"Hmm."

Even though his heart was surging, he only responded with such a flat tone in the end.

This kind of dead of night is the easiest to probe people's hearts, so Song Yi also noticed the changes in his mood.

She pressed the sigh in her heart.

Just ask, "Why can't you sleep?" Can you talk to me? Da"

She stared at his hand, using the dagger so skillfully, and the bamboo pole in her left palm became smaller in an instant. And on the floor at his left foot, there are two toothpicks.

She really didn't dare to think of the bamboo pole and the toothpick together, so she didn't expect him to sharpen the bamboo pole to sharpen the toothpick; But at this moment, she believed He.

He couldn't help but think of his grandmother. The old man who believed in Buddhism, insisted on living alone in the countryside and refused to follow his children and grandchildren to live in the big city, and silently counted a bowl of Buddha beans in a porcelain bowl every day with the morning bell and dusk drum of the ancient temple in the mountains. She couldn't read many words when she was old, and she couldn't read scriptures when she was old, so she insisted on her own practice by counting beans.

When Song Yi was a child, he was ignorant, and he once frowned and asked, when will he count so many beans?

When she was young, she felt that she was relieved only by counting quickly, and she could go to play; When I grew up, I realized that for my grandmother, the process of counting Buddha beans was the most quiet, sweet, and liberating.

So the little turtle in front of you sharpens a thumb-thick bamboo pole into a toothpick, is it the same?

What kind of pain did he have in his heart that he wanted to be liberated through such a slightly masochistic practice?

She thought about it and said, "Little turtle, do you know that you are such an enigmatic man. ”

The little turtle couldn't help frowning, and finally put down the half-cut bamboo pole and looked at her quietly: "Song Yi, I'm thinking that I should send you back." Your days in Beijing are not short, it's time to go back to study. ”

"So that's it!" Song Yi tilted his head and smiled: "It's okay." Anyway, the National Day holiday is coming, and besides, I'm a two-year junior college, and this year is mainly an internship. ”

There was no warmth in the little turtle's eyes: "Then you should also go back and do your own thing." ”

Song Yi lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "Little turtle, I know what you have to say. You want me to leave, don't continue to pester you in Beijing. ”

The little turtle frowned, but did not deny it.

Song Yi sighed: "Actually, I know that I am quite stupid, and I am dead-eyed. I fell in love with Liu Xiang at the beginning, and I didn't care if people liked me like this, so I plunged into it. As a result, by mistake, people didn't know that I liked him at all, and I was the only one who experienced a 16-year-old lovelorn and hurt alone for three years. ”

The little turtle didn't speak. But he understands the wishful thinking that Song Yi said.

In two lives, he met Xin Huan twice, and he was always moved by her, but he was never accepted by her.

Song Yi didn't expect the little turtle to be willing to listen quietly, so he had a little more courage: "...... Then I'm doing the same to you now. You don't have to be burdened, and don't worry about hurting me. All I need is to stay near you and see you. So don't let me go, okay? ”

The little turtle felt a pain in his heart: two lives and two lives, his mood towards Xin Huan was not like this!

As long as I can be by her side, as long as I can see her all the time, I am satisfied.

The little turtle lowered his head again, grabbed the bamboo pole, and slashed it hard.

Song Yi was not at ease, so he asked, "Little turtle, why don't you say something." Do you agree or not? ”

The little turtle didn't look up, but said lightly: "I'm not a good person." ”

Song Yi was stunned: "I don't believe it." Even if I don't know you yet, at least I know Xin Huan. If you're really not a good person, she'll never let you stay with her for so long; If you're really not a good person, she will kill me in the morning and take me away, and she will never allow me to be with you! ”

The little turtle looked up, and this time, did not deny it again.

Song Yi smiled: "Look, I knew you were a good person!" You are so righteous, how can you be a bad person! ”

The little turtle shook his head: "But in essence, I am really a very bad and bad person. ”

"Where in this world are there all the good people?" Song Yi said briskly: "Everyone has something they desire in their hearts, and they will do everything they can to achieve that goal; Once the situation is compelled, they will even take risks and unscrupulous means......"

Song Yi breathed a sigh of relief: "Actually, I'm the same." For example, that day in the Forbidden City, I saw Liu Xiang and his girlfriend, and I also had bad intentions. I didn't want to be looked down upon by them, and I subconsciously wanted to take revenge on him, so I didn't care about your feelings at that time, so I forcibly kissed you......"

Song Yi smiled, spread his palms, carefully caught a beam of moonlight, and held it carefully: "I originally thought that I was really willing, and I didn't resent Liu Xiang at all; But at that moment I realized that people are not exempt from vulgarity, and it turned out that I had quietly resented him...... That's why I want to take a little revenge in that way. ”

Song Yi slowly raised his eyes and smiled, but there were tears in his eyes: "So you see, I'm also a bad person." Since we are all the same people, how can I be afraid of you? ”

Xiao Gui's heart moved slightly when he heard this, thinking that Xin Huan told him that day that he was actually taking revenge on her by forcibly kissing Song Yi, and he actually hated her in his heart......

He didn't deny it, he knew she was right; At that moment, he even gave up on himself, annoyed that he had finally hated because of love.

But at this time, I listened to Song