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Wu Wenlan's operation was scheduled for Tuesday morning, Mi Jia thought that she could only stay in the ward and lie on the bed in order to protect the fetus, and the nurse was arranged to accompany Mi Jia, while Cheng Yue and Wu Wenqing had to accompany Wu Wenlan into the operating room.
Before entering the operating room, Wu Wenlan was lying on a cart and pushed directly into the operating room on the 5th floor, Cheng Yue and Wu Wenqing walked with her, worried that she was nervous and scared, Wu Wenqing's hand kept holding her tightly.
Cheng Yue accompanied the medical staff to walk, and when they arrived at the front of the operating room, when the medical staff were about to push people in, Wu Wenlan suddenly asked them to wait and said, "I want to say a few words to my son." ”
Hearing this, the medical staff didn't say much, nodded and stopped.
Wu Wenlan lay on the cart and looked at Cheng Yue who was standing beside him, and slowly raised her hand to him, "Ah Yue......"
Cheng Yue looked at the hand, and after a while, he reached out and held her tightly, half-bent down, and answered softly, "Hmm." ”
I don't know if it's because I'm going to go in for surgery so I feel scared or because I feel guilty because of guilt, my eyes are a little uncontrollable and suddenly I start to redden, and I choked up, "Ah Yue, I'm sorry......"
Cheng Yue bit her lip tightly, her face was a little moved, and her hand holding her was also very tight.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ah Yue, I'm not a qualified mother, I have never cared about you, and I have made you suffer so many grievances, I ......"
As she spoke, Wu Wenlan's tears fell more and more fiercely, she was really guilty, she owed Cheng Yue, not just a few simple apologies can be offset, but she can't do anything now except apologize, and she knows that if she doesn't say the words of apology now, she will not have a chance to say it if she wants to say it, so she wants to return all the words she has owed him while she is still sober, while she is still alive, of course, if there is still a chance, she will return all the care and maternal love she owed him before, But she has done so many wrong things in her life, I guess I think it's like what Cheng Chao said, maybe even God won't let her go.
With tears in her eyes, Wu Wenlan continued, "I'm too selfish, I'm too much-"
"Don't talk about it." Cheng Yue also interrupted all her words in a slightly hoarse voice, "Don't say it, if you really feel that you owe me, then wait and return everything you owe me." ”
Hearing this, Wu Wenlan's tears fell even more fiercely, and she raised her hand to cover her mouth and tried to make herself cry as quietly as possible. It was only at the end of her life that she realized what she had missed, and how many stupid and wrong things she had done.
sniffed, wiped the tears from his face, tried not to let himself continue to cry, looked at Cheng Yue and smiled, "Maybe, maybe there will never be that time." ”
Cheng Yue frowned, looked at her fixedly, didn't speak for a long time, but held her hand with a stronger force than it seemed to be just now.
It was almost time for the operation, and the medical staff on the side reminded them, "Okay, it's almost time, and we still have preparations to do after we go in." ”
Wu Wenlan let go of his hand, looked at Cheng Yue and finally said, "Ah Yue, you wait for me to say sorry to Mi Jia, there are many things in the past that she should not take to heart." After saying that, he turned his head and said to the medical staff, "Push me in." ”
Hearing this, the medical staff nodded and pushed her to prepare to go in.
Cheng Yue followed a few steps, remembering that when he just came out of Mi Jia's ward, Mi Jia explained what he said, and said to Wu Wenlan at a fast pace, "Mi Jia asked me to tell you, she said that she has no mother, and she will have to take care of the child's grandmother after the child is born." ”
As soon as Cheng Yue's words fell, the door of the operating room was directly closed, and the nurse wearing a mask blocked Cheng Yue from the door, only saying that family members were strictly forbidden to enter the operating room.
Across the door, Wu Wenlan was lying on the cart, covering her hands and feeling a little excited, and her tears flowed out uncontrollably.
Seeing this, the medical staff pushing the cart on the side only comforted her and said, "Don't cry, I'm going to have surgery soon, and I'll be fine after the operation." ”
Hearing this, Wu Wenlan choked up and nodded and thanked the man, "Thank you." ”
The man nodded and said, "Pack up the feelings, we'll start the operation soon." ”
Wu Wenlan nodded, sniffed her nose and tried to stop crying, thinking about what Cheng Yue said when she just came in, she wanted to live well, not for anything else, just to wait for the child in Mijia's belly to be born and let her take a look,
Outside the operating room, Cheng Yue stood at the door for a long time without moving, Wu Wenqing, who was standing behind him, stepped forward, somewhat understanding his mood, didn't say anything, just hugged his shoulder, just told him that he would get better and be fine.
It didn't take long for the lights in the operating room to come on, indicating that the operation had begun.
There was a rush of footsteps behind her, and Aunt Yun on the side turned her head, only to see Cheng Shaohe running over in a hurry, and whispered in a somewhat unexpected voice, "Mr. Cheng......"
Hearing this, Wu Wenqing and Cheng Yue, who were standing, turned around together, and after a while, they saw that Cheng Shaohe had already run in front of them, it seemed that he was really in a hurry, the whole person was running a little out of breath, and the amplitude and frequency of the ups and downs in his chest also showed how fast he had just run.
Wu Wenqing's face suddenly relaxed, let go of Cheng Yue and went directly to Cheng Shaohe, the anger on his face was very obvious, and he said to Cheng Shaohe, "What are you doing here!" She usually doesn't get angry very much, but for Cheng Shao and this brother-in-law, she has always complained in her heart, if it wasn't for this man's relationship back then, my sister wouldn't have done so many stupid things.
Cheng Shaohe didn't care about her anger at all, grabbed Wu Wenqing's shoulder and said with some eagerness, "Wenqing, how is Wenlan, have you already gone in?" ”
The place he has been going to the most in the past few days is the cemetery, standing in front of Wu Huilian's tomb is always half a day, he feels guilty, he feels sorry, compared to the guilt in his heart when he thought she was committing suicide This time is more violent, because he knows that this qiē is all because of his relationship, not so much that Wu Huilian's death was pushed down by Wen Lan, it is better that he forced Wu Huilian to negotiate with Wen Lan, so that Wen Lan accidentally pushed people down from there.
After knowing the truth, he has always been a little unable to face Wen Lan, he remembered the simple and lovely girl at the beginning, but because he made it like this, he chose to escape.
It was only after he sorted out his feelings that he came back and wanted to explain it to Wen Lan that he found out that she had today's surgery.