Chapter 9: The Death of Parents

When Gu Yang woke up from the fear of death, he was no longer in the original red room, Gu Yang was surrounded by a rich dark blue, and all Gu Yang could see was blue. And what blue represents is the loneliness of Guyang.

It was not like a lethal attack in fear, in this lonely blue, Gu Yang saw something more terrifying than a lethal attack, and scenes from the past suddenly appeared in this blue space.

The loneliness that Gu Yang had experienced came together, occupying Gu Yang's soul, Gu Yang subconsciously closed his eyes, but instead of disappearing, these pictures became clearer.

From bottom to adulthood, Gu Yang grew up under the care of Gu Lie's family, but how can a child without parents not be lonely, few children of the same age are willing to play with him, many times, Gu Yang can only sit alone in the corner and bear the loneliness of himself.

As Gu Yang grew up, these loneliness were slowly hidden by Gu Yang, Gu Yang didn't want others to see his loneliness, and he didn't want others to know his weakness.

Hiding does not mean disappearing, the more this loneliness is hidden, the more intense it is, and the more you escape, the more fermentation. Now, Gu Yang must face these loneliness hidden by himself, face it, and overcome it.

Loneliness has completely surrounded Gu Yang, and in this world, Gu Yang has nowhere to escape but to face.

When he was a child, the care of Gu Lie's family for him also appeared in his mind at this time, especially Aunt Liu Yu's care like a mother, which made Gu Yang feel warmth that he had never felt in this family.

Aunt Liu Yu's love for him even exceeds her love for her own children, sometimes Gu Lie wants to punish Gu Yang, she always protects Gu Yang like a calf.

The blue that represents loneliness and the red that represents love are fighting for territory in Gu Yang's mind, fighting to the death like two armies, and they will not give up regardless of victory or defeat.

On Guwang Peak, the sun has passed the center, and unconsciously, the afternoon has arrived, and there is not much time left for Guyang. At sunrise the next day, it was time to tell whether the ancient sun would sink forever or be reborn in Nirvana.

The scene around Gu Yang changed again, and Gu Yang was actually standing on the battlefield at this time, with the yellow sand covering the sky. Where the two armies fought, blood and dust were rising with sand and dust, and between those lines, it was extremely tragic.

Gu Yang stood on a low hill next to the battlefield, watching the killing like a tide, and thought for a moment.

Suddenly, Gu Yang moved, rushing down the low mountain at a speed like flying, killing the army dressed in blue. Only by killing them all can Gu Yang completely cut off his loneliness.

Gu Yang's one-armed strength of nearly 5,000 catties has an absolute advantage in this battlefield, and outside the front line of the battle, it is a blood-red killing road, and he shuttles freely in the blue army with the momentum of ten thousand people, and he doesn't know how many weapons he has snatched.

The killing brought a strong murderous aura to Gu Yang, ten people were killed, a hundred people were killed, and a thousand people were killed. In just a hundred breaths, Gu Yang has killed thousands of people, and every time the knife goes down, a few people must fall. The blood had already stained Gu Yang's whole body, but only Gu Yang's eyes remained thorough and clear.

The dust was not flying, Gu Yang cut off the last head, and looked around the entire battlefield with his knife.

Draped in his hair, Gu Yang threw away the already tattered knife in his hand and walked towards the unknown direction, at this moment, there was no loneliness in his heart.

Along the way, only Gu Yang himself knows, and he has successively cut off some negative emotions such as inferiority, cowardice, and jealousy that exist in Gu Yang's soul.

Having completed these, Gu Yang finally came to the end of this road. And beyond the shell of Gu Yang, the night has also quietly fallen, and there is no moon, no starlight.

It was dark in front of him, and Gu Yang lost his judgment of the direction, and just kept moving forward with his senses. This dark world should be the last level, as long as Gu Yang can break through, it will be Nirvana rebirth and a smooth road.

Gu Yang's eyes finally changed, far ahead, two phantoms snuggled up, vague, but Gu Yang seemed to have guessed their identities, the last calamity of the soul must be the most reluctant in his heart, the most worried, and the most painful.

In the short years that Gu Yang has experienced, the most painful thing is the death of his parents.

Gu Yang stopped, and his gaze in front of him began to change, but the two phantoms that couldn't be identified had already begun to destroy Gu Yang's calm state of mind.

Even in the face of his own death, even in the face of thousands of corpses, even in the face of boundless darkness, Gu Yang never wavered. Now, it is just a phantom, the phantom of his parents who he has never seen, so that Gu Yang can no longer stay calm.

Although my parents did not raise me but gave birth to me, although my parents did not die but there was no news, in the past sixteen years, Gu Yang never knew what kind of face his parents were, and he didn't even have the right to dream of them.

Gu Lie said that his parents were not dead, but even Gu Lie couldn't find it, Gu Yang had nothing but powerlessness, and his father, who was as strong as Gu Yang, couldn't resist, not to mention the current Gu Yang, who was not even a cultivator.

Although Gu Yang is uninhibited by nature and does not want to be bound by things, in order to meet his parents, he is willing to train his body day and night, and does not hesitate to gamble forever into darkness in exchange for great power. Now that we have come to this last path, if our parents are in front of us, if we cut them off, then what is the point of gaining strength, if we don't cut them, then we will be in darkness forever, how can we talk about going to see our parents, how can we talk about saving them?

Gu Yang's eyes changed, his heart was like a turbulent wave, and he couldn't calm down at all. I can't even think normally, my mind is full of information about my parents, and although I don't have memories, I'm still stuffed with all kinds of images.

Knowing that it was fake, knowing that it was impossible, and knowing that his parents had long been away from him, Gu Yang was still slowly believing and slowly falling into it.

Gu Yang's body was slowly declining, as if it had been drained of strength.

"Yang'er is so tired, Yang'er wants to sleep, father and mother, do you know, Yang'er lives so tired every day, the more she tries to practice, but she feels that she is so small, when will I have the strength to see you?" Gu Yang whimpered a little at the two phantoms, until Gu Yang completely fell into the black space. At that moment, everything was gone, and darkness returned to all around.

On Gu Wang Peak, Gu Yang's depleted body was sitting cross-legged, and it had been nearly twelve hours, but Gu Yang still didn't have any intention of waking up.

The sunrise was approaching, but Gu Yang was still sitting quietly, not moving.

The first rays of sunlight shone on Gu Yang's withered face, and there was no trace of vitality.

However, just after the first rays of sunlight shone, Gu Yang's body couldn't stop trembling, trembling along with the entire Gu Wang Peak, and a pair of withered eyes suddenly opened, as if a substantial gaze shot through everything in front of him.