153 The child is not a fish, but he knows the pain of the fish
I thought to myself, I have in my brain to fight the idea of girls like you, Zhao Song and Han Yuliang both have masochistic tendencies. I told Shangguan Ting about Han Yuliang, hoping that she could help match, and a few people sat down to talk about it, giving Han Yuliang a chance to explain. Shangguan Ting listened to it and wrote: It's okay to sit down, I don't guarantee that Zhu Jianqiu will forgive Han Yuliang.
I happily said, "Enough, thank you." ”
After school at noon, I told Han Yuliang about the matter, Han Yuliang was so excited that he was about to jump up, hugged me and said, "Thank you, Brother Fei, thank you, Brother Fei." According to his statement, except for saying a few more words when he met Zhu Jianqiu for the first time, he couldn't even say a word when he met her again on other occasions, so this meeting was very important, and Han Yuliang decided to awaken Zhu Jianqiu's memory.
Actually, in addition to helping Han Yuliang, I also have my selfish intentions, I want to ask Zhu Jianqiu what Zhao Song's condition is in the ward, if I can, I also hope that she can help another favor......
In the afternoon, I was painting in the art room, Han Yuliang was by my side, and Ma Jie saw this situation and refused to move. After a while, Shangguan Ting texted me, saying that she and Zhu Jianqiu were drinking milk tea in the cafeteria.
I immediately packed up the drawing board and asked Han Yuliang to go with me, Ma Jie was anxious: "What about Brother Fei?" ”
"Han Yuliang and I are going to do something, you wait for me here."
"You have to carry me on your back and take me with you." Ma Jie ran two steps to keep up with the two of us.
I punched him: "Don't be stupid, I'll tell you to do something alone one day." ”
"Okay." Ma Jie stopped moving.
On the way, I told Han Yuliang, let's pretend to meet them by chance, you know, you can't embarrass Shangguan Ting.
"Yes, yes." Han Yuliang nodded violently, his eyes full of anticipation.
In the afternoon, there were not many people in the cafeteria, and the warm sunlight shone in, and I saw Shangguan Ting and Zhu Jianqiu sitting in the corner at a glance, the two of them were chatting about something with a cup of milk tea in their hands, and Zhu Jianqiu frowned from time to time. The two girls are beautiful and beautiful, but unfortunately they have a cold temperament that rejects people thousands of miles away.
When Han Yuliang saw it, he ran over there in a hurry, and I grabbed him: "We have to buy something to eat, otherwise it won't be like a chance encounter when we go over empty-handed." ”
"Makes sense."
I led Han Yuliang to the snack window and ordered milk tea, grilled sausages, corn on the cob, and two cups of popcorn.
Han Yuliang smiled: "Brother Fei, it's good to follow you, and you can still eat so many things." ”
“…… You are mistaken, you paid for these things. ”
"Huh?"
"Ahh
"Don't, I'll pay for it." Han Yuliang cried and put the money out.
"Be happy, you're going to meet Zhu Jianqiu soon." I patted Han Yuliang on the shoulder.
"Yes, yes." Han Yuliang beat his spirits, and laughed again after paying.
Now I am acting more and more like a monkey, he has fooled me like this before, and once made me pay for the entire Internet café supper, it is really close to Zhu Zhe Chi, close to the monkey Hei. I hugged a bunch of things and walked over with Han Yuliang happily.
"Shangguan Ting, you're here too!" I pretended to be surprised.
Shangguan Ting glanced up at me, immediately picked up the paper and pen on the table and wrote: Yes, you are here too!
I had a black line, I really didn't expect Shangguan Ting to come to the cafeteria with paper and pen, I looked at Zhu Jianqiu again and said, "Hey, it's you, it's a coincidence." Han Yuliang said next to me, "It's a coincidence, it's a coincidence." ”
Zhu Jianqiu looked at the two of us in surprise, but didn't pay attention to the two of us, but asked Shangguan Ting: "Do you know them?" ”
Shangguan Ting said: "This is my tablemate, called Zuo Fei, and I don't know that." ”
"My name is Han Yuliang, hello Shangguan Ting, a beautiful woman!"
Shangguan Ting immediately frowned, and wrote a few words on the paper: Zuo Fei, let your friends be respectful!
I patted Han Yuliang on the head: "Don't talk nonsense, just sit down-to-earth." ”
"Uh-oh." Han Yuliang touched his head and sat down, and I also put down a bunch of things and sat down.
"Shangguan Ting, you let them sit down?!" Zhu Jianqiu looked at Shangguan Ting in surprise, and said, "Also, why are you talking to this Zuo Hefei, why do you use a pen to write?" ”
"My name is Zuo Fei, not Zuo Fei, it's not the first time we've met, why can't you even remember my name!"
"Why should I remember your name!" Zhu Jianqiu looked at me hatefully, and his tone and expression were exactly the same as Shangguan Ting's.
Damn, what a girlfriend!
Shangguan Ting said: "Zuo Fei is my tablemate, and he has a good relationship with me. ”
"I have a good relationship with you?!" Zhu Jianqiu looked at Shangguan Ting in shock, it seemed more incredible than seeing aliens, she reached out and touched Shangguan Ting's forehead again, "God, how can you have a good relationship with a boy!" ”
"Yes, last time I met Zuo Fei's girlfriend, she was a very good girl, I think that to have such a girlfriend, Zuo Fei should be different from other boys, so I tried to communicate with him, and now he is really good. However, because his girlfriend wouldn't let me talk to him, I kept communicating with him with a pen. ”
Shangguan Ting said as she wrote on the paper: Zuo Fei, introduce this friend of yours.
"Ah, this is Han Yuliang, Zhu Jianqiu you should have seen it many times, he said that he knew you when he was a child, I don't know if it's true or not, so I brought him over to confirm, there is no other meaning."
Zhu Jianqiu snorted, rushed to Shangguan Ting and said, "This is what you arranged, right?" ”
Shangguan Ting wrote on the paper: What should I do, she saw through it.
Zhu Jianqiu also saw it, and said sternly: "Shangguan Ting, when did you become so close to boys?" I was so disappointed! ”
Shangguan Ting continued to write: What should I do, Zhu Jianqiu scolded me.
I almost fell headlong on the table, I don't know whether to say Shangguan Ting is upright or stupid?
"Zhu Jianqiu, I asked Shangguan Ting because of my friend-" I patted Han Yuliang on the shoulder, "I feel ashamed of what I did to you when I was a child, and I always want to apologize to you in person, hoping that you can give him this opportunity." ”
Zhu Jianqiu said coldly: "There is no need to apologize, because I don't know him at all, and I don't know what he did when he was a child." ”
"How could you forget!" Han Yuliang stood up excitedly: "I'm Xiaoliang, we played together when we were children, don't you remember the dog's eggs, knives, and three taels?" Three or two are older than us, the eldest of our children, and once he kicked your castle to the ground and made us ......."
"What nonsense are you talking about?!" Zhu Jianqiu suddenly interrupted him: "I don't know what you're talking about at all, please don't talk to him in this clumsy way again, okay?" I specially, especially hate boys like you! With that, she got up and left.
Han Yuliang was dumbfounded and looked at Zhu Jianqiu's back blankly.
After Zhu Jianqiu walked out for more than a dozen steps, I said coldly: "Zhu Jianqiu, when are you going to escape?" ”
Zhu Jianqiu stopped for a moment.
"Six or seven years old, you can still hold a grudge until now, isn't your heart too small, Han Yuliang keeps apologizing to you, besides, he is not the initiator, you can't open your heart to face the past? You make me look down on you like this! ”
Zhu Jianqiu didn't look back, but his back was shaking slightly.
"Brother Fei......" Han Yuliang looked at me nervously.
I ignored him and continued, "Who didn't make a mistake when he was a child and refused to give someone a chance to make amends? ”
Zhu Jianqiu suddenly turned his head and said hatefully: "Why do I have to forgive others? When I was a kid? Who hasn't made a mistake? Hehe, the person who said this kind of thing must be someone who has never been bullied since he was a child, and even always bullied others, right? In your eyes, these are all small things, and there is nothing that cannot be overcome, but have you ever thought about our feelings? We are beaten, scolded, insulted, living in boundless darkness, we can't afford to provoke, we can always afford to hide, right? Yes, when you grow up and know that you have done wrong before, so you want to apologize and repent, so those of us who have been bullied should accept it honestly, and say sorry lightly, should we reach out and embrace you with open arms? If not, should you be put in a cautious hat? Hehe, sorry, I'm really not that atmospheric! Those who bullied me, I not only remember it before, I remember it now, I remember it all my life! I don't have the power to take revenge, don't I have the right to hold grudges? ”
I looked at Zhu Jianqiu blankly, I have never been bullied since I was a child, even if I came to Dongcheng to go to a middle school, I was beaten a few times for a short time, and then I quickly counterattacked with the help of monkeys, so I really can't understand Zhu Jianqiu's psychology. However, I could still feel the despair and hatred from my heart in her eyes and tone.
I don't know what to say, I've never been in this situation. Zhuangzi has a saying that Zifei knows the joy of fish, and later generations added a sentence of the joy of knowing fish, and knowing the pain of fish? That's what it's said, you don't have other people's experiences, and you will never know other people's joys and pains! Therefore, in the face of Zhu Jianqiu's pain, since I can't understand it, I can't evaluate it.
Han Yuliang stood up slowly, I didn't even realize that this kid's eyes were already red.
"Zhu Jianqiu, I'm sorry, I don't know what to say, I can only say I'm sorry. Maybe this sentence of sorry is just a light and clever three words in your opinion, but in my heart it is as heavy as a mountain, for these three words, I have been waiting for nearly ten years! I can't understand your pain, just as you can't understand mine! Can you believe it? I already liked you ten years ago, in my eyes, you are an angel, a cloud, a sky, a sea, a spring flower, an autumn fruit, a summer wind, a winter snow, you are the most beautiful existence in the world, I thought I could do my best to protect you, including life! However, when Sanliang bullied you, I softened and was afraid, because he was so powerful, like a great demon king, but I didn't have the ability to be a knight who guarded the princess! Later, when he asked us to bully you, I also went on, because I was afraid, my heart was dripping blood, and at that time I knew that I was useless and cowardly, every boy has a heroic dream in his heart, but heroes are not something that everyone can do. I hate my own nest, I hate my weakness, this thing is like a cancer, from time to time in my heart, I die and live in pain, I can't sleep in torment. In the past ten years, I have been constantly exercising my body, longing to see you again one day, and longing to protect you with my own shoulders one day! It wasn't until half a year ago that I finally met you again, and I believe that God heard my cry and heard my prayers. See Autumn, will you give me a chance? I've grown up, I've matured, and I'm qualified to be your knight! ”
After Han Yuliang finished speaking, he was already in tears and couldn't cry.
And Zhu Jianqiu also slipped down two lines of tears.
Then, she ran over again and smashed Han Yuliang in the face with a hard punch!
Say:
Excluding the children who fell in love with ruffians for a long time, from the rejection of the underworld in 2o11, to the later young and frivolous, lawless, and then to the current who is competing, in fact, my main line has never been "grabbing turf" and "fighting for the boss", but has been thinking between "bullying" and "being bullied". My writing is not good enough, my thinking is not mature enough, but I have been working it.
I don't know if it's lucky or unlucky, I've been bullied and bullied, and I know these two feelings at the same time, and being able to write them can bring you some thoughts, rather than simply reading and forgetting online novels, which can be regarded as my merit.
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