The next day, before Gu Jingran arrived at the day of the prenatal checkup, she was dragged by Gu Yinan to the hospital for prenatal checkup, and she went to the hospital where she used to work, which made her face spicy, her choice is one thing, but when she really faces it, it is another matter.

In fact, these are just her own assumptions, even if people have some ideas in their hearts, they are also passing by on their faces, just nodding and saying hello when they meet.

Along the way, Gu Jingran found out, how did he go to pediatrics?

Puzzled, Gu Yinan stood in front of a ward and did not move forward.

"What's wrong? Do you know anyone? Gu Jingran asked, and he also looked inside, this look was not tight, it was sad to watch.

In the ward, Zhou Hang's mother and his sister surrounded Zhou Hang left and right, wanting to feed Zhou Hang.

Zhou Hang is going to be annoyed to death, please he is injured by his nose and not his hand?

Compared with Zhou Hang, Pei Lixi's side is a little pitiful, the injured is the right hand, and he can only eat with his left hand, but it is much more difficult to use his left hand than imagined, the rice grains are scattered, and he is a little depressed when he eats, and it is a little better than the comparison of Zhou Hang next door, and there are bursts of anger with the comparison.

Gu Jingran walked in at this time and went straight to Pei Lixi.

"Xiaoxi, how are you?" took the chopsticks in Pei Lixi's hand, and Gu Yinan followed in and helped clean up.

Pei Lixi briefly explained how she was injured, and then asked, "Auntie, why did you come over?" ”

Gu Jingran glanced at Gu Yinan, and then said that he had come to check and went to the wrong floor.

Pei Lixi smiled, at this time, Gu Yinan had already re-ordered the meal and sent it to the ward.

Pei Lixi originally wanted to politely say that he could do it, but when he was growing his body, he ate porridge for two days in a row, and he really wanted to vomit, so when Gu Jingran wanted to feed her, he accepted it without refusing.

The days after that were much better, although there was still no family to take care of him, but Gu Jingran was here for almost three meals a day, so Pei Lixi was not so lonely.

Gu Yinan, a cold man, is even more powerful, and even the troublesome matter of Pei Lixi's bath is taken care of.

At the same time, Pei Lin received news that the operation had failed, Pei Lin's hand holding the phone tightened, and ordered the housekeeper to go to the hospital to see Pei Lixi.

Here, Pei Lixi had a nightmare, after all, it was such a young child, and it was the first time to do such a thing, and it was impossible to have no burden in his heart.

Zhou Hang didn't let his mother or his sister accompany him to bed at night, so he lived here with Pei Lixi, this night was called a pain, and I don't know what Pei Lixi dreamed of, he kept screaming sullenly, as if he was afraid of how much.

Zhou Hang still woke up Pei Lixi in the end.

Pei Lixi opened her eyes and looked at the light on the ceiling, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

How to say it, I should start after I arrived at the hospital.

He has always been able to monitor all the movements in Pei Lin's study, and Pei Lin is also a person who likes to talk about things in the study, so he has been forcing Pei Lin to go in the direction he wants these days.

In fact, everything was pretty much as he expected, the only difference was the decision he made.

It was yesterday when he contacted the other party and learned that Pei Lin had Pei Hongguo's illegitimate son to be operated on, Pei Lixi made a decision without thinking about it at that time - as long as he lives, it will be a trouble, and it is better to die.

Of course, he didn't do these things personally, but he made this decision, whether he admitted it or not, that child was a member of the Pei family, and he chose to sacrifice that person for the safety of himself and his younger brother.

In this matter, his decision is right, either you die or I die, the world is so cruel, but he is still just a child, and he still can't do it without a trace of guilt.

Zhou Hang said something in his mouth, but he didn't listen to Pei Lixi's ears at all, and slowly as the night got deep, he also closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Maybe it's the reason that I figured it out, I didn't dream anymore, but I slept until the housekeeper came.

Zhou Hang was stunned, he always thought that Pei Lixi's family had given up on him, but he didn't expect Shanshan to be late.

The housekeeper sneered, and said that Pei Lin was not feeling well these days, and he was afraid that Pei Lixi would be worried, so he didn't come over, which was just a little better, so he asked him to come first, and Pei Lin would come over after checking his body in the afternoon.

The housekeeper glanced meaningfully at Zhou Hang on the bed next door, and said, "I'll transfer the little master to a ward." ”

Pei Lixi nodded and agreed.

Not long after that, Pei Lixi left this double room, and Zhou Hang said to his eldest sister with a puffed up face that he would also transfer to a single room, and he would have to transfer to the ward next door to Pei Lixi.

Pei Lin came to the ward at about three o'clock in the afternoon, looked at Pei Lixi, who was not very good, and asked, "What's the matter, did you have a nightmare?" ”

Pei Lixi chuckled in her heart, in the end, no matter how calm a child of this age is, the slightest hint of anger on his face is still discouraged.

Pei Lin was smiling on his face, but there was a burst of anger in his heart, he was thinking, how could such an operation not be successful?

After studying for a long time, it is indeed feasible, and it is not without feasible lists, but why can an adult succeed, and a teenager is supposed to be more likely to succeed, but in the end it fails.

Now I understand, it's not that I didn't suspect that someone had done something, but I just thought that this was unlikely, but I never thought that with such a bluff, I could see the clues.

"Why don't you speak, don't you want to ask me how I know?" Pei Lin continued to lobby, thinking in his heart, which link went wrong?

Pei Lixi raised his head, looked at Pei Lin's inquiring eyes, and asked in surprise, "Grandpa, what are you talking about?" Xiaoxi didn't understand. ”

Yes, deny it, and a fool will admit it.

Pei Lin looked at Pei Lixi suspiciously for a while, and laughed: "It's nothing, it's grandpa who thinks too much, my family Xiaoxi is the future successor of the Pei family, that is, who does he really want his life, then he also has this right, let alone someone else, that is, one day, if you want grandpa's life, grandpa will not be reluctant, Xiaoxi, grandpa's heart for you can only be like this." ”

Pei Lixi only felt a touch of coldness running through his back, and wanted to see something in Pei Lin's eyes, but it was too difficult, Pei Lin's eyes only had an unfathomable smile, and that smile made Pei Lixi inexplicably uneasy.

Finally Pei Lin left, Pei Lixi sighed and came out, but a pair of sword eyebrows were still frowning tightly, and the feeling of apprehension did not completely disappear because of Pei Lin's departure, on the contrary, like the beat of a drum, it became clearer and clearer.

In the afternoon, Pei Lixi found that there were two more black-clothed people outside his ward who shouldn't have appeared, and it seemed that Pei Lin was suspicious of him, so these people came to monitor him.

Pei Lixi didn't look like a mistake at all, because soon, the housekeeper sent a mobile phone, which was exactly the same as the one he deliberately broke when he fought with Zhou Hang that day.

Pei Lixi took the phone, and thanked the housekeeper without hesitation: "Grandpa Wang, thank you, I can't imagine what it would be like for me to be here alone without you, my grandfather told me when he was alive before, no matter when, as long as Grandpa Wang is here, I can rest assured, and I believe this now." ”

The housekeeper looked at Pei Lixi in shock, a little understood, and a little didn't understand, the look on his face was also unpredictable, he wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he didn't know if he was thinking too much, and finally chose to be silent.

The housekeeper was not silent for too long, because the housekeeper's mobile phone rang, and the housekeeper who took the phone took a deep look at Pei Lixi, said take care, and walked out of the ward.

Since then, Pei Lixi has never seen this housekeeper who has lived in their Pei family for almost a lifetime.

In the dead of night, there is one place that is boiling in the dead of night, that is, in the Pei family's study, Pei Lin angrily slapped the table and shouted: "Hurry up and find it, can such a big living person still be lost?" ”

The housekeeper didn't come back after leaving the hospital, no one knew where he went, he couldn't find it when he called, and he said he had left a long time ago when he went to the hospital.

It's like such a big living person, as if he disappeared out of thin air, and no matter how many people searched for it in the past half a day, they didn't find it.

Until the next day, a social news revealed the whereabouts of the housekeeper.

It was a morning exerciser who found two bodies that died at the foot of the mountain, one confirmed that the identity was the housekeeper of the Pei family, and the other was a woman, the police judged that the passport and ID card were fake, and the cause of death of both was poisoning, and the official statement was that suicide was more likely, and the others were still under investigation.

When the matter arrived at Pei Lixi, it had already been dealt with.

The death of the housekeeper made Pei Lin more determined to do one thing, that is, the thing was done by the housekeeper, and it had nothing to do with Pei Lixi, Pei Lixi may have used the housekeeper, but in the end, the housekeeper was just an outsider, and Pei Lin was more willing to believe in his own family.

The Pei family frequently provoked human lives, and Pei Lin was also a little concerned, and felt that what he thought before was not unreasonable, that is, there was a problem with the feng shui of the house, so he called Pei Lixi back.

"Xiaoxi, there have been a lot of things going on at home in the past year, you know, I decided to clean up the house again, change the feng shui, let someone send you back to Jiangzhou tomorrow, and when everything is done here, the family will come and live together......"

"Grandpa, I'm not leaving, I'll accompany you......"

Pei Lixi refused directly, you asked him if he wanted to go, he wanted to go, he wanted to go back to his home with his parents and younger siblings, but he couldn't go, Pei Lin wouldn't let himself go like this, it was very likely that he would go, Pei Lin didn't know what he would do.

Pei Lin was smiling on his face, but he was unhappy in his heart, let you go, you can leave, where is so much nonsense.

Pei Lixi finally let him go back to Jiangzhou, and before leaving, he glanced at Pei Lin's study uneasily, afraid of something, but he didn't dare to say anything.

For Hao Bei and Pei Jinyu, Pei Lixi's return is their happiest thing, but Pei Lixi's own heart is becoming more and more uneasy.

Especially when he didn't see his father for more than a month, he appeared in front of him like that, and the tears in Pei Lixi's eyes burst out.

hugged Pei Jingnan's waist and cried, this is a family of three who came out to pick up people stupidly.

Pei Jingnan stretched out his hand to hug Pei Lixi, in fact, in order to give his son a good impression today, he still asked Yu Mo to give him another injection, but it is really unknown how long it lasts.

A child who is just eleven years old can imagine what it is like to live in such an environment by himself.

Pei Jingnan is deeply self-blaming, blaming himself for his children, and even more blaming himself for his wife, it is he who is useless, so that the child will prematurely bear the responsibility that should not be his, and it is also his uselessness that makes his wife bear the pain of separation.

He struggled like picking up a child, Hao Bei saw it, stepped forward to stop it, his body was like this, and it was unrealistic to hold such a big child.

But Pei Jinyu stretched out her hand, grabbed her mother, and shook her head gently, Pei Jingnan hadn't been out for a long time, and the burden in her heart must be very heavy.

Pei Jinyu never told his mother that he had seen his father climb to the top floor in the middle of the night, and at that time, he quietly followed, and watched from a short distance, watching his father standing on the edge of the top of the building, just watching with fear, watching, I don't know how long, until my father walked down step by step.

Pei Jinyu was inexplicably afraid, so he would stop Hao Bei from stepping forward, he didn't want his father to think that they were omnipotent, he didn't want his father to think that they were strong enough, and he didn't want to accept Camille's hints.

Although he knew that all of them, even his mother, felt that his father would not live for long, but he was his father's son, and he firmly believed that his father would live a hundred years, and he firmly believed it!

In this way, Pei Jingnan hugged his eldest son with difficulty, Hao Bei followed behind, hugged their youngest son, no one spoke, and when Pei Jingnan was unsteady a few times, Hao Bei's heart was hanging.

That's right, she doesn't even have a firm belief in a child, just like Pei Jinyu thought, she is very sad and sad, but she can't change anything, all she can do is to accompany him every day of his life, take care of him, if he is gone, she thinks she will also take care of their children.

That's all she can do, and she really doesn't know what else she can do.

There is no way for Yu Mo to do it, what about Fengyang's side, Hao Bei contacted Mo Yang, Mo Yang only said that Feng Yang has also been looking for Fengyang's ex-wife, and the others have no clues, no matter how hard Hao Bei tries to work, it seems that the ending is already doomed.

This way, Pei Jingnan has never forgotten it in his life, it is really unforgettable, his body has been overconsumed, just like a drug addict to the last moment, and like the last moment of sober time of a terminal illness.

Don't say that Hao Bei has no confidence in him, he actually gave up when he decided to meet Jiangzhou.

But just a few hundred meters away, his son, he never felt that one day he would go by himself, this son who could support everything in the family, just like a real child, lay in his arms, his body was trembling, his son was afraid......

His eldest son, who was most reassuring to him, was afraid, but what about his other sons, his wife?

At that moment, at the bottom of my heart is infinite power, a powerful power to live.

When he returned home, Pei Jingnan was tired, Yu Mo checked his body, looked at him strangely and said: "No matter what the reason, you had better calm down now, the medicine has run out, and you can only endure it before you find Fengyang." ”

Pei Jingnan shook his head indifferently and said, "Don't give me any more medicine, I will survive." ”

Yu Mo was very surprised, and after going out, he told Hao Bei and the two children about Pei Jingnan's decision, Hao Bei couldn't do it when he heard it, he didn't use medicine, how could he bear it when it hurt.

Yu Mo also shook his head, not optimistic.

But the two children respected their father's decision, and in the end this matter was decided in this way, in order to prevent future troubles, Pei Jingnan said that he would directly let Yu Mo go to Kyoto, Yu Mo was still not at ease in the end, Hao Bei arranged for Yu Mo to live in a nearby hotel.

In this process, Hao Bei should be the hardest, but Pei Jingnan directly found Zhanyi.

At this time, Hao Bei didn't like to look for Zhanyi, but Pei Jingnan insisted, so he finally found Zhanyi.

Zhan Yi still doesn't have a good impression of this Hao Bei, especially after Hao Bei went to see Pei Ya, Pei Ya's mental condition is even worse, and Zhan Yi has no time to take care of Kyoto's affairs these days, so he stays in Jiangzhou to take care of Pei Ya.

"Brother, how are you?" Spread your wings and enter the door to see this Pei Jingnan like this, don't look away.

Pei Jingnan sneered: "What, aren't you my brother?" Didn't our relationship with France be so good before? You can't stand it now when you look at me like this? ”

Zhanyi was stunned for a moment, and quickly came back to his senses and complained: "Brother, why did our relationship become bad, it was also because others mixed it up in the middle, otherwise my brother, how could you be so ...... to me?"

Pei Jingnan is very thin now, so those eyes are a little scary when they stare at people, and they are not so frightened when they spread their wings, so they met his eyes, but they were slowly defeated.

Pei Jingnan sat up with his body propped up, instructed Zhan Yi to adjust his sitting position, and then pointed to the drawer of the desk and said to Zhan Yi: "You open it, there is a diary in it, it was from when I was a child, you can take a look at it......"

Zhan Yi was stunned, he didn't expect Pei Jingnan to come over to do this, did he know something?

Pei Jingnan looked at Zhan Yi and said, "Do you think that I will become a fool when I lose my memory, and I can't remember everything before?" ”

"Brother?!" Zhanyi was so frightened that he almost fell stupid, and the corners of his mouth twitched and he called out in shock.

Pei Jingnan waved his hand and motioned to spread his wings to get the diary.

The diary is the kind of elementary school student's diary, the kind with a small grid of text, when he picked it up, his hands were shaking, this is indeed his brother's diary, and he read it when he was about to read it for a year in order to learn some diaries.

What is written in it, it has been so long that he seems to remember, and he doesn't seem to remember what is written.

"Look!" Pei Jingnan ordered coldly, although his breath was insufficient, but the tone was still the tone of his usual command.

Servile, the hand of the winged spread opened the first page of the diary with a trembling hand.

Year, month, day, Friday, sunny.

The teacher asked me to write a diary, and what a diary is, it's so annoying.

So what to write?

By the way, the teacher said that you can write something funny, then there is something interesting today.

The mother came back with a little baby, and the mother said that it was a baby born to her aunt, with a pink face and big eyes, like a Barbie doll in a cartoon.

I'm not happy, my mother said it was a younger brother, I looked at it, there was a little jj, it was really a younger brother, not Xiangxiang's sister.

I said I didn't like it, my mother said I couldn't like it, and my mother said that I would treat my brother like a brother in the future.

My brother, do you mean that I am the same brother as the boss?

Okay, then listen to my mother, this younger brother is his own brother, a real brother who lives and dies together.

Turn another page, and some time has passed.

This page is just a daily thing, and when I turn to the last page, Zhanyi's gaze stops.

My aunt actually threw my brother to my mother and went abroad, which was so irresponsible, my mother said that my brother was too pitiful, and told us again to be good to my brother and take care of my brother......

At the bottom of this page, a date is written, and only this sentence is written on it: Mom is dead, it's best to see Mom at a glance I also know what Mom wants to say, Mom often says, Anan, listen to my brother, Ah Dong take care of my brother, Anan, you also have to take care of your brother......

Zhanyi's tears fell down, he actually didn't remember Pei Jing very much, but just a few words, but it evoked his memory of Pei Jing, when Pei Jing died, he was only half dead, and he had no memory, but he had heard too many times what the two elder brothers said, you are the younger brother, and my mother said let us take care of you.

So at that time, whether it was Pei Jingdong or Pei Jingnan, they would take him with them wherever they went.

Even when it's the most annoying, they'll come back to him quickly.

Puff –

Spread his wings and knelt softly in front of the hospital bed, crying silently: "Brother, I ......"

The last word "wrong" had not yet been spoken, and a fierce light shot coldly from under Pei Jingnan's eyes.

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