235 Crying
When Cheng Yue returned home, it was already that night, the military uniform on his body had not been changed, his face was not washed, and he was still painted with oil paint, and when he heard the news of his grandmother's death, in addition to his heartache and sadness, he was only worried about Mi Jia, worried about whether she could bear the news.
Aunt Qin was boiling porridge in the kitchen downstairs, and when she saw movement at the door, she ran out and saw him standing at the door.
Before Aunt Qin could speak, Cheng Yue had already asked, "Aunt Qin, where is Mi Jia?" ”
Aunt Qin pointed upstairs and said, "In the room." ”
I didn't ask any more questions, just turned around and ran upstairs.
Pushed open the door and went in, only to see Mi Jia sitting on the bed alone, looking at the side in a daze, the aunt was by her side, peeling an apple for her, seeing him come back, she stood up and looked at Mi Jia, and then looked at him, and finally did not speak, went out directly to the door, and reached out and patted him on the shoulder when she took Cheng Yue's side.
Wu Wenqing brought them to the door, stood at the door and sighed, finally waited until Cheng Yue came back, otherwise Mi Jia didn't say or cry like this, she really didn't know what to do.
Cheng Yue walked towards her, she looked very bad, her eyes were dull and there was no expression on her face, and the whole person seemed to be a lot thinner than before he left, and the meat that had been raised before was also thinner, and she looked even thinner than when they first got married.
Cheng Yue was distressed, went up and sat on the edge of the bed, hugged her tightly into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her hair, and only whispered, "Mi Jia, I'm back." ”
Mi Jia seemed to have no feeling at all, let him hug him, leaning on his arms, her eyes were still fixed on a certain place, but she was sloppy and not focused.
Cheng Yue hugged her for a while, and when he saw that she didn't move or speak, he let her go, and his hand caressed her face and gently touched her eyes.
was touched in the eye, Mi Jia moved her eyes and blinked a little uncomfortably.
Seeing that she was reacting, Cheng Yue reached out and held her face to let her look at herself, and then softly called her name, "Mijia." ”
Mi Jia seemed to see him at this time, and called his name, "Cheng, Cheng Yue......" His eyes looked at his eyes fixedly.
"It's me." Cheng Yue took her hand and put it to her lips to kiss it softly, and whispered, "I'm back, I'm sorry." ”
I'm sorry he didn't stay by her side when she needed her the most, leaving her alone to face such a huge mutation, leaving her sad and scared alone.
"Cheng Yue." Mi Jia called his name, the eyes that looked at him were slowly filled with mist, the eye sockets became red and swollen, and the tears flowed directly from the eye sockets without warning and control, falling one by one, and she still called her name, "Cheng Yue, Cheng Yue, Cheng Yue...... over and over again, it seems that she can't get tired of calling it, and she can't get tired of it.
"I'm here, I'm there for you." Cheng Yue responded to her, no matter how many times she called, he took the trouble to respond over and over again.
Reaching out and taking her back into his arms, his hand caressing her back and helping her breathe.
Mi Jia seemed to really come back to her senses at this moment, raised her hand and hugged him tightly, crying and saying, "Cheng Yue, grandma, grandma is gone......"
Cheng Yue was distressed, but he could only pat her back over and over again, and said, "I'm still here, I'm still by your side, you still have my ......" told her over and over again.
Mi Jia didn't seem to hear him say at all, immersed in her own pain, "She said she wanted to watch the baby be born, and said she was going to bring me the baby, I didn't understand anything, she said she wanted to teach, but how could I go, I miss her so much, I really want to think about it." ”
Mi Jia cried, it took two whole days for her to accept the fact that her grandmother was not there, she didn't want to accept it, she really didn't want to, but that day she saw her grandmother lying on the stretcher, she couldn't wake up no matter how she screamed, she knew that it was really gone, her grandmother was gone, it wasn't her crying that she could call back, she would never see her again.
Seeing her crying like this, Cheng Yue felt even more uncomfortable than her, so he could only bow his head and kiss her forehead, kiss her eyes, and kiss away the tears on her face, while saying, "I know, I know." ”
Mi Jia wanted to head her head, her tears fell more fiercely and urgently, and said, "You don't understand, you don't know, I'm just a relative of her, we have been dependent on each other for more than 20 years, I thought we would be together forever, she would always be by my side, but why, why is she leaving, I don't want her to go, I don't want her to die!" ……”
Cheng Yue couldn't speak, he understood what his grandmother meant to her, so he also understood her current pain.
Comfort, he really couldn't find any words, if crying could let her release her feelings, then let her cry like this again.
"Cheng Yue, what should I do, my parents don't want me, and now my grandmother doesn't want me anymore, I'm really just one person, I'm so scared, what should I do, what should I do......" Mi Jia grabbed her, her eyes full of helplessness and fear.
"Mija, look at me, look into my eyes." Cheng Yue stretched out his hand to hold her face, let her stare into her eyes, and said seriously, "Mi Jia, you are not alone, you still have me, and our baby, we will be together, always together, and accompany you for a lifetime!" ”
"For a lifetime? ......" Mi Jia looked at him, muttering softly like this, as if she was a little skeptical and a little disbelieving.
"For the rest of my life, I will be with you for the rest of my life and will never leave you." Cheng Yue assured her and made a promise.
Mi Jia looked at him stunned, tears still hanging on her face, forgetting to cry, and only repeating his words softly.
For a while, he still seemed a little unsure, stared at her and asked suspiciously, "Really?" ”
Cheng Yue felt sorry for her caution and worry, reached out again and hugged her tightly in his arms, and solemnly promised in her ear, "Really, we will be together all our lives and will never be separated." ”
He's not a man who makes promises, but he does it!
Hearing him say this, Mi Jia nodded, nodded vigorously, hugged him tightly with her hand, and whispered in his ear, "For a lifetime, don't separate!" ”
Xu was tired of crying, and he was tired for the past two days, Mi Jia fell asleep like this not long after leaning on Cheng Yue's arms.
Cheng Yue gently put her on the bed, reached out and gently stroked her eyes that were red and swollen from crying, sat at the head of the bed and looked at her for a while, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, and then got up and withdrew from the room.