Chapter 455 "The Other Shore. Memories of the Snow—10
He reached out and took my hand and walked over.
His hands grabbed me by the waist from my back, lifted me lightly, and put me on the horse, and then he sat down behind me.
The two of them rode a horse together, I suddenly had a sense of security, and I was a little excited to get on the horse for the first time in my life.
But his mood is much calmer.
He went around my arms from behind me, took my hands, and taught me how to hold the reins.
Then he took off a pair of black leather gloves from his hands, put them on my hands seriously, and then began to ride.
I thought it would be just two laps around the racecourse, but he didn't expect him to ride me into the mountains.
The snow in the middle of winter is the coldest time, but I am in his arms, forgetting the feeling of knowing cold and hot.
We rode on horseback, and no one spoke, and it was already noon after only two circles around the mountain.
"I'm married, I have a childhood sweetheart's wife, and a well-informed aunt, I have five children, one is my own child, and two are my brother's widow. I also adopted a pair of dragon and phoenix twins from my friend. Three of them were later assassinated. I used to follow my father's business and work in a job that involved some political issues, and now I am trying to get rid of that identity and give up my business career. ”
I tilted my head sideways in astonishment and looked at his lower cheek...... You don't look like a person with children. ”
"Yulan was four years older than me, I was seventeen and he was twenty-one, and we had our first child. I have a baby relationship with her, so from the moment I was born, I was destined to marry Yulan as my wife. When we were younger, our parents died in an accident, and we were raised by my only grandfather. When I was seventeen years old, my grandfather was ill, and in order to fulfill his only wish, I married Yulan and gave birth to my grandfather's great-grandson. When I was in my twenties, I met my second aunt, and at that time, I was young and impulsive, and there were some things about men and women, so I married her. ”
"I guess you told me so much, you definitely didn't want to tell me about your love history, right?"
"Clever. I say so much because I want to tell you that if you want to stay by my side, you can only succumb to the two of them, and Yulan's position in my family is unshakable! And I may be to you like to my second aunt, but it's just a man's momentary novelty at work. So my, are you sure, still have to confess to me? ”
"Are you rejecting me?"
"No, I just want to tell you clearly, I don't want to hide anything from you, after all, there is a teenage difference between us, and I can't be a couple for life like you think." He said in a deep tone, "If you don't mind any of this, I think my confession has succeeded." ”
My hand holding the reins paused suddenly, looking in the direction of the end ahead, and thinking about it seriously.
After returning to the racecourse, I dismounted, grabbed the reins of the horse, and looked up at him, "First of all, thank you very much for telling me about your affairs clearly, and let me know how blind my love is. Secondly, I'm sorry, I didn't know you had a family, and I didn't tell from how you looked that you were that much older than me, I thought you were just five or six years old. Finally, thank you for leaving me the right to refuse so that I can leave with the last dignity. ”
He nodded, and said nothing more.
I smiled and turned away, and although I liked him very much, I had my pride.
That year, my first love ended in failure!
Over the next year, I worked so hard that I was unusually promoted to principal cellist. In addition to going to work, practicing, etc., I also go shopping, shopping, and having fun with my new colleagues and friends on weekends.
But I always felt that there was a very empty place in my heart, as if something was missing, and no matter how crazy I worked, I couldn't make up for it.
It's another chilling winter just want me to drink hot coffee and read a book at home! I suddenly remembered that I had saved him by accident in the park on this day last winter.
That day, I went out early and sat in the park for a day and a night.
Then I got a bad cold, so much so that I spent the whole winter recuperating.
When the spring flowers bloomed the following year, I was cured.
I gave my resignation to the orchestra and planned to travel the world on a walk-and-go journey.
That year, I went to see the Eiffel Tower, visited Floroma, enjoyed the night moon and water view of Venice, happened to watch a group wedding in Hawaii, and was lucky enough to receive a bouquet from the bride.
I slept in the lavender sea of Provence, played the cello in the streets of Rome, listened to simple folk songs in the Aegean Sea, and tasted the fine wine of the Greek peninsula!
I went almost everywhere I wanted to go in my life, and every time I went, I would stay for a while, for more than a month, for a few days.
By the time I had finished visiting these places, it was already late autumn.
I was staying in a small hotel in Sweden on the last leg of my trip around the world, and I sent a postcard to my parents, just as my parents called from home and asked each other how they were doing.
Finally, my mother said on the phone that Zhong Chun had come to see me, and he said that he had graduated early this year and had been taken back to China by his family, and that it was his birthday on September 17th, and that he wanted me to attend as his girlfriend.
I asked my parents to turn him down.
Early the next morning, the waiter came to my room and knocked on the door, saying that someone was waiting for me in the forest east of the Alvadai viaduct and had left me a gift.
I accepted the gift, frowned, and muttered about the forest......
What happened to me in Sweden was known only to my parents and Chung Chun at home.
If nothing else, it's the latter, probably Zhong Chun had expected me to refuse, so I came again in person.
In any case, this tenacious spirit that has come across the ocean is still worthy of praise.
I opened the gift box, and it was a very beautiful gray-green dress, the neckline was decorated with lace and tiny pearls, and the cuffs were retro ruffled sleeves, which I wore on my body and looked at myself in the mirror, as if this dress was made for me.
I guessed in my heart, such a new idea and a lot of trouble for me, even if I am not Zhongchun, I must not be a bad person, since I am not a bad person, what is there to be afraid of?
The morning sun had not yet risen, and the dew in the forest was shining on the tips of the leaves, and I sniffed the fragrance of the earth and searched