Chapter 393: Ten Years
Don't listen to it~"
"In other words, your miscarriage is all due to your trust in me...... When I saw you in the delivery room holding the baby with your bare hands, crying heartbreakingly, I knew I was wrong......"
Wen Rao covered her mouth with both hands, and her eyes were all blurred with her own child's flesh and blood~
"Wen Rao, there are so many entanglements between us that we can't distinguish between right and wrong for a long time, and there is no right and wrong for a long time, so why should we be obsessed."
Wen Rao's hand tightly grasped the position of her chest, feeling that her heart was forcibly pulled out of a bloody wound again, and it was exactly the same position as the last time it was torn.
Gu Sishao seemed to be dead, and continued in a flat tone, "Let's leave it like this." I will let Xia Ning undergo surgery to save her life. No matter what Xia Ning becomes, I love her, as I really wanted to be. And I and you, the words between us have all been spoken, no matter who is right and who is wrong, there is no need to entangle anymore. From now on, it has nothing to do with me, whether you live or die. ”
"There is no ...... Relationship......? How can it be irrelevant?! Wen Rao looked at Gu Sishao's back when he was about to get up and leave, used all her strength, and said loudly, "I killed the child between us!" ”
Gu Sishao stopped and turned around slowly......
Wen Rao cried and said, "I have long noticed the strangeness of that glass of milk, but when you handed it to me, I still drank it." It's me, it's me who covets your tenderness too much...... I know you've never loved me, but I've found that you love the child in my womb so much. I'd rather trade this child's life for your tenderness for my life......"
"You say...... What. ”
"I originally thought that we were both young and could have children in the future...... God punished me and made it difficult for me to conceive after that miscarriage...... This is my evil retribution...... This...... This...... That's the heart-rending reason why I cried while holding that bloody baby......"
Wen Rao's voice was hoarse, and she told the secret that had been pressed in her heart for nearly seven years in one breath, this secret that had made her miserable for seven years, after saying it, she didn't feel relieved in her heart, but her mood was even more painful.
Wen Rao didn't know whether to look at Gu Sishao's eyes.
I want to see it, but I'm afraid of the light in his eyes.
I don't want to see it, I'm afraid, from now on, I won't be able to watch it again......
Gu Sishao stood alone in place, feeling the ground under his feet spinning constantly, and suddenly remembered the tribulation that Xia Ning had gone through in order to give birth to Nuo Nuo before......
Wen Rao slowly raised her head and looked at Gu Sishao through the black gauze, but her eyes were soaked with tears, not full of remorse or knowing her mistakes and asking for forgiveness.
It is a kind of grievance, a kind of unwillingness, and a kind of eyes that make people suffocate when they look at it.
"If it was me who met you first...... Why didn't I know you first......" Wen Rao's nails sank deep into her palm, but she didn't feel any pain.
"It doesn't matter who knows who first, the important thing is that no matter then, now or in the future, all I want is a happy freedom. And for marrying you, don't say freedom, I don't even have the basic right to choose. Your lies, whether exposed or continued to be concealed, are free with me...... Nothing to ...... to do without any involvement."
Wen Rao tilted her head slightly, restraining her tears.
"When I insisted on marrying you, I found that you had already raised a woman named Xia Ning, but my father asked me to be a good wife and mother, and I also believe that as long as I am good to you, one day, you will be moved, and you will understand that the woman who loves you the most in the world is me.
I'm spending all my heart and soul on you, wait, wait, wait, finally wait for you to propose to me......" Wen Rao suddenly sneered, the corners of her red lips rose slightly, no longer arrogant pride, but endless sorrow~
It's like hearing one of the funniest jokes in the world.
"Gu Yanke! Nine years ago, when you knelt on the ground with the kiss marks of other women and a bloodstained four-leaf clover ring to propose, why didn't you say that you want to be free and happy?! On your wedding night, you left me alone in the empty room to have fun with other women, why didn't you say that you want a free marriage?! When I tried my best to consolidate your position as the president of the Gu family, why didn't you say that you want to be free and happy?!
Don't blame me, I just don't want to let one lonely night after another tear in my ears, I don't cry, I don't make trouble, I don't ask, I don't listen, but what I get back is your ignorance and disdain!
I thought that if I was a good wife and mother, you would see my goodness, but what happened?! I've become so vicious all these years because of you, just to make you take a serious look at me.
Don't blame me, I'm just unwilling, unwilling to have the slightest wisp of mine in your heart, even if it's your endless hatred for me......
Don't blame me, it was God who played a joke on us to meet, if you met me first, it would be only me......
Gu Yanke, we have known each other for ten years, why in the past ten years, I have overturned everything for you, but you have refused to give me even a chance to open your heart to me~~"
I don't know when, the sunlight in the house has faded a lot. The white cross in the church, erected high aside, witnesses the ten years of love and hate between the two men. "I gave you a chance!" Gu Sishao's voice slowly struck a heavy blow on Wen Rao's heart, "I gave you a chance for five whole years!"
I forgot about Xia Ning, but I didn't forget you, I didn't forget you who sat on the sofa all day waiting for me to come home, I didn't forget you who worked hard for me! But I haven't forgotten a cruel and ruthless you, a jealous you, a sinister and cunning you!
God gave the three of us a chance to start over, and I lost all my memories of Xia Ning. But I only saw a very possessive person, who treated me as an object and wanted to keep it private! Wen Rao, I'm not an item, I don't need you to make any deals with Gu Zhongchun all day long! I open my heart to you, but what about you? Arrange for someone to spy on me every day!
Indeed, your approach at the beginning is indeed a standard good wife and mother, whenever I come home, you look at me inch by inch, even all the maids around me are replaced by male servants, as long as I leave your sight, there will always be your eyeliner around me to monitor me, even the company you also arranged Yao Qing to be my secretary to monitor me! Even Yuki, you're looking for an opportunity to kill her twice in three days!
You again and again