393 Feelings
It seemed that the atmosphere was frozen by something at once, Mi Jia looked at Lu Xiaoxiao, and it took a while to react, find back the voice, and said, "You, what did you just say, what did you say?" "She just said that a woman came to her and said that she gave birth to a son to Gao Zichen!
Lu Xiaoxiao glanced at Mi Jia, and said again, "A few days ago, a strange woman called me and said that if she was Gao Zichen's ex-girlfriend, she had something to say that she wanted to meet and talk to me alone. ”
"So, you met?" Mi Jia's eyes were always staring at her, and in addition to some worry, her face was also a little confused and puzzled.
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, took out the phone from his pocket, unlocked it and then called up the photos he had saved before, and then handed it directly to Mi Jia, looked at Mi Jia and said, "Look, this is the photo that woman sent me before." ”
Mi Jia stretched out his hand to take it, and on the screen of the mobile phone was a child about twelve or thirteen years old, with a somewhat stern expression on his face, his lips pursed tightly, but his eyes were twinkling and shining.
Mi Jia felt that the child in the photo was a little familiar, and when she was trying to recall who this child looked like, she suddenly remembered Gao Zichen's appearance, and then looked down at the photos on the screen of the mobile phone, looking at Lu Xiaoxiao in disbelief, pointing to the mobile phone in her hand, to be precise, it should also be the photo in the mobile phone, opened her mouth for a while before saying, "This child, this child is Gao Zichen's son?" "It's exactly the same as Gao Zichen, but it's just the number one who is younger than him.
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, there was no emotion on his face, as if he had completely accepted the fact, and said calmly, "Well, that's what that woman told me." ”
Mi Jia was a little stunned, and didn't know what to say for a while, just stared at the photos on her phone, as if it was best to see the difference.
Lu Xiaoxiao took a sip of coffee, and said after a while, "That woman told me that there is still love between them, she has met Gao Zichen before, even if they were separated, it was just because of misunderstanding and various reasons, it was never because she didn't love, so she wanted to fight for her own happiness and her son's happiness." ”
Hearing her say this, Mi Jia was a little excited, looked at her and said, "What is the happiness that belongs to them, you and Gao Zichen are husband and wife!" ”
Hearing this, Lu Xiaoxiao seemed to have heard some very funny joke, laughed directly, looked at Mi Jia and shook her head, and said, "You will say this to me, in fact, it is quite funny, I and Gao Zichen have the name of marriage, what else, he doesn't love me, I don't love him, there is no so-called relationship between us at all, she said that there is true love between them, the relationship is still there, the children are all and so old, what qualifications do I have to fight with her?" As he spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao always smiled on his face, but that smile always felt so sad and awkward in Mi Jia's eyes.
"Who said that you don't have feelings, if Gao Zichen really has no feelings for you at all, is he in a hurry to find you everywhere? You didn't see him that day, and I felt that he must have liked you and had feelings for you. Mi Jia said, remembering Gao Zichen's excited appearance on the phone that day, she could feel the anxiety and nervousness.
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, only turned her eyes to look elsewhere, and then picked up the coffee and drank it, maybe she didn't even notice it, it turned out that she was most afraid of bitter coffee, not only forgot to add creamer today, but even forgot to add sugar, but she didn't notice the bitterness at all.
But these Mi Jia saw it all, put down the mobile phone in his hand, reached out to pull her hand over, looked at her eyes fixedly, and said, "Actually, you also have feelings for him, right, otherwise you wouldn't say nothing because of this, just leave the divorce agreement and leave, and no one will tell you." ”
Two people get along like husband and wife, it was originally the easiest to have feelings, she never admitted it before, it was because she was injured, and the injury was too painful to make her afraid, so even she didn't notice that her feelings for Gao Zichen had changed unconsciously, if it was really as simple as she said before, there was no emotion at all, why did she flee to Xinjiang so far away alone and sadly, and her mobile phone and other communications were all closed, It's just that when you don't want people to discover their sadness and weakness, they just heal themselves.
Lu Xiaoxiao withdrew his hand, glanced at his face to avoid her gaze, only pursed his lips, and said without admitting it, "I didn't, I just wanted to go to the prairie, this time I just had time, and the company was not busy, so I went, you know, it's not that I deliberately didn't answer your call, it's just that the communication signal over there is not very good," Lu Xiaoxiao made excuses for herself, even if it was her best friend and close friend, she didn't want to show her weakness in front of her.
But it's not so much that she doesn't want Mi Jia to see her weakness, but more accurately, she doesn't want to really admit that she actually has other feelings for Gao Zichen, such as love......
As a friend for so many years, how could Mi Jia not know what she was thinking at the moment, her eyes were always staring at her face, and she said, "Lu Xiaoxiao, you are running away now, do you think that if you don't admit it, you won't be able to exist?!" She understands this feeling, she struggled so hard when she accepted her feelings for Cheng Yue, she didn't want to admit it, but she didn't care about him, and then she compromised, thinking that she really couldn't ignore the strong feeling in her heart, falling in love with someone, that is a feeling that can't be hidden.
"I didn't." Lu Xiaoxiao never admitted it, it seemed that he was even more irritable when he was asked by Mi Jia like this, and he took a big sip of coffee directly regardless of the scalding, and he never felt that the bitterness of the coffee for a few days was difficult to swallow.
Seeing her like this, Mi Jia couldn't force her to ask her anything, maybe these things can only be accepted if she figured them out by herself and was willing to accept them.
But back to the original question, Mi Jia looked at her and asked, "Are you really going to divorce, just because of this child?" As she spoke, Mi Jia pointed to the photo on her phone.
Lu Xiaoqing's feelings also calmed down a little, took the phone back again, and stared at the delicate facial features on the photo, it really seemed to be carved out of a mold.
After a while, he slowly spoke, saying, "People are true love, feelings, and sons, so this is the real family, and I am just an out-and-out outsider." ”