Mija looked at her and didn't speak for a while, because she didn't know what to say, or she didn't think they would really come this far.

It took a long time before he looked at her and asked, "Really, do you really have to do this?" She doesn't think that there is no affection between them, if it is really like the emotion when they got married, she will definitely not say anything if they want to separate, but, but now that they have feelings, whether it is for Xiaoxiao or Gao Zichen, it will be hurtful.

Lu Xiaoxiao slowly turned his face at this time, turned his eyes to look at Mi Jia's face again, and said, "Well, it's decided, I really want to do this." ”

Although she knew that she would be uncomfortable, Mija still wanted to know, looked at her and asked, "Why?" ”

Lu Xiaoxiao lowered his head, picked up the black tea and drank it again, there was no temperature when he first came, the cold black tea did not have the sweetness and moisturizing taste just now, staring at the glass cup for a long time, Lu Xiaoxiao slowly said, "Gao Zichen took that child to do a DNA test, and determined that the child was his son." ”

"So, that's why that's it?" Mi Jia looked at her, maybe she didn't know much about Gao Zichen, but she didn't think that Gao Zichen would give up the marriage between him and Lu Xiaoxiao just because the child was his son, looking at the way he took away Xiao Xiao last time, she really felt that he really loved Xiaoxiao, and there was no reason to give up just because of this.

"That's enough." Lu Xiaoxiao tugged at the corners of her mouth, the smile was more of a self-mockery, looked at Mi Jia and said, "Mi Jia, you are now a mother, do you think it is appropriate to separate their father and son?" ”

"I ......" Mi Jia couldn't speak, of course she knew that it was not appropriate to separate a father and son or mother and son, but she couldn't use her own happiness to fulfill such a father-son relationship.

After thinking for a long time, he said, "They, there is no relationship between their father and son, after all, they haven't seen each other for so many years, if Gao Zichen must want to have a child, you can also have one." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head and said with a wry smile, "We, we can't do it, we can't give birth." As he spoke, he closed his eyes in some pain, and the hand holding the glass clenched tightly.

Mi Jia didn't understand her words, and didn't quite understand what she meant by this sentence "no" and "can't be born", she looked at her and asked, "You, what do you mean by this?" ”

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, and seemed to be trying her best to control her guilt, and it took a while to control the tumbling love in her heart, and said, "Gao Zichen and I, we, we haven't had contraception since we were together, but, but it hasn't been." ”

When she said this, Mi Jia seemed to be a little relieved, but she was still a little excited when she looked at her and said, "You are because of this?" Who said that if you don't use contraception, you will definitely get pregnant, this kind of thing depends on fate, not what we say we can want, not now, it's just because the time hasn't come, maybe there will be in the future. ”

"If it is to look at fate, then I may really never have a fate with my child, there will never be that time, whether it is now or in the future, my fate with my child may have been broken long ago." Lu Xiaoxiao said, although her face had calmed down, she held it tightly, betraying how excited she was at the moment.

"You're too extreme to say that." Mi Jia couldn't agree with her words, just because she didn't have children for the time being, why did she have to say it further and never be the same in the future, thinking like this, Mi Jia suddenly thought of something, and looked at her face changed a little, "You, you should ......" Those words choked in her throat and couldn't say anything.

Lu Xiaoxiao knew what she was thinking, and nodded to solve her doubts, "Well, that's what you think, I used to think that it was because of timing problems or the fate with the child, but I went to the hospital some time ago, and the doctor said that the chance of me getting pregnant again is only less than ten percent, or you can directly say that I will never be a mother again in the future." As she spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but shed tears directly, when she knew the news, she was stupid, she never thought that it would be like this, that diagnosis was like a wordless trial, and she was directly sentenced to life imprisonment, or it can be said to be the death penalty.

Mi Jia was also stunned, she really didn't know what to say for a while, she was a mother now, she might not be able to understand the pain in Lu Xiaoxiao's heart now, but if she wanted to take Xiao Hanghang away from her, or give up being Hanghang's mother, then she would be very painful, she couldn't even imagine.

Neither of them spoke, and was silent for a while, and finally Mi Jia asked with some difficulty, "Yes, it's because of the previous ......" Mi Jia never finished speaking, and she saw all the depression and pain in her eyes when she took out the child, but she didn't expect that it would be because of that time......

Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, just nodded, tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably, and she reached out to wipe it, but it kept flowing out, and she could never finish wiping it away.

She never thought that it would be like this, when she took away the child, she almost took half of her life, the reason why she agreed to marry Gao Zichen is in fact, in addition to wanting her parents to feel at ease, maybe some of her selfishness is to have another child.

Because of such selfishness, they have not had contraception, the pain of taking the child away with her own hands last time, she regretted it so much, and wanted to be a mother again, thinking that if she could get pregnant again, she must make up for the mistakes she had let go before, and give all the maternal love that she didn't have time to give away before to have a child, but, I didn't expect that she had given up her right as a mother when she gave up that child.

She didn't behave well with anyone in this matter, it was her own insistent choice at the beginning, and she could only blame herself, maybe this is God's punishment for her, punishing her for not knowing how to cherish the fate between her and her child, and cut off the child's life with her own hands, and didn't even give him the opportunity to come to this world to take a look, since she doesn't cherish it so much, so now God has taken it back and no longer gives her such a chance, so that she will forever lose the qualification to be a real mother.

"Why, how can it be like this......" Mi Jia muttered to herself, her heart was uncomfortable, and she was uncomfortable for Lu Xiaoxiao.

Lu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and tried to tilt her head to make her eyes look at it, trying to push back all her tears.