101. This decision was finally made
As soon as the headlights in the room were turned on, Xin Huan first saw the empty wine cans rolling on the ground. Looking at the sofa again, the man who was so drunk on the sofa was embarrassed. Xin Huan tugged at the placket of his clothes and shouted in surprise: "Xin Ziyang! How did you get back?! β
Xin Ziyang lifted his eyelids, staggered to his feet, and walked towards Xin Huan. Messy footsteps kicked against the empty wine cans, making a screeching sound.
Xin Ziyang said: "This is my home, why can't I come back?" Why did my daughter come back and my daughter was not happy at all, but her face was full of panic? β
Xin Ziyang looked behind Xin Huan: "What about your mother?" Your mother went out with you, didn't she? She's at the door, she's back, isn't she? β
Xin Huan took a step back, held on to the door, and carefully adjusted his breathing: "No, my mother is not here." Look"
"Your mother, really didn't go out with you?" Xin Ziyang's body was cold, "...... You mean, on this New Year's Eve night, your mother is alone and doesn't return all night? β
Xin Huan remembered the call from Xin Ziyang that she received when she was at the Mingyue Corridor Hotel. Speech. She didn't pick it up at the time. Maybe Xin Ziyang is playing that electricity. Tell her he's coming back. Xin Huan couldn't help but regret it now...... If I took it at that time, I would have had time to inform my mother, but at this time - I could only have a showdown.
Xin Huan also felt nervous, and her whole body was shivering coldly. But she raised her head high and looked back at Xin Ziyang: "Yes, my mother just didn't return all night." But she is not alone, she is with Bai Zhenxuan! Bi"
"He's with Bai Zhenxuan?" Xin Ziyang looked at his daughter and repeated her words word by word: "...... It turns out that it's all true? It turns out that she has been with Bai Zhenxuan all this time, hasn't she? And tonight, she went to a diamond auction with Bai Zhenxuan, and Bai Zhenxuan auctioned the most expensive peerless diamond in public, and said that she would name it 'Ning', which is also true?! β
Xin Huan was slightly stunned.
It turns out that Bai Zhenxuan has already acted? Thick, so happy for my mother. I believe that tonight's mother must be like a dream......
She smiled, "Great." β
Xin Ziyang couldn't believe his ears, "Huanhuan, what did you say?" β
Xin Huan repeated indifferently: "I said, great." β
"What did you say?" Xin Ziyang grabbed his daughter's collar and brought her to his eyes: "You said it's too good?" Have you forgotten who you are? You are my daughter of Xin Ziyang! Since you were a child, you hated the Bai family the most, and you didn't want to see Bai Zhenxuan the most. When I was a child, every time I asked you to accompany my mother to the Bai family, you would cry, and every time you went, you tossed the Bai family up and down, and turned your back ......"
"But you actually said to me today: Great?"
Xin Huan was a little frightened, but he was not afraid, and looked directly into Xin Ziyang's eyes from a tighter distance. In it I saw blood, I saw anger, and I saw itβdodge. She smiled: "Forget Xin Ziyang, don't play with lust." I'm not afraid of you at all, so what's the use of you showing me this? β
Xin Ziyang let go of his fingers in a dejected manner, Xin Huan stood up on his own, tidied up his clothes, and said, "Don't tell me, saying that you took advantage of my bad temper when I was a child, and used this method to separate my mother from Bai Zhenxuan." If you dare to say it, I will look down on you! β
"You look down on me, I'm going to say it too!" Xin Ziyang shouted in despair: "I know that you hate me, hate me for sending your mother to Baifu to say hello...... But the reason why I'm relieved is not because of you! Huanhuan, I know your character, and I know even more that you will be able to take your mother for me......"
Xin Huan smiled: "Yes, I can take my mother seriously." I let her stay in Baifu for a minute, so that she had to go to me all the time, so she didn't have time to be alone with Bai Zhenxuan...... But I put all my mind on my mother, and I couldn't stop you. As a result, you have lived a chic and happy life over the years, on the one hand, there are all kinds of scandals, and on the other hand, you are pregnant with Wang Yazhi again! β
"You've got that kid's name - it's called Sinda, isn't it? Listen to the names of our children: Xin Jie, Xinda, Xin Huan...... It's just a bit of a happy thing, isn't it? Xin Ziyang, you shameless, it turns out that you still want to 'be happy for all'! β
Xin Huan sneered and stretched out his hand to push Xin Ziyang, and Xin Ziyang retreated weakly. Until he retreated to the edge of the couch and sat back with a pop. Xin Huan sneered: "What do you want to be 'happy for all'?" Do you want the red flag at home to not fall, and the colorful flags outside the home to flutter? β
"My mother is weak and doesn't dare to mess with you; Her ears are soft, and every time she is fooled by your kind words...... You don't think it's okay anymore, and you dare to continue playing outside, right? Do you think that my mother may never file for divorce with you for the rest of her life? β
Xin Ziyang's face was full of gray when he landed: "Xinda's name, Wang Yazhi said?" I told her she wasn't allowed! β
"You still want to hide it?" Xin Huan laughed desolately: "How long do you want to hide it!" Wait until Wang Yazhi gives birth to the child, wait for the raw rice to be cooked and matured, ah?! β
Xin Ziyang raised his eyes tiredly: "Huanhuan, I don't want to lose your mother." Can you help me persuade your mother? I swear that this time I will change everything, never make your mother sad again, and only guard her to live well until she grows old in this life. β
"It's too late." Xin Huan shook his head: "...... Let's get a divorce. You don't deserve to drag my mom down anymore. β
"Xin Huan!" Xin Ziyang gritted his teeth: "How can you say that!" β
"I said the same thing to my mom." Xin Huan looked indifferently at the man who gave her life: "I helped my mother make the final decision." If you still have a little affection for my mother, you can quickly let her go, so that she can enjoy the happiness of being pampered again in the future. β
When Xin Ziyang heard this, he smiled sadly: "Someone told me before that the recent incident between your mother and Bai Zhenxuan was all caused by you. You use yourself as a cover and take your mother in and out of Bai's house frequently; On Christmas Day, you personally handed your mother's hand to Bai Zhenxuan...... I don't believe it yet. β
"I said how is it possible, Huanhuan's surname is Xin, and she is my biological daughter of Xin Ziyang, can she still tell the difference between inside and outside! Who is Bai Zhenxuan, and who am I to her! I said that my Huanhuan loves this family the most, and she doesn't want to see our family break up; I said that my daughter was straight-tempered because I hated to fight with me regardless of my family...... So you're all talking nonsense, and you're all wronging my daughter. My daughter will not, she will be on my sideβ"
"But it turns out that I am all wrong?"
Xin Huan raised his head violently, looking hard at the ceiling to keep the tears from falling: "What they said is right. Xin Ziyang, I betrayed you. It was I who encouraged my mother and tried my best to match my mother and Bai Zhenxuan. β
Before Xin Huan finished speaking, he was slammed on the cheek!
She was caught off guard, and her body was suddenly pulled to the ground. His cheeks hurt hotly, as if someone had sprinkled hot chili oil. She covered her cheeks and turned her head to look at Xin Ziyang in disbelief: "You hit me?" How dare you hit me! β
Xin Huan got up angrily, ignored the empty wine jars on the ground, crawled over and smashed the cushion on the sofa at Xin Ziyang, and cried loudly: "...... It's not all because of you, it's not that you're shameless! Do you think I'm willing to give my mother away, and you think I'm willing to watch our family fall apart like this? β
"But what else can I do! I've quarreled with you several times, both soft and hard, but you just won't repent! My mom has depression, do you know it? How many nights has she hid in the bed and cried secretly, do you know the truth?! β
"You're out in the wind. You don't care if we live or die. But what about me, what about me?! How could I be willing to watch my mom continue to suffer like this? How can I bear not to help my mother escape from your sea of misery! β
Xin Huan cried so much that he couldn't smash it, so he stopped and sat cross-legged on the floor tiles and cried: "Bai Zhenxuan, who is a hundred times stronger than you!" Why didn't I give my mother to Bai Zhenxuan, why should I let my mother continue to suffer from you! Xin Ziyang, if you are still a gentleman, don't be embarrassed for my mother. Later, when my mom comes back, don't mess with my mom like thatβyou can go with my mom to get the divorce done. Then I can continue to recognize you as a father - otherwise, even I will not recognize you again! β
Xin Ziyang calmed down and only asked faintly, "What if I don't?" β
Xin Huan was happy: "What's the matter, you're still not convinced, right?" Let me tell you Xin Ziyang, I can do anything for my mother now! If you don't promise me now, I'll stab you with a knife and then myself, or I'll push you and we'll jump off the building together!" β
Xin Huan got up as he spoke, grabbed the paper and wrote the divorce agreement.
She has quietly made preparations these days, and has checked the procedures and procedures for divorce on the Internet. The format of the divorce agreement was also familiar with it, so I wrote it out with a pen. walked over and showed Xin Ziyang: "My mother doesn't want anything, everything is left to you!" Sign it! β
Xin Ziyang lowered his eyes and glanced at the content of the agreement, and his eyes stayed on the item of child support. He raised his eyes in some surprise: "Huanhuan, you mean, you don't go with your mother?" If you don't go to the Bai family, do you still stay by Dad's side? β
Xin Huan bit her lip and nodded stubbornly: "Hmm." I can't let you lose my mom and even me. No matter how miserable a man is, his wife is separated...... Although you have another junior and a son, I will still stay, at least save you a little face, and leave a little thought! β
Xin Ziyang finally couldn't hold it anymore, hugged his daughter, lay on his daughter's shoulder and cried loudly: "Huanhuan, my Huanhuan......".
It was almost dawn, and the father and daughter, who had calmed down, sat side by side in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, smoking a cigarette while looking out the window at the world that was gradually getting brighter.
Xin Ziyang knocked off the cigarette on Xin Huan's mouth: "Don't smoke!" β
Xin Huan shook his head: "I didn't light the fire, just hold it." Upset. β
Xin Ziyang overnight, as if he was ten years old. People in their forties, who are well-maintained on weekdays, look like they are in their thirties, and at this time they have lost all their former glory. His hair is dry, his back is rickety, and there are deep wrinkles at the corners of his eyes.
"Huanhuan, do you want to hear your dad tell you your story?"
Xin Huan turned his head to look at him: "Well, you can talk about it." β
Xin Ziyang took a deep puff of cigarette: "When I was born, I was just in time. Leather. As soon as I was born, I was scolded as a bitch, and I was scolded by the whole village. When I was still in my arms, I had to accompany my grandparents to the criticism meeting. Although I was young at that time, I still had those fears deeply imprinted in my mind. β
"When I was five or six years old, I realized that the reason why I suffered all this was because my ancestors had opened a 'syndicate film company'. Because the syndicate was too famous, because the ancestors were too rich, the Xin family was designated as capitalists and became the most hostile people of that era. β
Xin Huan was stunned when he heard this. This was the first time she had heard Xin Ziyang mention his childhood. It was so painful that he never said it.
ββ¦β¦ But my parents told me not to blame my ancestors for the suffering in front of me. The syndicate created by our ancestors will sooner or later prove its value in time. β
Xin Ziyang's eyes seemed to be filled with tears: "On the night my grandfather died, he held my hand and kept saying, 'Ziyang, I don't have a chance with your father. But you're still young, and you still have a lot of time. You must, find a way to reinvigorate the syndicate. I can't let the ancestor's hard work just go silently, gone......' until I nodded, and the old man finally closed his eyes. β
Xin Ziyang took another puff of cigarette: "But it's easy to say, but it's too difficult to do." Our family was penniless at that time, and all property was confiscated; Even the food ration field, the village refused to give it to us...... Later, when I finally survived the reform and opening up, I had no strength of my own, but I really didn't have the slightest ability to find the syndicate. β
"Later, it was Bai Zhenxuan, who had just returned to China, who found me." Xin Ziyang glanced at Xin Huan: "After that, you will know the way." β
"The syndicate was re-listed, and I became the general manager of the syndicate again. But there is no one in the circle who doesn't know that I am just an ornament, a marionette that Bai Zhenxuan put in front of the stage. If I don't meet his mind, Bai Zhenxuan can take the syndicate out of my hands at any time......"
Xin Ziyang took a long breath: "I can only do everything I can to please him." He didn't hesitate to follow him like a dog and wag his tail and beg for mercy...... Later, even that wasn't enough, and I had to think of your mother. β
"Your mother and Bai Zhenxuan are old acquaintances, and after your mother saw Bai Zhenxuan for the first time, she confessed to me when she came back. I thought, although this method is a bit obscene, but it is also the only way I can please Bai Zhenxuan at that time, the only way to keep the syndicate. I had no choice but to do this. β
"I see." Xin Huan also felt uncomfortable, and reached out to pat Xin Ziyang's shoulder: "Okay, I wronged you." I thought you were just here for glory and riches......"
"But those scandals outside you, and Wang Yazhi...... You're still damned! β
Xin Ziyang smiled bitterly: "Huanhuan, maybe there are some things that you don't understand until you grow up and get married." I sent your mother into the White Mansion, and you separated me, I know that nothing will happen to you...... But the rumors outside are overwhelming. People in the circle laughed at me, and there were people pointing fingers at me at any party. Bai Shuyi even more treated me like a grandson......"
"Gradually, I was lost and distraught. But I can't vent these pressures with your mother - she can't bear her temperament, and I can't bear her...... I went out to find a woman and Wang Yazhi. β
"I don't have to be restrained with those women. I can toss and vent as much as I want......" Xin Ziyang paused: "Okay, I won't say it, I know that you don't like to listen, no matter how you listen to it, it looks like I'm making excuses." β
Xin Ziyang took another breath, and in the blink of an eye, there were already tears flowing: "But I want you to know, Huanhuan, I really like your mother...... I knew that I was a puddle of mud, and the only cleanliness in my life came from her. With her by my side, it can also purify my soul; If she is gone, I will never have a chance to redeem again in my life......"
Xin Huan's heart was also twisting and hurting when he heard it, but he still patted Xin Ziyang: "...... I also feel sorry for you, but I don't sympathize with you. The blisters on your feet are all coming out of your own, so don't drag my mom down. Let's get a divorce. β
"I'm your daughter, I'm surnamed Xin, I'll be with you. But my mom doesn't have that obligation...... Let her go, and I'll spend it with you in the sludge. I can't save you, but I'll at least be with you. So that you will not be alone in the future. β
Xin Ziyang burst into tears again, lay on his daughter's shoulder, and cried out.
Xin Ziyang is drunk enough and tired enough. Xin Huan patted him to sleep.
She didn't care that she was also physically and mentally exhausted, so she pulled her shoes downstairs to stop her mother.
I'm not afraid of 10,000, I'm afraid that in case, she can't let her mother go upstairs again and meet Xin Ziyang again. She didn't want her mother to be soft-hearted again, and she didn't want Xin Ziyang to do anything drastic under anger.
From a distance, I finally saw Bai Zhenxuan's car coming. The silver-winged cherub on the front of the car is really beautiful in the golden sunlight in the morning.
When Lin Ning saw her daughter, she exclaimed, "Why did you cut your hair?!" β
Xin Huan laughed: "When I was a child, my mother tied her braids every day, and I couldn't ...... it myself" After my mother is gone, she is no longer around, who else will help her tie her braids? I cut it, and I don't have to think about things.
Xin Huan didn't finish speaking, but Lin Ning understood, and cried out while holding her daughter's shoulder: "Huanhuan, it's all because my mother is not ......"
"No, it's not." Xin Huan hugged her mother back: "My mother is the best mother in this world." I'm fine, I'm older, and short hair is more energetic. β
Bai Zhenxuan also walked down, stretched out his two hands, and hugged the mother and daughter: "Huanhuan, let's go with Uncle, Uncle will take you home." β
"I'm not going." Xin Huan smiled brightly at Bai Zhenxuan: "I've known since I was a child that dragging oil bottles is not a good word, so I won't take care of it." Bai Zhenxuan, you take my mother back to your house first. After the New Year's holiday, early in the morning of the 4th, I will take Xin Ziyang to the Civil Affairs Bureau. You guys go first, I still have to go upstairs to watch Xin Ziyang, so I won't send it. β
Lin Ning's tears were even more uncontrollable: "Your father, he ...... Tell him for me, I'm sorry. β
"Don't say it." Xin Huan patted his mother: "You have nothing to be sorry for him." It's because he has messed up his life, and he has no right to blame anyone. Don't worry, I'll take a good look at him. β
Bai Zhenxuan hesitated: "Today is New Year's Day, or Heyu's birthday." Huanhuan you should come......"
Xin Huan laughed vigorously: "No, I'm not going." So many people celebrated his birthday, and there was no shortage of me. Besides, we are ordinary classmates, we don't have so many personal friends, and I don't even know that he has a birthday today. β
"Okay, let's go, I'll go upstairs too." After Xin Huan finished speaking, he endured reluctance, resolutely turned around and strode towards the door.
She knew that her mother had not left for a long time, and the wind blowing behind her kept bringing her mother's gentle crying.
But she couldn't turn back.
didn't even see it, not long after Bai Zhenxuan's Rolls-Royce drove away, a heavy locomotive burst out of the shadow of the trees on the side of the road. Black people and cars, like night colors that have not yet been illuminated by the sun, roar forward.
When Xin Huan stepped out of the elevator, he received a call from Heyu. Speech. She didn't answer, just looked at the electricity. The words rang stubbornly by themselves.
After a long time, he finally gave up, but he still sent a text message, saying that he would do it at the Bai family on his birthday today, and asked her when he would come, and he waited for her.
Xin Huan bit his fingers, thought about it, thought about it again, and pressed it with sadness: "I'm really sorry, I don't have time." I wish you a happy birthday and a prosperous future. β
Every year there is a present day, that is, every year there is no her.
Xin Huan calmed down outside the door, and then opened the door and entered the house.
I cooked porridge lightly, and wanted to ask Xin Ziyang to get up and eat. When I walked to the door, I found that Xin Ziyang was calling electricity. words, his expression was very grim: "What did you say?" You repeat! β