Chapter 013: The Bleak First Time
"Ji Luo, don't, you're not such a person."
Maybe it was because she was too scared, so Zi Ling behaved a little blank, her expression looked dumbfounded, and she couldn't see the slightest emotion at all. She is like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, knowing that she can't hide, but she still can't help but make a dying struggle at the end.
"Hehe, now I can't help you say no, besides, don't think you know me very well!"
As if to confirm his statement, Situ Jiluo pulled the corners of his mouth and drew a sneer, and then lowered his head like a wolf and bit her neck.
"Ahh
The pain in her neck made Zi Ling cry out in pain, but if she thought this was the end, she was very wrong, this was just the beginning, the beginning of this crazy and crazy night.
One after another kisses fell, in fact, it was not a kiss, it could really only be regarded as a bite, and it fell on her body like a torrential rain. With an indescribable hatred, every blow has a tear of teeth.
Zi Ling's painful wail was heard in his ears, and it was unheard of. At this time, she was not only her, but also overlapped with a shadow in the depths of Situ Jiluo's heart. Every kiss with a tear is like a knot in memory, a knot that is rigidly entwined.
The clothes were then torn apart, very rude, and I didn't care that this dress was a global limited edition, and there were only three sets in the world. The hissing sound was a confirmation that the clothes were completely torn, and the smooth and fair skin quickly made one purple mark after another under Situ Jiluo's "brutal" actions.
But even so, it still didn't seem to satisfy him. He is like accumulating too many suppressed emotions, and today, at this moment, all of them have to be vented.
Zi Ling had forgotten to cry anymore, but his tearful eyes were looking at the ceiling vacantly, not understanding why he would be like this now.
Be... Because of her?
When he suddenly thought of someone, Zi Ling immediately did not allow himself to continue thinking about it. Because, if you think about it, it will be even more unbearable. Not only will she be embarrassed, but so will he, as well as the people Zi Ling cares about in his heart.
If she wants to say something to change the situation at this time, in fact, Zi Ling has forced herself to adapt to the current situation in the shortest possible time. Anyway, she is already his legal wife, and she is obliged to satisfy him, and besides, she has liked him for so many years, even if she gives herself to him.
But she didn't want it to be the way it was. This is her first time, and it is the first time for them, she doesn't dare to ask for too much, she just hopes to have a beautiful memory.
"Ji Luo, you listen to me...."
"Quiet, you're not qualified to speak!"
Zi Ling wanted to say something, but before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by the furious Situ Jiluo. Situ Jiluo's cold response made the reason that Zi Ling had managed to find for himself hollow. Now, she could feel nothing but his unsympathetic, almost venting gesture.
"Don't use strong ones, okay, don't make me hate you!"
When she said the back, Zi Ling almost screamed, just because this man used his actions to shatter her last glimmer of hope. She stared at the man leaning over her with empty eyes, and all that remained in her eyes was despair.
The same pain caused Zi Ling's entire face to turn white, and he bit his lower lip as if he was forbearing, and finally some dry tears poured out again. She turned her face to the other side, not wanting to look at him, for she was afraid that she would cry out loud.
Her first time, it was ...... That's gone.
And her favorite people...
But it has nothing to do with love and love, only anger venting.
Did Situ Jiluo hesitate? Maybe there is. Perhaps he hesitated when he felt that barrier. But it was only for a moment, and then he ignored it.
He didn't love her, and she married into his family for money. A marriage of complete benefit is ridiculous to the point of shame to him. He can no longer get the person he loves, but because of this ridiculous fate, he has to accept a person he doesn't love by his side and become a legitimate wife.
I'm sorry, not just for you, but for all.
This was the only trace of true self that Situ Jiluo had left, and it was quickly replaced by his cold side. No one ever asked him if he wanted or not, as if his would not matter.
Maybe many people will say behind his back that he was an orphan and was able to be adopted by the Situ family, which was the blessing he cultivated in his previous life and had such good luck in this life, but only he knew what existed behind it. Yes, his adoptive father loves him very much and treats him as his own son, but what else? He felt that his existence was a fundamental sadness.
"Roar!"
Thinking of the days spent in Situ's house since the age of ten, a feeling of blockage came to his heart, making Situ Jiluo let out a muffled snort. Then, as if venting his emotions at this time, he stepped forward and penetrated into her body again.
When he entered again, Situ Jiluo frowned, she was so tight, and he was so painful. In fact, it's not painful, it's just a crispy numbness, like being devoured fiercely.
Although he has been abstinent for a long time, it is not the first time he has met a woman who is nervous in bed. But the woman underneath him was the only one who made him feel tight, and, beautiful.
It's just a moment of distraction, but it gives Zi Ling a chance. She turned around and wanted to roll out of bed, but she completely forgot that the two were still "connected" together, and her movements pulled the place where the two were united.
Her move not only made her lower body, which was already feeling tearing pain, even more painful, but also made Situ Jiluo snort.
"Want to run?!"
At the same time as the angry sound sounded, Zi Ling felt his wrist tighten, and then the whole person was thrown heavily on the big bed. Then the heavy man's body leaned forward. Without the slightest pity for the jade, it entered her again, only a strong and powerful impact.
I don't know how long it took to say that Zi Ling found that he couldn't feel the pain anymore, maybe he was numb. It's just that the pain is still there, but it has spread to the heart, and the entanglement lingers there.
The whole body tightened, and Zi Ling suddenly felt that he might have loved the wrong person for so many years. Alas, there was nothing to be done, who told her to think that he really knew him, as he had just said.
This night, Zi Ling couldn't remember how many times this man asked her, she only felt that her whole person was up and down, and then she fell into a complete coma.