Cheng Yue sent Xia Yiyuan downstairs, and just wanted to drive, Xia Yiyuan, who was standing on the side, took his hand and said, "Cheng Yue, accompany me for a while." ”

Cheng Yue thought about it, didn't say anything more, nodded, and walked towards the military compound with her.

The two of them walked like this, and when they walked towards the entrance of the troops, they could still hear the sound of the party coming from the lobby.

After walking like this for a while, Xia Yiyuan slowly spoke, sighed lightly and said, "When was the last time we met?" ”

Cheng Yue thought about it for a while, and then said, "It's been almost a year." ”

Xia Yiyuan shook his head and said, "10 months and 23 days." As he spoke, he turned his head to look at him, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but the smile seemed to be a little sad in such a cold night.

Cheng Yue was surprised, a little surprised that she would remember it so clearly, and only smiled, "I remember it all." ”

Glancing at him, Xia Yiyuan turned his head and looked at the dark road in front of him, only the dim yellow street lamp was on, and he said after a while: "I remember everything related to you." ”

Cheng Yue didn't speak, he wasn't stupid, he could feel it, and if he continued to say it, it was estimated that the taste of this would change.

"Cheng Yue, we've known each other for more than three years." Xia Yiyuan didn't look back, just looked at the front and said with some emotion.

Cheng Yue nodded and replied, "Well, it's been more than three years. "She met him after his divorce from Jiang Yawen, and the calculation time is indeed more than three years, almost four years.

"I still remember the first time we met, you didn't speak, the whole person was indifferent and cold, but it was really similar to your profession." Xia Yiyuan said, as if he was recalling the scene when the two met.

Cheng Yue just lightly pulled the corners of his mouth, and he couldn't see the curvature of his face clearly in the dark.

After a while, Xia Yiyuan suddenly opened his mouth and asked, "Can you tell me, how did you and your wife meet?" ”

Hearing this, Cheng Yue was stunned, but he began to nod, and then slowly opened his mouth, "Mi Jia and I met on a blind date, and we ......"

Walking all the way, the surrounding environment is very quiet, only Cheng Yue's not loud but low and beautiful voice slowly narrates the past in the dark night of four lonely people.

I don't know how long it took, seeing the courtyard with lights on in front of him, Xia Yiyuan slowly stopped, and then turned his head to look at him, Cheng Yue's shadow under the street lamp was stretched very long, and the reflection was a little deformed on the ground, Xia Yiyuan opened the corners of his mouth lightly, and said, "Actually, I originally planned to make it clear to you today, but I didn't expect that I would come back too late after all." ”

Cheng Yue looked at her, didn't know what to say for a while, just looked like this, and didn't speak.

"But it's too late, and there are some things I still want to say to you, even if I know that there is no result, or it is meaningless to you, but I still want to sue you, I don't want to make myself feel sorry for not saying it now." Xia Yiyuan looked at him, his eyes were very serious, his attitude was also very sincere, he took a deep breath, and said, "Cheng Yue, I like you." ”

Cheng Yue also looked at her, but he didn't speak, or should he say that he didn't know what to say at all, what could he respond to her confession.

The atmosphere seemed to be awkward at once, and the two of them just stood looking at each other, as if time had stopped at this moment, and everything was still.

After a while, Xia Yiyuan chuckled, looked at Cheng Yue and asked, "Are you scared by me?" ”

Cheng Yue also reacted, just smiled and said, "There was some surprise." ”

Xia Yiyuan turned his head and continued to walk forward, and at the same time continued, "Actually, I liked you when I first met you, your indifferent attitude hurt me a little, but my heart has not changed at all about your liking and drinking, and then I heard that you had just divorced at that time, I think maybe you haven't let go of your ex-wife, if so, I'm willing to wait for you, we became good friends, we can eat and drink, we can also compete and shoot together, you work hard to make yourself live well, as if there is nothing to do, But I know that you never let go of your ex-wife at that time, you have rejected and resisted the relationship, I have waited for more than two years, I know that you are much better than the one I know for more than two years, but the wound is not completely healed, so I made up my mind in my heart before I left last time, no matter how long we meet again, I will definitely show my heart to you when I see you again, even if the wound in your heart at that time has not been good, I am willing to accompany you to help you heal the wounds, It's just that I didn't expect that we would see each other again today, 10 months and 23 days later, and you are already married, and you will even have lovely children soon. As he spoke, Xia Yiyuan slowly stopped, raised his head slightly to look at the sky, tried to pull back the tears in his eyes, turned his head after a while, looked at him and asked, "You say, if I had told you this at that time, would our ending not be like this?" ”

Cheng Yue looked at her and shook his head slowly for a long time,

"What does it mean to shake your head, no, or don't know?" Xia Yiyuan asked bluntly, she had already said this today, she knew that their end was doomed, but at least she could get an answer from his mouth.

"It won't be different, it probably will be the same." Cheng Yue spoke, although he would feel a little guilty and hurtful, but he didn't want to deceive her with lies, "I've always just treated you as a brother, a friend, or a sister." ”

Hearing this, Xia Yiyuan smiled, turned her head and didn't look at him, she was worried that if she stared at him again, she might not be able to hold back the tears in her eyes, and tried to make herself laugh loudly, and said, "Cheng Yue, you are really not a good man. "At this time, can't you lie to her?

Thinking like this, her teeth bit her lip fiercely, and her eyes tried to look upward, she didn't want her tears to fall in front of others.

Behind him, Cheng Yue looked at her back and said, "Because I know you don't like to cheat." ”

Xia Yiyuan chuckled, but the smile was too bitter, he knew her likes and dislikes, but he didn't like her, so how sad she was.

After a while, Xia Yiyuan turned his head, stared into his eyes, and said, "Cheng Yue, can you reach out and touch my head?" She had always wanted him to do this, that kind of pampering action, and she had always longed for someone to do this, especially if that person was still him.

Cheng Yue looked at her, and finally slowly raised his hand, put it on her head, and rubbed it gently.

Xia Yiyuan closed his eyes, opened them again after a while, took a deep breath, and only said, "Go back, your wife is still waiting for you." ”

Cheng Yue nodded, didn't say anything, turned around and turned back along the road he had just come.

Xia Yiyuan looked at his back, his vision became a little blurred, and before tears fell, he turned around proudly and strode towards the compound.