359 Courage
Mi Jia met with Lu Xiaoxiao the day before Chinese New Year's Eve, and the two made an appointment at the restaurant they used to go to, and Lu Xiaoxiao looked a little tired, with thick dark circles and deep eye bags.
Mi Jia looked at her, remembering that she met Gao Zichen in the military compound that day, she was still a little worried, and asked, "Xiaoxiao, what have you been doing lately?" He looked tired. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao drank all the water that had just been brought by the waiter on the table, took a deep breath and said, "Because of the holiday, I almost didn't get tired in the past two days." As he spoke, the whole person lay down on the fabric sofa, let the whole body sink into the soft sofa, raised his hand and twisted his neck, to relieve the fatigue of this period of time.
"Why are you so busy?" Mi Jia whispered, with worry in her tone, the current Xiaoxiao has really changed from before, not to mention the personality, just talk about the work attitude, never took work seriously before, the reason why she chose the tour guide at the beginning, is purely just to satisfy her desire to go everywhere, it can be said that it is with work and entertainment, and she has never been tired because of work.
"You also know, my dad was sick like that before, the whole body is not as good as before, the company is the hard work of his life, although he never forced me to take over or something, but I have always lived under his protection, never gave him anything in return, and now I just want to do more for him and my mother." She is not a filial daughter, she has always let them worry about it, in fact, the so-called happiness and happiness is the health and safety of the people she cares about, even if she doesn't like the current work and lifestyle, but looking at the happy smiling faces of her parents, she feels that everything is worth it, and this qiē does not seem to be as difficult as she originally imagined.
Seeing her say this, Mi Jia has nothing to say, but she really feels that after the incident from Luo Xiangdong, Xiaoxiao's whole person has really changed and become more mature, or this is just like what Cheng Yue said at the beginning, this qiē is just the price of growth, although the price is very big and a little heavy, but now it is like this, the result is also good.
But after thinking about it, Mi Jia still decided to probe her tone and asked, "How have you been with Gao Zichen recently, and is the progress going well?" ”
Hearing this, Lu Xiaoxiao seemed to subconsciously reach out and grab her hair, and only said, "What is the progress, what are you thinking about." When asked about Gao Zichen, she was always a little unconsciously uncomfortable, or embarrassed, or shy.
Mi Jia looked at her, and saw that she looked a little embarrassed and shy, clearly no different from a woman in love, and the worries in her heart were slowly put down, and she smiled, "What's the matter, did you have a conflict with Gao Zichen?" ”
"What kind of contradiction can there be, I haven't seen him for almost a week, even if I quarrel, there is no one." She worked overtime for a week, and he seemed to be busy lately, so she didn't have time to go to the army, and he didn't have time to go back to the couple's home in the city.
Hearing this, Mi Jia looked at her ambiguously and smiled, and said, "It's nothing, I'm counting the time." Judging by the frequency of her staying in the army some time ago, it seems that it is best for the two to maintain an emotionless husband and wife relationship.
Although she has not formally fallen in love, she is not an expert in feelings, but with her and Cheng Yue as a column, she can basically summarize two points, one emotional thing must rely on communication and understanding between two people, two is the fastest way to cultivate feelings, the way to promote communication is marriage, two people live together intimately, without too many words, a long time, you can understand each other very naturally, a little heart, the so-called feelings will come out, In fact, it is just such a simple truth, of course, the simpler it is, the easier it is to be ignored.
"You, what nonsense are you talking about, I want to be partners with him more often." As he spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly fell silent, tugged at the corners of her mouth, and said with a pretended smile for a while, "What do you think I can expect from my relationship, don't be stupid." As he spoke, he deliberately wanted to change the topic, raised his head and looked around, and said, "Why is today's dish served so slowly, there are not many people at this point." ”
Mi Jia didn't want her to continue to escape, reached out and grabbed her hand tightly, looked at her eyes and said seriously, "Xiaoxiao, those things have passed, people can only go further if they forget the past, don't you know such a simple truth?" ”
"I know, of course I do." Lu Xiaoxiao looked at her, trying her best to smile on her face, but the smile looked a little far-fetched, looking at Mi Jia and said calmly, "I really have let it go, but maybe you haven't been hurt, you really have been hurt, that kind of pain is acute, it's easy to let go, but now you let me accept it again so quickly, it's really too difficult for me." "Maybe I don't have enough time, the feeling thing, I've been hurt once, and I really don't dare to try it again.
Hearing this, Mi Jia was a little speechless for a while, maybe it was, she really hadn't experienced that kind of pain, she was lucky to meet Cheng Yue, everything she saw was just the surface, and the real pain she had to bear was only known to herself.
Gently patting her hand and looking at her with a faint smile, Mi Jia only said, "I know, don't force yourself." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, grinned big, and said, "Don't worry, I'm all right." ”
"Hmm." Mija nodded vigorously, believing that she was really all right.
The dishes are indeed slower than usual, and it is hard to wait until a dish is served, and after asking, I learned that it was because many waiters went home one after another for the New Year, and the whole restaurant was a little understaffed, thinking about it, it was twenty-nine years old, and tomorrow was Chinese New Year's Eve, and it was time for the family to reunite.
After her explanation, even if the dish was served slowly, Lu Xiaoxiao didn't say anything more, but while waiting for the dish, Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes kept staring at her stomach and asked, "Mi Jia, when is your due date, should I prepare a meeting gift for my godson?" ”
"The due date is April 21, and there are more than two months to go." Mi Jia said this, the little guy in his stomach seemed to have a sense, and the little hand didn't know if it was a little foot, so he hit Mi Jia's stomach, looked at Lu Xiaoxiao and said with a smile, "Haha, he's moving now, do you want to touch it?" ”
"If you want it, I'll touch it." As she spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao walked around the table towards Mi Jia, put her hand on her stomach, felt the strength of the little guy in her stomach, looked at Mi Jia happily and said, "I feel it, he is really moving!" ”
Mi Jia nodded, staring at her stomach, with a smile on her face with a hint of happiness.