185 Dusty past

The cold at the bottom of the cliff that was guarded by the suspected cold flame was really unexpected, and Lingzhi's external injuries healed two or three times slower than under normal circumstances, and in these days waiting for him to heal, Wen Susu, who should have begun to adapt to the climate here, became more and more afraid of the cold, and it seemed that the cold that could be resisted began to condense in her body, this kind of cold that penetrated her heart from the inside out, from the outside to the inside, made her have nothing to hide, and finally on that day her hands were so stiff that she couldn't even pinch the leaves, Lingzhi, who has been keeping a distance from each other these days, broke the inexplicable cold air between them, took one of her hands, and put her fingers wrapped in tattered clothes on Wen Susu's wrist, and meditated on her pulse (Chapter 185 of the Imperial ****).

Wen Susu looked at his serious face, and finally didn't say anything, just closed his eyes and waited for his result. There must be something wrong with her body, this is something she can feel herself, this is not to mention any medical conditions in this situation, just hope this strange problem will not kill her......

However, Lingzhi fell silent after alternating her two hands, and then suddenly pulled her to her feet as if she had made up her mind, "You go back to the stone house and wait, don't come out again, I'll find a way out of here." ”

"Wait!" Wen Susu grabbed his shirt that he couldn't see anymore, "The injuries on your body are at least seventy-seven, eighty-eight, and they are still going to find your way?" Do you want to say that we can't get out of here as soon as we find our way? Spirit, your body can't stand it. ”

"Don't worry about me, you have to get out of the confines of this ice lake quickly, otherwise, ......" Lingzhi turned around and tried to persuade Wen Susu, but at the moment she turned around, she withdrew her hand, Wen Susu took half a step back and opened the distance between him, his mood was cold like he had never been before.

"Reizhi, have you forgotten what I said that day?" She lowered her eyes and didn't look at him, "Don't look at me anymore." Don't sacrifice yourself for me anymore. I still know a few points about my body, there will be no danger in a short time, you are still here to take care of all the injuries on your body, let's think about getting out, otherwise even if we find an exit, with the way you look now, it will not be easy to get out alive. ”

"Su Su ......" Lingzhi took a half step forward, wanting to persuade her again, but when he approached. Spotted her retreat. Wen Susu's attitude was very resolute, obviously not planning to return their relationship to the past, so Lingzhi only took this half a step and stopped, he was silent for a long time. In the end, he sighed as if giving up, "Then we don't talk about going and staying, would you like to listen to me tell individual stories?" ”

"Story?" Wen Susu looked up, a little puzzled.

"Well, the story. A story you've wanted to hear, but I've never wanted to face. When she said this, Lingzhi's light glass-colored eyes seemed to look through her to some distant place, at this moment, even if the story had not yet begun (Chapter 185 of the Imperial ****). But Wen Susu had already guessed the end of it.

“…… You say. ”

"Su Su, I didn't refute what you said to me that day, because what you said is true, and I can't refute it, but there is only one point. Maybe it's not like what you say...... "Lingzhi's voice was like a sigh, his always gentle face now looked very sad, this is an expression that Wen Susu had never seen on his face when the Hundred Medicine Valley suffered this great disaster, although he was also sad and angry at that time, but just seeing it made her heart ache. Maybe in his heart, it will only be like this because of one person. "I've never used you as a stand-in for Yun'er, who left forever six years ago. In this world, there will never be a second rhyme. ”

This is the first time that Lingzhi has taken the initiative to mention Lingyun, and it is also the first time that Wen Susu has heard the kind of feelings that he personally admitted because of the distance between life and death, and he can't help but smile bitterly when he thinks about it, she has no turning back since she came here......

"Lingyun...... I heard Master mention that she died of illness? Wen Susu pretended to be calm and brought up this issue, originally just to continue the story smoothly, but she didn't expect that what she mentioned was a turning point.

"Senior Sister Kongqing probably thought so, after all, when Yun'er died, no one was by her side." Lingzhi slowly closed his eyes, "She didn't die of illness, but was killed by the fox demon who pierced the primordial spirit, and her soul was scattered, and in this world, there is no trace of her anymore." ”

“…… How so? Wen Susu, who had never thought that things would go in this direction, was stunned, and some vague thoughts began to appear in her mind, maybe she was about to get close to the truth that Lingzhi had been hiding all along......

"Yun'er and I are orphans, wandered to the seclusion of Lesha when we were young, and were rescued by the owner of Lesha Hall at that time, that is, Shiyun's father, they like Yun'er very much, and only said that they want to treat Yun'er as their own daughter, and said that if they have children in the future, they will definitely let the two of them marry, so Yun'er and Shiyun, who is seven years younger than her, set up a baby kiss (Yu **** 185 chapter). At that time, I was still young, and I only thought that raising Yun'er alone would probably wronged her, and the hall master and his wife did treat Yun'er very well, so they acquiesced to the marriage. It's just that a year later, Yun'er suddenly had a serious illness, although the hall master and his wife were also very anxious, but the flying kite stream has always been closed, and I couldn't find a way to cure her in the stream, so I entrusted Yun'er to the hall master and his wife, and walked out of the music brake alone to seek medical treatment for her, and then I met Uncle Yuechen who was going out of the valley to find medicine, and finally he brought me back to the Valley of Hundred Medicines. Recalling the past, Lingzhi's voice was very faint, and it seemed to be like water without a trace, but Wen Susu easily sensed his depression, "I worshiped under the master to study medicine, and the rule in the valley is not to pass on medical skills, so I had to study hard while sending the prescriptions and needles I had researched to the hall master and his wife, but I was only the first to hear medical skills, and my ability was really limited, so Yun'er's illness dragged on for a few years." Later, it was Senior Sister Kongqing who stumbled upon what I had done and informed Uncle Yuechen, and in the end, Master saw Uncle Yuechen's face and agreed to take Yun'er to the valley for treatment. Master is the Holy Hand of the Soul, and after another two years, Yun'er's illness is finally cured. But while I was happy, I ran into a problem, the rules in the valley are not open to the outside world. Since Yun'er has come here, then she should die in the valley for the rest of her life, and she should not leave the valley again, and if Master wants her to allow her to leave the valley without drinking 'forgetting dust' in my face, then she will not be allowed to return to the valley, and she will not be allowed to see me again. This choice put me in a dilemma, but Yun'er and I have been dependent on each other since childhood, and the conditions for not seeing each other since then are too cruel, and I have thought about it for a long time. I still decided to let Yun'er stay in the valley, although I am very sorry for the hall master and wife who have been so kind to us, but I still don't want to accept the second option. ”

Lingzhi closed his eyes, and the cold wind blowing from the icy lake slightly lifted his white hair. The picture was pale to cold, and then his voice continued to sound, "It's just that I didn't expect that in the days when I left Lesha, it had always been the young Shiyun who took care of Yun'er in every possible way, and even if Yun'er was still young, it was impossible for Yun'er to completely ignore this feeling, so after I conveyed Master's meaning to her, she thought about it for a few days." It was an answer I had never thought of. ”

"She wants to find Shiyun?" Six years ago, Lingyun should have been only fourteen years old, and Shiyun was only seven years old, if this kind of relationship is love, it may be too far-fetched, it should be said that it is a kind of affection similar to family affection, a fourteen-year-old girl, in the illness met a person who took care of herself. It is inevitable that the balance in his heart will not be in his favor, but the price of the tilt of the problem is that he can still make this decision in exchange for not seeing his brother for the rest of his life...... It should be said that Lingyun should also be a little girl who values love and righteousness, and the two of them have received the great grace of Le Chatang. She also has a marriage contract with Shiyun, so she shouldn't and can't be untrustworthy, just ...... How did this lead to the end result?

"Well, (the content of the past in the dust of the **** 185). She said that we are brother and sister after all, and there will always be a chance to meet again in the future, and she can't choose to ignore the kindness of Shiyun's family to her, so she wants to leave. At that time, I was very angry, I just felt that relying on each other for life was just an empty word, since she wanted to leave so much, I would fulfill her, so after Yun'er when she wanted to leave, I just closed the door, and even the master's special grace to me asked me to send her back to Lesha gave up, during which the master came to remind me seriously, the Valley of Hundred Medicines is far away from the Lesha Hall, although Yun'er has also been exposed to the way of cultivation, but it is too dangerous for her to be a young girl on the road alone, but I still stubbornly did not leave the valley, just repaired a book to Shiyun, let him come and pick up Yun'er back. After that, I practiced seriously in the valley, only thinking that I was just one person and had no sister, but half a month later, I received a letter from Shiyun. Lingzhi said this, he was silent for a while, Wen Susu looked at him silently without making a sound, and finally, he continued to speak, "Shiyun was born so old, so his letter was also extremely short, a few lines, and said two things. First, it is said that Yun'er was bitten by the fox demon and died less than a hundred miles away from the Flying Kite Stream after suffering a lot alone, and second, it was to ask me why I didn't protect her and let such a thing happen. ”

"No, what about the letter you sent to Shiyun?" Although she had long guessed that this would be the result, Wen Susu still couldn't accept it for a while when she heard Lingzhi say it himself, she tried to find the loopholes between Lingzhi's words, and wanted to find the culprit who killed Lingyun, but ......

"It doesn't matter," Lingzhi just shook his head, "there are accidents in everything, but if I hadn't let her go alone from the beginning, Yun'er wouldn't have died." It's just that I didn't fully understand this truth until five years after she had been dead. ”

“…… So, five years later, you ignored the rules of the valley and went alone to save Shiyun back? It was like the last slot of the crossword puzzle was filled, and Wen Susu suddenly felt that many things made sense at once.

Lingzhi nodded, and then looked at her intently, "Su Su, I once said that when I saw you for the first time, you gave me a feeling that Yun'er was reborn, but after getting along, I knew that you were far from her, not to mention that Yun'er would never appear second, and the two of you couldn't even say that they were similar." However, I am still confused, are you God giving me the opportunity to make up for my mistakes? (To be continued)