city, nor did it have the ambition to establish a foothold here. has been waiting for Ma Xiaodan to be injured, and after being inspired by Sun Xiaoqing. I realized that men sometimes need to be at the top of the city.

Years later, I was carrying a simple suitcase. Sitting in the high-end box of the bullet train, there is a beautiful and lovely female secretary sitting beside her. The family business that has been worked hard for many years was split by himself, and he looked at Shanghai that gradually disappeared out of the car window, and he was not confused or lost. Only the heart is like standing still. Perhaps, the helplessness of life does not stop there. The reincarnation of fate will always come quietly.

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The city of Shanghai has always brought me memories of being tall and bustling, and there is an inexplicable sense of unfamiliarity. The first time this feeling disappeared was when I went to Zhang Xiaojun's house for dinner, and his parents warmly welcomed us, but it was only for a moment. The real disappearance was only after Sun Xiaoqing came back with Benben, and at that time I really felt that I belonged to the city.

To tell the truth, it was Sun Xiaoqing who left me in this city. If it weren't for Sun Xiaoqing, I wouldn't have stayed here. After Xia Wanyu takes everything away from me, I will leave here and return to my hometown, or go to another city. Being an ordinary little white-collar worker there may be a little achievement, or maybe no name. But it will never be like me today.

Actually, compared to the beauty brought by mediocrity.

This kind of turbulent waves can make people's adrenal secretion and full of fighting spirit. It can make people's lives more colorful, like a picture scroll. It is also more enviable to ordinary people, living in villas that ordinary people can't live in, and driving luxury cars that others can't drive. But I want to say, so what. People always use ability and money to beam a person's success or not, and use a house to beam happiness. In fact, when I really had everything, I really realized that in fact, the real happiness is that two people hide in a small house that they bought with a loan, and they don't care about the city, they only care about the people who share weal and woe together.

I don't understand why Sun Xiaoqing is leaving, but when I want to leave. I realized what Sun Xiaoqing meant by saying to me before he left, to work harder. But now I can't help myself. In the face of the menacing high-level game, the only thing I can do is to calm myself down, and then calculate others like a smart little strong.

Leaving Shanghai wasn't what I wanted to do, but I didn't really need to stay in Shanghai after the spin-off. Leaving temporarily means coming back like a storm in the future. When the speed of the bullet train reached 200 km/h, I was thinking. What does faster and faster life bring to people?

This result is unknown, because the future is far away, and this is more of a philosophical question, which is not something that I can understand. In fact, everything in the world can be described as philosophical after it has risen to a certain height. I regret that I didn't study philosophy when I was in college, so maybe I wouldn't have been bound by Ma Xiaodan's love, and of course, in that case, I might have become a charlatan.

After the bullet train completely left Shanghai, I looked back at everything around me and found that the surrounding area was no different from the countryside and countryside, and the high-rise buildings had long since disappeared.

A few years ago, Summer Finance Summer Real Estate was born in the city.

Now, a few years later, summer finance and summer real estate have completely disappeared from the city.

It will be dismantled, it will be history, forgotten in the corner. Just like my lingering youth, it has long been mottled by dogs.

ps: The update is a bit weak these days, but it's actually the steamed bun's own reason. Mantou only hopes that he will not disappoint everyone in the future and get out of such a state as soon as possible. This kind of steamed bread has been said for a long time, but I hope this time the steamed bread is true. Thank you.