19 Lose everything
Ziqi didn't understand at first, but she felt that the hot air escaping from his thin lips squirted straight into her ears, itching and uncomfortable. When it means to come over, tens of thousands of grass and mud horses in my heart are running by, where is this wave, it is clearly cheap!
Wu Lang smiled, and suddenly leaned over and pressed her cheek, "We don't let me use my hands for this matter, I'm afraid that the effect won't be achieved, you don't have enough!" ”
Yao Ziqi's face flushed, "We don't need you to interfere in our affairs." "Even if your boyfriend cheats, you don't need to be notified by him!
On the leather sofa, the man pressed the woman under him, his eyes dark, "I can't live if I do my own evil." Got it? ”
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Before writing this chapter, I said I wouldn't cry, but in the end I couldn't hold back my tears! Woo woo ~ ~
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Why is their fate really ...... Wonderful?!
Traveling exhibitions? Fu Huanyan couldn't hide her envy, people have been advancing rapidly in the past five years, but she still stopped in place. But she really didn't expect to meet Song Dunn here, and she couldn't help but smile bitterly after being surprised.
"I have a traveling exhibition this year, and I happen to have a stop here." Song Dunn glanced at her short hair, and something flashed unexpectedly.
"It's me." When you meet someone in a foreign country, there is always a little joy in your heart.
Song Dunn was overjoyed and touched her hair in disbelief, "It's really you?" ”
The voice in his ears was not unfamiliar at all, Fu Huanyan turned his head in surprise, "Why are you here?" ”
"Yan?!"
The moment he passed by, the man who had already walked away turned around and ran back.
These buildings seem to be brought to life, and Fu Huanyan can feel another culture and history. She walked around and looked, stopping from time to time to draw what she saw on the drawing board.
Lifting his watch and looking at the time, Fu Huanyan paid the money and walked back with the packed sandwiches. She carried a sketchpad behind her back and admired the ancient buildings around her as she walked.
Except for ...... Except for missing the man who was far away.
The sun slanted down through the ancient streets, and Fu Huanyan was bathed in this morning light, and his whole heart was filled.
Far away from the troubled world, Fu Huanyan is slowly struggling out of that catastrophe. It gives her a sense of tranquility and allows her to forget everything for a while and devote herself to painting.
She has never lived such a life, although it is poor, but it is simple and happy.
Every morning, Fu Huanyan first went to the river to sketch, and on the way back, he went back to a small coffee shop to have a cup of coffee and order a sandwich. The tuna sandwiches are so delicious that she takes one out for breakfast and takes one back for dinner.
It's been a month since she came here, and Fu Huanyan has finally settled herself. She rented a house with a pointed roof, and was satisfied that the small house was cleaned up and filled with her paintings.
France was once the country of her dreams. She likes the romance here, and she likes the art here.
This sister contained a thousand words, Fu Huanyan turned around crying, and disappeared into this familiar city.
Fu Jinchen wiped away her tears and didn't dissuade her too much, "We'll wait for you to go home." ”
"Sister, come back early."
On the day he left Minghai City, Fu Huanyan only told Fu Jinchen. After all, she didn't want to go too desolate by herself, so she hugged Fu Jinchen's shoulders and cried.
That feeling of never being able to get it back, she just tasted it alone.
Fu Huanyan lowered his head and bit his lip tightly. Xiang Bei, do you know, it's not that we don't have a tacit understanding, but that I don't have the qualifications to have a tacit understanding with you. It's not that I don't want to persevere, but I don't want you to leave yourself with regrets forever in order to insist with me.
There was a chill in his dark eyes, and he suddenly laughed, "Even a little bit is fine." ”
The green tendons on Xiang Bei's forehead were tight, and his eyes were full of loss, "Fu Huanyan, I thought that after so many years, I should have at least a little tacit understanding with you." ”
Holding back the pain in his heart, Fu Huanyan hooked his lips and tried to calm his tone, "You have spoiled me for so many years, let me spoil you once!" Xiang Bei, we broke up. ”
"Don't be angry." Fu Huanyan raised his head, took his hand and clenched it tightly, "It's better for me to say this than for you to say it." ”
Xiang Bei was furious, "Do you dare to say it again?" ”
"Fu Huanyan!"
After five years, Fu Huanyan took the initiative to speak again. She promised back then that she would not say this again, even if she was angry and angry, she never said it. But today, she had to say.
"Let's go apart."
Fu Huanyan's voice was very low, Xiang Bei's deep eyes sank, and he looked at her with a frown.
"Xiang Bei."
Fu Huanyan lowered her head, now she has lost the opportunity to persevere! Today's Fu Huanyan, what else can he use to insist? With her dilapidated home, or with her reputation for having nothing?
But now?
Fu Huanyan's eyes moved, staring at Xiang Bei. They've gone through seven years, and they've gone through another five years, and they're really used to it. But Fu Huanyan didn't worry about anything before, it was a matter of time before they left, as long as they insisted, they could always be together.
Got used to it?
Bending down and squatting in front of her, Xiang Bei's palm fell on her shoulder, "Don't think about it, we've all been used to it all these years, right?" ”
"Hmm." Fu Huanyan sat on the sofa with a calm expression.
When Xiang Bei rushed to the studio, his mother had already left, "My mother has been here?" ”
"Huan Yan, it's my aunt begging you, you let Xiang Bei die!" Xiang Mu's eyes were red, and the sadness in her eyes suddenly reminded her of Lian Yi, "Only when you leave, Xiang Bei can listen to us!" ”
Her answers were incoherent, and her whole heart was confused.
Fu Huanyan's heart shrank, "I'...... No. ”
Xiang's mother got up and grabbed Fu Huanyan's cold hand, with pleading in her eyes, "You have been entangled for so many years, do you have to wait until my father and I are exhausted before you are willing to give up?!" ”
"Huanyan!"
Fu Huan's face was so angry that he couldn't open his mouth to refute. Yes, what else can the Fu family be today except for being a joke pointed at by everyone?!
“……”
Xiang's mother sank her face, stared at her eyes and said in a cold tone, "In the past, our Xiang family couldn't climb the Fu family, and in the future, we won't be able to climb even higher!" ”
"Yes, let it go!"
Xiang Mu's sudden sharp tone, Fu Huanyan, who was stabbed, couldn't stand, "Let it go?" ”
"Please spare my son!"
There was a window open in the studio, Fu Huanyan happened to be the window, and occasionally a cold wind blew in, she couldn't help but shrink her shoulders and asked, "What are you here for?" ”
Fu Huanyan lowered his head, staring at his toes without answering.
Putting down the tea bowl in her hand, Xiang Mu hooked her lips and said with a smile: "Look at your hands, I don't want to do these things." ”
Fu Huanyan clenched her hands nervously, "No." ”
After running into the kitchen island for a long time, Fu Huanyan finally brought out a cup of tea. Xiang's mother was very face-saving, took a sip of the tea bowl, raised her eyebrows and asked her, "Do you usually brew tea?" ”
Xiang Mu looked around, but didn't blame anything, "It's okay." ”
She picked up the messy sofa indiscriminately, and said with an embarrassed face: "I didn't know you were coming, the house is very messy." ”
Fu Huanyan hurriedly retreated, "Please come in." ”
"Can I go in?" Xiang Mu asked with a smile.
The woman outside the door was wearing a dark blue woolen coat, and Fu Huanyan was stunned, "Aunt." ”
There was a knock on the door outside the studio, and she put down her paintbrush and walked over to open it.
Buckle -
There are one thing after another at home, and Fu Huanyan promised that there are still a few paintings in the gallery that have not been completed. She got up early in the morning and cleaned up, and it was rare that the inspiration was good, and the painting was very handy.
The embrace at this moment contains too much taste. Fu Huanyan didn't dare to speak, for fear that he would not be able to control his tears.
Her tone made You Chuxiu's eyes red, and she couldn't help but reach out and hug her into her arms.
Fu Huanyan lowered his eyebrows and smiled carefree, "It's okay, I won't be unable to get married, don't worry." ”
Hearing her words, You Chuxiu sighed and said abruptly: "Huan Yan, my mother was reluctant to let you marry Xiang Bei before, but now...... Maybe I'm wrong. ”
"Save it for me!" Fu Huanyan interrupted her, "I'm always lavish, you help me save the dowry money." ”
"I can't ask for it."
Fu Huanyan lowered his head and said, "I told Uncle Lin that in the future, the dividends of the shares will be transferred to your name." ”
You Chuxiu smiled, took her hand and clenched it, "Huan Yan, mom knows that you have a heart." ”
"Since he left it to me, then of course whoever I want to give it to will listen to me." Fu Huanyan took her arm and leaned on her shoulder to be coquettish.
You Chuxiu didn't need to open it to see, You Chuxiu also knew what it was, "This is what your father left for you." ”
"Mom, you can keep my shares for me." Fu Huanyan handed a box to You Chuxiu.
It's just that You Chuxiu has been pampered for half her life, but she has to learn from scratch when she is old, Fu Huanyan is reluctant to let her suffer.
Fortunately, there is still Fu Jinchen, he took You Chuxiu and Fu Huanyan out of the Fu family and helped his mother settle everything. Fu Huanyan's tightly held heart finally let go, she knew that with Fu Jinchen here, she would definitely not wronged her mother!
Fu Dongting is gone, Lian Yi is also gone, and Fu Huanyan is the only one left, only You Chuxiu, the mother who raised her as an adult.
Fu Dongting's will did not leave anything for You Chuxiu, Fu Huanyan was unconvinced, she couldn't believe that her father was such a ruthless person! But what if you don't believe it, it's written clearly in black and white, and no one can change the result!
Fu Huanyan thought mockingly, it turned out that it was not that they had changed, but that she had never seen their true colors! The most ridiculous thing is that even Fu Shijun, who has been frail since he was a child and has no quarrel with the world, can become a hunting dog that bites people to death and does not pay for his life!
No!
Is this still her brother and relatives? Is this still the home where she grew up and gave all her carefree time?
Obviously, the people who live there have the same blood on their bodies as her, and they are all from the Fu family. But looking at their hideous faces, Fu Huanyan suddenly felt so strange and strange.
Although she always dislikes the burden of this mansion, at this moment, they were kicked out of the house like this, Fu Huanyan still felt sad and wronged.
On the day You Chuxiu was forced to move out of the Fu family's mansion, Fu Huanyan cried. She never imagined that one day she would leave this house in such a posture.
Before the New Year in Minghai City was over, the Fu family was shrouded in clouds. Fu Dongting passed away, the Fu family faced a huge crisis, and the Fu family was even more inextricably involved in the struggle for the equity of the inheritance.
This roar in the ward ended Fu Huanyan's last trace of expectation.
"Daddy—"
Hearing this, Fu Huanyan lowered his head and opened the door of the ward, Fu Pei'an rushed in for the first time, You Chuxiu walked to the end, Fu Huanyan stretched out his hand to help her, and the palms of the two people were equally cold.
Fu Dongting breathed a sigh of relief and patted his daughter's hand, "Go and let everyone come in, they are all waiting." ”
That indescribable sadness struck, Fu Huanyan bit his lip and nodded suddenly.
Fu Dongting's eyes flashed, and he looked at a certain place fixedly, "Dad has been dishonest all his life." Now, I don't want to keep your mom waiting, she's been waiting long enough......"
"Huanyan."
"No-" Fu Huanyan shook his head desperately, tears raining down.
Fu Dongting's eyebrows and eyes stretched, and the smile on his lips was gentle, "Since I was a child, my father will do what he promised you, but this time...... Huan Yan, Dad can't wait! ”
"Hehe-"
Fu Huanyan cried, "If you want me to get married, you have to get better quickly." ”
"Daddy."
"In the past, Dad was too stubborn and delayed you for so many years." Fu Dongting raised his head, stroked his daughter's long hair, and something flashed in his eyes, "You should get married, marry Xiang Bei." ”
She held her father's hand and put it to her cheek, "Thank you for bringing me into this world." ”
"I didn't." Fu Huanyan shook his head, the tip of his heart kept shrinking, "Dad, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you." ”
"Your mom won't blame you, she knows you're a good boy." Fu Dongting talked about this for the first time in front of his daughter, and indeed in such a situation, "Huanyan, don't blame us." ”
Fu Dongting raised his head tremblingly and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Don't cry, Dad doesn't like to see you cry!" Your eyes look like your mother's, and your smile is silly. ”
Fu Huanyan choked up for a while, and was uncomfortable and couldn't speak.
"It's okay to go anywhere," Fu Dongting curled his lips, "as long as you like." ”
"Let's go?" Fu Huanyan was surprised, "Where do you want me to go?" ”
Fu Dongting smiled, his lips were unusually pale, "Huan Yan, let's go." ”
Fu Huanyan bit her lip and opened her eyes, "The doctor said that you are okay and you will be discharged from the hospital soon." ”
Fu Dongting raised his head slightly, and his expression seemed to be much more sober than just now. He looked at the tears in his daughter's eyes, and couldn't help but hook his lips, "Dad's little princess, don't cry!" ”
Fu Huanyan stood beside the bed, holding her father's hand, but his hand was very cold, and she was anxious to cover it with her two hands, wanting to pass her body temperature to him.
"Daddy!"
The ward was quiet, and the nurse didn't say anything, only that the family members would not leave. Hearing this, Fu Huanyan chuckled in her heart, and her eyes instantly turned red.
Everyone else was waiting outside, You Chuxiu sat in the chair and didn't move, Fu Pei'an hesitated, and also pulled Yao Qin to sit on the side, not daring to act rashly.
Fu Huanyan didn't dare to ask more, and hurriedly followed the nurse into the ward.
She was stunned, You Chuxiu patted her on the shoulder and said, "Go in with your father." ”
Fu Dongting barely opened his eyes, and the bottom of his eyes lit up, "You're here." ”
Suddenly, the door to the emergency room opened. Fu Huanyan was the first to rush over and held Fu Dongting's hand tightly, "Dad, how are you?" ”
The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital was pungent, and Fu Huanyan's whole body was trembling. Her eyes were fixed on the red light in the emergency room, and her mind went blank. Lian Yi is gone, she can't lose her father again!
The mountain rain is coming, but there is no power to return to the sky.
Although Xiang Bei was fully mentally prepared, everything was unpredictable, and he had no idea that there would be a bigger crisis coming. When Fu Shi was facing a crisis and the news that Fu Dongting was seriously ill came, he felt that he couldn't resist it.
Xiang Bei sat on the edge of the bed and didn't move, he pursed his lips and stared at the person beside him, his dark eyes were a little complicated. Now that Fu Huanyan's life experience has been revealed, let's not talk about what people outside think, I'm afraid that Fu Huanyan won't be able to pass her own level!
The person in the quilt was obviously sleeping unsteadily, but after she heard Xiang Bei's voice, she soon stopped frowning, and her breathing was obviously much more stable.
The temperature in this room was 25 degrees, and Xiang Bei took off his coat and came in so that he didn't feel hot. He caught a glimpse of the tears hanging from the corners of Fu Huanyan's eyes, sighed gloomily, and stroked her brow with his palm, "Don't be afraid, sleep well." ”
The car was parked outside the studio, and Xiang Bei opened the door and went upstairs with his things. The upstairs bedroom was still hung with curtains, and Fu Huanyan was lying sideways in the quilt, his hands and feet curled up together unconsciously.
The black car drove out of the villa, and Xiang's mother stood under the courtyard and looked at her son's figure walking away, and couldn't help but shake her head. She only has such a son, how can she hand him over to Fu Huanyan? She can't rest assured, she can't rest assured!
Getting up early in the morning, Xiang Bei took a shower and went out refreshed. He first went to the kitchen to get an insulated lunch box, and the servants packed all kinds of side dishes and porridge according to his instructions last night and let him take them away.
Mother's words also made sense, and the anger in Xiang Bei's heart sank before. He lowered his head and didn't speak, Xiang's mother secretly breathed a sigh of relief, the key is to stabilize her son first!
The son's eyes relaxed, and Xiang's mother glanced at her husband, "Don't worry, let me think about it with your father, after all, it's such a big thing, and the relatives at home are all good at it." ”
Xiang Bei's thin lips pursed lightly, he had forgotten this.
"Yes," Xiang's mother nodded, and persuaded her son in a proper tone, "You always have to take into account Huanyan's feelings, you will do a red thing as soon as the white matter is over, what a joke!" ”
"Rules?" Xiang Bei frowned.
Seeing that her son was about to fight back, Xiang's mother hurriedly grabbed him and said loudly: "Xiaobei, don't worry, Huanyan's mother died just now, and according to the rules, you can't get married so soon." ”
"Delusional!" Father Xiang slapped the table and scolded: "Xiang Bei, let me tell you, we have never wanted to climb the Fu family, we didn't work before, and we can't do it now!" ”
After a pause, Xiang Bei raised his eyebrows and looked at his parents opposite, with a surprisingly serious expression, "If you don't agree all these years, we will hold it, that's because you are my parents, I respect you, and I don't want you to be angry and sad." But now I can't wait any longer, Fu Huanyan needs me, I have to get married! ”
Xiang Bei pursed his lips and said in a deep voice: "Mom and Dad, don't talk yet, listen to what I say!" You must know all about Huanyan, but these have no effect on me or our family. She is still the daughter of the Fu family, and she is still the Fu Huanyan I love! ”
"Married?" Xiang Mu was shocked.
"Dad." Xiang Bei sat down, planning to have a showdown with his parents, "I want to get married." ”
"I'm fine." Xiang Bei put down the car keys and comforted his mother softly.
Xiang's mother felt sorry for her son, so she hurriedly got up and instructed the maid to prepare supplements, "My face is not good at all." ”
"Do you know to come back?" Seeing his son enter the door, the father did not have a good face.
Xiang Bei drove home, and the headlights in the living room were on. His parents were really waiting for him, and Xiang's father's face was particularly ugly.
The studio was cold and silent, except for the sound of her own crying. Fu Huanyan hugged her shoulders, and her irrepressible sorrow overflowed into her heart. This affection, which she never knew, disappeared without a trace before she was ready to accept it.
Fu Huanyan bit her lip and wanted to reach out and touch that face, but she was afraid that she would disperse if she touched it.
"Come back."
The shackles that come from the depths of the soul cannot be shaken off no matter what. Fu Huanyan's fingers trembled, and in the blurred vision in front of him, Lian Yi's familiar face reappeared.
Fu Huanyan's eyes were red, and he choked in his heart, and he couldn't spit it out. She closed her eyes, and all in front of her were the eyes of Lian Yi when she turned around in disappointment, and the depths of those eyes longed for that mother, but Fu Huanyan refused ruthlessly!
Mom.
The sporadic snowflakes were still falling, Fu Huanyan walked barefoot to the window, her fair face shrouded in the moonlight, and she looked even more haggard. She lifted a finger and slowly traced it on the glass window, drawing a well-defined face with her fingertips.
Without his breath, the studio was empty in an instant. Fu Huanyan wrapped herself in the quilt and fell back into the bed, looking out the window through the white curtain.
There was a sound of locking outside the gate, and Fu Huanyan knew that Xiang Bei was not at ease. But she doesn't know what, it's not that she doesn't want to, but she really has no strength!
Syllable!
Fu Huanyan smiled and watched Xiang Bei go downstairs and leave.
"Okay then." Xiang Bei stood up with his mobile phone, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Lock the door when I leave, you can sleep in peace." ”
Her mood is still unstable, Xiang Bei can see it. However, with him by his side these days, Fu Huanyan's emotions are always hidden, and he also understands in his heart that maybe she has some space that he can't participate in.
"Okay." Fu Huanyan nodded.
It's not always okay to do this, Xiang Bei hesitated, still not very relieved, "You have to sleep obediently, I'll bring breakfast tomorrow morning." ”
Fu Huanyan softened her voice, "Your parents must be waiting for you." Xiang Bei has been accompanying Fu Huanyan for the past few days, and she knows that his family must be in a hurry.
"Let's go back."
Xiang Bei was stunned and sighed helplessly. He picked up the vibrating phone and pressed the reject button.
Turning to face him, Fu Huan's red eyes stared at him, and his expression was surprisingly calm. She just raised her hand and pointed to the coffee table and said, "Your phone has been ringing for a long time." ”
"Huanyan." Xiang Bei frowned.
"No, you don't." Fu Huanyan turned his back to him, "You go home." ”
Xiang Bei raised his hand to tuck the quilt, staring at her haggard face, his brows furrowed unconsciously. Today, Fu Huanyan returned to the Fu family and made a big fuss, she has been grumpy recently, and she will shed tears for no reason.
"I'll be with you."
"Hmm." Fu Huanyan nodded, pushed away his embrace and turned around and fell into the quilt, "You go back, I'm going to sleep." ”
He wrapped the person in his arms tightly, his sword eyebrows frowning slightly, "You can sleep for a while, you haven't had a good rest in the past few days." ”
Xiang Bei glanced at his watch, pursed his lips and said, "Half past eleven." ”
The heating in the bedroom was turned on very loudly, Fu Huanyan didn't feel cold at this time, she shook her head, and rubbed her little head against his chest, "What time is it?" ”
Blowing her hair, Xiang Bei packed up her things, turned over and lifted the quilt, and gently hugged her in, "Is it cold?" ”
The buzzing sound was mixed with heat, gradually ironing Fu Huanyan's cold body. She tilted her head, unconsciously leaning all the weight of her body on Xiang Bei's body and closed her eyes.
The sound of snowflakes falling gently outside the window was clear, and Fu Huanyan leaned in front of the bed, the soft hair on her cheeks was still wet. Xiang Bei hung up the phone and came in, saw her curled up shoulders, and hurriedly went to the hair dryer to pick up her long hair and dry it.