Part61 let her end it all
When Fu Xiangwan was stunned by this news, the pen she was holding in her hand fell to the ground, making a crisp sound.
"Impossible?" Fu Xiangwan stood up and sat back in his chair, unable to believe the news.
Suddenly, a little nurse also hurriedly ran in, came to Fu Xiangwan's desk, panting: "Doctor Fu, the lady Song you asked us to take good care of committed suicide by cutting her wrists." β
Fu Xiangwan raised his head and looked at the little nurse in front of him, his face was pale and out of breath.
"What's going on?" Fu Xiangwan's eyebrows were anxious, she was fine when she went to see her yesterday, and she talked and laughed with her, why did she commit suicide at this time.
"I committed suicide at about 8 a.m. today, the heating in the ward was turned on widely, the blood was not easy to clot, and a lot of blood was shed. When the doctor sent the glass for rescue, he said that it was very dangerous. Dr. Fu, do you want to take a look. The little nurse was not at ease.
"I'll take a look." Fu Xiangwan calmly took a deep breath, then pushed the chair away, and the range of movement was so large that it knocked the chair down, and then she ran out in a hurry, holding her breath, and kept running and running, heading to the emergency room.
When Fu Xiangwan arrived, she only saw the closed cold door, she stared at the door and closed her eyes in pain. One hand was placed on his lips, and the teeth bit on it fiercely, hurting until he was numb.
One of her hearts was beating wildly, and the blood of the restless factor swam away, freezing her temperature everywhere she went. She was extremely scared, afraid that Song Fangfei would really have an accident.
She had committed suicide several times, but she was rescued in time, and later she found Mu Xinyan to treat Song Fangfei, and she gradually got better and never committed suicide again.
But this time, why did she choose such a cowardly way again?
She saved her just to live well, not to die, what is the point of dying? Will all her years of hard work be in vain?
Fu Xiangwan slowly squatted down, his eyes were sour and unbearable, and his body was trembling slightly.
"Wanwan......" put a hand on her shoulder, and her voice was gentle.
Fu Xiangwan's eyes widened suddenly, suppressed the sadness in her heart, turned around, and looked at the person behind her through a somewhat blurred vision, she tilted her head and saw the light above her head hitting the top of her head, and the yellow halo revealed a warm color.
"Xin'er......" Fu Xiangwan's voice choked, "When did you come back?" β
Mu Xinyan has always been very cold, those beautiful eyes are also full of coldness, her eyebrows are delicate and picturesque, every place is like a handmade line drawing, meticulous and perfect, facing her friend, the corners of her lips curve a soft arc.
She is Song Fangfei's psychiatrist, and because of Fu Xiangwan's relationship, she has been treated for many years.
"As soon as I came back, I went to look for you, and I heard that you came here." Mu Xinyan looked at her and wanted to cry, her eyebrows were slightly lemony, "What's wrong with you?" Who's in it? β
"Xin'er ......" Fu Xiangwan hugged her, lay on her shoulder, couldn't get strong anymore, and two tears poured out from the corners of her eyes, "Qiao Zexuan's mother committed suicide......"
Mu Xinyan's eyebrows tightened, and she reached out to touch her back: "Isn't her situation a lot more stable?" How so? β
"I didn't know, I came to work early this morning, and I just sat down for a while before I received a notice." Fu Xiangwan spit out a long-suppressed turbidity, "Xin'er, do you know? I'm very uneasy here, there must be something bad going to happen, but I can't say what it is. β
Fu Xiangwan raised her hand and stroked it on her chest, the feeling there was strange and weird, and she felt a chill down her spine.
Mu Xinyan helped Fu Xiangwan sit on the bench outside the door: "It's that you are too tired and thinking too much, what can happen?" Besides, this is her own choice, and you haven't done anything bad, so don't be afraid. β
"Xin'er, I'm cold." Fu Xiangwan hugged herself with both hands, and the boundless cold aura was growing and surging in her body.
"Come, I'll hold you." Mu Xinyan stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around Fu Xiangwan's shoulder, snuggling her to herself, so that she could absorb the warmth from her, "Besides, the emergency doctor inside hasn't come out yet, don't scare yourself." Now take a deep breath, breathe again, and adjust to the good feelings. Or you close your eyes, take a short break in my arms, don't think about anything, and empty your head. β
Fu Xiangwan's head rested lightly on Mu Xinyan's slender shoulder: "Okay." β
She took a deep breath as Mu Xinyan said, relaxed, and then closed her eyes and let her brain be in a vacuum.
She closed her eyes and didn't forget to talk to her: "Come back this time, are you still leaving?" β
"I'm not leaving." Mu Xinyan's gaze looked into the distance, her gaze faint.
"Why?" Fu Xiangwan asked her.
Every year, Mu Xinyan will disappear for a period of time, I don't know where she went, she will appear when she should appear anyway, and then she will come to the hospital to find her as soon as possible.
"I'm tired." Mu Xinyan smiled and patted her on the shoulder, "After so many years, I feel too tired and want to take a good rest." β
"Then go live with me?" Fu Xiangwan hugged her thin waist, and the paintings of the two beauties hugging each other were so pleasing to the eye that they attracted the attention of passers-by.
"Oops" At this time, there was a miserable scream, it turned out that someone was fascinated and hit the corner.
Fu Xiangwan heard the screams, opened his eyes, and looked at Mu Xinyan's gaze, and then the man rubbed his nose blankly, blushed and ran away.
Mu Xinyan and Fu Xiangwan looked at each other and smiled, and they were in a much better mood now.
The door of the emergency room was opened, and the nurse pushed Song Fangfei out, because of the excessive blood loss, her face was as pale as paper, and there seemed to be no blood at all. It's like a flower that has lost its life, wilted by frost.
After Fu Xiangwan saw it, he came to the doctor to ask about the situation: "Doctor, how is she?" β
"The wound is a little deep, there is too much blood loss, and if it is a little later, there is no hope, and it is necessary to recuperate well these days." The doctor took off his mask and said, "Stop irritating the patient." β
"I see, thanks." Fu Xiangwan thanked him, and then prepared to go to Song Fangfei's ward.
Mu Xinyan followed her footsteps: "Wanwan, you slow down." β
"Xin'er, why don't you go to my house first and have a good rest. I'll come back to you from work. Fu Xiangwan explained.
"I'm not tired, I'll accompany you." Mu Xinyan held her hand, smiled warmly and gave her strength and warmth, and gave her the light and heat of friendship when she needed help the most, "Maybe I can help her." β
Fu Xiangwan nodded, and the two went to Song Fangfei's ward together.
Song Fangfei lay quietly on the bed, her face blending with the sheets. Drops flowed from the thin, transparent tube into the back of her hand and into her bloodstream.
Fu Xiangwan came to the bedside, and Mu Xinyan moved a chair for her to sit down.
"Mom, why did you kill yourself?" Fu Xiangwan shook Song Fangfei's hand, but couldn't think of a reason, "Xin'er, did you say she was sick again?" β
"It's hard to say, just wait for her to wake up and see the specific situation." Mu Xinyan stood behind her, "Don't put pressure on yourself, isn't it okay to talk and laugh like just now?" β
"I was in a panic, I felt that I couldn't see the road ahead, I didn't know whether there was a flat ground or a cliff, I was afraid that I would take a wrong step and fall down and be crushed." Fu Xiangwan's heart rolled up in a whirlpool of fear.
"It seems that you are the one who needs to see a psychiatrist." Mu Xinyan smiled lightly, "For you, I'm free." β
"Forget it." Fu Xiangwan pulled his lips.
The two chatted while talking, the passage of time made Song Fangfei slowly wake up, her eyelids moved, she opened her eyes, closed them again, and opened them again, Fu Xiangwan's face was clearly reflected in her eyes, and her eyebrows were full of surprise.
"Wanwan, is that you?" Song Fangfei was a little excited and wanted to hold her hand, only to find that her quilt was held tightly in her hand.
"Mom, it's me, it's really me." Fu Xiangwan put her other hand on her again and clasped her hand tightly with both hands, "How are you feeling now?" β
Song Fangfei looked at Mu Xinyan who was standing next to her again: "Doctor Mu? β
"Aunt Song, hello." Mu Xinyan was polite and polite, but she felt that Song Fangfei was a little surprised when she looked at her, "I only came back today, so I surprised you?" β
"Late Night...... Why did you save me and let me die clean. Song Fangfei diverted her gaze and topic, and when she talked about sad things, the corners of her eyes were full of tears.
"Mom, what are you talking about? What doesn't die? Why commit suicide? So many years, Xin'er and I, as well as Qiao Zexuan, have made efforts not to let you commit suicide again, but to let you survive. Mom, you're not afraid of dying, are you still afraid of living? What kind of thing made you commit suicide after so many years, could it be Qiao Wanhai? Fu Xiangwan was a little angry, "If you do this for this man who is not worthy of your love, I can only say that I am very disappointed in you, too disappointed." β
"Wanwan, it's not like this, it's really not for him. I had banished him from my world a long time ago, I didn't die for him, I was--" Song Fangfei bit her lip fiercely, but did not continue.
"What's that for, and what else would make you do that?" Fu Xiangwan thought that there was nothing else that could make her make such a desperate move, and she didn't even want her life.
"I ...... I...... I ......" Song Fangfei's chest suffocated, and she couldn't say it in front of Mu Xinyan.
"Mom, if you have anything to say to me, don't let me worry about you." Fu Xiangwan grabbed her arm with both hands and begged.
Song Fangfei raised her eyes, and her gaze fell on Mu Xinyan's body: "Doctor Mu, I have something I want to talk to Wanwan alone, can you avoid it." β
Fu Xiangwan didn't expect Song Fangfei to make such a request, she looked sideways: "Mom, Xin'er and I are like sisters, no matter what they say to each other, she can listen to what she can say to me." β
"Okay." Mu Xinyan answered Song Fangfei's request late and eveningly, and then she said to Fu Xiangwan, "Wanwan, I'm fine, you and Aunt Song have a good talk, I'll wait for you outside." β
After Mu Xinyan left, Song Fangfei heard the sound of the door closing, so she retracted her gaze, pulled Wanwan, and said softly: "Wanwan, you help me down first." β
"Mom, you're not in good health, you just recovered a little bit of your body, what are you going to do when you get out of bed?" Fu Xiangwan couldn't understand her behavior.
"You help me down and say, I'll be fine." Song Fangfei reached over with both hands to shake Fu Xiangwan's hand, and got out of bed with her as a support.
As soon as Song Fangfei got out of bed, she knelt straight in front of Fu Xiangwan, this action frightened Fu Xiangwan, and she stepped forward to help her: "Mom, what are you doing, it will torment me." What is the word, you get up and say the same. β
"Wanwan, I won't get up, you let me kneel and finish speaking, okay? Otherwise I can't say it. Song Fangfei didn't let Fu Xiangwan help her up.
"But you can't do this, your body is weak and can't withstand a little toss." Fu Xiangwan comforted her, "You better get up first, I will listen to whatever you say." β
"Nope." Song Fangfei shook her head in refusal.
Fu Xiangwan couldn't help her, so he had to kneel down and face Song Fangfei: "You make a long story short, let's get better, it's too cold on the ground, it's not good for your health." β
Before Song Fangfei could speak, she choked first: "Evening, Zexuan ...... Ze Xuan, he ......"
"What's wrong with him?" Fu Xiangwan didn't understand how this matter had anything to do with Qiao Zexuan again.
"He's very badly wounded." Song Fangfei burst into tears, then grabbed her hand tightly and looked at her, "Wanwan, Zexuan is not an ordinary external injury at all, but was injured by Xu Jie'er's knife to the kidney, and the entire kidney is necrotic and can only be removed, so his body has been created by the drama, and now he is no longer a complete person." Wanwan, you are a doctor, you know how important a kidney is to a man, the doctor said that he injured the kidney, and the other kidney seems to have some problems. Under normal circumstances, one kidney can fully bear the need for metabolic waste excretion in the body, which may have a certain impact on the life of the couple. If the other kidney is not well protected, then Zexuan will be finished. He's still so young, not married, not having children...... I'm afraid...... Late, Zexuan is already like this, what should I do? β
Something wrong with the kidneys?
When Qiao Zexuan rescued her that day, he changed his waist and hugged her, so Xu Jie'er's knife was just inserted into his waist, but he didn't expect it to hurt his kidney. Kidneys, how important for men.
No, she couldn't believe it was a thing.
The heart, as if buried in the hot ice and snow, is frozen, has no temperature, and cannot beat.
Fu Xiangwan sat on the ground in a daze, the pain swept like a ruthless whirlpool, dragging her to the bottom of the water, and the suffocation of pain made her worse than dead.
"Wanwan, I think my mother has created too many sins in her life, so she has retributed this sin to Zexuan. I don't want him to do anything, I have to bear everything I do, it doesn't matter if I die, anyway, I don't have much to live as a teenager. I only hope that God can give Zexuan a chance to be a normal person. I have no regrets when I die. Song Fangfei paused for a moment and wiped away the tears on her face, in pain, as if life was worse than death.
"That's why you committed suicide, wanting to exchange your life for God's mercy?" Fu Xiangwan's soft lips had lost their color, trembling non-stop, and her big black and white eyes were full of painful colors, "Mom, you are too naΓ―ve, if God is useful, no one will have suffering and illness." β
"Wanwan, you know that Zexuan is my life, my all, he is like this, what other woman is willing to marry him? A man who can't satisfy his wife, even if he has money, who will want it? And he can't take a woman, he doesn't have a child yet, Xu Jie'er's child is gone again, no matter how big his career is, no one will share and inherit it with him, what a sad thing! If Ze Xuan is alone because of this, then any ugly words outside will spread, and if it is really known that Ze Ye is not good, then he may not be able to live. Evening, can you understand my mood at the moment? It felt as if I was dying, my heart was hollowed out, what am I still alive for? It's my fault, it's me who has caused Zexuan. Song Fangfei cried blood every word, and every sentence was like a needle, "Don't stop me, your shop let me die cleanly, I no longer have a face, and I don't have the courage and hope to live in this world, it's too bitter!" β
Song Fangfei was excited to hit her head on the bed, but Fu Xiangwan stopped her and hugged her tightly in his arms: "Mom, don't get excited, don't be like this." It's not your fault, it's all mine! It was I who caused Ze Xuan to be like this, if I hadn't knocked Xu Jie'er into a miscarriage, Xu Jie'er wouldn't have hated me because of this, and killed me in anger, if it wasn't for Ze Xuan who blocked the knife for me, and it wouldn't have hurt him like this, the root of a mistake is me. As soon as qiΔ arises because of me, let me end a qiΔ......"
When Fu Xiangwan said these words, every word turned into a needle, piercing into the deepest part of her heart, piercing the past with thousands of holes, and the last sentence used up all her strength to say it completely. At that time, her mind flashed Tan Xiyue's moist and elegant face, and his smile was so warm and warm, but it was gradually moving away from her...... Until it blurs, until it disappears into her world......
Talking about Xiyue...... She bit her lip and silently read his name, hoping that in this way she would be engraved in her eternal life, and that she would never be separated from her forever.
Fu Xiangwan hugged Song Fangfei tightly, buried her face in her arms, tears gathered in her eyes, she sniffed and didn't let her fall. Her whole body was immersed in deep grief and pain.
"Wanwan, what do you mean......" Song Fangfei heard her words, her eyes burned with hope, and the hand holding her arm also oozed cold sweat with excitement.
"Can you give me three days to think about it? I'd like to think about it before giving you an answer. Fu Xiangwan didn't make a final decision, she needed some time to buffer.
Although he had no intention of letting Qiao Zexuan save her, he was still injured for her and lost his qualification for happiness, so she couldn't cross her hurdle.
"Really? Late and late, I ...... I don't want to force you to marry Zexuan, but I have no choice, if I can't find someone for Zexuan who can be trusted to take care of him before I am alive, then I won't be blind and relieved, so Wanwan, I'm sorry, I wronged you......" Song Fangfei was ruthless, after all, it was her own son, "Wanwan, will you hate me?" β
"Don't think about it, everything is up to me, and I have to take responsibility for what I say." Even if Fu Xiangwan wanted to escape, there was nowhere to escape.
"Wanwan, don't think like this, in fact, this shows that you and Zexuan are fateful, and you should have been together." Song Fangfei has never given up the idea of letting Fu Xiangwan marry Qiao Zexuan, although this time is a good opportunity, after all, it is a fact that her son is injured, and Fu Xiangwan will inevitably be wronged in terms of husband and wife life.
However, according to her understanding of Fu Xiangwan, she would never cheat and betray Qiao Zexuan because of this. That's why she is more assured that her son and Fu Xiangwan can get the best care together, and if she is not there in the future, she can rest assured.
For the sake of her son, she could only endure the pain of cutting her love, sacrificing Fu Xianglate, she said, let her carry all the qiΔ.
"Mom, come on." Fu Xiangwan helped Song Fangfei to the bed and covered the quilt for her, "You have a good rest, I still have a job, I won't accompany you first." β
"Wanwan, remember what you just said, don't let your mother down." Song Fangfei deliberately reminded Fu Xiangwan to make a decision.
"Hmm." She replied lightly.
Fu Xiangwan walked out of Song Fangfei's ward step by step, and as soon as she went out, her whole person seemed to have exhausted her last breath of strength and collapsed to the ground.
Just now, she seemed to have a nightmare, ruining all the beauty between her and Tan Xiyue.
She has no choice now, and the final result of her consideration can only be to choose Qiao Zexuan, but what can she do? Her heart was chilling inch by inch.
Seeing this, Mu Xinyan immediately stepped forward to help her up: "Wanwan, what's wrong with you?" Why so careless? Is there something uncomfortable? β
"Xin'er, I'm so tired." Fu Xiangwan leaned on her body weakly, her voice was as light as mist, it was blown away in the wind, and it was shattered, "I really want to sleep, I don't think about anything, I don't listen to anything." β
"Wanwan......" Mu Xinyan looked at her haggard face and felt distressed, "I'll ask for leave for you and take you back to sleep well." β
Mu Xinyan, looking back, looked at Song Fangfei's closed ward door, her eyes were dark, and she intuitively felt that Fu Xiangwan's relationship was related to Song Fangfei and Fu Xiangwan's separate conversation, what did they say that made Fu Xiangwan so fragile, as if it would be broken at a touch.
Fu Xiangwan bit his lip and shook his head, his eyes revealing tenacity: "No, I can't fall, I still have work to do, I have to finish my work before I can rest." β
"Late Night...... Don't be so stubborn. Mu Xinyan helped her and let her stand up by herself.
"Xin'er, I'm not stubborn, but I'm going to get busy." Fu Xiangwan only had no time to think about painful things if she didn't stop, she had to get busy.
Then she let go of Mu Xinyan's hand, relying on her willpower, and walked forward step by step strongly, the light hit her early, pulling her shadow long, but it was so lonely and lonely, but it was distressing.
Mu Xinyan had no choice but to accompany Fu Xiangwan behind her, accompanied her all the way forward, accompanied her back to the office, watched her sit firmly behind the desk, calmly picked up the pen and started working.
Fu Xiangwan didn't drink a sip of water for most of the day, didn't eat much for lunch, and only cared about seeing a doctor, like a person who didn't know tiredness and tiredness, and didn't even blink his eyes.
Mu Xinyan saw it in her heart, and she was extremely uncomfortable.
She left Fu Xiangwan's office and came to Song Fangfei's ward. She wanted to know what was going on that made Fu Xiangwan suddenly seem to be a different person.
When she entered, she saw Song Tino Fangfei looking out the window alone, crying silently. When Mu Xinyan appeared in her sight, she hurriedly raised her hand and hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, her face was calm, and the corners of her lips also opened a smile arc.
"Aunt Song, take the liberty of disturbing." Mu Xinyan took two steps forward, "You didn't hear me knocking on the door just now, so I came in by myself." β
"Doctor Mu, is there anything wrong with finding someone?" Song Fangfei's smile is light and elegant, and her temperament is gentle.
"Of course there is something, and it has something to do with Wanwan." Mu Xinyan is slender and tall, and a burgundy coat makes her tooth-white skin even fairer, "May I ask what you said to Wanwan, making her seem to be a different person, working hard without talking or laughing, without eating or drinking?" β
"I didn't say anything." Song Fangfei didn't admit it at all.
"If you hadn't said anything, she wouldn't have been." Mu Xinyan tugged her lips lightly, "If you treat Wanwan as your daughter, how can you be willing to see such pain, such self-torture and injury?" From the time she knew your Qiao family's mother and son to now, she has never done anything to be sorry for you, why do you want to treat her like this? β
"I didn't do anything to her." Song Fangfei smiled faintly, "Doctor Mu, I feel sorry that I won't be here soon, how can I hurt her?" I have never treated her as a daughter-in-law, I treat her as a daughter, and Zexuan will also give her happiness, we will not treat her badly, we will treat her like a princess, please believe us. β
"I saw me with my own eyes, and I can't believe what the future holds." Mu Xinyan naturally didn't believe it lightly, "Since you don't want to say it, I can't help it, but please touch your conscience and think about how you have been treated to you all these years, if you hurt her, God will not let you go." β
After speaking, Mu Xinyan turned around and left, and when she went out, she met Zheng Kai, who came to visit Song Fangfei. Because Mu Xin's cold and charming Meilu paid special attention to it, and Mu Xinyan stepped on her boots and left.
Zheng Kai pushed the door in, locked it, and came to Song Fangfei: "Auntie, who is that beautiful woman who came out of your ward just now?" β
"She is Wanwan's good friend and my former psychiatrist, Mu Xinyan." Song Fangfei's chest was blocked by air, "You can't take a fancy to her, right?" She's a very cold person, especially to men. β
"Auntie, how dare I like iceberg beauties, I'm afraid of freezing to death." Zheng Kai smiled and sat down, "Fu Xiangwan has come to see you?" β
"Hmm." Song Fangfei nodded and looked at her nephew, "Kai'er, you are honest with your aunt, is your brother's illness really that strict?" I'm very upset. β
"Auntie, don't put pressure on yourself, what's so uneasy about this? This is a fact, and it is also what Fu Xiangwan owes to her brother, so it is normal for her to be normal. Zheng Kai persuaded her.
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