After hearing this, she was very anxious and begged him: "Dad, I know that there are many things that I didn't do very well before, I hope you don't take it to heart, and you can put the baby's life first." ”

"I know how you're feeling at this moment, Suxin, one day you'll know I'm doing this for your own good. You have to remember that you have always been my biological daughter, and I still love you very much in my heart. After finishing speaking, without waiting for Zhuo Suxin to respond, he hung up the phone.

Zhuo Suxin felt that all thoughts were broken, but there was nothing to be done.

She didn't know who to ask for help, but she couldn't watch what would happen to the baby, so after thinking about it, she decided to go to the bank to ask about the loan.

She took a day off from the company and came to the bank.

After arriving there, she consulted the lobby manager about the loan, only to learn that the loan required such complicated procedures, and it also needed to be guaranteed by someone with fame, status, and status, otherwise she would not be able to borrow money at all.

After listening to this, she realized that she did not meet this condition at all, so she had to walk out of the bank.

Walking to the door of the bank, she kept her head down and just walked, but she didn't expect to collide with someone.

She hurriedly waved her hand and said to the other party, "I'm sorry." ”

The other party shouted exaggeratedly: "Zhuo Suxin? You're my good friend Zhuo Suxin, is that you? ”

Zhuo Suxin also looked at her with wide eyes, and the woman opposite looked about twenty** years old, wearing heavy makeup.

His hair was dressed in an unusual way, dyed purple and red, he wore earrings on his ears, which looked exaggerated, and he wore a nose ring on his nose.

Her clothes are bright red and purple, strange, and she walks on the street like a colorful peacock, which is very eye-catching.

Zhuo Suxin looked at her face, and after a long time, she cautiously asked tentatively, "Are you Ruan Lanzhu?" ”

"Yes, Su Xin, don't you know me, or do you pretend not to know? I still think of you as a good sister. Ruan Lanzhu pouted disapprovingly and said.

"Oh, why are you here?" Zhuo Suxin looked at her and hesitated for a long time before asking.

She had a lot to say in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it.

"I'll save the money, you wait for me, and I'll invite you to coffee in a moment. It's been a long time since we've seen each other, so we're going to have a good time together. ”

As she spoke, she dragged Zhuo Suxin's hand and asked her to sit down on a chair and wait for her.

After about ten minutes, after she finished her work, she pulled Zhuo Suxin out again.

She seemed familiar with the roads in the vicinity, and soon found a café and walked in with Zhuo Suxin.

After entering, he ordered two cups of expensive coffee, looked at Zhuo Suxin with a smile, and said to her: "I remember when you didn't go abroad a few years ago, when did you come back?" How's it going, do you mix well abroad? ”

Zhuo Suxin said to her: "I just came back, studying abroad, studying design, and my life is quite good." ”

"Then why are you worried, I said something happened to you, if there is something you can tell me, maybe I can help you."

Zhuo Suxin saw that she was dressed up brightly, and after hesitating for a long time, she still told her the truth of the matter.

After she told her about the baby, she begged her with some embarrassment: "Lan Zhu, what kind of situation are you in now, I wonder if you can help me?" ”

"Me?" Ruan Lanzhu laughed out loud and said self-deprecatingly: "If you borrow 180,000 yuan from me now, I can still take it out and lend it to you, but if you borrow 1 million at once, where can I find it with you, you can't help but think too highly of me, Su Xin." ”

Zhuo Suxin nodded in understanding.

Ruan Lanzhu saw her embarrassed look, and then continued: "You want to borrow so much money at once, it is not easy to borrow anywhere, unless you go to borrow usury." But once such a thing as usury is involved, it is like being addicted to drugs, and it will be very difficult to borrow and get rid of them in the future. ”

She talks eloquently and seems to know a lot about them.

Zhuo Suxin couldn't help frowning, and asked her tentatively: "I remember that you opened a store by yourself a few years ago, and it opened quite well, are you still running that store now?" ”

"Of course not, that store has long since closed down, do you think I look like a businessman?"

She shook her head helplessly.

"Huh? So what do you do now? ”

Although Zhuo Suxin asked so, she looked at Ruan Lanzhu's dress and grooming, and she had already vaguely thought of it in her heart.

"That's right, as you think, I'm a lady in a nightclub now."

After finishing speaking, she continued to light a cigarette and laughed at herself: "You must think that I am a very cheap person, don't you?" It was a great way to escape from the nightclub, but now it's back inside. ”

Zhuo Suxin hurriedly shook his head and said, "I don't have that idea, I know that people have their own ambitions, and sometimes they are forced by life." ”

"If you think so, you can think of me as a friend, come, have a cup of coffee, the coffee here is delicious, and I sometimes have a few guests bring me here." As she spoke, she brought the coffee in front of Zhuo Suxin.

She drank a cup of coffee violently, but there were tears swirling in her eyes, and she looked sad to look at her.

"What's wrong?" Zhuo Suxin asked her.

"What can happen, it's not that I opened a store with my boyfriend at the beginning, and then I used to be a lady in a nightclub, and he knew about these things of making money with my body, and he couldn't accept me, so he broke up with me in the end, and even took that store with him."

Zhuo Suxin listened to her very sadly, but she was also very relaxed, and she could feel how bitter she was in her heart.

"Then why are you going back to the nightclub?"

"What can I do? If I don't have money and I don't have a man, I can't go to the streets to beg and perform, right? It doesn't matter if you go to a nightclub, at least you can eat well, dress well, live well, and save some money. Isn't this society laughing at poverty and prostitution now? ”

She talked eloquently, which was not at all the same as the simple appearance of the past.

At the beginning, she had an ideal, that is, to make money, to make a lot of money, and to go into business and open a store with the man she loved the most.

But now she seems to have lost all her purpose in life.

Zhuo Suxin felt a little crusting pain in her heart, but she could understand Ruan Lanzhu's mood.

She raised her head, glanced at Ruan Lanzhu's face, and said to her after a long time: "I think no matter how you live, as long as you are happy." ”

"Yes, Su Xin, but I see that you don't seem to be happy, are you because of this money?"