The family who was originally going to eat and put it all sat in the living room together because of the letter, and even the little guy held by Mi Jia was extremely quiet, as if he saw the strictness of the atmosphere, and sat in Mi Jia's arms without making noise, and grabbed this small plastic spoon in his hand, playing quietly.

Cheng Shaohe took the letter and continued to look at it, the letter was written by Wu Wenlan to him, and every stroke was handwritten.

"Lao Cheng, although I don't regret falling in love with you, I don't regret insisting on marrying you, but I've been thinking about a question since I got sick, I have to admit that we were really wrong, our love hurt innocent people, we always owe them, so don't blame Chengchao after death, no matter how many outrageous or even unforgivable things he did, but the sentence he insisted on was not wrong, this qiē is what I owe him, and I owe his mother, I choose to leave in this way, I really want to atone for my sins, Atonement for the mistakes I put down at the beginning, in fact, I have no regrets, I have earned the days of the past 30 years, but I have always carried a human life on my body, whether she jumped down by herself, her death has nothing to do with me, not to mention that she was really pushed down by me, although it was unintentional, but it can't change the fact that I killed her, this life was originally owed to her, and some debts are not long delayed, they still have to be repaid after all.

In fact, human life is also fixed, I may have really done too many bad things, so even God is a little unbearable, I know that my condition is very not optimistic, although you try very hard to laugh in front of me every day, trying to tell me that the situation is not so unoptimistic, but the body is my own, who can know better than me, I know my situation very well, even if I don't do it I think I may not have more days, in fact, from the other side thinking that this is not necessarily a bad thing, The tone made me face the future treatment, in the face of the side effects of chemotherapy, watching my hair fall out one by one, it is better to let me end my life in this way, in fact, in the final analysis, I am still a selfish person who is afraid of death, but I am more afraid of facing my unbearable appearance than being afraid of death, I don't have so much courage.

Lao Cheng, I just want you to understand that don't be sad about my death, in fact, this may be the best choice and result for me, and there is nothing more suitable than this. It's just that here I want to apologize to you, I think you will be very frightened and hit by that time, and I apologize to you.

I've never been a competent mother, whether it's for Cheng Chao or Cheng Yue, for Cheng Chao's good practical Cheng Chao's words, I just selfishly want to live at ease, because of his mother's relationship I always feel guilty, Cheng Chao is not wrong, I am just pure to treat him as a tool to atone for his sins, speaking of which I am still selfish, the first thing I think about is always myself.

For Cheng Yue, I am even more of a ruthless mother, not only did I not fulfill a little obligation as a mother, I even did a lot of things to hurt him, originally I planned to use the future days to pay back, but it seems that I can't, I am destined to be a bad mother, I can't give him before, and I can't give it in the future.

Maybe I owe too many people in my life, but I think the person I owe the most is not Cheng Chao, but my own son, I owe him the estimation that I will pay it back in the next life, but I don't know if there will be a chance in the next life. ”

Cheng Yue has been watching from the side, and his eyes don't know when they will be red, no matter how iron-blooded the tough guy is, he can't calm the excitement in his heart at this time.

"In fact, what I want to thank the most is Mi Jia, because of your relationship, let Cheng Yue get happy, because of your relationship I saw a smile on Cheng Yue's face, and because of your relationship, my relationship with Cheng Yue can be improved, I also want to thank you for bringing Hang Hang to the family, he is like an angel, so beautiful, this nearly a year is my most relaxed and beautiful time, I have no regrets.

So don't feel sorry for me, and don't resent anyone for my affairs, this qiē has nothing to do with anyone, it's my own choice, it's a debt that I owe for so many years.

Lao Cheng, in the end I want to tell you, I will move back when I retire, help me watch Hanghang grow up, together with my share, double the pain of Hanghang, when he can talk and call grandma, he must sue me, and when he can read and write, he must let me know, I also want to participate in his growth, even if he has a girlfriend and a child in the future, he must also let him take him to my grave to see, I think I will know, and when Hanghang grows up, I will say sorry to him for me, I didn't get the chance to grow up with him, but I loved him as much as you do. ”

Cheng Shaohe almost finished reading the letter in tears, but in fact, not only Cheng Shaohe, but Cheng Yue on the side was not able to control his tears.

Although Mi Jia didn't see the content of the letter when she held the child, she could guess how much she could guess when she looked at the reactions of the two of them, and her eyes were red, and she hugged the little guy in her arms tightly.

Aunt Qin didn't disturb them, and stood aside a little sadly, quietly not saying anything.

In the end, Cheng Shaohe put away the letter, wiped away the tears on his face, stood up, looked at everyone and said, "Let's eat." As he spoke, he walked over to the table.

Aunt Qin reacted and hurriedly stepped forward to help serve the meal.

Cheng Yue still didn't come out of the love of this letter, his eyes looked at the envelope on the low table fixedly, and he didn't react for a while.

Mi Jia gently wiped away the tears that couldn't help falling on her face, stepped forward and patted Cheng Yue's shoulder gently, and said, "Don't be like this, Mom, she must be watching us from the sky, she must not want you to be like this." ”

Cheng Yue raised his head in a trance, closed his eyes in pain for a while, and when he opened them again, the whole person seemed to have a different mentality, stood up and hugged the child from Mi Jia's arms, looked at Mi Jia and said, "Let's go, let's eat." ”

Mija smiled at her, nodded vigorously, sniffed, and said, "Well, let's go eat." ”

Cheng Yue reached out to wipe away the tears that had just fallen on her face, and her eyes were red.

The little one in his arms didn't know what was going on, but he was grinning happily with his teeth bared when he saw his parents smiling.