37, dreams are like crossroads, where should the future lead (second update)

This night, Xin Huan dreamed of his past life.

She was 22 years old and had just received her college diploma. The choice of life and career is in front of you.

She didn't want to go back to the syndicate, she didn't want Wang Yazhi and Xin Jie's mother and son to think that she was fighting with them, she wanted to do her own business. Just like Cui Yongyuan at that time, he wanted to devote all his talents to the shooting of documentaries.

As the professors at the university said, in many European countries, the prime-time programs broadcast by TV stations are documentaries, and they will never be full of brainless entertainment talent shows like at that time in China. The professor said that since you have chosen this major, even if the temporary environment in China is not good, please take responsibility for your major.

She likes a sentence in "Farewell My Concubine": "From the beginning to the end, not only emotionally, but also professionally." ”

It's just that the sudden crisis of the syndicate can't allow her to insist on her own beginning. Xin Ziyang and Wang Xin jointly filmed a set of costume TV series. At that time, starting from the more than 70 episodes of "The Legend of Zhen Huan", super long dramas were popular in the circle, and there was no profit to talk about if there were no ordinary dramas with 40 episodes or more...... So that drama is also ready to shoot Da in 80 episodes.

Extra-long episodes also mean a huge investment. Xin Ziyang gave almost everything he had, and the stars invited were all first-line celebrities in China, and he was sure that this drama would definitely sell at a good price.

Even if the well-made TV series has won the eyes of many TV stations and online platforms, the State Administration of Radio, Film and Television suddenly issued an order to restrict the broadcast of costume TV series!

Xin Ziyang's investment was forced to be stillborn, but the first-line stars in the play refused to give up half of their salaries, and Wang Xin took the opportunity to pass on all the losses to the syndicate...... Later, several big stars jointly pursued Xin Ziyang and forced Xin Ziyang into a corner......

In the past, the syndicate, in case of financial crisis, could also ask Jiahe for help; At that time, the syndicate was no longer willing to be accommodated by any financial institution - just because any financial institution had to give Jiahe some face.

Xin Huan had no choice but to return to the syndicate at that moment, trying to turn the tide. But even if she tried all her best, the only thing she could rely on at that time was her relationship with Heyu, Xin Ziyang just wanted to get life-saving money from Heyu through this relationship.

In desperation, she could only accept and be depressed......

He Yu's infatuation is her only reliance, but it has also become the biggest threat - He Yu has a falling out with her family, wants to have an open relationship with her, and makes it clear that she will not marry in this life.

The whole society was in an uproar, scolding him for being incestuous and incestful; He Yu's star journey was blocked, and Lin Ning also suffered tremendous pressure. Later, He Zhong was also angry because of this and sanctioned him. Not only was the syndicate not able to be saved by her, but even the last glimmer of life was cut off...... Wang Yinhua led all the famous artists to go against the water, and the syndicate hula building collapsed.

The stolen ones really don't last. God will always take it. Counting the interest, it will cost you even more.

Xin Ziyang said that he was sorry for his ancestors, and chose to jump down from the roof of the building to solve it; Lin Ning was affected, and the new child in her womb was almost unsafe...... Everyone around her was hurt because of this relationship. She had to accept Bai Shuyi's conditions, left quietly, and wandered the world incognito.

When she was 23 years old, she met a little turtle on the road to Buddhism on the southwest border of China. Because the boy had similar eyebrows and eyes, she saved his life. She didn't ask who he was, and she didn't tell the baby turtle who she was other than her name.

Since then, the two have been with each other, closer than friends, but they have never reached the point of lovers.

It's not that she can't, it's that she doesn't want to.

Even one night, in the jungle in the southwest, the little turtle used brute force and put a dagger against her neck, trying to force her to agree; She only calmly put her neck on it, but she refused to let go of her legs......

…… Three years later, she was 26 years old.

Caught off guard that day, she saw a report about Heyu from the media. said that the wedding date of the big star and the young has been set.

On the day of Yu's wedding, she had an atmosphere with the little turtle. She knew that she was just using the topic to play, and she didn't blame the little turtle for everything, but she still couldn't control herself. She ran into the forest alone......

Recklessly, she didn't expect to attract people who had always wanted to kill the little turtle, so she didn't hesitate to block the bullet for the little turtle that day-because it was what she owed the little turtle in the first place.

On the day of her wedding to Yu, she died thousands of miles away on the border with poor communication, for another man......

Xin Huan woke up in tears.

The cold moon shines brightly, illuminating the face of the little turtle.

The little turtle's fingertips didn't have time to withdraw from her cheek, and said embarrassedly, "You're crying." ”

Xin Huan hurriedly sat up, avoided his hand, and asked, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

The little turtle's face was gloomy: "You're having a nightmare, I'm not at ease." ”

Xin Huan tilted his head: "I dreamed of you." You in your past life. You were the same age as me back then, but why are you ten years older than me now? ”

The baby turtle stopped breathing.

Xin Huan continued: "In my previous life, when I died, I was 26 years old, and you should be 26 years old; I saw you in this life, and you said that you were 26 years old at the time......" The answer that was about to come out made Xin Huan's nervous fingertips cold.

The little turtle didn't answer, but asked faintly, "What else do you remember?" ”

Xin Huan frowned: "Little turtle, have I ever mentioned to you before, who were the celebrities who jointly sued the syndicate at that time?" ”

The little turtle didn't speak.

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