Chapter 47: Shiraishi's Illness
On the road, Tan Yu, who was running wildly with a white stone, was extremely depressed.
This Tongfinch is really a pit person, and it doesn't matter if you forcibly stuff a girl to yourself, this girl is still sick......
Although Tan Yu was very depressed in his heart, he didn't dare to slack off on his feet.
Just when Tan Yu was running wildly with her sister in her arms, Bai Shi's body in her arms suddenly twitched slightly, she opened her eyes with great effort, and looked at Tan Yu who was holding her in a bit of confusion.
"Sandal...... Yu?" Shiraishi muttered quietly like a dream.
Tan Yu was slightly stunned when he heard Bai Shi's words, and then smiled faintly, "Bai Shi, you wake up, just wake up." Are you still uncomfortable? Hold on, I'll send you to Sister Tong right now. ”
“......”
Bai Shi didn't say anything after hearing this, she just looked at Tan Yu with that slightly lazy gaze. She shrank in Tan Yu's arms in a little confusion, staring at Tan Yu stupidly, and suddenly she gently patted Tan Yu's face with her little white hand.
Shiraishi's movements stunned Tan Woo, Emma? What does this mean?
"Tan Yu...... Let me down, I'm fine~~" A smile appeared on Shiraishi's face, and his face looked much more ruddy.
“...... Is it really okay?" Tan Yu, who naturally noticed that Baishi's condition had improved, also slowed down and asked.
"Hmm...... It's basically no problem~~" Shiraishi's voice was as lazy as usual.
Hearing Bai Shi's words, Tan Yu also relaxed a little. He put Shiraishi down, twisted his eyebrows and looked at Shiraishi in confusion, "Shiraishi, do you have any ailments in your body, why did you suddenly get better?"
Shiraishi, who landed on his feet, patted his baggy pants and smiled silly. She didn't answer Tan Yu's question, she first took a few steps back, frowned, and walked towards Tan Yu again, and only stopped when her incomparably plump breasts were about to touch Tan Yu's body, she reached out and held Tan Yu's hand, with a sweet smile on her face.
"That...... Girl, what are you doing......" Tan Yu asked with a black line on his head.
"Hmm?" Bai Shi blinked his eyes and held Tan Yu's hand even harder, if it weren't for Tan Yu's physical strength that had risen sharply now, I am afraid that his hand bones would have been crushed by Bai Shi's terrifying power. Although his bones are fine now, the strength of Shiraishi still makes Tan Yu grin in pain, "Oh, ah, yes, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, what are you doing, what are you doing!!
And Bai Shi didn't seem to hear Tan Yu's wailing at all, she looked at Tan Yu happily, her aqua blue eyes narrowed, she was a little surprised but her accent was still lazy and said: "It's amazing, as long as I get close to you, I won't have nightmares, and I won't be cranky~~"
"Nightmare, what nightmare?" Tan Yu was slightly stunned, "Don't tell me you were just dreaming!"
"Yes...... Shiraishi's expression darkened suddenly, "Mom and Dad, brother and sister...... All killed...... Over and over again...... Constantly being killed in front of my eyes. ”
By...... Killed?
Tan Yu was stunned again, and then he looked at Baishi with a strange look.
“...... Shiraishi, can you tell me what's going on?" Tan Yu's voice softened a lot, and he asked tentatively.
As Claudia said before.
Tan Yu is very concerned about the affairs of the dead, especially for people who also have no parents, he has a feeling of sympathy, which is not sympathy, but his feelings are unconsciously much gentler.
"......" Shiraishi clenched Tan Yu's hand, as if she was afraid of something, she hid in Tan Yu's arms, and her body began to tremble.
"If you don't want to say it, it's okay not to say it. Seeing Bai Shi's reaction, Tan Yu also smiled lightly and touched her head.
"......" Shiraishi was silent for a long time, as if he was hesitating.
She drilled into Tan Yu's arms and slowly spoke: "Three years ago, a human, a puppeteer who manipulated a flame puppet, accidentally broke into the demon world. At that time, he was helpless and had nowhere to stay, and it was my father who took him in. Dad was kind to the human and said he would help him return to the human realm. ”
"But the puppeteer didn't treat us well, and seemed to hate youkai very much. One day, when our family was out hunting, he killed my brother and sister who were left behind. When we returned, the human had blood all over his hands and mouth, and was biting my brother's liver. ”
"Dad yelled, 'You bastard' and swung his axe at the man, who easily slapped Daddy's head off. ”
"My mother was frightened and tried to use a spell to protect me and my brother and sister. It's just that my mother was killed by that person just after constructing my method, and so did my brother and sister. ”
"The man seemed to be not interested in me, and after devouring everyone in front of me, he left the house. ”
"Since then, I've had a lot of nightmares. ”
"I dreamed that everyone was killed. ”
"Eaten. ”
"There were no bones left, there was blood all over the floor. ”
"Since then, I've been thinking a lot. ”
"I was scared that person would come back to me. ”
"It's so strange, everyone is still having breakfast together in the morning, why is it that everyone dies in just one morning?"
"I don't want to believe it. ”
"I don't want to believe it. ”
"My family, who has spent decades with me, can't hold on for even a few minutes. ”
"Isn't a few decades worth a few minutes?"
"It can't be. ”
"They should still be alive somewhere. ”
Thinking so, I began to look for them everywhere, worrying if the puppeteer would find me and kill me, and at the same time to find my family. ”
"But everybody said my family couldn't be alive. ”
"But I still want to find ...... The demon world couldn't find it, so I came to the human world. The exorcists of the human world sensed my spiritual power and came to annihilate me. Just when I was about to die, I was saved by Miss Tong. ”
Shiraishi's voice was flat, and although there was a bit of laziness in her voice all the time, it made it impossible to discern her emotions from her words.
Tan Yu didn't squeak for a long time after listening to it.
He suddenly reached out and wrapped his arms around Shiraishi's waist and hugged her gently.
"Huh?"
Bai Shi's body trembled at Tan Yu's sudden move, and he looked up at Tan Yu's ordinary face at a loss.
And Tan Yu's face was very calm, with a light smile, and patted Baishi's back.
"Baishi, I also believe that your family should live somewhere......" Tan Yu's gaze was very natural and very determined.
Bai Shi's mouth opened wide in surprise, and his eyebrows were a little puzzled, "However, whether it is the other clansmen in the Demon Realm or Miss Tong, everyone told me that my parents, older brothers and sisters, younger brothers and sisters have all died......"
"That's what they say. Tan Yu smiled indifferently, "We just need to firmly believe in our own opinions." ”
Speaking of this, Tan Yu's gaze also deepened.
"Me...... One day when I was five years old, I was happily waiting for my mother's phone call after she got off the plane when I was told that my mother was dead. As he spoke, Tan Yu put his eyelids under his eyes and looked downcast, "I didn't react at the time, because one second I thought my mother would call me to report that I was safe, but the next second I was told that she was dead." This contrast is so great that I can't believe my mother is dead...... It's also too strange, a person can do countless things in his life and bring countless influences to countless people. But the people who were able to influence countless people died in the blink of an eye. Life or something, it's too fragile. ”
"Tan Yu ......" Bai Shi couldn't help but softly call out Tan Yu's name, Tan Yu and her had absolutely the same feelings.
"Human life is so fragile that it can't even last for a moment......" A smile appeared on Tan Yu's face that made people unable to understand the meaning, "But ah, I don't want to think about it like this, I don't want to believe that human life is fragile." People should be very tenacious, and their will should be very tenacious. People can't die so easily, and people who have died in other people's mouths should also survive somewhere. ”
As he spoke, Tan Yu patted Baishi on the back again, "Baishi, what do you think, we are thinking now, thinking as we please, and acting as we please." But people say that when you die, your brain stops working. This means that once we die, our 'being' itself will disappear. I don't want to believe this kind of thing, because I 'exist' here, holding you here, how can I disappear? Although the materialism that we are accustomed to hearing can make people face up to the fact that the deceased has passed away, it also highlights the cruelty of reality. When I learned from Sister Xiangwei that there is a 'spirit' in this world, I believed that there was nothing wrong with what I thought, and that human will and soul were not so easily annihilated. It's still possible for me to find my mom. Shiraishi, the will and the soul are not so easily annihilated, even if they are devoured by the fox, I think, no matter what kind of monster it is, it can't destroy the will and destroy the creatures that have 'existed'. They should be alive somewhere, too, but we haven't found it yet. ”
"......" Shiraishi didn't speak, just raised his arm and hugged Tan Yu tightly.
"Don't question your conjectures, even if no one else believes it. At least I will stand with you, and I will support you. Tan Yu's words were not contrived at all, he closed his eyes and said slowly: "Don't worry that the puppeteer will find you, you just need to be patient and find your family." Even if that puppeteer tries to kill you, I'll protect you. I will protect you, and I will live, and after I cross the threshold of the saint, I will make up my mind that no matter what happens, I will live, and then find my mother. So, I believe that I will protect you, because I don't believe that I will die in the future, and even if I do, I don't believe that I will disappear. So I believe that even if I face the puppeteer you call me, I will not be defeated. ”
Shiraishi lay on Tan Yu's chest, quietly listening to his heartbeat.
Thump...... Thump......
Very steady heartbeat.
"Hmm......" she replied softly.
Tan Yu also grinned and let go of Shiraishi. His expression suddenly brightened.
"Okay, are you in good spirits?"
"Of course~~," Shiraishi said with a lazy smile on his face.
"Then let's go eat! I'm dying of hunger. Tan Yu covered his stomach and smiled bitterly.
"Good~~!"
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