Chapter 65: The Demon Barrier of Love
Yue Yin immediately ran over to help Shen Xian up, and asked with concern, "Little turtle, are you okay?"
Shen Xian was weak, his meridians were damaged, and it was difficult to recover for a while, and it was a little difficult to even open his mouth to speak! Rao wanted to answer Yue Yin, but he could only half-open his mouth and make a few faint sounds. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info but he had a clear mind, and when he raised his hazy eyes to look at Meng Bingxuan, he was lost for no reason.
He risked his life for the sake of Mengbingxuan, and at two critical times, he saved her regardless of his own safety! But why is she still cold-faced, and she is not moved by me at all? Even if she comes up to support her this time, at least it can show that she is grateful, at least she has thought of me for a moment in her heart!
But he thought so, but he didn't know that Meng Bingxuan never took him to heart, which was also like his infatuation, Meng Bingxuan was only focused on Yin Tianshuo, even if Yin Tianshuo was just softened, Meng Bingxuan's concern for him was better than Shen Xian!
Of course, this can't be blamed on Meng Bingxuan's lack of affection. What Shen Xian did for her, she did see it in her eyes, but in her heart, Shen Xian was an outsider after all, but what she did still couldn't let him into her heart! What's more, she had a good eye and already knew that Yue Yin secretly liked Shen Xian in her heart, she felt that although Shen Xian's realm was not as good as Yue Yin, he still had potential and could match Yue Yin! She also knew that Shen Xian was interested in her, but she couldn't give birth to even a trace of love for Shen Xian, and since this was the case, why did she give Shen Xian a trace of reverie? It's better to let him break his thoughts early and cherish the people around him who should really be cherished!
Shen Xian naturally didn't understand Meng Bingxuan's intentions, he originally felt that he was a grass people, and in terms of identity, he was not worthy of Meng Bingxuan at all! Now he is a lord, although he has an empty title, but according to what Song Xingzhi said, as long as he has good management, sooner or later he will be able to hold great power! Shen Xian is not yearning for power, he is only determined to do this in order to be worthy of Meng Bingxuan! And looking at what he has done so far, he has worked hard for that person, even if he has reached the pinnacle of martial arts, there is a great reason to become a hero, at least in terms of reputation, he can be the right person with Mengbing Turns!
Today, however, he suffered a second blow!
Zhu Baiyu let him understand how small he was on the path of martial arts, and Meng Bingxuan let him understand what it means to be a "mediocre person disturbing himself"!
As early as that night, Shen Xian looked at Yin Tianshuo and Meng Bingxuan, and they both understood it to some extent! Xiao Wanyun persuaded him, and he really remembered it! Even so, he didn't want to think about it, nor did he want to guess, he only felt that as long as he worked hard, Meng Bingxuan would definitely have something to do with him! But today, his doubts and his expectations all had an answer because of Meng Bingxuan's look, but this answer made people so sad!
It turned out that in that person's heart, there was no me all along.
It turned out that everything that person did was not for me.
It turns out that I am the only one who secretly likes ...... in my heart
Shen Xian seemed to have lost his spiritual support all of a sudden, and the whole person felt a sharp pain all over his body in an instant, as if countless knives had been cut on the flesh alive, little by little, to his heart!
Shen Xian fainted in pain, which scared Yue Yin a lot, but fortunately, Master Qingyi was beside him, and immediately came to pinch Shen Xian's pulse. Master Qingyi said slowly: "Don't worry about Lord Yue, Master Shen Shi only suffered a little internal injury and fainted temporarily, as long as he breathes a little, he can recover, and there is no big problem!" As he spoke, he took out a small porcelain bottle from his arms, poured out a pill from it and fed it to Shen Xian, and then said, "Master Shen Shi has taken this healing elixir and needs to lie quietly on the bed for some time!"
Yue Yin heard Master Qingyi's words, and felt some comfort in her heart, she helped Shen Xian up, put Hao Sheng on the bed, and quietly stayed next to him to rest. In order not to disturb Shen Xian, the others consciously left the room, but even before leaving, Meng Bingxuan never looked back at the person who had saved her twice!
Yue Yin unconsciously reached out and touched Shen Xian's chest, always feeling that knowing the pain in Shen Xian's body was far less than the pain in his heart, because she was really like this!
Master Qingyi, Jingchan, and Yan Xiaoxiao did not leave, but sat quietly on the side. Yan Xiaoxiao closed his eyes and meditated and practiced. Master Qingyi glanced at Shen Xian and Yue Yin, as well as the distant cyan back, and pronounced a sentence of "Amitabha", as if he was sighing at the infatuated men and women in this world, why is it just a word "love", and he can't let go of his attachment!
Master Qingyi and Jingzen closed their eyes and gradually settled down!
To make a long story short, when Shen Xian woke up, opened his eyes and sat up slowly, it was almost sunrise the next day. In the room, Master Qingyi, the little monk of Jingzen and Yan Xiaoxiao all rested, and only Yue Yin lay on the side of his bed, sleeping soundly with his hands on his pillow.
Shen Xian saw that her face was slightly ruddy, thinking that she was having some good dreams, but suddenly found that her eyes were red, as if she had cried. It's just that who can make this delicate Miss Yue family cry? Shen Xian seemed to understand something, looked at Yue Yin in surprise, and said secretly: "Could it be that Yue Yin is crying for me?" When he thought about it, he immediately shook his head and denied it, and said straight in his heart: "Shen Xian, Shen Xian, you are really dead, what are you, she will cry for you?" Think about Meng Bingxuan, you think that as long as you work hard, you can win her favor, but in the end, there is no shadow of you in the eyes of others! Shen Xian, Shen Xian, why do you have to be so self-indulgent? ”
Shen Xian sighed, and suddenly remembered the demonic energy and Buddha light dispute before he fainted, and although he couldn't move at that time, he was conscious, and he could clearly see a golden melon seed generated in his Heavenly Spirit Cave!
I'm dumbfounded!
Previously, he was in order to break through the realm and practice the "Black Lotus Heart Method" in a hurry, but he didn't expect an accident and planted the lotus heart in his Heavenly Spirit Cave by mistake! And at this moment, the golden melon seeds that he didn't know what was also floating quietly in his Heavenly Spirit Cave, flickering with golden light slightly, opposite his lotus heart, exuding a warm and peaceful atmosphere!
Shen Xian tried to run the fighting spirit, his kung fu is based on the "Black Lotus Heart Method", it can be said that the yin and demons are the most important, although the fighting spirit is masculine golden, but in fact, the exercise is listed as "Yin Gang", that is, the "negative" internal strength! Originally, when he mobilized the fighting spirit, a part of it would be sucked away by the lotus heart, but this is the key to the "Black Lotus Heart Method", to nourish the lotus heart with his own fighting energy, and that part of the fighting energy will automatically be transformed by the lotus heart and transformed into the "demonic energy" contained in the lotus heart itself! It's just that this demonic qi originally had no effect on Shen Xian, and it was hidden in the lotus heart until Concubine Lianyu controlled him and inadvertently absorbed the demonic energy of Concubine Lianyu, causing his lotus heart demonic qi to be released and affect his heart!
But at this time, he still has golden melon seeds in his brain, as if the golden melon seeds and the lotus heart are becoming water and fire, but he wants to interfere with the operation of the lotus heart! Shen Xian's heart method is mainly based on the black lotus heart, but the golden melon seeds are not obtained from the exercises, but its power is not weaker than the lotus heart, every time the lotus heart absorbs the fighting qi and transforms it into demonic energy, the golden melon seeds forcibly refine that fighting qi, so that the lotus heart cannot be nourished by the demonic qi, and it will not be able to harm Shen Xian! However, there is a problem in this, the golden melon seeds prevent the lotus heart from absorbing the demonic qi, and the lotus heart cannot grow without nourishment! In other words, the "Black Lotus Heart Method" cultivated by Shen Xian cannot go further!
This can be described as harmful to Shen Xian, because his cultivation of the Mind Method is precisely to condense the Dou Qi, and now the Mind Method cannot be refined, and his realm will not be able to continue to break through! The most infuriating thing is that no matter whether Shen Xian mobilizes the Lotus Heart to run the Dou Qi, or controls it through the golden melon seeds, there will always be interference on the other side, making the originally smooth flow of the Dou Qi become slow and blocked! As a result, Shen Xian is now unable to use the Dou Qi freely at all, which is even worse than that of ordinary C-rank martial artists!
God is really joking, he was hit three times in a row! Only this time, it was even more serious, so that Shen Xian's enthusiasm for practicing martial arts was instantly dispersed, and his ambition slowly collapsed, as if at the beginning of Shen Qingtian's death, the whole sky seemed to have collapsed again!
Shen Xian sighed heavily, but this sound woke Yue Yin up. She raised her eyes to look at Shen Xian, who was sitting up, her face was full of joy, and she hurriedly asked, "Are you okay?"
Shen Xian said: "It's not life-threatening, but now the meridians are too damaged, I'm afraid I have to recuperate for a while! But don't worry, I still won't forget what I promised, and when I rest for two days, we will go to Wuzhou together!"
Yue Yin smiled faintly, like innocence, like innocence, maybe she didn't think about anything in her heart at that moment, but she was just happy from the bottom of her heart for Shen Xian's awakening, she was born lovely, this smile was even better than the melting of ice and snow, which made Shen Xian's heart warm, and he felt that heaven and man were incomparable!
Yue Yin saw Shen Xian staring at him, his face was slightly red, so he turned his face sideways, but his mouth was concerned: "It's still early at the moment, you, you better rest a little longer, I won't bother you!"
If Shen Xian hadn't been able to discover Yue Yin's mind before, it was just that he was so focused on Meng Bingxuan that he didn't care about Yue Yin's changes. At this time, the room was quiet, and the atmosphere was really strange, Shen Xian himself had also experienced three blows and seemed a little depressed, plus after the golden melon seeds were born, his mind was clear, and he immediately noticed Yue Yin's strangeness. In other words, it was only at this time that he faintly felt that Yue Yin liked him!
But Shen Xian also knew in his heart that with his own status and martial arts realm, he was not worthy of Yue Yin at all, as if he was not worthy of Meng Bingxuan, how could he accept the love of this pearl in the palm of the Yue family? What's more, even if he knew that Meng Bingxuan was ruthless, he still cared about her, and the piece that took the most up in his heart could only be her, and Yue Yin, Shen Xian only regarded her as a friend at most!
Shen Xian looked at Yue Yin's back, didn't know how to reject her, and only sighed heavily!
At this moment, Yue Yin suddenly said softly, "You don't have to be lost, as long as you persevere, one day you will be able to move her with your dreams! You, you are a little turtle, your skin is thicker than the city wall, why are you discouraged?" After speaking, she lay there quietly, as if she had never moved.
Shen Xian was stunned, remembering that there was once such a person, who always encouraged him softly when he was frustrated, always smiled at him, was always held by his hand, and always ran with him non-stop!
But now that person is gone!
As if in an instant, the deep pain in Shen Xian's heart was excavated, and Yu Qing'er's appearance appeared in front of his eyes again, gradually overlapping with Yue Yin's back! Shen Xian gritted his teeth and held back his tears, his heart was very warm, but it was really painful, as long as he thought of Yu Qing'er's appearance in his arms, he hated his incompetence in his heart! Look at Yue Yin again, she is a good girl, but she shouldn't like a weak and incompetent person like herself, and he himself can't respond to Yue Yin's liking!
Shen Xian gently wiped away his tears, he already had a plan in his heart, if he really wanted Yue Yin to be happy, he shouldn't let her have hope for herself, at least, she couldn't give her hope! Shen Xian combed his mood, slowly exhaled a breath, and turned his mind to no longer think about it, but to sit up and run the exercises to heal himself!