Chapter 151: The Consequences of Not Leaving
"Xiaoxi?"
Zi Ling was walking in the direction of the gate when she suddenly heard someone calling her. When she turned her head, she saw Yan Xinuo coming in her direction. Then, Yan Xinuo pulled her to a no-man's corner.
"Brother, do you have something to tell me?"
It wasn't until he was sure that there was no one in this small corner that Zi Ling opened his mouth to look at Yan Xinuo and asked with some uncertainty. Although I don't know what Brother Lu Dao wants to do, but looking at his preoccupied appearance, it seems that he wants to tell her something. And this matter should be not a small matter, otherwise he would not be in a hurry to say it now.
"Xiaoxi, you... Happy? ”
Yan Xinuo knew that it was very abrupt to ask this question suddenly, because he clearly saw that Zi Ling's whole person was stunned. In fact, he had been struggling with this matter since before he came on the field just now, and now that he finally caught Zi Ling, he felt that he should tell her what he was thinking.
Originally, he was going to wait for the end of this music festival and go back to Zi Ling to discuss this matter, but after observing this day, he seemed to notice that Situ Jiluo was different. I have known Situ Jiluo for so long, and I have a certain understanding of him, but I don't know why, this time he feels that he can't see through him.
Even, he would feel that the Situ Jiluo he saw was just an illusion. It made him feel that the matter could not be put off any longer. Let Zi Ling know her own arrangements and plans first, so that she can be mentally prepared first, so that when the plan is implemented, Zi Ling will not be caught off guard.
"I..."
Her brother suddenly asked her if she was happy, and Zi Ling was dumbfounded all of a sudden. From his eyes, of course she knew that Brother Lu Dao was not simply asking him if he was happy, but asking her about her marriage to Situ Jiluo, so she was obviously embarrassed.
"Don't feel embarrassed, tell my brother honestly."
"Brother..."
In less than a moment, Zi Ling's eyes were wet, because she poured out all the bitterness in her heart to Yan Xinuo. Including Situ Jiluo, he often didn't believe her, first suspecting her and Jamesde, and more recently Zhan Chengxi.
"People who trust you will believe in you unconditionally, no matter what happens."
After finishing speaking, Yan Xinuo turned around and returned to the banquet hall after watching Zi Ling enter the elevator. Only now did Yan Xinuo finally know how Situ Jiluo tossed his sister in private. No matter what, he won't let him continue, because he will come to end their torturous marriage.
The moment on the elevator door, Zi Ling couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. She just told him that Situ Jiluo didn't trust her, and she saw her brother's angry face. It's really hard for her to imagine what would happen if she told Situ Jiluo everything he did to her, maybe her brother would go up and beat people directly, right?
Although the time spent living with Situ Jiluo was very hard and aggrieved, she never thought about the word "divorce". So when her brother sent her into the elevator just now, when she asked her to think about it for a while, she felt like a bomb exploded in her head.
came to the corridor leading back to the hotel room, but Zi Ling did not move. Because everyone was downstairs to participate in the celebration banquet, there was naturally no one moving upstairs, so Zi Ling stood there for a long time and no one noticed her strange appearance.
Forget what my brother said for the time being, after all, there will be many hours to go back. Now what she was worried about was Situ Jiluo, who had saved her just now, and his uncomfortable expression still lingered in her mind.
Because of this, the more she thought about it, the more uneasy she became, she finally began to move, and although it was in the direction of her own room, it was not her door.
Zi Ling, who was sitting in the room, was very confused, because what her brother had just said to her echoed in her heart repeatedly, making her wonder what she should do next.
It's true... Do you want to divorce him? What would he think if he learned that his brother had such thoughts? Do you feel relieved to finally get rid of her burden? Without her, could he have lived a more colorful life? Thinking of this, Zi Ling's gaze couldn't help but fall on the closed balcony door.
Now he can even control his desires, he... She is not needed anymore.
This kind of realization made Zi Ling feel like a fool if he stayed any longer. So she got up and walked in the direction of the door. The moment I opened the door, it seemed that the bits and pieces of the past and Situ Jiluo appeared in front of me like a movie.
Not only those bad memories, but also many beautiful fragments. Especially just now, Zi Ling still clearly remembered that he rushed up desperately to make her meat pad, so he fell badly himself. It is precisely because of these bits and pieces that she will always linger on whether he is affectionate or unintentional about her.
Zi Ling understood that if she stepped out of this room today, she would almost step out of his life. Since then, it is difficult for two people to cross paths again. With this in mind, she closed the open door again.
Now, she can't deceive herself anymore. Even now, she still loves him, and she can't just walk out of his world. So, Zi Ling turned his head and walked towards the balcony and opened the door to the balcony.
"Smoking is not good for your health. Especially if you have to sing, smoke is very harmful to the throat. ”
Originally, hearing the sound of opening and closing the door, Situ Jiluo thought that Zi Ling had left. But when he heard such words, he turned around sharply in an instant. Seeing Zi Ling standing there cowardly, he almost thought for a moment that he was hallucinating.
The sound of the door just now was not the sound of her leaving, so what was it......
Damn it! Want to do so much? Isn't it enough that she didn't leave or leave?
Throwing the cigarette on the ground with a very unsightly image, Situ Jiluo was a little emotional. He had to restrain himself as much as he could, so as not to rush over, hold Zi Ling tightly in his arms, and then kiss her fiercely until he was old.
"I thought you were gone."
Standing in the distance and looking straight at the purple spirit in front of him, Situ Jiluo tried his best to say what he wanted to say in the shortest words, not wanting the other party to judge what he was thinking at the moment through his tone.
"Uh... Oh well, I'll leave. ”
Hearing Situ Jiluo's extremely indifferent words, Zi Ling misunderstood, thinking that he had done something embarrassing and boring. So, after saying this sentence with his head down and tears in his eyes, he turned around and prepared to leave.
It's just that as soon as she turned around, a hot body suddenly came behind her. Then a head was pressed heavily on her left shoulder. She was about to say something, but the person behind her spoke first.
"I thought you were gone!"
It was the same words as just now, but the tone was very different, and the voice was a little low and hoarse. word by word, finally revealed the turbulence in his heart at the moment.
Zi Ling was facing away, so she couldn't see Situ Jiluo's expression, but just these six words, which were exactly the same as just now, made her unable to take a step. So, with her heart turned sideways, she decided to be willful tonight, leaving herself a night that she could remember again and again in her future life.
"I didn't leave, I stayed very spineless."
After speaking, Zi Ling lowered his head again. She was out of her mind, so she didn't care about anything and poured out the grievances in her heart. But when she finished speaking, she didn't see any reaction from Situ Jiluo, and she became uneasy. She couldn't see what his expression was behind her, and she couldn't guess what he was thinking. In fact, she was more worried that Situ Jiluo would laugh at her.
Feeling the obvious tremor of the woman in his arms, Situ Jiluo couldn't help but smile. Although it was not what he wanted to hear, if he didn't leave, he didn't leave, and the facts speak for themselves.
It's just that what Zi Ling just said made him feel extremely distressed. It turned out that he had been doing this to her all along, and he had already hurt her. At this moment, he told himself that he would definitely treat her well in the future.
"Do you know what the result will be if you don't leave?"
Burying his head tightly in her neck, Situ Jiluo asked softly in her ear, with a hint of "seduction" in his tone. Even so, he still asked cautiously, as if he was afraid that he would be rejected.
"Zhilu Dao."
The simple answer of the two words was like suddenly pressing a switch, turning off Situ Jiluo's reason, self-esteem, and face. He eagerly turned the purple spirit around, lowering his head and eagerly searching for the two lip flaps that had always tempted him. After finding it, I printed it without thinking.
He didn't need to ask anything more, the simple words "Zhilu Dao" gave him too much room for reverie. Knowing the result of not leaving, but still staying, this is clearly confessed, her expectations. So, for the rest of the time, there is no need to say anything, just use your body and mind to feel good.
Feeling his wide and warm embrace, and the familiar and fascinated aura, Zi Ling closed her eyes and decided to let the throbbing invade her body and mind. It was the first time she had forced herself to face her heart, so she wouldn't allow herself to run away anymore.
But Situ Jiluo seemed to be doing this for the first time, in fact, since he figured it out, he had always felt indebted to her, so he seemed as cautious as the first time.
Gently tracing the shape of her lips with the tip of his tongue, feeling her tremble slightly, Situ Jiluo only then printed the whole thing. As if he had been longing for a long time, he sucked the flaps of his lips that fascinated him.
It wasn't until Zi Ling's lips were red and swollen from his kiss that he reluctantly moved away from the crazy pink that made him go uneasy. Instead he provoked her earlobes, the roots of her ears, and then her neck. But soon, he returned to that pink again, because he felt that kissing her always made him want to stop.