853 Regrets
Mi Jia looked at her and said calmly, "These are your own choices, no one else's fault." ”
"Yes, you're right, these are my own choices, no one is to blame, only myself." Zhou Wenqin said this, and her tone was a little self-deprecating.
Mi Jia didn't say much, she didn't want to make any more comments about her as a person.
Maybe it's really too lonely, there is no one around to talk to, and those men who are willing to be with her are just for her money, and all she wants to say is against her will, and now she has no money on her, and people will naturally leave, not to mention her best friend, she doesn't even have an ordinary friend by her side.
Looking at Mi Jia, Zhou Wenqin said self-deprecatingly: "Unexpectedly, the only person who is still willing to talk to me and listen to me is actually you." ”
There are some things in this world that are really wonderful and ridiculous, for the past ten years, she has always regarded Mi Jia and her mother as enemies, and has always felt that if it weren't for them, she and Junjie's father would definitely get married, and her life would have changed dramatically, she never stopped hating them, even if Mi Jia's mother had died, she had always hated Mi Jia.
But now besides her, there may not be anyone willing to talk to her.
"I have always felt that God is unfair to me, my family has been very poor since I was a child, and I couldn't even eat for a few days when I was the poorest, and I told myself since I was sensible that I must have a lot of money in the future, I must live the life I want, eat what I want to eat, and live in a big house."
Mijia listened, looked at her with her eyes, and did not say anything.
"I understand now, there are some things that are not yours, no matter how hard you try to fight for them, they will not be yours." Zhou Wenqin smiled as she spoke, but the smile was empty and weak, and the whole person looked decadent and not angry at all, "I have been calculating the Jiang family's money, and I have always wanted to use Junjie to get more, and finally I succeeded, I got all the shares of Junjie and all the property in his name, but in the end I didn't get anything, just to make a wedding dress for her." ”
She naively believed Jiang Yawen's words, thinking that she would fulfill her promise and give her what she deserved, but in the end, she didn't get anything in the end, and she even had to be dragged out.
"No one starts with nothing, it's just that you push out what you have little by little." Mijia looked at her, her expression was a little stern, she didn't hate the things she did to herself, but she hated her for using her mother's identity to hurt Junjie like this, and hated her for squandering Junjie's love for her again and again.
Zhou Wenqin smiled, with tears in her eyes, lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Mi Jia, and said in a low voice, "You must not believe it, I have been having the same dream for the past few days, I dreamed that Junjie glared at me resentfully, that look was like looking at an enemy, I don't remember how many times I was awakened by that look." ”
"Shouldn't it?" Mija asked rhetorically, so she regrets it now? After squandering Junjie's feelings for her, does she feel like she has lost something?
"Yes, yes." Zhou Wenqin was still laughing, but tears kept falling from her face, "I'm just, I just regret it, I really regret it......"
"If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place." Mi Jia sighed lightly, she now knew that she regretted it, but after such a hurt again and again, could Junjie still forgive her?
Zhou Wenqin covered her face and cried out loud.
Looking at her like this, Mi Jia has nothing to say, sometimes people are always like this, when they really feel that they are going to lose, they will regret not cherishing it at the beginning, but when they really lose it, they will regret it, so what's the use, it hurts a person's heart, where can it be made up by saying a few words of regret and apology.
I don't know how long Zhou Wenqin cried like this, but when Mi Jia gave her a tissue, she slowly restrained her emotions, looked at Mi Jia with red eyes and said, "Yes, can you please help me with a sentence." ”
Mija nodded, saw her and said, "What? ”
"Help me say I'm sorry to Junjie, I, I was wrong......" As she spoke, Zhou Wenqin stood up and prepared to leave.
Seeing that she was leaving, Mi Jia said to her, "If you really feel guilty, apologize or say it yourself, as for whether he forgives you or not, it is his choice and the result that you must accept." ”
Zhou Wenqin stopped and didn't look back, the whole room seemed to be frozen by time, quiet without a sound.
Mi Jia didn't want to talk to her about it, she didn't want to apologize to Junjie for her mistakes, and Junjie had paid so much and been hurt so much, but it was not an exaggeration to apologize in person.
Mi Jia's refusal This time, Zhou Wenqin did not refuse as before, and only turned her back to Mi Jia after a while and said, "Thank you for being willing to listen to me so much today." Then he left the office.
Mi Jia looked at the office door that was closed again, and let out a long sigh, she really hated Zhou Wenqin before, not only because she ruined her family's relationship, but also because she used Junjie like this again and again to make her feel that she was too shameless, but today looking at her like this, watching her cry and complain that she was wrong, she didn't feel happy and relaxed, but more embarrassed and emotional.
When Mi Jia got off work, he bumped into Jiang Yawen, who also came out of the office, and the two looked at each other, and their eyes met each other's eyes.
Mi Jia didn't have anything to say to her, so she took her bag and turned around to leave.
Seeing that she turned around and was about to leave, Jiang Yawen called out to stop her, "Why are you in such a hurry?" As he spoke, he walked towards Mijia in his ten-centimeter-high heels.
Mi Jia turned her head, looked at the corners of her mouth half-hooked, but there was no smile on her face, and said, "What are you doing here if you don't leave after work." ”
Jiang Yawen also smiled, unlike Mi Jia's skin smile and non-smiling, the smile on Jiang Yawen's face looked a little proud, looked at Mi Jia and said, "Let's talk." ”
"Is there anything we can talk about?" Mija really couldn't think of anything to talk about between herself and her.
"Just talk about when you are willing to give Cheng Yue to me." Jiang Yawen looked at her, his expression undisguised with provocation.
Mi Jia didn't get angry, looked at her and only said, "Cheng Yue has never been a thing or a commodity, if he doesn't love me anymore and chooses to be with you, then I will definitely respect his intentions, but the premise is that even if you don't love me anymore, are you sure he will be with you?" After saying that, he went straight to the elevator.