Chapter 57: Banquet Encounter (3)
"Zhou Xiangyu, are you still the little Zhou I just met?" Gao Shanshan didn't believe it, Zhou Xiangyu could say so many hurtful words in his mouth, she didn't want to believe it.
Gao Shanshan wanted to break free of Zhou Xiangyu's restraints, but his strength was too small, so he could only be confined within the range of his fist against the wall.
The tears could no longer be controlled, remembering the scene he saw at the banquet, the sad scene on the deck, and the scene of every hurtful word he said now, scene by scene, like a movie in his mind, Gao Shanshan looked at Zhou Xiangyu painfully.
"Xiao Zhou's temper was not good, but he wouldn't hurt me, he wouldn't say something inexplicably, he would consider my feelings, he would perceive my discomfort and unhappiness, but what about you? Zhou Xiangyu, it's not you I'm in love, you don't need to avoid me at all, I just love Xiao Zhou, the Xiao Zhou I think is the best! As he spoke, Takasugi slid weakly from the wall to the ground, tears falling to the ground like beads with broken threads.
Zhou Xiangyu's body stiffened there, Gao Shanshan's words sounded in Zhou Xiangyu's ears like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, she said that she only loved Xiao Zhou who she thought was the best, not him! But she is Xiao Zhou, does she really not love herself?
Thinking of every word he yelled at Gao Shanshan, he suddenly regretted it very much! He wanted to reach out and help Takasugi up, but his outstretched hand froze in mid-air, not knowing what to do next.
Gao Shanshan buried himself between his legs, holding his knees with both hands, Zhou Xiangyu only saw her shaking shoulders, and guessed how sad she was crying now.
"Shanshan, I..." Zhou Xiangyu was speechless, and he didn't know what he was going to say for a while, and the anger just now disappeared when he finished yelling at her, and now a burst of guilt swept over him.
Gao Shanshan raised his misty eyes, looked at Zhou Xiangyu, and asked extremely sadly: "In your heart, am I really so unbearable?" Do you have 0 trust in me too? Mr. Zhou, aside from all this, I am just an employee of Zhou's and a subordinate of yours! Mr. Zhou, when it comes to my private life, have you taken care of it! ”
Gao Shanshan didn't know if she was talking angry or really from the heart, her heart was hurt twice in succession tonight, each time it came from Zhou Xiangyu.
Suddenly, Gao Shanshan stood up against the wall, stared at Zhou Xiangyu's eyes, as if he wanted to see into his heart, and then turned around and left Zhou Xiangyu's room without looking back.
Zhou Xiangyu, who was originally going to chase him out, suddenly retracted when he just took a step, stood straight in place, closed his eyes, and what appeared in his mind was Gao Shanshan's sad and desperate eyes, so profound, so, lingering.
Gao Sugi relied on his feelings, and kept running along the long corridor, until he ran to the end of the corridor, the back deck of the cruise ship, Gao Sugi stopped his steps, held on to the wall, tears broke the embankment, looked at the Thames, thinking about his current desperate mood, if she could, she really wanted to, just jump without hesitation, but she couldn't!
Takasugi walked to the railing on the deck step by step, letting the tears fly, letting her thoughts go through the myriad, she just wanted to be quiet and alone for a while!
Shen Wanying didn't know when, she quietly walked behind Gao Shanshan, looked at the embarrassed Gao Shanshan, and couldn't help but feel happy!
Takasugi was so sad that he didn't notice the sound behind him.
"Yo! Who do I say? It turned out to be the great designer of the Zhou family! Why, how can a person sneak here and cry on this big night! I'm crying so much! Was it abandoned by men? Oh yes, the little Zhou you miss in your heart doesn't want you anymore, I forgot to tell you that your Xiao Zhou is about to get married, but the bride is me! How's that, is this news exciting? Shen Wanying's smug face, Gao Shanshan turned a blind eye!
Gao Shanshan stopped her tears, gently wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, and then turned around proudly, she felt that no matter how sad and sad she was, in front of people who hated her, don't bow your head!
"I'm sorry, I'm not sad, and I just can't sleep because I'm new to the UK and I'm not familiar with everything here! I just went out for a walk and looked at the night view, but I didn't expect the cold wind to be blind, and... ”
Gao Shanshan's sudden pause made Shen Wanying a little unpredictable.
"What else!" Shen Wanying was the first to ask.
"And I'm sorry to tell you, I just have a good impression of Xiao Zhou I know, and your marriage partner is, Zhou Xiangyu, he is just my boss! Nothing else! "What Gao Shanshan said is very atmospheric and not pretentious.
"Takasugi, do you think I'm really going to believe your one-sided words? Do you know? Every time I see you so uncomfortable, I get happier and happier! Your pain is my joy! Hahaha! Shen Wanying looked up to the sky and laughed, ignoring Gao Shanshan's presence at all.
Gao Shanshan couldn't help but sneer, and then walked straight in front of Shen Wanying, ready to walk back to his room.
Just when she was about to step past Shen Wanying, Shen Wanying suddenly grabbed Gao Shanshan's wrist and asked again in disbelief: "Gao Shanshan, do you really care about Zhou Xiangyu?" Do you think I'm really going to believe it? Now, are you going to go back to your room and hide and cry secretly? ”
Gao Shanshan just looked at Shen Wanying straight, not angry but laughing, "Do you think I'll cry!" Then he shook off Shen Wanying's arm and left here without looking back.
Zhou Xiangyu, who was standing not far away, watched Gao Shanshan's departure, and said in his heart that it was impossible if he was not uncomfortable, but looking at Gao Shanshan's resolute appearance, even he himself didn't know now whether her words were true or not!
Gao Shanshan's back was straight, she was full of smiles, there was no one in front of her, even if she was the only one here now, but she felt that it was better to laugh than to cry!
If no one understands themselves, then understand themselves; If no one loves themselves, then they love themselves!
Takasugi returned to the room, walked into the bathroom, put a whole bathtub of hot water, and then sank herself into the water, so that she could temporarily numb her heart and not feel pain for the time being!
Takasugi returned to the room, walked into the bathroom, put a whole bathtub of hot water, and then sank herself into the water, and only in this way could she temporarily numb her heart and not feel pain for the time being!
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