595 Regrets
Mi Jia was very tired, but she couldn't sleep, she looked at the entire dark room with her eyes open, and she was still thinking about the words she heard at Wu Wenlan's door in the afternoon.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she couldn't sleep, and she turned sideways and stared at the window with her eyes open.
Mi Jia was still staring over there, when she heard Cheng Yue's slightly hazy voice ringing in her ears, and asked her, "Can't you sleep?" ”
Hearing this, Mija turned her head, and in the darkness she couldn't see if he was awake or asleep, and asked, "Did you wake you up?" ”
Cheng Yue stretched out his hand and hugged her back into his arms, his chin lightly rested on her shoulder, and asked her instead of answering, "What's wrong, what's on your mind?" "If you don't sleep all night, you can't go around like this, if you don't have something on your mind, what else can you do.
"I'm sorry you didn't sleep." Mi Jia felt a little guilty, she knew that when he came back from special training, Ken must be very tired, and she also knew that he had slept shallowly, and he would not be able to sleep at the slightest sound, but she had something in her heart, and she didn't notice for a while that she was also noisy with him lying next to her.
Cheng Yue turned her body over, and the two looked at each other face to face, although Mi Jia couldn't see it in the dark, he could feel that he was staring at him.
"What's the matter, sue me." Cheng Yue asked.
Mi Jia didn't know whether to say it or not for a while, and looked at him for a while without speaking.
Cheng Yue waited for a while and didn't see her speak, and asked, "Mi Jia, sue me, what are you thinking?" ”
Mi Jia came back to her senses, thought about it, and felt that this matter might be known to Cheng Yue, so she finally opened her mouth and said, "I...... I overheard my mom on the phone this afternoon. ”
"Huh?" Cheng Yue frowned slightly, and asked out loud, "And then?" ”
Mi Jia closed her eyes, took a deep breath, opened them again, and said, "Mom, she seemed to be talking to Cheng Chao on the phone at the time, I don't know what they talked about, maybe Cheng Chao was threatening her mother with something, because my mother was a little excited at the time, but I didn't expect to hear my mother say ......."
Speaking of this, Mi Jia suddenly couldn't continue, she knew very well that childhood actually had a shadow for Cheng Yue, he cared very much, that is, because he cared, so he cherished his current life and cherished the love that his parents could give him all the time he wanted.
"What did she say?" Cheng Yue continued to ask, just listening to the tone, but he couldn't hear his current feelings.
Mi Jia lowered her eyes, those words were a little unbearable to say, she didn't want him to feel uncomfortable because of this, she didn't want him to be hurt because of this again.
Seeing that she didn't say anything like this, the more Cheng Yue wanted to know, and in the dark, he reached out precisely to hold her face, so that she could look at herself in the dark, "Mi Jia, sue me, Mom, what did she say?" ”
Mi Jia was silent, and finally said for a while, "I don't know if my mother's words are true or false, I heard her say to Cheng Chao on the other side of the phone that she doesn't care about you, saying that you don't care about her business, I don't know what she cares about, and I don't know what Cheng Chao threatened her on the phone." Mijia spoke, her eyes fixed on her, although it was dark and she couldn't see anything clearly, but after adjusting to the light, she seemed to be able to see a vague outline.
Cheng Yue didn't speak for a while, the room was too dark, although Mi Jia could see the outline, but he couldn't see the specific expression on his face, couldn't see the subtle changes on her face, I don't know what his eyes were at the moment, but seeing him don't speak like this, he was a little worried, his hand gently pulled him, and called his name, "Yue ......"
Hearing her call him, Cheng Yue reacted and responded softly, "Hmm." ”
He couldn't hear any change in his tone, and he didn't know what he was thinking at the moment or what his mood was.
Mi Jia was a little worried about him, and looked at him with one hand and said, "Cheng Yue, if you have anything unhappy or uncomfortable in your heart, just tell me and let me know." ”
Worried that she would be freezing, Cheng Yue pulled her down and covered her with a quilt again, and then just shook his head and said, "Sleep." ”
Seeing that he didn't say anything like this, the more Mi Jia worried about him in his heart, "Cheng Yue, don't hide things in your heart, it's okay to say it." She was always holding back like this, she was worried that he would make her uncomfortable, and she was reluctant to let him do this.
Cheng Yue touched her head and only said, "It's not early, go to sleep." ”
Cheng Yue's attitude was obvious, he just didn't want to talk about it, seeing him like this, Mi Jia didn't want to say anything more, leaned back into his arms, and only whispered, "No matter what, I will always only care about you." "It doesn't matter if others don't care, she cares, it doesn't matter if others don't feel distressed, her man, she comes to feel distressed, she comes to love.
Cheng Yue didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly, and the strength was much greater than just now.
Mi Jia's eyes were a little suppressed by tears, and she didn't say anything more, but the strength to hug him back was much heavier than just now.
In the dark, Mi Jia didn't know if Cheng Yue was asleep, she herself had been keeping her eyes open and not a little sleepy, but she didn't dare to move, she didn't dare to turn sideways, if Cheng Yue was already asleep, she was afraid that if she moved, she would disturb his rest as just now, she knew very well that he would definitely get up early tomorrow morning, because there were indeed a lot of things in the army recently, whether it was training or preparing for exercises.
Thinking of these, Mi Jia couldn't help but think of what Wu Wenlan said, thinking about whether she was going to ask Wu Wenlan tomorrow, or Cheng Chao really threatened her on the phone, after getting along for so long, she always felt that Wu Wenlan had really changed, and she had really become thinking about everything for Cheng Yue, and her feelings for Cheng Yue were really different from before, and she could feel this real emotion between getting along. Maybe you shouldn't just listen to these few words to deny all the true feelings that others have paid before.
Thinking like this, Mi Jia regretted that she had just spoken fast and told Cheng Yue about this, after all, everything she thought was what she thought, maybe things were not what she thought at all, maybe she was really mistaken, if she didn't say it, Cheng Yue might have a good night's sleep, instead of hiding things in her heart like now, suppressing her feelings.
The more she thought about it, the more Mi Jia regretted it, sighed a little complainingly, and scolded herself in a low voice, "My broken mouth." ”