After waiting for a while, Cheng Yue slowly spoke and said, "No, since you should go down, go back." "There may be some things that must always be faced, and you can't escape if you want to.

Mi Jia withdrew from his arms, stared into his eyes and asked, "Cheng Yue, can I ask why?" Your relationship with your parents. ”

Hearing this, Cheng Yue looked back at her, and the whole person froze slightly, probably not ready for her to ask so directly and straightforwardly, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, but he just looked at her fixedly.

Mi Jia waited for a while, took his hand and said with a chuckle, "It's okay, don't say what you don't want to say, I'll just ask casually." As he spoke, perhaps sensing that he had asked a question he shouldn't have asked, Mija turned around to avoid it, giving him more time to calm his feelings.

Seeing that she was leaving, I thought she had misunderstood, so I reached out and grabbed her hand, stared at her back and said, "Mi Jia, give me some time, there are some things that I don't want to hide from you, but I don't know how to speak." ”

Hearing this, Mi Jia turned her head, looked at him and smiled at him and nodded, and said, "It's okay, I'll tell you when you want to sue sù." ”

Cheng Yue nodded, stepped forward to hug her, and whispered in her ear, "Let me hold her like this for a while." ”

Mi Jia also nodded, slowly raised her hand to hug him, and hugged him back.

When he slept at night, Mijia lay on his shoulders and leaned in his arms, her fingers gently drawing on his body, and after a while, she asked, "Did you sleep?" ”

"Huh?" Cheng Yue replied softly, which was an answer.

"What time will you go to the army tomorrow?" Mi Jia asked softly, wanting to know everything about him, including his routine.

"It's going to be there by half past seven." Cheng Yue said truthfully, it will take almost an hour to get from here to the army, so he will basically go out at six o'clock.

"Won't it be too tiring?" Mi Jia felt a little sorry for him to rush on both sides, going out early in the morning, but being so late at night.

"No, it won't." Because he was content to know that there was someone waiting for him at home, it was not a lie, it was what he really thought.

"Really?" Mija wasn't sure if he didn't want her to worry and deliberately lied to her.

In the dark, Cheng Yue turned over, pressed her directly under him, and said, "Aren't you tired?" Do you want us to do something else? ”

Mi Jia was frightened by him, and hurriedly said, "Tired, I'm tired, really tired, very, very tired!" ”

Cheng Yue laughed sullenly, turned over from her, hugged her into his arms, and said, "If you're tired, go to sleep quickly, and if you're not tired, we'll do something else." ”

Hearing him say this, Mi Jia quickly closed her eyes and said, "I, I'm going to sleep." "It's true that he is a soldier, but she can't do it, singing every night, indulgence is the most important!

Cheng Yue was amused by her cute appearance, although he couldn't see her current expression clearly in the dark, but with her character, he could imagine it.

He bowed his head and kissed her in the heart, and whispered, "Sleep." ”

Mi Jia answered softly, her eyes closed, and with his embrace, she slept peacefully.

The girl Xu was really tired and sleepy, and not long after leaning on his arms, she fell asleep in a daze, her breath rising and falling gently.

Compared to her, Cheng Yue was not sleepy at all, looking at the dark ceiling with his eyes open, and could only vaguely see the location and outline of the crystal chandelier.

When did he start to be estranged from his parents to the way he is now, he doesn't know, he really has to think about it seriously, maybe his relationship with his family has never been good, and that thing seems to have gotten worse before and after.

Gently letting go of Mi Jia in his arms, Cheng Yue got out of bed with a light movement, touched the cigarette in the pocket of his pants and went directly to Chaotai.

He is not addicted to smoking, and when he is in the army, he will smoke a few with them, because Mi Jia dislikes him smoking, so he rarely smokes at home when he comes back, but when he is really upset, nicotine may be a good medicine for boredom.

The night breeze blew on his face, lit the cigarette in his hand, how long has he not been back, more than three years, since he divorced Jiang Yawen, he has never returned to that so-called home.

He took another deep breath in order to suppress the boredom in his heart.

"Alas......"

There was a faint sigh behind him, Cheng Yue turned his head, and saw Mi Jia standing there in the dark, not looking at the silhouette, but he could see the blurred figure standing next to the balcony door.

didn't go towards her, Cheng Yue subconsciously snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, threw it on the ground, looked at her and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

He didn't go over to Mi Jia and came directly to him, stood a step away from him and stopped, watched him put it down, and said slowly, "Didn't I tell you, I seem to be too used to your hugs, without you to hug, I can't sleep at all." ”

So as soon as he let go of her, it didn't take long for her to wake up. It turned out that she didn't know that she had embraced him to such a point of dependence.

This surprised even herself, and suddenly she couldn't remember how she had come over those long nights before she knew him. It didn't take long for it to seem a little blurry.

Cheng Yue took a step forward towards her, grabbed her waist and lowered his head against her forehead and asked, "So I woke you up, didn't I?" ”

Mi Jia didn't deny it, nodded heavily, and said, "So you are responsible for me?" ”

Cheng Yue chuckled, and the laughter overflowed from his mouth, and said, "Be responsible, you must be responsible." ”

Mi Jia also smiled, but after laughing, she reached out and gently touched his face, and said, "Does it really bother you so much?" "I had to get up in the middle of the night and smoke a cigarette.

Cheng Yue shook his head and said, "I just remembered some things from the past, and those happened to be things that I didn't want to remember." ”

"If going back really makes you feel so uncomfortable, then we won't go back, I'll call my mother." He was her husband, and she didn't want to see him look so depressed and uncomfortable.

Cheng Yue thought about it for a while, and then shook his head and said, "Go back, since you can't live another life, go back and face it." "Maybe if you really face it, you can really let go of the past qiē.

"Then you are not allowed to get up in the middle of the night and smoke like this!" Mi Jia talked to him about the conditions, in fact, she wanted to say that what bothered him was to be able to tell her directly, instead of smoking alone like this, but she never said it, because even at this time, she was still a little unsure, not sure that she could really do this, not sure if she would be rejected by him.

Cheng Yue nodded, "Okay." "The promise is a promise to her.

"Let's go inside." Reaching out and taking her hand, he led her back in.